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2020-11-02 22:21:02'Welcome home Sarah!!' Everyone shouted as I opened the gate for her. She still has the bandages on her head and forehead but she was able to walk all the way up.
Aunt Hannah, Aunt Merylin, and Caroline were here. I forgot how to smile in the most few days but seeing them this much happy made my heart smile too. As soon as Sarah entered the house her mother hugged her and started to cry a bit. Of course, as a mother, she was the most worried one among all of us. After coming here, far away from my parents I rarely talked with them. It's been almost two months since I last talked to them. They also didn't even bother to ask if I recovered from my phobia or not.
As I saw them being happy within themselves, being so worried about Sarah my eyes got flooded and I realized something when I saw all of them laughing and smiling.
The day since I came here I was so depressed that I forgot to see these smiles and these optimistic faces. I was so
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