86

Zayden's POV

Belle once told me that I had problems with my emotions and now I know what she said is true. I have difficulties figuring out what I feel most times, whether happy or sad, satisfied or not, fulfilled or not, and most especially whether it is true that I am in love with Belle.

I used to wonder how an actor and an actress who are enemies always end up falling in love with each other. I used to feel it was unreal and what we watch on TV isn't real. I used to think marriage is a bed of thorns and doesn't have to be based on love or loyalty and trust but now I know better.

Now I know what I feel. Now I admit the problems I am having with my emotions. Now I know the value of what I have before I will lose it. I have realized she was sent to break through the walls I built around my heart, she has been pushing to enter all to no avail.

All these while that she showed me care, she has been trying so hard to heal me from my hurt that refused to heal but I was too blind, too stro