After returning to the Main House, I take a nap. The nightmares are still present, but so is the white wolf, keeping me safe from the monsters. It is dinner time when I wake up. But unlike other days, I didn’t wake up screaming this time.I am not sure if it is from all the running from earlier, but I am… hungry. I am still not ready to join the others in the dining hall though. Maybe tomorrow. Or the day after tomorrow.I get out of bed and open the door. As I suspect, Caleb is sitting in a chair by the door, working on his laptop.“What’s wrong?” he asks, looking up at me.I rub my right upper arm up and down. “I am… hungry. But I am not ready to eat with the others.”Please don’t make me join the others.Caleb’s scent tells me he is shocked, but he jumps to his feet a few seconds later. “I will bring your dinner here. Blade made lasagna. You will love it!” he says enthusiastically, placing the laptop on the chair.Then he rushes down the stairs, and I close the door. After folding
He was supposed to be a product of my imagination! Maybe this entire clearing is a product of my imagination.Wanting to be sure what I see is real, I slowly approach the wolf, not wanting to wake him up. But what if I am wrong and it is not the wolf from my dreams, and he is going to sense and… and… hurt me?I freeze. For a moment, I don’t even dare to breathe.But white wolves are supposed to be good. At least, that’s what the legends say.Biting my bottom lip, I take another step, and then another, and another, until I reach him. I crouch in front of him and reach out my hand, and I brush the tip of my fingers over the top of his snow-white fur.Warmth like I have never felt before spreads inside me, and sparks dance across my skin. Safia—who had been grief-stricken from the moment Jordan has rejected me—not only reacts for the first time in weeks, but I can feel a beam of happiness coming from her.I am trying to understand all the sudden feelings and Safia’s reaction when the wol
I sit at the vanity desk, trying to untangle more of my hair, while I am remembering my encounter with Alb -wondering if everything was just a dream. Even now, two days later, I can still feel his warmth on my skin. If he is real and not only a product of my imagination, why could I not find the clearing again? I went to look for it not only yesterday but today too.Safia is starting to become restless, wanting to be outside.‘I guess you are done moping around, huh?’ I tease her, and she rolls her eyes at me. ‘Such a little brat you are. I am so happy to have you back.’She lets me know she is happy too and that she won’t leave me alone ever again.I am about to get up from the chair when someone knocks on the door.“Rain, it’s me, Viki. I am with a friend that is dying to meet you. Can we enter?”I sigh. This is exactly why I didn’t want to leave my room in the first place—people will start noticing me and will want to talk to me.Not wanting to be rude, I say, “Yes, you may enter.”
Sarah starts braiding my hair. “Well, Jeremy might not be an Alpha, but being with him is the best thing that has happened to me.”“I can tell. He knocked you up pretty well, didn’t he?”My eyebrows inch up. “That explains your scent being mixed with that of Jeremy,” I say excitedly to Sarah. “You are going to have a pup!”“We have been trying for a year now. When I finally got pregnant a month ago, I could not believe it!” Sarah is so happy, her scent fills the entire room.“Wait till the cub is born. It won’t be all fun and games then,” Viki grumbles.“Don’t you want pups?” Sarah asks Viki.“Blah,” Viki closes the book. Then lets out a big sigh, “I don’t know. Maybe if a big dragon shifter comes and scoops me up in the air and takes me to his cave, I might consider it.”“Maybe you should stop reading smut books,” Sarah says to Viki. Then to me, she says, “How about you? Do you want pups?”I don’t really know what to reply, as I never thought about a family of my own. My only concern
I nod. After a few seconds of silence, I say, “Sarah and Viki showed me where the new school is. I bet the pups will be happy.”“I think they will. Kassandra complained, for months, that the old school was too small for the growing pack. Five new pups started school this September. Also, with all the newly pregnant females, I am thinking about adding an annex to the clinic and having a midwife in the pack. What do you think?”I did not expect Caleb to ask for my opinion about pack matters. “Well, I think it could be a good idea. Hector is a good doctor, but I think females will feel better knowing a midwife will be here in case they need her. I mean, if I were to have pups, I would prefer a midwife over a male doctor.”“You want pups?” Caleb asks.My mind goes back to my conversation with Sarah and Viki. “I never thought about having a family. Not until today. But I think I would love to have a pup or two. Not right now, but in the future.”“I should have guessed you wanted a family,”
RainFor the next week, I keep meeting up with Alb in the clearing. Since he never shifts for me, I spend the time chatting about all kinds of nonsense. Most of the time, though, I let Safia out and just enjoy watching Alb teach her how to hunt and other things she never got to learn as a pup.As for me, I decided not to let Jordan’s rejection, or my rape and attack, define my life. While I didn’t want to be touched by males, I started to speak with more pack members, and I even met Kassandra. Not only does she have red hair like me, but she is a hybrid. Her mother was a werewolf, and her father was a vampire. With a round belly indicating she will give birth anytime now, I don’t know how she keeps up with all the pups she is teaching. They are the most energetic lot I have ever seen.Sitting at a table between Viki and Sarah, I watch Conon and Jeremy play soccer with some pups while Caleb and Blade are busy flipping hamburgers, meat, and sausages on the three barbecues built close to
It is Hector who replies. “No. As long as Caleb is touching you, skin-on-skin, the pain will be tolerable. In the morning, when the suppressors arrive, everything will be over.” Reluctantly, I agree. “If there is no sex, then I think I won’t mind being touched.” Caleb walks out of the clinic. “You are such a good little Omega for not putting up a fight,” he coos. I lean my head on his shoulder and close my eyes. I was supposed to meet up with Alb later on today. Realizing that he is going out of the village, I ask, “Where are you taking me?” “There is a bungalow in the forest near the village. It is used by females when they are in heat. I was thinking of staying there until morning.” I nod. My body starts to hurt so badly, I start to sob. Caleb starts running. “We will be there soon,” he tries to comfort me. My hands find his t-shirt, and I grab it hard. Warmth spreads around my body, making the pain a bit more tolerable. Caleb keeps running, and some minutes later, he enters
“When you are ready.” Caleb keeps running his hands over my body, his chest purring, and the pain becomes more tolerable. All the times I thought about experiencing my first heat, I truly believed my mate would be with me, helping me. But not only is Jordan not with me, the slap he gave me that night still stings. What stings the most, though, is the mark of the Betrayer he put on me. Touching my right shoulder with the tip of my fingers, I whisper, “Fuck Jordan.” Caleb chuckles. “Fuck Jordan, indeed.” We stayed in there for hours until the sun was gone. Caleb takes me back to the bedroom and lies with me, spooning. The pain is still bad, but the nonstop purring and touching are helping. After hours of wave after wave of pain and cramps, morning comes, and Caleb takes me back to the clinic. Hector is already there, and fortunately, the suppressors he was waiting for have arrived. “Yavor is waiting for you in your office,” Hector tells Caleb as he injects me with a dose of suppre