As we sit here waiting to know the fate of the two loved ones in our lives, it gives me time to reflect back on my own, especially the last two months.
A silly bet between three friends led two a chance encounter with the woman next to me that I believe to be the love of my life. Yes it was a rocky road to get to where we are and somedays it still is touch and go. You see I have given her much reason not to trust me. I was one of those guys, I cheated on her, not just with anybody but with my best friend. Not just once but twice. But here we are, I hope stronger than ever, and this sadness is about to test us again.
People deal with grief in different ways. They say that the reality is that you will grieve forever. You will not ‘get over’ the loss of a loved one; you will learn to live with it. You will heal and you will rebuild yourself around the loss you have suffered. You will be whole again but you will never be the same.It has been a week since Amber's passing, since the funeral Skye has just grown more distant. I keep reaching out and all she does is push me away. I know she is grieving so I have not forced the subject. We are sitting in Amber's house busy packing up some of her stuff that Skye decided to donate.
Just when life was getting good, something else has to come and ruin it. I think that my damn luck is so bad that if I bought a cemetery people would stop dying.Tajsa has just walked into the pub to introduce my new CFO. To say I am not shocked would be living, this is so not what I expected this morning when I woke up. I think my whole fucked up world is on its head.Damon ~”
Opportunities don't happen, you create them. Or in this case a business deal. I have just bought a new company over and I need to fly out to go sign the deal. Not just anywhere but to Bora Bora. Since Skye said yes to dinner with my dad, she might say yes to this because after all it is taking the place of dinner now.Damon ~”Joelle, please ask Skye to come see me.”Joelle ~”Sure Mr Chase.”Now I need to put my best game face on, she must not even want to say no.Skye knocks on the door.Damon ~”Come in.”Skye ~”Mr Chase you wanted to see me?”Damon ~”Yes please come sit down Skye.”Skye ~”What is the matter?”
Getting to know the person you love all over again is almost as refreshing as a spring rain. Skye has shown me a whole different part to her, the all serious, all the time Skye has made place for this funny and carefree one. If it was possible, I even love her more now.We had an amazing evening on the beach last night. That one kiss just stayed there, one kiss. Even though I wanted more, I just got enough of what I wanted at the time. Oh I promise you, I am going to sneak in a few more, she is going to say yes, she just does not know it yet.The next morning my excited and ever so damn horny ass is awake at the crack of dawn. I pop her a quick message as I am still lying in bed.Damon ~”Morning sleepy head. If you not up and ready in half an hour then you going to force me to bring my sweet ass in there.”Skye ~”Morning Mr Cha
The worst part is waiting, waiting for her to say no or yes. Two little words that will determine the way my life begins or ends. The thing is, I will wait for her even if it is forever because the best part of waiting is getting what I been waiting for and that is her.Damon ~”So what do you say my little bunny? Will you be the real Mrs Chase?”
Never did I believe there are anything such as complete happiness until I met her. If ever there was one thing that I did right, it is falling head over my feet in love her. Watching her as she is laying here next to me proves that there are angels walking the earth. Damon ~”Morning sleepy head.” Skye ~”
Someone once said that every man is trying to live up to his father's expectations or makeup for their father's mistakes.Lucky I never had a father like that, because I wanted to be exactly like my father one day. There is nothing like being at the top with the world at your feet. Having everything you want within arm’s reach.But being at the top gets very lonely after a while. All the fast cars and easy woman is never enough to fill that void. It takes a special kind of woman to make you change your ways.My mom was that special kind of woman but there is a thing that they say about restless bones. My mom would say that his restless bones found my father a gold digging hand.My bunny and I are sitting cuddled up in the lounge watching reruns of her favorite hospital drama when my phone lights up. It is my father.&n
She has the most beautiful blue eyes.Behind those beautiful eyes lay secrets deeper and darker than the mysterious sea.Some secrets are better left hidden.
When you were little you thought that the shape of a real heart was actually the shape of a heart. You thought that fairy tales were real, you believed in Santa Claus and the Tooth Fairy too. But then you grow up and all these things disappear.On a day like today, these fairy tales are brought to life, everything you are and feel is symbolized in that little shape of a heart. Today all your dreams come true.
Let me tell you a story about a boy and a girl. The boy and the girl meet, they fall in love. They waste so much time running away from each that they had to fall in love again. But this time the boy is clever, he refuses to let the girl go again. The boy asks the girl to marry him, the girl says yes. Now they are running off to paradise in the sunset to get married. They won't be a boy and a girl anymore, they will become man and wife.In little than six days, I will get married, not just to anyone but to the girl of my dreams. To say that I am not scared would be a lie. I am terrified, I hear you ask why. The thing is, yes in the beginning I was a terrible bo
Damon Chase, if you asked me who he is six months ago, well let's see, famous playboy with an insatiable sex drive. Loved an easy woman and the thrill of fast cars, also multibillionaire with a ruthless business drive. In a man's world, the perfect man but in a woman’s world, depending who you ask, a man whore.Never did I know what love is let alone being in love. I never thought anyone would ever make me smile, laugh and capture my heart. Never did I think I will fall in love with the most unexpected person at the most unexpected time. Whether it was fate or karma, love found me and I found love.My journey has come far, at times I did not understand it and at times it was really hard. My love was questioned and my patience tested. I have learned that people aren’t perfect, that relationships aren't perfect. What I have learned is it is the ride that matters and who you have by your side.&nbs
The things you go through now, the heartache and the pain, the smiles and the laughter, prepares you for your fate, for your destiny. All the if's, the why's, the will's and want’s, brings you what you ask for. So when you ask for something make sure to be clear or you may land with something you asked for but did not really want. If you the lucky few you will get what you asked for but receive a whole lot more, a whole lot that you did not expect but that you realise you actually wanted.All we wanted was to play a little game. Silly boys that push the limit to proof a point. Our game was simple, it was supposed to be easy but there is nothing easy about
Everybody deserves light in their life despite all the darkness around them. We all need someone that is there when we think that we are all alone. We need a dream, something to believe in, and something that makes us strong and gives us the will to fight for another day. When you give a man hope, you give him life.We are visiting Skye's dad today, a serious of very unfortunate events that started because of one cruel man, my father, have left a man in a place where hope rarely lives.
She has the most beautiful blue eyes.Behind those beautiful eyes lay secrets deeper and darker than the mysterious sea.Some secrets are better left hidden.
Someone once said that every man is trying to live up to his father's expectations or makeup for their father's mistakes.Lucky I never had a father like that, because I wanted to be exactly like my father one day. There is nothing like being at the top with the world at your feet. Having everything you want within arm’s reach.But being at the top gets very lonely after a while. All the fast cars and easy woman is never enough to fill that void. It takes a special kind of woman to make you change your ways.My mom was that special kind of woman but there is a thing that they say about restless bones. My mom would say that his restless bones found my father a gold digging hand.My bunny and I are sitting cuddled up in the lounge watching reruns of her favorite hospital drama when my phone lights up. It is my father.&n
Never did I believe there are anything such as complete happiness until I met her. If ever there was one thing that I did right, it is falling head over my feet in love her. Watching her as she is laying here next to me proves that there are angels walking the earth. Damon ~”Morning sleepy head.” Skye ~”
The worst part is waiting, waiting for her to say no or yes. Two little words that will determine the way my life begins or ends. The thing is, I will wait for her even if it is forever because the best part of waiting is getting what I been waiting for and that is her.Damon ~”So what do you say my little bunny? Will you be the real Mrs Chase?”