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Chapter 6 Part 1
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2020-08-09 16:30:47December 23rd, 2012
Evening
I wonder if he can feel me shake as I guide his hand between my legs. And it’s awfully hard not to buck up to greet him as I feel his fingertips brush where I’ve only ever touched myself. But he’s moving like he’s gone through the motions with me a million times before. “Here?” I can feel him burrow between my folds. He’s found my clit even faster than I could. God, how I envy Chloe. I suppose I don’t have to, now. At least, not tonight. And I nod because my words have failed me. “Relax now,” He murmurs into my ear, brushing the hair from my neck. I stare shamelessly at his middle finger as it flicks over my peak. My whole body is on fire. I’m going to be dead by midnight.
I swear it, when I speak, I’ve been possessed by some demonic seductress. “Keep talking in my ear.” His hand slips around the front of my neck. I’m powerless but to cover it with my own.
“You’re perfect.” His voice
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