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Chapter 12.2 - Valentina
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2023-02-20 18:12:51Saturday 8:45am, Barcelona
He's telling me the story about trying to escape Raisa and Allison when Isabella saved him, suggesting the drinking game.
He talks fast when he's on drugs
I can still follow him though, and he appears to be able to keep up with how much I can talk, not minding it one bit and not looking bored. He looks like he's actually listening, only interrupting when he has something even better to add.
"I want a pizza because even though I'm not hungry, I can hear my stomach growling and I don't want to pass out."
He's leaning back in his palms like he did back in the fountain, legs stretched and spread out, face pointed to the sky.
"Where from
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