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Penulis: Ruvya
last update Terakhir Diperbarui: 2021-09-26 14:48:07

I wake up disoriented when I hear a noise.

I realize I'm sweaty and that my hands are trembling when I look around for my beeping mobile.

I irritatedly switch the alarm off.

Why the fuck do I have so many alarms at such weird times?

I swipe a hand on my face, peeling my shirt away from my damp skin,my mind muddled in thoughts.

Shower.

I need a shower.

As I head to the shower, I'm irritated that my body doesn't co-operate as I slide midway into my bean bag,tears sliding my face at an alarming rate.

Just once.

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  • Forgetting The Ex   8

    My throat felt parched,like I hadn't moistened my throat in weeks. I swallow hard,taking in his appearance in flesh.After two whole years.But as we scrutinized each other silently,I could find myself getting arrogant, inspite of my mental state being haywire."It's good to see you Sandy",Dhruv says,the statementsovoid of emotion that I flinched involuntarily."Can't say the same for you",Anshu muttered from next to me, audible enough for him to hear,but not as audible to be counted as a reply.I give an easy smile, surprising myself,"You too."I will myself to hold myself together,at least till

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  • Forgetting The Ex   9

    Even though the meeting with Dhruv left me miffed,there wasanotherthing that bothered me.Nikhil'sparents had called.Nikhil's parents had called.Nikhil'sparents had called.Formarriage.Has Nikhil gonenuts?I take a deep breath,annoyed,having too many things to think. I sigh,running a hand through my hair,when I hear another sigh.I glance at my best friend,"Go to sleep Anshu. I'm fine.""Are you?",she cocked an eyebrow.

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  • Forgetting The Ex   10

    "I...",I clear my throat.Spit out the words Sandy."Idon't want to marry Nikhil",I tell my mother."Oh",the disappointment in my mother'sOhrings in my ears,making me squeeze my eyes shut.I can never make anyone happy."Is there a particular reason?""Just...I spoke to him for a bit. I don't think we are compatible",I lie through my teeth.I'm Sorry,Mom."Sandy",my mother tsks,"You decided you weren't compatible in just one conversation? Take some time beta. Try to get to know him better.""Ma!",I exclaim,"You said

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  • Forgetting The Ex   11

    I glance at the clock anxiously.Twenty minutes.My leg bounces up and down ridiculously,as though I have restless leg syndrome.Ido.But that's not the point.Eighteen minutes.Whythe heck are peopleneverpunctual!?Maybe because you came an hour early? It's slightly anoverexpectationif you want the other person to jump into your head and come an hour quickly as well.I glare at the menu in front of me.

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  • Forgetting The Ex   12

    Angry tears well my eyes,making it difficult for me to read Nikhil's expressions.He clears his throat as I grab a tissue, quickly wiping the one drop of moisture that leaked my eye, blinking away the others back to their original place."Why haven't you told Dhruv about it Sandy?"I flinch, looking down,"I... tried to tell him",I start off softly,"But he wouldn't believe me. And Nayan was feeding him lies that I was going behind his back. For petty revenge. And...and Dhruv came to know that you liked me just a few days before that. He was already very angry with me. Nayan's lies just pushed him off the edge I think.""But I don't understand why you didn't fight for your innocence", Nikhil frowns.

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  • Forgetting The Ex   13

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  • Forgetting The Ex   14

    I snap my fingers, trying to get attention,"Where are you lost Anshu?"She only shakes her head,sighing loudly,shutting the books in front of her.I roll my eyes,"Don't tell me you and Avyukth fought again. You guys literally patched up two days ago."My best friend rolls her eyes, tapping the pen on the table."Sandy, I'm going to ask you something. Will you give me an honest answer?""Sounds very interesting",I pull my chair towards her,"Are you going to use an hourglass?""It's not funny.""Ask away",I say bored."Do you still

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  • Forgetting The Ex   49

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  • Forgetting The Ex   48

    "You guys didn't even kiss?""No.""Not even a peck?""No.""What about—""Shut up Anshu",I hiss."Who are you texting?", Anshu peeps into my mobile,"Show me."I tilt my mobile away from her deliberately, even though I'm just texting my sister.Anshu gasps,"You guys didn't even kiss yesterday, but you'resextingalready?""Anshu!",my cheeks turn red.The loon only grins, wiggling her eyebrows dramaticall

  • Forgetting The Ex   47

    "Are you going somewhere?""Yes",I go through my cupboard,look down at whatever I'm already wearing."Where? Withwhom?"I give Anshu a you-know-who look."Where are you going?",she repeats."Dinner."She scans my attire,"You look fine,if it's just dinner, unless you haveotherplans,you know."I try hard to keep the blush out,as I roll my eyes, underplaying it even if my heart raced for a second,"Lol.""Are you returning?"I frown,"What?"

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  • Forgetting The Ex   45

    I'm not sure if I have to be amused or horrified when Nikhil looks extremely uncomfortable,having been caught."Uh...Hi",He pockets his hands, looking at me for a second,and turning his head, although a smile plays on his lips.I recall the conversation with my mother,sighing in relief when I hadn't contributed much,it was mostly my mother talking after I had explained the situation to her.I wonder how long he'd been standing there.Did he... listen to my side of the story?"Hi",I nod,forcing a smile.Apparently, Nikhil didn't have anything to say as he merely stared at me.Anxiet

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  • Forgetting The Ex   43

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  • Forgetting The Ex   42

    "It's alright",I smile at a child,about five to six years old when she apologises for bumping into me,in the corridor.I hum to myself,taking a seat."Umm.""Where are we going?"The both of them look at each other.I scroll through my mobile, looking for new places to eat at,as I continue to hum."What do you think of— What?"Anshu looks at me worriedly,and then glances at her boyfriend,to which he just nods.I roll my eyes when Anshu pokes my arm, jumping back a good two feet when I don't respond.

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