Arawn“You cannot hide forever.”I tsk as Elinor storms into one of the separate sitting rooms of the venue, catching me sipping an expensive brandy. “Watch me!”“Ah, Mr. Rodberg!” She scolds me as she scurries through the room, ripping open the curtains to open a window. “You shouldn’t act so childishly and disappear from your own party. It doesn’t behoove a man of your status.”Scoffing, I spread my arms theatrically. “And you shouldn’t go around disrupting conversations. And yet here we are.”The feeble light of the lanterns outside streams into the room, pulling it out of its darkness.“Man of my status,” I add in a murmur, taking another sip.“Yeah, yeah.” She says, moving to clear the table in front of me, putting my brandy away under my protest. “You can go on acting like a spoilt, sulking child, but someone had to do something. You will end up losing her to that sunny boy. Do you know what he works with?”I groan as she stops to stand before me, lifting her finger, reprimandin
Nerthus “Wow,” I say dreamily as I am braiding the tassels of her scarf. “You two are adventurous.” Emily is just about to inquire about my Thanksgiving after having gushed about theirs, as I jump at Owen slumping back down at the table.Saved by the bell.My panic rises as I see Arawn taking his place as well, and I turn around. Checking if he has a split lip or a black eye, I am equally relieved as I am disappointed.I’m such a disgusting character.“Everything alright?” I ask, and he nods looking at me as if I had caught him red-handed.“Sure. Why?” He leans forward to press a chaste kiss on the corner of my lips, making me freeze.Shaking my head, I stare at him in disbelief. “Nothing.”“We will discuss it later like we said we would.” He lowers his voice with a smile, and I nod absentmindedly.I am more confused than ever, and honestly, I am scared.Maybe they didn’t talk to each other, and happened to just come back into the room by coincidence?My fingers itch to grab my pur
Nerthus I’m so angry at him that I’m set on giving Owen the last piece of me nobody ever had.I don’t care if I’m doing it out of spite, I just need him to be out of my system.“So, here we are.” Owen smiles at me as he parks his car in front of my alibi building.“Home sweet home.” I chuckle as I turn my body towards him. “Would you like to come upstairs?”He grimaces shortly before he moves his head away from me.Oh, no!“I’d love to, Aria.” He says as he looks back at me like the boy with the tuba who is about to break up with the girl from the math club.Because he talked to the quarterback about her!That fucker!“I’d really, really love to.”I force a chuckle as my throat dries out. “So, why don’t you then?”“We still
Nerthus “Can I bring you something else, sweetie?”Mr. Entitled Asshole: You aren’t at home. Where are you?A man dressed in a suit looks up from his phone with a dizzy smile. “No, I’m alright, Aria. Thank you!”Mr. Entitled Asshole: Where the fuck are you? Answer the phone!“Call me if you need anything.”Mr. Entitled Asshole: I don’t have the key to your fake apartment.He nods, returning to his flashing screen as he leans back onto the counter.I clean up the counter swiftly with a rag as I take the order of a couple of young ladies blabbering excitedly.Mr. Entitled Asshole: Are you here? Are you going to open the door or not?I was already knocked out as his texts reached me, and I still don’t know if I’m sad or happy about it.My day shift at the café and my current shift at the bar surely took a bit of my thoughts away from the asshole, but I was still struggling to concentrate on the tasks.More than anything, I was angry, and eventually I thought it served him right to be le
Nerthus The week starts as badly as it ended.I feel exhausted as I didn’t sleep well another night. Expecting Arawn to come over to collect his debt, I’m practically useless for anything as I feel as if running on adrenaline.As days pass, my subtle fear turns into frustration as I don’t even get a text from him.And soon enough, I find myself feeling disappointed as he doesn’t show up.But still manages to steal my sleep this way.In a weak moment, I am tempted to contact him, but Jenna saves me from my embarrassment as she tells me that he must have gone out of the country for some meeting as Dario had to go with him.At least a text!I go through my days with my shifts in the café and the bar as well as casual dinners and drinks with Gigi and Jenna.Not that it helps a lot.Sitting on my bed, I chew on the skin around my
Nerthus If he is going to come for me, I better be prepared.And with that, I don’t mean fuckwise but especially for the talk he is going to want with me.I don’t know what it’s going to be about, but I certainly want my heart to be ready for everything.In particular, I have to make up my mind about if I want to go back to work for him, as I don’t seem to be able to detach myself from him anyway.So, at least I’ll be getting my money.My last shift of the week in the café is surely going better than the others before. Even if my thoughts keep going back to my call with Arawn last night, as I had my first video phone sex ever. I find myself smiling repeatedly at how I had him assure me several times that he wasn’t recording it, even if I could see in his smirk that he wasn’t being honest.But by God, he was way too gorgeous to have me refuse him this joy.“You seem in a good mood today. I’m glad to see you smiling like that.” Lizzy says as she is counting out the cash in the register
Nerthus “Are you okay?” Arawn’s voice gets me to calm down immediately, my shoulders slumping automatically. “Yeah. Yeah.” I say, playing with my necklace. “I just wanted to hear your voice.” He barks out a laugh, and I can see him lift his eyebrows at me. “This bad, huh?” “Uh-huh. She is doing better every day. But with her two left legs, you know how aunty Maria is. Never laying down.” “For goodness' sake, Nerthus.” He chuckles deeply before he just hangs up. What the fuck?! That asshole. Feeling absolutely shocked at him not getting my message, I’m about to send him a text with a few nice words to make him regret when they find me in some ugly ditch. With my torso cracked open and emptied. Just as I’m about to type, a text appears on my phone. Mr. Entitled Asshole: Your favorite band? Amber: Are you fucking kidding me? What are you doing? Are you updating your playlist? Mr. Entitled Asshole: Do you like Metallica? I lift my arms, pushing out a single laugh. I can’t
Nerthus I already have a bad feeling as I step out of my building.Naturally, I prepared myself for a night out with Bridget and didn’t cancel our date. I had informed her about the fact that I probably wouldn’t make it because of work, but I wanted to provoke Arawn anyway.That’s just the way we are.Bridget took it quite well, even if I think she might have been high anyway.A group of six men are standing distributed on the walkway without seemingly interacting with each other.The perks of shouting your lungs off against a King I guess.“Miss Flannings?” The bulkiest of them says in an accent I could swear from his accent that he is one of the men who escorted me home last night.He opens a car door for me and crosses his hands before his frame as he straightens back up. Wrinkling my nose, I walk to the car reluctantly.Not that I would have any other choice.“They know me as Rogers here if you don’t mind.”“I understand. I apologize, Ms. Rogers.”He remains unmoved and I flash h