“You learned to run from what you feel, and that's why you have nightmares. To deny is to invite madness. To accept is to control.”― Megan Chance, The Spiritualist ********** Sid's POVI couldn't sleep whole night properly. Basically I was well awake and must say I was fortunate enough. My shy Baby Dove was sleeping like a baby in my arms snoring softly. I kept admiring her whole night. Her beautiful face soothes me, my soul. She kept hugging me like a koala bear. She looks like a toddler in my arms and she is too young for me after all. I wish I would have find her before our marriage. But then she would never be MINE. And now when she is mine I won't let her go. But what if she hates me after knowing the truth?SHE WILL DEFINITELY HATE ME.**I deserve that.**But I love her, in these few months I fell for her. She is not only my responsibility, she is my wife and love.Mom was right, she is the one for me. I was still in my thoughts when I felt her moving. My baby, Baby Dove is go
*Next Day*Advi's POVI woke up in the morning very early as I had a nice sleep last night. I know I was again back to him. At first, I decided to end this marriage but inke samne mera bas chale tab na. (Only if I can do as I wish in front of him). Sakshi was right actually everyone was right. Instead of talking with him and sorting it out in between us I went out in a heavy rain making myself sick. I don't know why but I really have feelings for him. Maybe it's because of he accepted me being handicapped but still it hurts to know that never like never I will be able to walk or stand beside him.Why me? No matter what in this lifetime this pain will remain always.And last night Sakshi stayed with us. She was really angry on him and told me what happened after I almost fainted due to fever. My sister and husband didn't have a good first encounter with each other but they both are trying to form a good bond with each other. 'He was looking like a lovesick puppy Di.'I smiled listenin
"She warned him not to be deceived by appearances, for beauty is found within."- Narrator, from the movie Beauty and the Beast. ********** Sid's POVI smiled looking at her face. She was looking so pretty and all mine. That gown was suiting her perfectly. We reached the place where everyone was waiting for us. I knew Sakshi will be there also but why not surprise her.And as expected her smile was worth of watching as soon as she saw her sister. And then she smiled cutely when her sister complimented her.And when I whispered in her ears 'See Dove, I was right. You look like cute and hot at a same time.'She blushed profusely and that look with those big doe eyes always make me feel like she is some child. My shy Baby Dove!!The dinner went well with all of us. But my stubborn wife ate too much dessert, first Nutella and then this much dessert. I wasn't happy with the fact but Dadi and Dad stopped me.Fine for today. We returned back to our home after dropping Sakshi in her hostel.
"How can you read this? There's no pictures!" "Well, some people use their imagination." - Gaston & Belle, The Beauty and the beast ************* Sid's POVI woke up and found her sleeping peacefully on me. I slowly put her head on the pillow and then looked at her frame, she looks so pretty while sleeping.A white Baby Dove, shy, cute, babyish and mine.Last night, she suffered due to a bad tooth ache. I was so restless to see her in pain. I immediately called our house physician and she came from our mansion and checked her and gave her two medicines. I know it's difficult for a person like Advi who loves to eat sweets to stay away from sweets but I can manage that for 1 month.After the doctor left I gave her medicines.*Making face and swallowing yucky tablets.*I again changed her into my tee as I have to change her into her kurta and palazzo before the doctor came.I hugged her and kept her head on my chest. Her pain is unbearable, I need to take full care of her.I should ha
Advi's POV'Aiii' I pusheld him lightly on his chest as he kept kissing my whole face. Am I kid or some newborn? Huhhhh!!Yes he treats you like a small newborn.'Lets go Baby Dove.' With that he picked me up and we went to my college. Why ? Simply I have classes. As today I am fineeeee. Yes finally this tall and big husband of mine let me get out of the bed after that bad toothache incident. Yes he literally kept me bed - ridden. Well it wasn't that painful but he took so much care for me. Sometimes it scares me thinking that there is some strong reason behind all these, all of his care.*No Advi , it's only his love.* I scolded myself.Soon we reached to our car. I sat beside him on the back seat as the driver uncle drove the car. I messaged Sakshi that I am coming to college today from my new phone. Yes he brought me a new phone , a freaking iPhone. I was reluctant to take it remembering all those horrible past of being unemployed and most importantly not being able to do anything.
Sid's POVDad called me early in the morning informing me that their coming back today only. I asked him why but only got a simple reply 'Because your Mom wants to come back my son. 'But why does suddenly Mom want to come within 2 days as far as I know me and Dove will spend a whole week alone with each other. Well I don't mind them to come back. We can spend time together also. And specially their wedding anniversary is coming so more the time we share together more we make good memories. In our childhood we used celebrate their anniversery for 7 days just like valentine's week.After last night Advi was fine and also she was hugging me like a toddler. I like no actually love her bear hugs. *Flashback starts*After having dinner we didn't sleep as fast as possible. I was really wanting to talk with her, spend time with her and to my good luck she also wanted the same. I think talking with Sakshi helped her a lot. Sakshi didn't go back to her hostel instead she stayed here as I didn'
Author's POVWithout a word Siddharth held her close to him. 'Baby Dove does it hurt anywhere?!' He asked as she hid her face on his chest.'Noo.. just .. just my knees. But Sid .. Sid he said that .. I am .. use..less. ' Advika's mind was still stuck on the same thing. Siddharth closed his eyes with a clenched jaw as she broke down in his arms. First the harrasment and then the injury on head made her feel very low.*Flashback starts*Advika was waiting for Sakshi inside the ladies' washroom. Sakshi was inside the washroom doing her business. Advika was scrolling down through her new i***a account. Remember a private account because her beast husband is over possessive. She commented a heart emoji on the picture of Arunima and Arvind which was posted by Radhika on her i***agram account.Suddenly someone came inside more like barged inside bathroom. And it was the same guy from Sakshi's class. Advika's eyes widened seeing a man entering inside the ladies washroom. Though he didn't lo
“I let her go… Because I love her.” – Beast (Beauty and the beast) "I won't let her go ... Beacuse I love her, I f**king need her." - The Selfish Beast *************** Author's POVSiddharth hugged back the crying dove lying on his lap hiding her face in his broad chest. Siddharth doesn't know what to feel. She was molested, and also verbally abused. He not only tormented her with his actions but also with his dirty words. That piece of shit called her useless. Or he should feel the guilt which was breaking him day by day. Siddharth closed his eyes, it was becoming difficult for him to breathe. Those nightmares played in front of him but before he could break down he heard her whimpering. She was chanting a mantra 'I am useless. No I am not useless. I am not useless.'Looking at her condition one thing was sure someone is going to face hell.Siddharth hold her up away from his chest.'Look at me Baby Dove.' It was more like an order. Advika moved her beautiful eyelashes upward
A bond with the beast –"Zehar bane haa teriPee javan main poori nu Raawaan Ch Baawaan Ch O Nu LukawaanKoi Mainu Na Roke"(If your love is poisonI’ll drink it in a flurry I’ll hide him and bide him in loving embracesNo one make me stop)- Advika, The Beauty in the arms of The Beast******When Advika was 12 and Siddharth was 19 :Sid moved towards the little girl lying on the hospital bed with the help of the wall. Wires were attached to her body. A thick bandage was wrapped around her head.Siddharth took each steps with great difficulty. His legs seemed jelly, his breathing was uneven. The moment he was in front of her no actually very much close to her he felt different. He doesn't know why the pale face of this 12 years old kid was giving her a different feelings of protectiveness, possessiveness, affection, care and LOVE. With the deep feelings of guilt there was a light of sunshine. He fell on his knees and looked down in front of him there was a small sleeping figure. His h
"Bonus Chapter 5'As warm as the sun, as silly as funAs cool as a tree, as scary as the seaAs hot as fire, cold as ice- The Beast 2.0********14 years old Divyansh put his result card inside the bag. A warm smile was dancing on his lips not because he topped this year in their class because it became boring for him as he tops every year. But in the next half their inter – school football championship under 15 will start. And remember he is not a champion but a pro like this father. Football is his favourite game, also playing football is his hobby. And from the age 10 he is the champion in inter – school football matches.As the bell rang Divyansh went out of his class - room and reached junior sections to meet his brothers Rajveer, 10 years old Sakshi’s son and Shivin, 11 years old Radhika’s son.‘Bhaiya’ Two of them called him and ran to him.‘Hey my baby bears lets go.’ With that he held their hands and directly went to the football ground. Reaching their they found their parent
[giving Beast advice on how to impress Belle] Lumiere: Impress her with your rapier wit. Mrs. Potts: But be gentle. Lumiere: Shower her with compliments. Mrs. Potts: But be sincere. Lumiere: And above all. Lumiere, Mrs. Potts: You must control your temper! - From the movie, Beauty and the Beast. ********** 'Bonus Chapter 4'It was a stormy night when none was there in the mansion except the beauty and the beast. Arunima and Arvind went out for vacation in Hawai. And Vahini and Maithali was in visiting pilgrims. Divyansh was also in his first summer camp from their school. Siddharth was in his study raging in anger, someone backstabbed him. The punk dared to steal some security data of Advika. Siddharth already handed him to police but that didn’t keep him sane and as a result the man was in between death and life. He bought goon and made him spill the truth but the news of some risk at Advika’s life made him frustrated.Here he can’t see his wife in small pain and someone da
“Love is the chain whereby to bind a child to its parents.” – Abraham Lincoln************ 'Bonus Chapter 3'Siddharth choked the doctor the moment Advika closed her eyes ‘I told you to save her. What happened to her? Did you kill my wife?’All the medical stuffs ran to them to call Amrita while others took care of the baby and others tried to pull away Sid.‘Sh-e just fai-nted Sir *cough*. Mam is fine *cough*, she will be up within one to two hours.’ The doctor replied coughing due to his hold. Siddharth loosened his grip and at the same time Amrita entered and stood in front of him ‘Siddu calm down. It’s normal for mothers to faint due to exhaustion.’ She replied holding his palms softly making him sob ‘She is fine na Aunty, I won’t be alive without her.’And now looking at him none can say just a moment ago he was raging like wounded beast for his wife.Amrita nodded her head in yes and walked towards the nurse who was holding their baby, their cute little beast. As Siddharth loo
'Bonus Chapter 2'Baby Dove’s Baby Shower -Siddharth felt like crying when Advika cried out as she felt to throw up her breakfast. The morning sickness was always painful for every pregnant woman. Arunima always arranged a light and healthy breakfast for her, which is very tasty but poor Advika can't have that also properly. Maithali looked distressed as she looked Advika who was controlling herself to not to throw in the breakfast table in front everyone. She was controlling herself for the sake of others.Whereas Advika was feeling embrassed as she was feeling that she was ruining their breakfast. But poor soul couldn't run or walk by herself.Siddharth got up from his seat and carried her towards bathroom but Advika couldn't control anymore and threw up on his shirt. Vahini asked a maid to bring water for Advika immediately as they followed them towards the washroom. Siddharth threw her shirt knowing it will make her more sick whereas Arunima helped Advika to clean herself and Arvi
'Bonus Chapter 1'My Baby Dove is my Baby Dove, so don’t wink, flirt, smile or look at her. That’s my job.- Sid, The jealous beast.******During Advika’s college time in London –Advika hurriedly came out of her classroom. The classes are over and she decided to go the rehearsal room. All the people were there as they were taking part in upcoming fest in the university. Advika was never good in extra curriculum so she decided to be an audience even Sid tried to convince her to take part in chorus signing or poster making but she declined. Instead she called him to come here so in evening they both can go out. Siddharth was happy but still wanted her to take part in the university fest.She entered inside the auditorium and messaged her male guards ‘I will be late; I am in the auditorium. Girls (her two female guards) are with me. Don’t worry.’People would have laugh at her telling his bodyguards to not to worry, but what she can do. These two guys and two girls follow her husband’s
“তবু তোমাকে ভালোবেসেমুহূর্তের মধ্যে ফিরে এসেবুঝেছি অকূলে জেগে রয়ঘড়ির সময়ে আর মহাকালে যেখানেই রাখি এ হৃদয় ।” ― Jibanananda Das ************ Epilogue :*5 years later*Divyansh ran to his mother as soon as he heard soft voice calling her but he knew her mother was angry, no super angry on him.'Mom don't shout, your throat can ache.' He softly said making Siddharth chuckle. His son was just exact replica of his father. A little beast with a heart of beauty.Advika didn't look at him which made him angry on himself.'Mama I Love You.' He said extra sweetly but Advika moved her wheelchair.Divyansh looked at his father as if asking for help showing his puppy eyes. Siddharth assured him through his eyes. And the next second Advika felt herself in air.'Sid leave me. I won't talk to you. You both are too much specially Divu. He fights with his friends.' She glared at his son's small figure but she knows what a little beast he is.'I am sorry Mama but they said bad about you. They call
*Almost a year later*A hard slap was landed on Siddharth’s cheeks, even though he felt no pain but his heart was twisted in pain. But the decision he took won’t be changed. Advika shrieked in pain in hand because due to slapping him but she didn’t show it to him instead she hurriedly moved her wheelchair and came down using the wheelchair.Tears rolled down from her cheeks as she entered the hall. As soon as entered the hall the whole happy environment changed. Looking at Advika's puffy red eyes Arunima went to her ‘What happened Advi? Why are you crying that too on today? Don’t cry Baby, mood swings are common in this condition, you will be fine.’‘He doesn’t want the BABY.’ Advika said completely making them numb.The smiles on their faces turned into sad frown.‘Advi what are you saying?’ Vahini asked being totally stunned.‘Yes Advi. What happened? And Sid.’ Maithali moved towards Advika keeping the cute little teddy bear on the table.‘I am calling Siddharth.’ Arvind directly mov
‘Baby I'm preying on you tonightHunt you down eat you aliveJust like animalsAnimalsLike animals-malsMaybe you think that you can hideI can smell your scent for milesJust like animalsAnimalsLike animals-mals’- Siddharth Singh Khurana, The Hunting Beast.Sanson Pe Rakha Hua Tere Hothon Ka Sapna Abhi Hai Wahin,Rat Ka Nasha Abhi Ankh Se Gaya Nahin,(The dream of your lips is still present in my breathing.The intoxication of the night has not gone out of my eyes.)- Advika Siddharth Singh Khurana, The Prey of the Beast. *********Few months laterAdvika closed her pen and then closed the copy which she was checking. Finally, she was done with her college work, then she put all the copies and closed the file. Even though there is a whole week still there to submit the marks for the end semester. And with that she will also complete a good 6 months of her teaching in Delhi University.She moved her wheelchair and went out her study. She also has a study room which is filled with