Chapter 50 He Deserve Someone Better
Yenn crossed his arms as he waited for the door to open. Jiwoon was taking too long and he still hasn’t entered his room. He looked at the alarm clock that was ticking as the large hand finally landed on twelfth.
It’s Eleven o’clock, and Jiwoon hasn’t entered his room yet. He’s totally tired and today they’re sleeping to his room. He scratched his head and finally stand up to check on him. Maybe he hasn’t come up yet? Maybe he’s too tired and he forgot? Or maybe he was just sulking because of earlier? He wasn’t sure but he still go out to see him.
He went across the room to see if Jiwoon’s door was open. If it is, he’s not in. If it’s lock then he’s there. He twisted the door handle and it was locked.
He paused a bit and tried to knock. He then withdrew his hand remembering their fight earlier. Jiwoon must be angry and he might be pisse
Chapter 51 I’ll Talk to Him TomorrowYenn hasn’t seen Jiwoon for a week now. He is starting to think that Jiwoon is really not joking about what he said about scramming away. He scratched his neck and tried to forget about the thought. He shouldn’t be thinking of him like this. Jiwoon chose this and he don’t want to approach him either. He had his pride and prejudice about this situation so he won’t be coming to look for him like an idiot.He sat up on the couch and stretch his arms wide. It was a nice sleep.He looked in a daze in front for a moment and finally pushed himself to stand up. His mind were sober but he felt dizzy because of the voices he had been hearing while he’s asleep.Again.They’re talking to each other again.They haven’t separated for a moment this week now and he’s starting to get pissed whenever he saw Jiwoon and Hailey tangled up together. He really felt ann
Chapter 52 Horror?Jiwoon caught a glimpse of Yenn going upstairs. He sighed and went back to where he was from and waited for Yenn to disappear on his sight before going back again. He was planning to go down currently and it happened to be a bad timing to bump into Yenn right now. He was really hungry…Avoiding and ignoring Yenn every time he was seen by him. It has evolved into an act of reflex and unexpectedly became a habit for his dilapidated self. He’s been doing this for how many days now and luckily he’s beginning to forget about the pain.Staying away from Yenn made him feel better but at the same time, he felt so empty inside. At least, it was better than before. The burden and pain felt much lighter than when he was with Yenn. He leaned over the wall and observed the footsteps that were tapping lightly on the floor.It was too silent that he could hear his heart along with those uneven steps. It appears like Ye
Chapter 53 JiwoonJiwoon sighed and look at Yenn who’s been staring at him for a while now. He didn’t even react or approach him this past few days so why is he here now—and staring at him too. It’s uncomfortable when he doesn’t have anything to say. He glanced at Yenn and he was welcome with an intense stare.A stare that send shivers into his spine.It felt like a hunter was staring at his prey— And he was that prey. It feels like he was being watch by a wolf and if he moved he would be bitten by it. It’s a feeling that really made him uncomfortable.‘What does he want now?’He glanced at Yenn and he saw him widen his eyes and turned away. He agapes when he caught the sight of it. Does Yenn felt embarrassed when he caught him staring?He shook his head and went back to playing with the Rubik’s cube. He paused and thought maybe he was staring at him because he was hol
Chapter 54 Let’s Start Off AgainYenn stared at Jiwoon and waited for him to say something. He wanted to talk to him again not like last time when they were in a grudge or a reason that keep them together. He want to start off as friends, slowly understand how Jiwoon felt and convey what he want to say too. Yenn pursed his lips and explained.“Let’s start things off again. We can be together with no grudge against each other. Stay with me please. I don’t want to lost you too. I know how numb I am and how slow I could be but without you I can’t continue being happy. I know I hurt you in some ways but that’s because I thought that if I do that too, I’ll feel better but when you walked away that day…”Yenn look away and inhaled deeply then he look into Jiwoon’s eyes again. Jiwoon silently stood there and waited for him to speak.“That day you walk away. I realized how shitty I treated you. I
Chapter 55 I Just Like You Perhaps“Wow..?”“You two made up?”Byul crossed-arms and looked at Yenn and Jiwoon. He then glanced at their holding hands and gazed at Jiwoon’s eyes fixatedly. If they were together and parading another series of PDA again then that means they fucking did. He rolled his eyes when Jiwoon confirmed his speculations in his head. He looked at Yenn then to Jiwoon and sighed. He then knitted his brows and look at Jiwoon intently. He really couldn’t stomach the sight when he would see other people happy.Wait are they even happy? Did they finally hit it off?He widen his eyes as the passing thought came into his brain. He sneered at the two and then shook his head. Yenn tilt his head in confusion and he could really see the question mark near his head. His expression suddenly turned—from amusement then into disappointment.Hyung still hasn’t say it?Why the fuck Yen
Chapter 56 NotebookJiwoon sighed in the kitchen. He start running the water and soaked the plates. He then start squeezing the sponge and washes the plates.‘Why does he look like that?’He let it another long sigh and reminiscence about yesterday.Yenn stayed silent, he wasn’t shock or did he froze in his spot. He just stared at him quietly and study his facial expression. It was hella awkward and he don’t know what to say. Should he take that back? Maybe he should’ve make an excuse but he don’t seems to find a way to berate or refute his words.He looked back into Yenn’s golden eyes and it was just there—gleaming as he stared at him quietly. He scratched the back of his neck and then slowly massage it. It was embarrassing and he really don’t get why Yenn was still not talking. He’s beginning to become fidgety and weird inside. Silent treatment was damn scary and right now he’s rec
Chapter 57 This Particular MorningJiwoon stared at Yenn, he’s been silent the whole time and he hasn’t even flinched when he took the notebook away. Was he tired? He’s been dumbfounded over something but he couldn’t read his thoughts nor understand why he was in that state. Jiwoon pursed his lips and shook Yenn’s shoulder blades. Yenn then look at him with an equal amount of shock and guilt. What is he thinking of? Did something on the notebook put him off perhaps?His face was now filled with dread and he too—was staring back at Yenn with guilt. They quietly watched each other and then Yenn let out a long sigh.“Why can’t I understand a thing in that notes?”“Ah?”Jiwoon jerked on his seat and then he scoot himself to the sheets with Yenn. They both leaned over the headboard and quietly gaze in front of them. Jiwoon then looked into Yenn’s side profile and couldn’t help
Chapter 58 Culprit and VictimJiwoon’s POVI woke up in the sight of Yenn dashing away in a lightning speed and also, I found my shirt disheveled and my pants were pulled down the sheets. I was astonished and dumbfounded but one thing that I recognize was the wet part of the seams—an evidence of the crime he had done. At first, I was stunned by the sight of it but then at that very moment, I sniffed out a familiar smell. It was his and was combined with the smell of mine and that very fact was what made me dumbstruck and amazed of what he did.He…Did he just…Did he just j—jerk.. me off in my s-sleep??!I didn’t know what came into my senses that moment but my heart was shouting in joy and my brain was starting to rationalize everything although something felt amiss, for some reason I started celebrat—no debating why did he did that? Did he missed our sessions of skinship or was he trying to take
After the confession... It means, they are to do it right? Jiwoon and Yenn went up to their rooms, holding hands. Yenn never felt so nervous before, he's actually shaking when he held his hands. Jiwoon wasn't any better, he was sweating a lot as if both of them is about to be sent on the gates of hell. Yenn gripped his hand to his, calming himself down. We'll do it properly... He thought deep and unknowingly they reach the seventh floor. Yenn stared at their holding hands then he was suddenly pulled towards the direction of Jiwoon's room. Jiwoon grabbed him inside and closed the door hastily as he started to slam his lips into his. Yenn flinched as his lips met his. He felt like he's going to be a goner because of his rough kisses. Jiwoon cupped his cheeks as he started to deepen their kisses. "Mmh~" Jiwoon kisses his neck and playfully give his ear a naughty lick. The two of them finally had time to spend their
Chapter 60 Say that Word “Say that you like me” Again, he’s acting so weird again that Jiwoon became a bit awkward to do what he always requested. It’s been a month that they spent together—learning and understanding each other, gaining pain and affection as the days flew by—they’ve become closer than lovers would yet, they aren’t one. Not even a bit of the label of being in a relationship. What even are they? Friends? No, Fuck buddies? No, they were intimate but not to that extent. They were slow and progressive but Jiwoon was now beginning to be unsure what Yenn even felt for him. Was he toying with him? No. Then what? He was really confused and overwhelmed about their current state. Is it time to— “Hey” Yenn grinned for the first time. Jiwoon really don’t know what he should say that moment but he suddenly forgot what he was even thinking of—and one thing for sure… He would say the words Yenn wanted to hear no matter how man
Chapter 59 I Still Like Him ThoughJiwoon froze up in that moment. He just stared at Yenn dumbfounded as he listened to him explaining and making up excuses that he really couldn’t hear right now. The only thing running repeatedly in his head and the only words that caught him off guard— blocked his senses of hearing and understanding was—you don’t hate it right?You don’t hate it right…That simple and astounding question have been clogging everything and ultimately made his system dysfunction in that spot. Yenn glanced at him and saw his current state. Jiwoon was blushing. Definitely red from head to toe and he was frozen stiff on his position. What the fuck?! Did he just lost his breath?!Yenn panicked and became paranoid. Is he sick? Fuck why does he look so red like the blood would burst any moment. Yenn gasped and instinctively hold his arm and pulse. God! Is it hard to took that words in? Was it too much? Did he
Chapter 58 Culprit and VictimJiwoon’s POVI woke up in the sight of Yenn dashing away in a lightning speed and also, I found my shirt disheveled and my pants were pulled down the sheets. I was astonished and dumbfounded but one thing that I recognize was the wet part of the seams—an evidence of the crime he had done. At first, I was stunned by the sight of it but then at that very moment, I sniffed out a familiar smell. It was his and was combined with the smell of mine and that very fact was what made me dumbstruck and amazed of what he did.He…Did he just…Did he just j—jerk.. me off in my s-sleep??!I didn’t know what came into my senses that moment but my heart was shouting in joy and my brain was starting to rationalize everything although something felt amiss, for some reason I started celebrat—no debating why did he did that? Did he missed our sessions of skinship or was he trying to take
Chapter 57 This Particular MorningJiwoon stared at Yenn, he’s been silent the whole time and he hasn’t even flinched when he took the notebook away. Was he tired? He’s been dumbfounded over something but he couldn’t read his thoughts nor understand why he was in that state. Jiwoon pursed his lips and shook Yenn’s shoulder blades. Yenn then look at him with an equal amount of shock and guilt. What is he thinking of? Did something on the notebook put him off perhaps?His face was now filled with dread and he too—was staring back at Yenn with guilt. They quietly watched each other and then Yenn let out a long sigh.“Why can’t I understand a thing in that notes?”“Ah?”Jiwoon jerked on his seat and then he scoot himself to the sheets with Yenn. They both leaned over the headboard and quietly gaze in front of them. Jiwoon then looked into Yenn’s side profile and couldn’t help
Chapter 56 NotebookJiwoon sighed in the kitchen. He start running the water and soaked the plates. He then start squeezing the sponge and washes the plates.‘Why does he look like that?’He let it another long sigh and reminiscence about yesterday.Yenn stayed silent, he wasn’t shock or did he froze in his spot. He just stared at him quietly and study his facial expression. It was hella awkward and he don’t know what to say. Should he take that back? Maybe he should’ve make an excuse but he don’t seems to find a way to berate or refute his words.He looked back into Yenn’s golden eyes and it was just there—gleaming as he stared at him quietly. He scratched the back of his neck and then slowly massage it. It was embarrassing and he really don’t get why Yenn was still not talking. He’s beginning to become fidgety and weird inside. Silent treatment was damn scary and right now he’s rec
Chapter 55 I Just Like You Perhaps“Wow..?”“You two made up?”Byul crossed-arms and looked at Yenn and Jiwoon. He then glanced at their holding hands and gazed at Jiwoon’s eyes fixatedly. If they were together and parading another series of PDA again then that means they fucking did. He rolled his eyes when Jiwoon confirmed his speculations in his head. He looked at Yenn then to Jiwoon and sighed. He then knitted his brows and look at Jiwoon intently. He really couldn’t stomach the sight when he would see other people happy.Wait are they even happy? Did they finally hit it off?He widen his eyes as the passing thought came into his brain. He sneered at the two and then shook his head. Yenn tilt his head in confusion and he could really see the question mark near his head. His expression suddenly turned—from amusement then into disappointment.Hyung still hasn’t say it?Why the fuck Yen
Chapter 54 Let’s Start Off AgainYenn stared at Jiwoon and waited for him to say something. He wanted to talk to him again not like last time when they were in a grudge or a reason that keep them together. He want to start off as friends, slowly understand how Jiwoon felt and convey what he want to say too. Yenn pursed his lips and explained.“Let’s start things off again. We can be together with no grudge against each other. Stay with me please. I don’t want to lost you too. I know how numb I am and how slow I could be but without you I can’t continue being happy. I know I hurt you in some ways but that’s because I thought that if I do that too, I’ll feel better but when you walked away that day…”Yenn look away and inhaled deeply then he look into Jiwoon’s eyes again. Jiwoon silently stood there and waited for him to speak.“That day you walk away. I realized how shitty I treated you. I
Chapter 53 JiwoonJiwoon sighed and look at Yenn who’s been staring at him for a while now. He didn’t even react or approach him this past few days so why is he here now—and staring at him too. It’s uncomfortable when he doesn’t have anything to say. He glanced at Yenn and he was welcome with an intense stare.A stare that send shivers into his spine.It felt like a hunter was staring at his prey— And he was that prey. It feels like he was being watch by a wolf and if he moved he would be bitten by it. It’s a feeling that really made him uncomfortable.‘What does he want now?’He glanced at Yenn and he saw him widen his eyes and turned away. He agapes when he caught the sight of it. Does Yenn felt embarrassed when he caught him staring?He shook his head and went back to playing with the Rubik’s cube. He paused and thought maybe he was staring at him because he was hol