If there is one thing that the men in my family can do well, then it is cheating. That's exactly where Brody comes in, my father's cheating ass fell in love with his assistant, hence my parent's divorce and I got a stepbrother. Note the cliché, boss falls in love with the assistant, well is that not what I have dropped my own ass in. That is if I can figure out if I actually love Tajsa more than the way that friends should.
But right now, oh my fuck, she feels so good. How can one person look so great and yet feel even better? But so does Skye. I am so screwed but it is screwed that I want so bad right now.
Damon ~“Tajsa, we need to stop.”
Tajsa ~“I think you must put your clothes on and that I should go back to my desk.”
Damon ~“Please don't go, can we just forget this happened, just for now. Let's go over the contract.”
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What if? What if is a great question, it can change the present and even the future. But what it cannot change is the past that is when you ask yourself why? And even kick yourself under your own ass and if it comes to a woman, smack yourself through your face.But lucky the woman is around the corner and she has not started yelling yet. It sure as hell is going to happen, I am not sure if she is going to do it right where she stands or when she is storming out of the front door.But she completely surprises me.Skye ~”Oh sorry Tajsa, I just want to get Max. He is always running off somewhere.”She fetches Max from Tajsa that is still only standing in her underwear. The expression on her face is unreadable, I have never seen someone so calm in my life before.She takes Ma
I would love to believe that I am growing, that I am learning about feelings that I never thought that I would ever feel. Yes I don't have it down to an art and that I am yet to learn about so much more. But what I have not learnt yet, is how to let go of certain parts, letting go of something that has not worked out.How do I break it off with Tajsa without breaking another heart?Definitely not at the of
It is my first day back in the office after taking a two week holiday. If boozing it up and pissing your eyes out can count as one. And I have just managed to do that again. Now Joelle expects me to face someone with bloodshot and swollen eyes. As I rip the door open to politely ask this person to make an appointment, I am confronted with what I can only describe as the face of a ghost, well that is what it feels like.
It's been a week since Skye is back. We have come to quite a comfortable routine. We are three days at her place and then three days at mine and one day just for our own personal time. I must say it is working well for me, I think. At least we have not had one fight yet and we do not want to kill each other, yet. It is like honeymoon bliss. But and there is always that but, is it maybe too much too soon?But this morning I have received a message from Tajsa. She was in hospital, she had a nervous breakdown. That very night we had that horrible fight, she totally collapsed outside the building in the street. She has been put in some resort kind of a place for tw
Every man needs a women when his life is a mess. He needs a good woman that adds value to his life. A woman that will look past all his mistakes, the dumb things he says and the stupid things that he does. I want to be that real kind of man that spoil my woman with loyalty, respect, affection, honesty, commitment and unconditional love. I want to be the kind of man that will ruin a women's lipstick and not her mascara.This weekend is going to be all about love. Will Brody's feelings for Joelle develop? And will Mason hook up with Alexa?
They say if you keep things to yourself, they bottle up until they finally explode. Whether it is like a volcano erupting or fireworks igniting, which ever, both leave you with a burning in your hands.So is keeping secrets, secrets that aren't yours. How do you confront someone to let go of a demon, well the only way it normally happens are in a big old fat argument.Does Skye have a secret? Well she has still not explained her answer. Who did she kiss? And why?It is our last day at the cabin and I have to know. I cannot keep up with this tension in my body.We sitting outside by the swings.Damon ~”Baby.”Skye ~”Yes Damie?”Damon ~”I need to ask you a question but please do not get mad at me.&rdq
Do you believe that there is a greater meaning to things that happen to you in your life? Take for instance Skye and Tajsa. When I am with Tajsa, something bad happens with Skye. When I am with Skye something bad happens with Tajsa. At some point here do I need to realise that one of these women is not good for me. Did I not make this decision almost two weeks ago? I need to make it again, I don't know about you, but it really is getting old now.The fact is, I cannot have the best of both lives because things just don't work like that. And the thing is, that I thought I was gambling with my heart where after all I am playing with the hearts of these two women. They both might seem to be strong but they are not a match against each other. The one is like night to the other's day, the monster in the other’s closet. They do not compare, the one will destroy the other's world just to get what she thinks to belongs to her.&n
She is finally out of hospital and after many fights and name calling, her sister agreed she can go to her house and I am the lucky one to fetch her and take her home.I quickly jump into a pair of pants as I run down to the kitchen.Maggie is waiting for me with the two lattes she got and the bunch of yellow roses, I wanted to go red but I thought that she would think funny of that.
When you were little you thought that the shape of a real heart was actually the shape of a heart. You thought that fairy tales were real, you believed in Santa Claus and the Tooth Fairy too. But then you grow up and all these things disappear.On a day like today, these fairy tales are brought to life, everything you are and feel is symbolized in that little shape of a heart. Today all your dreams come true.
Let me tell you a story about a boy and a girl. The boy and the girl meet, they fall in love. They waste so much time running away from each that they had to fall in love again. But this time the boy is clever, he refuses to let the girl go again. The boy asks the girl to marry him, the girl says yes. Now they are running off to paradise in the sunset to get married. They won't be a boy and a girl anymore, they will become man and wife.In little than six days, I will get married, not just to anyone but to the girl of my dreams. To say that I am not scared would be a lie. I am terrified, I hear you ask why. The thing is, yes in the beginning I was a terrible bo
Damon Chase, if you asked me who he is six months ago, well let's see, famous playboy with an insatiable sex drive. Loved an easy woman and the thrill of fast cars, also multibillionaire with a ruthless business drive. In a man's world, the perfect man but in a woman’s world, depending who you ask, a man whore.Never did I know what love is let alone being in love. I never thought anyone would ever make me smile, laugh and capture my heart. Never did I think I will fall in love with the most unexpected person at the most unexpected time. Whether it was fate or karma, love found me and I found love.My journey has come far, at times I did not understand it and at times it was really hard. My love was questioned and my patience tested. I have learned that people aren’t perfect, that relationships aren't perfect. What I have learned is it is the ride that matters and who you have by your side.&nbs
The things you go through now, the heartache and the pain, the smiles and the laughter, prepares you for your fate, for your destiny. All the if's, the why's, the will's and want’s, brings you what you ask for. So when you ask for something make sure to be clear or you may land with something you asked for but did not really want. If you the lucky few you will get what you asked for but receive a whole lot more, a whole lot that you did not expect but that you realise you actually wanted.All we wanted was to play a little game. Silly boys that push the limit to proof a point. Our game was simple, it was supposed to be easy but there is nothing easy about
Everybody deserves light in their life despite all the darkness around them. We all need someone that is there when we think that we are all alone. We need a dream, something to believe in, and something that makes us strong and gives us the will to fight for another day. When you give a man hope, you give him life.We are visiting Skye's dad today, a serious of very unfortunate events that started because of one cruel man, my father, have left a man in a place where hope rarely lives.
She has the most beautiful blue eyes.Behind those beautiful eyes lay secrets deeper and darker than the mysterious sea.Some secrets are better left hidden.
Someone once said that every man is trying to live up to his father's expectations or makeup for their father's mistakes.Lucky I never had a father like that, because I wanted to be exactly like my father one day. There is nothing like being at the top with the world at your feet. Having everything you want within arm’s reach.But being at the top gets very lonely after a while. All the fast cars and easy woman is never enough to fill that void. It takes a special kind of woman to make you change your ways.My mom was that special kind of woman but there is a thing that they say about restless bones. My mom would say that his restless bones found my father a gold digging hand.My bunny and I are sitting cuddled up in the lounge watching reruns of her favorite hospital drama when my phone lights up. It is my father.&n
Never did I believe there are anything such as complete happiness until I met her. If ever there was one thing that I did right, it is falling head over my feet in love her. Watching her as she is laying here next to me proves that there are angels walking the earth. Damon ~”Morning sleepy head.” Skye ~”
The worst part is waiting, waiting for her to say no or yes. Two little words that will determine the way my life begins or ends. The thing is, I will wait for her even if it is forever because the best part of waiting is getting what I been waiting for and that is her.Damon ~”So what do you say my little bunny? Will you be the real Mrs Chase?”