The restaurant was beautiful and here I sat a bundle of nerves. I felt hot. Was I sweating? Oh please don't let my deodorant fail me now.
But as for Deacon. He looked like a tall glass of sweet tea on a hot late July day. In other terms he looked amazing sitting across from me.
I couldn't keep his eyes off of him when he showed up at my door. The way his jeans fit his ass so perfectly and his gray v-neck molded his chest and arms to the point where I have actually mistaken him for a Greek God.
I take a look around the restaurant to try and calm my nerves before the food gets here. I can feel his eyes on me as I stare at a mural of a vineyard in Italy.
Oh, I see food coming out. Please let it be our food. My stomach rumbles loudly to my embarrassment. Deacon smirks at me and pulls my chair closer to his. I'm so close I'm almost on top of him. At this point it probably wouldn't be a bad idea in all honesty.
Anthony set down 6 plates of food for us to eat. They were filled with pastas, sauces, breads, soups, and meat.
"Holy crap that's alot of food." I whistled.
"Please let me know if something is not to your liking." Anthony said with a wink.
"Do you mind sharing?" His deep voice low and gravely. I almost shivered when his hand reached out to my own hand.
"Not at all." I said quietly. I felt out of breath.
I watched Deacon as he explained every dish on the table. He said each dishes name with perfect Italian pronunciation and then told me everything in it.
"You aren't allergic to anything...are you?" He asked breaking my concentration on his beautiful full lips.
"No." I started and he smiled at me again. Two smiles in one night? JACKPOT! I think to myself as I see him reach for his fork.
He brought his fork to my mouth filled with something and I took a bite. The flavors exploded in my mouth and I moaned at the taste. I brought my hand to cover my mouth.
"Bats thastes ahmathing." I mumbled.
Deacon laughed and took a bite for himself. I grabbed my fork and twirled a bit of pasta on the fork for him and gave him a bite after he had swallowed what he had. We went back and forth for almost two hours of speaking quietly and feeding each other.
By the time we were done eating I hadn't even realized how close we had become. I was almost in his lap, my nose so close to his. My breathing became slow as he tilted my face to his to be closer. His lips faintly ghosted mine.
I didn't want slow. I pulled him down and pushed my lips on his. A fierce growl came from his chest as he grabbed me and pulled me in tight.
Someone cleared their throat as we broke apart and glanced over at the table. A family of 6 people sat there with their young children.
"Sorry." I said with a grimace.
The mother rolled her eyes at ourchildish antics but the husband looked like he was about to high five Deacon. He had a huge smile spread across his face and he chuckled to himself. What made it worse is that I know the mom, she is one of the students parents.
"You are a bad girl." Deacon whispered in my ear. His lips brushed my ear as goosebumps rose on my arms.
I laughed softly at him and we again turned to the food at the table. But it had all been replaced by desserts. My eyes opened wide and my mouth slightly dropped.
"Holy shit." I whispered.
"Excuse you!" The mother said from the other table.
"Oh shush Mrs. Redding. We all know you curse more in the drop off line at school." I retorted back to the cranky middle aged lady. Mrs. Redding huffed but ignored everything else.
We shared each dessert. I tried to keep the moans to myself but the desserts were so delicious. I was midbite of another tiramisu when I felt Deacons hand graze my upper inner thigh. My entire body stiffened.
"Now sweetheart. If you moan one more time, I may just have to take you home and teach what you should really moan about." His voice rang in to my ears.
I felt my entire body light on fire like someone through a match on me. I know I had to be as red as the marinara sauce in a dish we had at dinner.
"Now we can get some to go and then we can finish our date if you would like." His lips brushed my ear again and I almost moaned at his touch.
He threw money down on the table and I reached for my wallet but he grabbed both of my hands.
"Tsk. Tsk." Deacon growled as he grabbed my hands and led me outside the restaurant. It was already dark outside and I checked my phone to see the time. I had about 22 missed texts from my friends and cousins all wondering if BDD was treating me right.
Yes he has a nickname and it means-
A cough interrupted my thoughts as Deacon handed me my helmet and reached for my hand to help me back on the bike. I snuggled up close behind him as he safely drove off.
In only took about 20 more minutes on the bike to get to The Point. It's a very popular place during the summer but when school starts, no one comes up here. He parks the truck by a picnic bench and we sit down together. His arms envelop me as I sit close to him. He pulls me on to his lap.
I know I probably shouldn't be this comfortable with a man that I just met but the way he watches me, holds me, and even feeds me, now makes me feel like I have known him my whole life. Like he is the other half of my soul waiting to be pushed together by one final action.
My body, heart, mind, and soul all scream together to be closer to him. Like a pull is tethered between the two of us. I wrap his arms around my waist as I slung my leg around him as I straddle him.
His eyes go wide at my quick movement. His hands grab tightly on to my waist. I know we won't be seen up here. I know the pine trees that surround us will protect us from anyone possibly driving by too. The picnic bench groans at the quick movement but it all stays together.
"Deacon." I whisper.
"Stephanie." His gravely voice pushes through the silence.
I don't even know what else to say. I just sit there and stare at him. I look from his chest to his lips, to his eyes, and to his hair. Which I definitely ran my hands through as he groaned in satisfaction at my hands movement. I licked my lips as I finally settled on his lips again.
He opened his mouth to say something but I again grabbed the sides of his face and pushed him in for another kiss. My hips rolled against him as the kiss intensified.
But as soon as it began, it ended. He released my lips and I let out a whine when his body heat pulled away from me.
"Do you feel that pull?" He asked me gruffly after a few minutes of catching our breath.
Not trusting my own voice, I only nodded for my response. He sat me down beside him and stood up straightening out his pants situation.
"Let's get you home gorgeous." His deep voice reached my ears as he lifted his hand to take me back to the bike.
When he asked about the pull, did he mean that he felt it too? Or that I'm the only one feeling something? No, he definitely feels something. I could see it in his eyes back at the restaurant.
I sigh as we quickly get on the bike and ride back to my house. The ride home feels much quicker and as soon as he parks the bike I'm already off and walking towards the front door.
"You aren't the only one that feels this." He said. I nod in response and give him a small smile.
"I will be gone this weekend. I have to see about some family members. Text me. Call me. But keep your schedule open on Tuesday after school. I need to see you again soon." He explained.
"Ok. What are we doing Tuesday?" I asked.
"Would you mind meeting my family?" he asks, his voice becoming shy.
"Of course. You have technically met all of mine." I answered with a laugh thinking of the restaurant.
He lifts himself off the bike and walks me to the front door. He ran his hand down my cheek and pushed some hair out of my face, tucking it behind my ear.
"Goodnight." I whispered. His lips grazed mime in the sweetest kiss I have ever shared with anyone. I felt like a puddle in his arms.
He broke the kiss and left another one on my forehead.
"Go." He said finally.
"Bossy." I retorted and stuck my tongue out at him.
He laughed and winked at me. He made sure I closed my door and locked it before he even left my porch.
Tucker barking behind me excitedly as I turned to walk through the living room and back in to the kitchen to let him out the back door.
Tucker took about 20 minutes running around. As I closed the back door I heard a motorcycle revving up and driving out of my neigborhood.
He stayed until I was done with Tucker. That man is definitely something else.
I slowly walk around my house and my phone chimes with another text. Probably from my friends in our group chat freaking out that I haven't texted yet.
But I quickly realized I was wrong when I smiled at the text that was written out on my phone screen.
"Thank you for tonight my dear. You made this "old man" very happy. Sleep well. I'm looking forward to Tuesday."
Deacon.
That man made my body feel alive, made my mind go to mush when looked at me, and me go mute when he smiled.
I don't know if I could ever get used to the way he looks or the way he literally does anything. For the first time in my life I dont know how to act around someone. Yes, there were past boyfriends that made me feel like I had butterflies. But that was in the past. It felt like it was another lifetime ago.
I jumped in the shower and relaxed in bed as Tucker made himself comfortable.
I stared at the text still not knowing how to respond. I sighed and just let my heart speak.
"Tonight was amazing. You are truly the best date I have ever had and I do hope there are many more. Be safe this weekend and I can't wait till Tuesday."
Thank God my response wasn't please have my babies or you should have ravaged me on my porch.
I switch to the group chat and tell the girls that I am not buried alive somewhere, that I haven't confirmed if his nickname is true or not, and that I am home in bed...alone.
The girls replied with crying faces and panting faces. Morons. All of them.
I ignore the rest of the chat for the night because let's face it, once you get your best friends started it never ends.
Tomorrow will be fun though. I get to hang out with the girls and then on Sunday I have been enlisted to help my Uncle move a solid wood table.
Yay, can't wait for that. Sarcasm definitely intended.
I can't help but watch her from afar. I knew she would be hanging out with her friends, but unlike her friends, she hates shopping. So I knew they would be at the local outlet mall. Which is another reason I picked this restaurant to talk to Axel, Aaron, and Beatrix about everything going on. Even after our make out session at The Point where we almost dry humped each other like 15 year olds on the table, I still couldn't think straight. It frustrates me to no end. I run my hands through my hair as my elbows meet the hard metal table outside on the restaurant patio. They will be here in a minute and I need to get my anger under control before they sense it. I see the moppy heads of Axel and Aaron as a cute redhead comes running at me first. Beatrix is Axel's agapitos. Her nickname is Bea though. She hates her full name. When they found each other they realized what they were and have never had the problems Stephanie and I do. Her arms squeezed me as I hugged her back. She was like
That kiss made me seems actual stars. It made me see constellations filled with stars so bright they blinded me. I blinked a couple of more times as he stared down at me. I slowly looked up at him and he ran his hand down my cheek again. "Tuesday?" He asked, his deep voice breaking through the silence. "Yeah. Text me?" I asked and he nodded. He kissed my forehead as I turned to get in my car but he stood there until I drove off. As I drove home I could only think of him. His voice, the way his hands were on me, how I felt safe, but not overwhelmed at the same time. This is all going so fast it's almost confusing. As I drive up in to my driveway I see my friends have already made their way in to the house and have music on and yelling about something. I grab my bags and smile at the pink bag that I grabbed last. Definite surprise for him whenever the time is right. "Mamas home!" The girls yell as Tucker sprints towards me and licks my face. "Hey baby." I whisper to him as I
Texting her every morning would have to do until I could physically tell her good morning every morning I woke up with her in my arms. How I would kill to feel her in my arms all wrapped up in each other. Her snoring softly because she knows she does and I know she always has. I want to take her away after she met my family. I want to whisk her away just for a weekend and never let go. I want to tell her everything. Tell her our past, our present, and our future. Knowing I will be with her till the end of time makes everything so worth it. "That family is here to pick up that table. And another car just pulled up...Holy Fuck...Deacon...man..its your girl...and...and her." He finally ended his sentence. She was here? I pushed him away from the window and saw her get out of her car. My heart races and I feel the need to run outside and grab her in my arms. Her dark brown hair got hit by the early morning sunlight and my breath got caught in my chest. She wore a simple Deftones tsh
Sunday was spent trying to keep Bridgette calm for the first half of being home and the rest was a blur. She would sob incoherent words like he's not who he says he is, it has to be a lie, he's the one, and that he's so perfect. I felt like I had whiplash every time she opened her mouth. I was saddened when I didn't hear back from Deacon but I know he was working. Monday was absolute madness. I refused to give out homework. Wednesday was an off day and then we had a four day weekend next week and I truly didn't want to be grading the entire time. Maybe Deacon and I could get away. But would it be too soon? I don't want to rush things and scare him off. I don't want to be that clingy scary girlfriend. If I can even call myself that. We never put a label on ourselves. But girlfriend doesn't feel right. Ugh now I'm overthinking. Its Tuesday morning and I'm so focused on thinking about Deacon that I find myself in the shower thinking about him naked...again. What if he took a shower wi
As I sit down in the couch I realize something is wrong with her. She seems sad and kind of jilted. I know her and her friend were in the kitchen talking but it seemed to be more then that. More then what she is letting on. As she slides beside me to sit near me, I grab her waist quickly to sit her on my lap. A squeal leaves her lips and her sweet laughters rings in my ears. My love. My one is finally here in my arms and I am not changing anything for this. I see the tension between Aaron and Bridgette but when I raise an eyebrow at Aaron he shakes his head. He had to have said something to Bridgette. But my thoughts on that subject are pushed to the side when my little one curls closer to me as my hand slides up her thigh and she freezes. "Are we getting another show?" Bea asked with a twinkle in her eye. I chuckled lowly as my girl turned to me and swatted my arm. "Shuddup Bea. Y'all are the pervs." Stephanie admonished our friend as Bea cackled loudly as she sat down in front
The weekend couldn't come fast enough. I was getting anxious and worried. I hadn't eaten all day I was so nervous. School was letting out in 20 minutes and the kids in this class were working in groups for the last few minutes of class. It was the 4 day weekend and no one wanted to do anything. The kids didn't even want to write a paragraph let alone listen to me drone on about a new civilization. The bell ring making me jump and the entire classroom erupted in cheers as they all ran out the door. Thank God that was over. I thought to myself. I grabbed my bag and threw it over my shoulder and finally walked out of the classroom. I refused to take papers with me this weekend to grade. I needed this weekend with Deacon. I had packed and repacked since he left yesterday. The ride home was even a blur. I had even ignored my phone as it dinged with texts and a few phone calls. I pulled up in my little drive way and someone clearing their throat near me broke me from my thoughts.
She was in my arms and our day was going perfect. Our breakfast had been like our souls joining even more and then our walk back when she laughed and smiled up at me. The sun hitting her dark brown hair giving the illusion it had red streaks. Her freckles standing out even more on her cheeks and across her nose. Small freckles on her shoulders and trailing down her arms. We had sat outside at breakfast and shared our food in silence yet again. She shared her comments with me about people passing by or the birds in the air. But I couldn't care less because my attention was on her the entire time. How she was almost mine. Almost the girl from all those centuries ago. But she still wasn't quite mine yet. She was, but since she didn't remember she still wasn't the girl I have loved throughout these centuries. The girl I died inside a little at a time knowing that I couldn't be with her fully if she didn't remember. I knew she would start feeling a certain way after a while but after brea
I didn't want to stay in this house. But a freaking ride home was over 500 bucks and that was on the low end. No ride share service eshould charge that much when the driver only gets the tip. No way in the hell would I ever pay that much anyway. It's more expensive then a plane ride. But I also couldn't be here. He left over 2 hours ago. He would be back by now right? Or did he really just leave me for real? I waited on him this whole time and I know he is going to come back to come get his stuff. Maybe he would come back and be hungry? I should order some food so when he does come home we can eat and talk. Hopefully he will be a lot calmer. That fight was insane. Right?! Or am I over reacting? I have a tendency to do that but I could swear he said he didn't want this or was trying to get the point across that he didn't want this. Maybe he said it incorrectly? Fuck I need to stop. But he also said some stuff that didn't make sense. Like the whole "we" thing. Who is "we" and why do
Chloris stood to the side as she brought out a small book with leather binding. I tried to get a good look at it but was distracted by her dress. it almost looked like the greens and blues of her dress were moving slowly. She was the most odd looking person I had ever met. Her white fluffy hair was long and almost to her waist. She had quick hands and her eyes were full of kindness and concern. I looked over at Deacon who stood in the corner. He stared long and hard at what was going on before his eyes finally landed on me. I couldn't decipher the look in his eyes but I didn't like it. I wanted him smiling at me, not looking at me like he was going to lose me. I smiled softly at me as he quickly came to me and kissed my forehead."Come back to me." his words came out so soft I wasn't even sure if that's what he said. But I knew it was. I wasn't whole. I wasn't who he thought I should be. I should at least try. Maybe I will remember and be able to break this curse that was placed amo
It was early in the morning I remember and it was about mid 1850s. At that moment of the day that I can clearly remember we were laying naked in a pasture a few miles out of town. We had just made love for the first time in this era and we were breathing heavily next to each other.We were a scandal in our small part of the town. Her father had tried to force her to marry a man in town and she of course wanted nothing to do with it. The moment she fought the arranged marriage, is the moment she started to seek me out. She was leaving at all times of the night and searching through small towns that surrounded her. We found each other in a market of all places in one of those small towns. She was bartering a local baker about some bread and I walked up beside her. At first I didn't even realize who she was until she turned to look at me. My heart beat uncontrollably. I was enthralled with her beauty once again.Our eyes met and we were overcome with joy. We made sure to carefully plan o
I knew it was her. I knew it when I met her, in 54 BC. The rest of the soldiers I was in charge of were coming back to Greece after another battle. I saw her walking across a cobblestone road with a rather large brown vase in her hands. It was like her heart had beckoned to me and I answered its call. I fell to my knees in front of her, ready to give her my world and everything I had. To my dismay, the look on her face was of one of pure annoyance. She called me every name under the sun and basically told me I was being an idiot for falling to my knees. Then immediately told me to meet her at the fountain in one of the town squares in the dead of night. When I met her there under the bright moonlight her eyes glowed from the light shining down on her. Her hair long and clightly curly and it hung to the side. Her white gown draping over her body just perfectly. We spoke all night about what we were. To find out Agapitos was extremely rare and sometimes our Agapitos was not an immort
"You ready to talk yet?" she asked me and I nodded, grabbed her hand, and walked out the back door to the porch. The dogs were playing outside under the moonlight. Evangeline had left after the last phone call from the Council because now things needed to be put into action to try and fix whats wrong. But we needed some other people to help out to see if we could find out what was wrong with her. I could see her thoughts churning in her head as she came out back with me. I tried to pull her to me as we say on the porch but she sat in her own seat and sighed softly as our friends surrounded us. "Ok guys. I need answers. I don't want vague details and talk of thousands of years ago because I don't think I could stand another headache. I want answers on to what the hell is going on." she explained trying to remain calm but her voice was shaking at the end. "Did Deacon explain what an agapitos is?" Bridgette asked and she nodded her head looking at me. She had to feel the pull, other
Bridgette stands next to me in the kitchen as I try to breathe and count down. Trying to calm my nerves and not flip my shit in front of everyone in this house. There has to be a logical explanation for this woman in my house. I didn't want to be stuffed into a room with 6 people, the dogs, and then me. I needed to breathe for a second and not be around everything. I open the fridge to grab myself a beer and when I close the fridge door I scream loudly. The goddess lady from outside was standing right there. "Hello Stephanie." she said brightly. Fuck she even sounds like a goddess. "Hi." I said evenly and raised an eyebrow. "Oh! I'm so sorry my name is Evangeline." she said smiling. Her perfect teeth showed an honest smile. "Ok." I said wondering why she was coming to talk to me and why she couldn't just stay out there. I took a long swig of the beer in my hand knowing I would need another in about 2 minutes. Especially if she kept talking to me. "I am apart of the Council tha
After he left I felt sort of numb from the lack of his presence. I wanted to bask in his presence at every chance I get. Not to sit on the sidelines, and wait for him to notice that I'm not happy that he left me here. I should have said something and just gone with him. Now I sound crazy, I barely know this man and I feel like I would go to the ends of the Earth and back for him. I feel insane that I have already told him I loved him, I'm taking care of his dog, and I even spent the weekend with him. Isn't this going too fast? Am I overthinking it? Probably, but its what I do. I am constantly overthinking everything. I'm actually driving myself insane by just sitting here and thinking about when he will be coming back. I have heated up my coffee 3 times in an effort to try and finish my first cup of the morning. Hell, Its already noon but I didn't sleep last night. Deacon said its probably for only a day but a huge storm rolled in to New York as soon as they left. But something a
"Many times my love." I whisper as I cup hers face in my hands. Her frown met my smile and I was utterly confused. "Many many times, but this time. This time will be my most treasured time of all." I added quickly, but her facial features made me think I said something wrong. Her eyes dropped to the ground at my admission. My eyebrows furrowed as my fingers rubbed down her cheeks. "What did I say wrong?" I asked thoroughly confused. "Nothing. I-I hope she-she makes you very happy." She whispered hoarsely before stepping back. Oh no. "My love. No." I started as she shook her head. "It's ok. I just can't be the other woman. I'm not that type of girl. I should be someone's first choice." Her voice breaking. "You are her." I said over her mumbling something else as she looked up at me. "Huh?" She asked and her shoulders dropped. "You are my Agapitos." I whisper to her. "How can you be sure?" She asked her eyebrow raised. Clearly not believing me with the bit of attitude that came
I didn't want to stay in this house. But a freaking ride home was over 500 bucks and that was on the low end. No ride share service eshould charge that much when the driver only gets the tip. No way in the hell would I ever pay that much anyway. It's more expensive then a plane ride. But I also couldn't be here. He left over 2 hours ago. He would be back by now right? Or did he really just leave me for real? I waited on him this whole time and I know he is going to come back to come get his stuff. Maybe he would come back and be hungry? I should order some food so when he does come home we can eat and talk. Hopefully he will be a lot calmer. That fight was insane. Right?! Or am I over reacting? I have a tendency to do that but I could swear he said he didn't want this or was trying to get the point across that he didn't want this. Maybe he said it incorrectly? Fuck I need to stop. But he also said some stuff that didn't make sense. Like the whole "we" thing. Who is "we" and why do
She was in my arms and our day was going perfect. Our breakfast had been like our souls joining even more and then our walk back when she laughed and smiled up at me. The sun hitting her dark brown hair giving the illusion it had red streaks. Her freckles standing out even more on her cheeks and across her nose. Small freckles on her shoulders and trailing down her arms. We had sat outside at breakfast and shared our food in silence yet again. She shared her comments with me about people passing by or the birds in the air. But I couldn't care less because my attention was on her the entire time. How she was almost mine. Almost the girl from all those centuries ago. But she still wasn't quite mine yet. She was, but since she didn't remember she still wasn't the girl I have loved throughout these centuries. The girl I died inside a little at a time knowing that I couldn't be with her fully if she didn't remember. I knew she would start feeling a certain way after a while but after brea