Faith slides down to the floor, her back still resting against the wall. Her mind has grasped the fact that she was safe, but her body couldn’t. Her body was trembling – her left foot was quivering. Her fingers were still slightly numb and her heart was beating in her mouth. She was traumatized and the pair of familiar earthy eyes on her didn’t help. It was like his eyes were boring into her flesh – twisting it raw. Her teeth chattered as she shifted her position and averted her teary red eyes from the floor to the man sitting on the edge of her dingy bed. She felt a chill run down her spine as he narrowed his eyes at her but didn’t move an inch away from her face.
“You are okay now,” She heard another voice from over her. She lifted her head to see the tall man standing beside her. He slowly scoots down beside – his long legs bending down. He didn’t touch her, but he did look at her with concern written on his face. “It is fine, Faith. We are not here to hurt you.” The man spoke as softly as he could. Levi passed her a soft smile and at that moment she realized that this man was not scary as the one staring at her with his lips zipped. This man was a long-legged softy.
Faith completely forgot about Levi’s presence for a couple of minutes because of Mateo and his powerful aura. There was something about him that was inconceivably pulling. It wasn’t a sexual or romanticized pull, but it was like this man was attention magnetic. Even if the room would have been full – Faith was sure that Mateo would have stood out of all. His presence in the room made Levi a blurry figure for her. There was something mystic about this man and it only scared her.
She felt uneasy with Mateo’s eyes on her – it was like he was peeling her off – layer by layer with just his eyes. She wiped the tears off her cheeks and turned her head to look at Levi. She had seen him before in the club, but up close she realized that this long-legged softy was certainly a very good-looking man. The relaxed expressions on Levi’s face calmed her down. “I remember your face but I forgot your name,” She couldn’t help but be honest with him. Her voice came out hoarsely.
“Levi,” he simply replied.
“Levi,” She whispered back in acknowledgment as she slowly nodded her head.
“Did you go back to your house since the murders?” Mateo’s voice was deep. It lacked the fervent.
He didn’t yell at her or screamed his question, he merely asked. She flinched at his words – not because of the man who spoke them, but because of the word he used, ‘murders’ – his question was a painful reminder that her family was murdered. It was a harsh slap on her face that jogged her memory of how she was without a family – how she will never see her mother, her sister, her brother – even her father.
She painfully gulped. Her eyes once again teared up as she shook her head. Levi glanced at Mateo just as Mateo glanced back at Levi – it was like they communicating with their eyes. She looked at Levi – who quickly averted his eyes on her – softening his gaze before she turned back to look at Mateo. Faith couldn’t read Mateo’s eyes – they were vacant. They were like two voids. Two desolate earthy spheres that had an indescribable vocation in them. A pair of eyes were enough to make her stomach flip – she had to look away from him to keep herself steady.
Faith is asked by these two strangers to come with them. She doesn’t know why she agreed. She was being extremely stupid, especially after the murder of her family – she should not trust anyone, but here she was following Mateo and Levi out of the motel. There is a very vivid possibility that these are the people she is supposed to run away from, but then the curiosity scratches her mind. Why would her father ask her to go to Mateo Nixon if he was a danger? And most of all – even after knowing that these men could be the reason for her death – why wasn’t she reluctant to go with them? Why didn’t she feel the danger she is so desperately trying to run away from?
Faith silently followed them. Levi had her limited belongings with his – he asked her if he could put them for her in the car and she agreed. She was stupid to do so. What if they steal her things and leave her in this shady motel? But then she argues to herself, why would they? Didn’t seem like thugs – if anything, they were more well-dressed than her – they seem more well-off than her. Faith was in a state of paranoia – she was challenging every single detail about them. She had to keep her mind in check – if these people abandoned her – she will be at the world’s mercy and for now, she couldn’t afford to do so. So, she wordless followed the two men – continuously battling her consciousness.
She briefly looked around. Some of the eyes around – suspiciously and creepily stared at her as she wordlessly walked out with two tall and mysterious men. Some of them wondered if she was a hooker – if they could get their hands on her. Her milky legs were on display as she was dressed in cotton shorts and an old t-shirt that belonged to her late brother. She didn’t get the chance to change before she had to evacuate. Faith made the mistake of making eye contact with one of the men – waiting in the somber lobby. She feels chills down her shine as she realized how shady this motel was – what was she thinking about renting a room here and staying here all alone? She could have been easily murdered here – or worse raped and tortured in this place.
The creepy man licked his lips and gestured her a kissy face, causing her to visibly shake. She didn’t notice that she was following Mateo. She didn’t notice that he had stopped walking as his eyes were on his phone – unaware of the man staring at Faith behind her while Levi had hastily walked out and was now unlocking the car. Mateo halted, Faith didn’t. Next thing she knows she bumped into his back. She quickly stumbled a few steps back.
“Sorry,” She mumbled to Mateo, who turned his head to look at her. She gulped and stole a glance at the group of men – she didn’t want to be in their sight longer and wished for Mateo to resume striding to the car, but to her dismay, Mateo’s eyes followed hers and saw the men ogling her.
Mateo looked back at her – almost agitated with her, “What were you even thinking renting a room here out of all places?” He exasperated.
“I was running out of money,” She mumbled a reply.
Faith thought he would say something in return – he did open his mouth, but the words that were supposed to come out of his mouth remained a mystery for her as he opposed speaking and glanced towards the men – who seemed slightly nervous by the intense glare of Mateo. He looked back at her and reached out for her forearm and it in his large palms before he pulled to walk in front of her – rather than following him behind. He wasn’t harsh with her as the other day, instead, he was gentler this time. Although his hold had a slight tug in it, it wasn’t forceful. He didn’t push her forward, he directed her in front of him.
“Keep walking,” He mumbled from behind her. “And don’t look at them,” he added. Faith did as he said.
Levi had already put her things in the car. When she hastily walked to the car Levi stood against, he smiled at her and opened the door for her. No one had ever opened the door for her before, not even Elijah. She mumbled a soft thank you and returned him the smile before getting in the car. She liked Levi – he is a very likable man, whereas, on the other hand, she is not sure what her feelings are towards her supposable “guardian”. She is still angry at him for the way he treated her and kicked her out of the club the other night, but at the same time, she trusts him for some inexpressible reasons. But the trust she had for him was dangling by a very weak thread, one wrong move and it will shatter.
Mateo was quick to follow her. He got in the passenger’s seat while Levi drove the car out of the parking lot of the motel. The silence within the concealed car was too thick. But there was not just silence – there was exasperation in the air, there was perplexity – there was circumspection – all together were enough to make her feel suffocated. She gulped and looked out the moving car – judging the speed, Faith could define it as a racing car, it wasn’t just moving – it was bolting far away from the motel.
She soon realized that they were on their way to the club. She nibbled her lower lip before she spoke, “Why are we going to the club?” She asked. Levi glanced at the rear-view mirror to see Faith’s question aimed at Mateo as she slightly hunched towards him as she sits in the middle of the back seat. Her hands were resting on both of the seats in front of her – while her eyes were on a very nettled Mateo.
Levi glanced at Mateo, who had his eyes fixed out the window with his elbow resting on the armrest while his hand loosely curled into a fist and was resting against his chin. He refused to answer Faith’s question or to even spare a glance at her or Levi. Levi realized that Mateo will not speak, so he spoke instead of him.
“You will be safe there,” he answered.
Faith averted her eyes on Levi as he drove closer to Xon, “But where will I live? I am not going back to my house – I can’t,” She questioned.
Levi side-glanced Mateo to see him flare his nostril as a deep frown appeared on his face. Levi leveled his eyes back on the road as he replied, “Of course not, there are two emergency rooms in the club. You can stay in one of them,”
“For how long?” Was her next question.
Levi was worried that her strings of questions will make Mateo snap so, he answered quickly. “As long as you want,” he offered her a soft smile through the rearview mirror.
Faith bit her lower lip nervously. She looked at Mateo, who hasn’t moved from his position before she looked back at Levi, “Um – the thing is that my job places are slight far from the club.”
Levi glanced at Mateo once again, to see him completely ignoring the girl. He sighed and nodded his head, “We will figure something out,” He told her.
When they reached the club, they didn’t take her in from the front of the club – as she expected. Instead, Levi had asked to follow him through the side door. Faith obediently walked behind the tall man and randomly looked behind her to see that Mateo wasn’t following them as she expected him to. She halted. “Wait,” she said.
Levi stopped and turned his head around – raising his eyebrow in question. “Um – where is Mateo?” She asked him.
“Don’t worry about him,” he replied and was about to resume talking when she stopped him again.
“No – but – wait, I need to talk to him. He has to answer my questions.” She demanded – her eyebrows knitted together.
Levi sighed, “Of course, but why don’t you freshen up first? Maybe eat something – or try to sleep before you get into this?” He asked.
Faith was quick to shake her head, “No, I can’t do any of those without talking to him first,” she was persistent.
She smashed her lips together, “You have no idea what I am going through, Levi. I need to talk to him as soon as I can or else my head will explode.” She ran her fingers through her hair before she fisted her hair by the roots in her hands.
Levi softly sighs, “Don’t worry, Faith. All your questions will be answered.” He kept his voice gentle.
He opened his mouth to console her further when the familiar deep voice spoke from behind her.
“Levi, take her things to the room.” Mateo didn’t ask – he ordered.
Levi nodded his head, “Sure,” he mumbled.
Mateo then looked at Faith – his eyes boring into hers – once again making her stomach flip. While he had his eyes on her, his words were directed toward Levi, “She will come with me. And make sure no one comes to my office while I am in there.” He said firmly.
Mateo is not a person who easily loses his calm. He hardly shows his agitation. He hardly shows any of his emotions. Even when fueling fear into someone Mateo also has a soft smile on his face – a sickening one that sends chills down one’s spine, but it was different this time. This girl – he doesn’t truly know who she is to Mateo, but she brings up the inclination buried deep in his friend, and for the first time Levi felt a tingle of discomfort in his chest – not for himself or the girl, but his friend.
Something tells him that if Mateo decides to keep her around – his friend will never be the same.
Faith felt like a criminal held under investigation. It shouldn’t be like this. It should be the other way around. She should put Mateo under inspection. He is the one who has the answers to her questions, after all. But here she is sitting in the middle of a lavishing office with tall bookcases, a small bar with numerous alcoholic drinks on display in one corner – some of them seem to be extremely expensive, a desk in the middle of the room, a sofa set and center table in the other corner of the spacious room, and a huge LED on the wall. By the window of the office, there is a water wall. This room has its own world. She wanted to look around, she was mesmerized by the locale, but how could she when this strange man is sitting across her – staring so blankly at her? She feels stiff under his explorative gaze. She couldn’t bring herself to look him in his intimidating eyes nor could she look around, therefore her eyes fixed on her fidgeting fingers on her lap. When she heard him he
The room Faith is staying in is better than the one she had at her own house. The bed in the middle of the room was big enough for two giants to sleep on it, with space still left between them. There wasn’t a window as big as the one in Mateo’s office, but there was one that was securely locked. A door slides open, which is also a full-size mirror, to a small and empty wardrobe while a door leading into a washroom is just beside it. There was a small bookcase in one corner with a small table beside it and a very comfortable couch in front of it. Faith did try to go through the books that were on the shelves, but none of the titles interested her – nor was she in the right mind to read now. There is also an LED fixed on the wall and a small fridge with all the essentials stored in it. Faith wonders if this is an extra room in this man’s club – how luxurious his house must be. This only made her want to scratch the curiosity in her mind. How did her father know someone like Mateo Nixon?
Mateo didn’t return to his penthouse last night. He stayed in the office and slept on the couch. If he ever has to stay in the club, he sleeps in the room that was given for Faith, while in the other room Levi rested. Mateo didn’t want to disturb his subordinate, so he slept on the couch. Mateo has always been a light sleeper, even the slightest moment or sound wakes him up – this is probably the reason why he wakes up early at the sound of the bird chippering outside – but last night he could hardly sleep at all – probably because of the woman in his care. “Morning,” Levi greeted as he entered his boss/friend’s office with two cups of coffee in his hands. He chuckled at the sight of his friend sitting on the couch with his legs spread lackadaisically while he was pinching the bridge of his nose. He was still wearing the shirt from last night but was now crumpled, unbutton from the top, and the sleeves were carelessly rolled up to his elbows. He still had his black socks on, but his s
Flashback (12 YEARS AGO) An eighteen-year-old Mateo stands alongside the man whom he calls his mentor and savior. The man has asked Mateo to just observe the family of five having a picnic in the park, while the two sat on the bench – watching them. They are surrounded by the man’s bodyguards in disguise. Mateo knows how important this man is, therefore he wasn’t taken back by the security. Even Mateo has a gun tugged in his jeans, just in case he or this man gets attacked. He can risk his life for the said man. The man is called, Aldo. Mateo doesn’t know if this is the man’s real name, but everyone knows this man as Aldo, and so does he. Aldo looks older for a man in his forties. Mateo believes it is the stress of his work that gave the man wrinkles, and peppery hair. Mateo knows that the nature of Aldo’s work brings a lot of challenges for him, both mentally and physically – and well, morally, but as Aldo told Mateo once, “You bury your moral and humanity six feet underground bef
Faith’s sobs turned into hiccups as she sat on the couch with her knees pressed to her chest. She doesn’t remember how long she was crying. Her tear ducts were empty now. Her face hurts and her head is aching. She still can’t process what Mateo told her. How could she believe him? Her parents smiling faces came to mind. Her brother’s teasing him wracked her soul. The voice of her sister bickering with her twisted her heart. How can Mateo say everything was a lie? No, Faith doesn’t believe him. All those years she spend with her family. All those hauntingly beautiful memories can’t be lies. Mateo stood by the bar and watched her cry. There isn’t anything he could have done or said to make things easier for her. What’s true is true. She can take all the time to process it, but she has to accept it in the end. Maye if there was anyone else in place of Mateo, they would have tried to console her, but being a man who doesn’t know how to undertake emotions – he just stood in the corner and
(Trigger Warning) Sneaking out of Xon was easier than Faith anticipated. She drained all the alcohol and stayed in her room for a while. She wanted someone to come to check on her, and that’s what exactly happened. She was pretending to be sleeping when someone walked into the room. By the sweet scent of their fragrance, Faith could tell it was a woman. Faith kept on pretending to be knocked out while this woman checked around the room. Faith is smart enough to leave a half-empty wine bottle and empty glasses on the floor. She doesn’t want them to think she overdrank, therefore she didn’t completely drain the wine into the toilet. She also messed up the room a little. The sheets of the bed were entirely crumpled. She threw a pillow on the floor while the blanket dangles from the edge of the bed. The woman walked around the room for a few minutes, before she walked out. That’s when Faith got up and called Ethan again, asking him to meet him a few blocks away from the club. She waited
Faith woke up to complete silence. Her eyes were easy to adjust in the room with little to no light. She sighed as she looked at the ceiling. Her head was throbbing. She clicked her tongue and brought her hand to her forehead – trying to remember what happened when it all came rushing back. Faith’s running away, her meeting Ethan, they both went to his sister’s café where Ethan was hit on the back of the head by a scary man while was almost raped and kidnapped. She recalled Mateo killing those three men before she passed out. Faith gasped and sat up as her eyes widened and glossed with tears. The fear she felt then returned. She frantically looked around the room to realize that she is back in the room in Mateo’s club. “Relax, you are safe now.” Faith snatched her head from where the voice came.She didn’t even realize Mateo was in the room. He was standing against the wall in the corner. It wasn’t completely dark in the room, so she could see him standing tall there. She gulped as s
“When is Ethan getting discharged?” Faith asked Mateo as she followed him to his office. She has been feeling better after she ate some fruits someone got her, slept a little more, and showered. She changed into a plain white tee, and a pair of ripped jeans. She had her hair tied in a ponytail. Her face is bare of any makeup, making the dark circles and swollen eyes more obvious. She asked Mateo to let her see Ethan, but Mateo suggested waiting for him to discharge – since her presence might bring more danger to the poor guy. She agreed. She has already brought enough trouble to him. She will not be surprised if he cuts all ties with her from now on. Who would want to be with a girl, who is on people’s hit list? Ethan could have died earlier. He might be alive and recovering, but Faith knows that undesirably she has already pulled Ethan into this infelicitous mess. He was seen with her. Also, his sister’s café is now known by those who are following her as well. Mateo might have kil
A good day came months after. The people of the village finally got their freedom. When that happened, week-long celebrations were held at the village, and all of them were invited, especially, Faith, Mateo, and Kai. It was a joyous occasion. Even when everyone was dreading back where they all spend the worst days of their lives, of course, they went anyway. Hesitant at first, everyone had a great time. Faith had never seen the people of the village have such a festive spirit. It was truly a beautiful week. Faith spends most of her time with her grandmother, Kami, and his family. Benji didn’t want to go with them, but when Kami asked – he couldn’t say no. Lora (Kami’s sister) was there to welcome everyone. Everyone could see how excited Benji got when he saw her. Piper and Kai exchanged a knowing glance. Benji has a crush on Lora. He had it since he came here for the first time. After he returned to the city, he kept in contact with her in one way or another. Faith was happy to see
(One Year Later)Even today when Faith closes her eyes and thinks about her recent past, she can’t truly process it. She can’t believe that so much changed in the past couple of years. From losing her entire family to almost getting killed to find a new family – a new purpose – everything in her life was nothing less than a lesson – a brutal and painful lesson. Currently, she was sitting in a meeting along with Kai and Mateo – but they weren’t the only ones there. The three of them were hosts, while the other distant members of the Ricci and Bianchi clan, a few mafia leaders, and a couple of correspondents from the village were in the room. The debate was on – whether the village/island should be given its independence or not.Faith was sitting in between Kai and Mateo. She averted her gaze to the other side of the room where Kami sat along with a few young faces representing the village. Faith could tell that the young boy was nervous. She shoots him an assuring smile. Kami smiled ba
Kai didn’t say anything in return. He just impassively stared at Mateo before they were interrupted by Faith and Piper’s loud laughter. Both looked at the girls to find that Ethan had managed to pull Levi into the pool. He grabbed Levi’s ankle and pulled him in, making the water splash around and the girls laugh. Mateo heaved a sigh and shook his head as he watched his friend emerge from under the water, not looking much impressed. Noel was standing behind Levi when Ethan pulled him in, he was now watching them two. Ethan laughed and splashed some water towards him with his hand, “What are you doing up there loser? Get in!” Noel shook his head, “No, and you need to come out too.” He looks at all of them, “You all do. It is chilly and the water is cold,” he added. “It is not that cold,” Piper replied. It was because Kai switch on the heater to warm up the water, but that’s mean it was okay to be in a pool on a chilly night under the sky. Just at that moment, Piper sneezed. That was i
Faith and Piper were wasted. If having one drink after another wasn’t enough, they were now drinking straight out of the bottle. “We should go swimming,” Faith slurred a suggestion to which Piper enthusiastically nodded her head, agreeing to it. Before anyone could stop them, an equally drunk Ethan got on his feet and threw his fist in the air, “Hell yeah! Let’s go!!” he yelled out and hooted. Everyone else was so concerned about Faith and Piper that they didn’t even notice just how much Ethan was drinking. These three were completely wasted. Noel was slightly tipsy. Where else, Levi, Mateo, and Kai only had a single drink so they weren’t drunk at all. They decided to stay sober to keep an eye on girls, and well – now Ethan as well. “Excellent,” Levi muttered under his breath and pinched the bridge of his nose. He moved to Ethan, who was swinging from one side to another with a bottle of one of the most expensive whiskeys in his hand. Kai glanced at the bottle in his hand. He didn’t
Faith was in her room, changing with there was a knock on her door. Her room was now filled with done and undone boxes. She will be moving out tomorrow and there is so much left to do. But currently, she wasn’t focused on it. She is certain that she will be able to pack before the movers arrive. She was concerned about the dinner party they were having tonight. Faith had already invited everyone and now she was changing for the night. By the knock on the door, she was certain that Mateo has arrived. She quickly picked up the clothes she threw on the floor and put them on the bed before she spoke, “Yes?” The door opened and indeed it was Mateo. He looked good. Fresh and well-rested. It took everyone over a month to get over what happened on the island. The exhaustion and trauma (for some) didn’t leave for days. Mateo was looking like he did when Faith first met him. The difference between then and now is that then he had a hard scowl on his face, and now he was smiling. Then he threw
“Are you all packed up?” Piper asked Faith who came to her room to visit. Faith looked at Piper and smiled. “Yes, almost. Just a few things are remaining to be packed,” she replied. In two days, Faith is moving in with Mateo. For the past week, she has been very busy. She didn’t realize how comfortable she has gotten at Kai’s place, that now that she was winding everything up here, she feels sad to be leaving. When she started packing, she was excited. For her, moving in with Mateo is like a new chapter of her life, but as she proceeded, she realized how uncomfortable yet relieving it is to end this brief, daunting, and challenging chapter of her life. Piper was sitting on the bed, reading, when Faith knocked on her door. She exhaled and smiled broadly at her, “So, are you excited?” She asked. Faith chuckled and sat on the bed beside her, “I am.” She nodded her head, “But I am also nervous. There are so many ifs and buts in my head that I can hardly sleep at night,” she replied hon
“Thank you,” Piper hugged and thanked Faith, before she looked at Mateo, “Thank you both of you. I don’t know what would have happened if it wasn’t for you two. I would have been living on the streets,” she added. “Hey!” “What the hell?” Levi and Kai spoke at the same time. Piper pulled her eyebrows together and looked at both of them. Kai was frowning while Levi stepped forward, “What do you mean you would have been on the streets? Are you kidding me? I would have never let you be on street. Damn, I thought you thought of me as a friend, but boy was I wrong.” Levi scoffed. Where Kai just watched her dumbfounded. She softly chuckled at Levi. “Oh, I would have never bothered you. You already got your hands full,” she told him bobbing her head towards Benji’s room. The door of Benji’s room was open and inside everyone can see Benji and Ethan playing video games. They were so engrossed by what they were playing that they didn’t even notice the people outside looking at them. Ethan and
Kai squinted his eyes. When he was coming out of Piper’s room, he did not expect Faith, Mateo, and Benji right outside – watching him walk out of the room. Their curious gazes made him feel like he was sneaking out of her room after a one-night stand. Mateo was shamelessly smirking at him. Faith was curiously watching him, and Benji had his eyes narrowed at him. Kai cleared his throat and ignored Mateo’s comment and Faith’s question. He was about to tell them that they shouldn’t be so nosy when the doorbell rang. Faith and Mateo pulled their eyebrows together and looked at each other, “Who is here so early in the morning?” She muttered and watched as one of the helpers opened the door. It was Levi and Ethan. “What are you two doing here so early?” Mateo asked with his eyebrows knitted together. Levi didn’t look good. He looked like he didn’t sleep all night. Ethan looked tired as well, but not as exhausted as Levi. Levi glared at Ethan at Mateo’s question. Levi heaved a sigh. His sh
Kai has been inside Piper’s room for an hour. He was now sitting on the floor while she was sitting on the floor as well but she sat by the window. She was watching outside the window while her knees pressed to her chest and her arms wrapped around them. While her eyes were fixed outside, Kai’s eyes were fixed on her. They have been talking for the last hour. No yelling or name was calling. There were no accusations, nor did they completely patch up – they were just talking, which was due for some time now. They fight. They have had sex. They have done everything, but they never get the chance to sit and just talk about themselves. About their insecurities, about their feelings, about everything they bring to each other. Piper last put forward a very interesting point, “Aren’t we toxic for each other? There is just too much we don’t agree on.” She had muttered. Her point was quite simple. She told him that even if Jeremy hadn’t attacked her or anyone else, and even if he was just try