Chapter 10
Ana
I could not locate my father. It appeared he was avoiding me, like he held important answers that I desired yet refused to give up. After Courtney's disclosure, I knew I had to take matters into my own hands to gain closure. Did Alex need to be informed of Shauna's alleged deception? Was it possible for a werewolf to sense something like this without being told? These unresolved questions needed attention.I turned on my phone, which had been deactivated for the past week, and discovered many missed calls and voicemails from Alex, Gills, Brad, and even some other acquaintances. Though I felt betrayed, I went through all of them before deleting everyone and blocking their numbers. I would get a new phone shortly and then alter my number again. Before I could do that, however, there was an urgent call that I needed to make.I tapped Gill's contact information and dialed her number. She answered almost immediately. “Ana! Is that you?” she asked, sounding worried. I suddenly felt a pang of betrayal as I remembered how they had all let me down and not told me the truth about Alex and Shauna hooking up.“Yes, Gills, it's me,” I responded in a monotone voice.
“Oh my god, Ana. How have you been? Everyone has been so concerned and Alex has been looking for you everywhere. We did not know you would just take off like that. I thought we were friends.”
My jaw clenched, and my annoyance was palpable as I heard the last few words. Friends? Is that what she called it? I thought friendship entailed loyalty and kindness and if I didn't get any of those, then I certainly couldn't call her a friend.“I really apologize for all of this, Ana," Gills started again, "Alex is dying to talk to you. He has so much to explain...” But I wouldn't let her finish, not in my current state of mind.
“I have no desire to speak with Alex," I replied tersely.
“Just please hear me out," she pleaded. "Let me tell you something, okay?"
“No.” I said. Not wanting to give her too much time to come up with something convincing.
"Shauna isn't pregnant—I know this for certain." Of course, Shauna wanted to be with Alex—she'd been quite clear about that.
"Really? How can, you be sure?" Gill asked skeptically."
“You know I called you instead of Alex, Gills. It's your decision what to do with that information, but I wish you'd make the right one.”“Ana, is there any chance I could change your mind about calling Alex?”
“No. And delete my number afterwards–this will be the last call from me.”
“No, Ana, please listen. It's not what you think...”
I hang up the phone. Though I feel a sense of relief for having told her, I feel little else other than numbness. Yeah, I'm still mad at Alex, but I don't want him tricked into marriage either. Well, that's done now. Maybe I should try to find my father and see if he'll explain anything to me.
Courtney suggested taking a training camp in Montana to get more answers. – would it really change what happened though? No, it wouldn't. So, I need to move on from this and start forgiving Alex ... Dylan and Courtney said Max rejected his mate from California; not sure why she wasn't a good fit or what sort of help Max can offer me concerning all this, but maybe I should talk to him about it?
Max was once my best friend and high school sweetheart. Thinking about him brings a smile to my face. He's as strong as an ox, with long brown hair that he ties into a man bun. Max grooms his beard to perfection and his blue eyes are out of this world. He normally wears a black leather jacket over blue jeans and biker boots and drives his motorcycle everywhere. I loved going for rides with him; it made me feel free. Maybe fate has brought Max and me back together.I decide to go find him, so I quickly change out of my pajamas. While I'm getting ready, I realize I haven't taken care of myself in the last few days. Instead of immediately seeking him out, I take my time to get cleaned up and put on some nice clothes. A smile appears on my lips. Maybe this could work out after all. Max is good-looking and funny, plus we're already great friends—maybe this is exactly what supposed to happen.
Chapter 11 Alex “Wait, Ana called you?” I can't believe what I'm hearing. Of all the people she could have called, she chose Gills instead of me. Instinctively, I should be relieved that she's okay and still alive, but all I feel is resentment. “What did she say? Is she all right? Is she coming back?” My mind is spinning with questions, and I am getting impatient. Gills looks troubled, almost regretful. “Listen, Alex. I spoke to her, but it wasn't for very long. She clarified she has no intention of forgiving either of us.” With those words, my last bit of hope vanishes, and I have to sit down. Gills stands before me, wearing a face filled with pity and worry. It seems like there's something else on her mind—something more than she's letting on. Taking a deep breath, I signal to her I'm ready to listen. I know Gills for a long time. She is my cousin Brad’s girlfriend, but we have been friends for at least 10 years, and she has a good heart. Whatever she is telling me is not good
Chapter 12 Ana “You want to go to Montana for Alpha training?” my father questioned me with surprise. “Why not pick a place closer to us?” he continued, asking. I felt guilty for not telling him the truth, but I promised Courtney I'd keep the secret for a little while longer to learn more about Alex and his family. I gulped nervously as my dad kept staring me down. “Is there something you're not telling me?” I almost choked on my words. Lies were never my strong suit, and I did not know how to respond. Thankfully, Courtney entered the room at that moment. “She needs a challenge, Alpha. Montana has the toughest training camp out there - college life has made us all too lazy!” she laughed, and somehow my dad bought it. “So, when are you leaving? You'll be home for a few weeks, right, Ana? I miss you when you're away,” he mumbled. His words tugged at my heartstrings knowing that he was the only family I have left, but I knew I deserved some closure and hopefully that would lead to
Chapter 13 Alex “Calm down, Gills. What’s wrong?” She was too distraught to make much sense, so I hung up and hopped in my car. My dad has a big estate with a silver fence around it, so I have to call the security team to open if I need to leave. I recklessly drive to Gill’s small apartment in the nicer part of town, calling Brad on my way, but he doesn't answer. When I finally get there, it looks like something is off. There were several police officers milling around her building; did they know I was coming? Dread settles in my stomach as I realize that whatever had upset Gills must be bad. What could have happen? I raced towards the entrance of the apartment complex and as I approached, Gills came running out to me. She was crying and trembling in my arms. Her red hair was a mess, and she wore clothes that were loose-fitting, like she had just come from working out. I tried to console her by rubbing her back, but it didn't seem to help. An officer stepped forward. He was tall
Chapter 14 Ana The time for my revenge has come at last. It should bring me some sense of satisfaction, but it's not enough to restore my broken heart. I'm parked in a nearby lot and watching the scene unfolding in front of me. I know about Gill's internship at Mills Corporation, the largest accounting company in Georgia. They were offering her a job after completing two years of interning with them. That will never happen like she planned. I smirk to myself; they're under my control and I determine who they hire. An evil laugh escapes my lips as I think of Gill needing to look elsewhere for an employer. I sought help from Max before I began my mission, and here he is today, masquerading as a police officer alongside fellow pack member. His acting skills are commendable. Alex's presence robbed me of breath when he arrived on the scene; it still hurts seeing him hug Gill tenderly. She's just as much a traitor as him. Unbeknownst to them, I had snuck into her apartment earlier to wrea
Chapter 15 Ana "Oh, Ana, is that you?" Her voice drips with false sweetness. "I thought you'd be long gone by now. Didn't you leave?" I grit my teeth, knowing what she's really saying: she wants me out of the picture. But I'm not leaving just yet - I have unfinished business with all of them. Brad and Gills are already taken care of; it won't be long before I come for the rest of the main characters too. As Alex stands there silently, letting her mock me, I turn to face her. She looks fake as ever, with her obviously salon-made tan and too-light blonde hair. And once again, I can tell she's not pregnant - even though I haven't had my first shift yet, being a werewolf means I have an exceptional sense of smell.Max is there too, smirking evilly and sniffing the air like he knows something I don't. It's frustrating that we can't mind the link until after our first shift - but my connection to Max feels strong. Maybe Star has something to do with it."Shauna," I say, mocking her in re
Chapter 16 I felt muscular arms gripping me. I was screaming at the top of my lungs, but I couldn't muster up the energy to break free. Something was wrong; it could be felt in every molecule of my body. Pain and sorrow ran through me as I struggled to focus. I could smell all the fragrances in the air and hear a Northern mockingbird mimicking a sound. It took me a moment to realize what it was—the call of a blue jay. A warning that something else was coming closer. “Come on, Ana! Settle down: it's just me—Max. This isn’t the time or place to fight some rogue shifter. You’re losing control and I need to get you somewhere safe. Remember, we can't shift around humans.” Humans? Alex had been right all along. If I were present, could I tell if he was a werewolf or knew about them? After the touch, I felt our bond strengthening, but I wasn't sure if he felt the same intensity as me. What would he think of me defying his father like that? Even though I don't want to care what he thinks, I
Chapter 17 Ana Max took me to a secluded spot so that I could complete my first shift. Even though the pain was extreme, Max guided me through it and made me feel safe while I embraced my new body. Once I became a massive black wolf, Stars voice emerged completely as well. After the transformation, we went back to Miami, intending to tell my father about the marvelous event. Although I felt content, cherished by Max, I couldn't help but feel like something or someone was missing. For now, I will have to trust in this connection and give it time until we can build our own memories together and the ones with Alex fade away. My dad was ecstatic when he found out the news. His dream had come true - we were finally together. We held a grand celebration at my dad's mansion, and I couldn't be more content. But beneath my joy was a nagging feeling that refused to go away. To help me move on, I blocked Alex, Gill, Brad, and Shauna on all social media platforms, even deleting those accounts
Chapter 18 Ana I'm speechless. What are the chances of bumping into Alex here? I try to remain emotionless but can't help the chill that runs through me. Should I congratulate him for... something? No way! It would be over my dead body. Maybe if I just nod and pass by quickly, that'll do. Courtney takes the first step forward and breaks the silence with a mocking tone. "Alex, what an unloving surprise." Yeah, Courtney has my back. I have to fight back a laugh - so typical of her to be so forthright. Alex looks as shocked as I feel, and his eyes are glued to me. "Ana, is it really you? I must be dreaming," he says quietly and sadly. His words hit me hard in the chest and I have no answer to give him. We're done time to accept it. “What a surprise Alex! I figure you were busy with college and football. Or does the married life, gives you different priorities?” I can’t hide my disgust. His face changes completely from sadness to stoic within seconds and I realize why when I hear Sha
Chapter 40 Ana The wolf that stood before me was a sight to behold. Max, my chosen mate, was beautiful in his own right, but this animal was breathtaking. His fur was silver grey, and his eyes were crystal blue. He towered over me, his aura nearly bringing me to my knees. It was apparent he was an alpha, the leader of a pack. Alex's family history had always been shrouded in mystery. When I met his father for the first time, I could tell he was a high-ranking wolf despite being a rogue. Perhaps he once belonged to a pack before leaving and setting out on his own. Then again, maybe Alex's mother had something to do with it all. When Alex returned to Montana and reunited with me. Something shifted within him. The final straw broke Blade free from whatever held him back was when I flirted with Mr. Giovanni––it set Blade free to be with me instead. Blade approached me carefully, almost like he didn't want to startle me. It made me smile; after all, I was an Alpha just like him, althoug
Chapter 39 Alex Ana's kindness and selflessness astounded me; she was offering something so amazing. No matter what happened, I knew there was no way I'd leave her. Afterwards, I called my dad, and it was an unhappy conversation. He was yelling, demanding and threatening me to return right away - or else. Or else what? Would he disown me? There were no limits for him; whatever he wanted, he did. It boggled my mind that my mother ever found him attractive. He was wild, delusional, and fanatical in his beliefs: that he was invincible. I shared everything with Ana. No more secrets for us. We committed to spending the rest of our lives together, and though I wasn't thrilled about sharing her with Max, that was an issue for another day. We spent the rest of my first shift preparing, and Blade said we were fortunate to have each other accompanying us. When she told me the timing of her shift, something within me ached. She shifted early, not only because my father threatened to harm her,
Chapter 38 AnaAlex's words were clipped and concise. As soon as Shauna answered the phone, he informed her that their engagement was off - a fact which didn't sit well with her. She shouted curses and threats at him, me and everyone he cared about. It was difficult to listen to, though she had it coming. She ranted about a supposed baby she was expecting; pure fiction. I knew for certain she wasn't pregnant, having smelled her scent again at the club with Courtney. Alex promised me he had never slept with Shauna. He recalled only one instance two years prior but said maybe he confused her for me on the night of the party when they hooked up. According to him, someone may have drugged him that evening. I believe him. People have been trying to keep us apart for some dumb reasons. Alex seemed relieved yet worried when he hung up the phone, but I still felt insecure about the way he hurt me. I was a mess and put on a face of being okay, though I hadn't been since that night when every
Chapter 37 AlexI sensed her presence and smelled her perfume even before she tapped on the door. Somehow, I was aware of her entrance as soon as she stepped into the building. My dormant werewolf characteristics came to life—my suppressed feelings and instincts rose, giving me a sense of strength, but also making me uncertain about many things. One thing I was certain of, it was Ana. My love; my soulmate. From the moment I met Ana, I felt an overwhelming connection to her that surpassed anything I had ever encountered before. It all made sense now, knowing what I know. She belonged to me. When I heard her footfalls in the hallway, I swiftly checked myself in the mirror and made sure my appearance didn't disappoint. I wanted her to feel for me as intensely as I did for her. But if there was something I could sense from Ana, it was that she was unsure. I was sure that I wanted to be with Ana, either alone or sharing her with Max. I made the most of our time together and learn as mu
Chapter 36 Ana Max was instantly furious when I explained my plan and promise to Alex. He must have thought I was going to leave him, but after I reassured him, he became more concerned about my health. Everyone knew the danger of taking in another mate—except for Alex. After talking to both men, I went back home to take a few moments for myself. The more I thought about it, the clearer it became that there was no other way: I wanted them both, and the full moon - just a couple of days away - would be the deadline. Time was quickly slipping away. As I made my way to the apartment, I had plenty of other things on my mind; Shauna and, as well as Mr. Giovanni and his mob. Of course, Alex's father would be a problem for later. By now I was about to start alpha training, something I was quite eager to do. To be a good pack leader, I had to know how to lead, fight and use tactical strength. I believed it was the mob which caused the infiltration in our pack and our business. I daydreamed
Chapter 35 Ana I’m in a trance-like state when Alex is near me. I lose all sorts of judgment and rationality. He has complete control over me. What have I done? Have I really asked him to be my second mate? It happens occasionally, but usually it’s only between siblings. I haven’t even talked to Max about this. But I’m serious about this. I love Max with all my being. This won't change that. Not being with my fated mate will kill me if I do nothing soon.Yet what I just did was totally irrational. I should have spoken with Max first, but the look of relief on Alex's face, combined with the peace in my heart when I said those words, comforts me somehow. It seems there are no other solutions to resolving this dilemma; it’s that or utter mayhem. I choose my words carefully as I explain to Alex the steps I'll have to take in order to make this work. I need to seek Max's approval first, and that will be difficult given his animosity towards Alex. Even with all the new information that h
Chapter 34 Alex I had begged Ana to talk to me, and she eventually agreed. I was worried when I saw her sitting in another guy’s lap. It filled my veins with rage. But a single glance into her tender eyes calmed me down instantly. When we held hands, Blade’s anger dissipated, and I felt like I was back in control. My mind raced in all directions, questioning my history and my family, trying to figure out who could have done this to me. Was it really just my father? I wasn’t sure. It all felt too much for me to process. But a glance at Ana made everything seem easier. I suddenly felt connected to my body and soul, as though she were the missing piece that bound me together–providing happiness, security, and comfort from all my worries. She is the only one who kept me from losing control. I was drawn to her as I intertwined my fingers with hers and looked into her eyes. That she lets me hold her gives me a spark of hope. But as soon as my gaze catches sight of the mark on her neck,
Chapter 33 Ana Oh, no. This is not how I wanted Alex to find out the truth. Dylan's warlock friend had used some kind of spell to subdue Alex's wolf, Blade, so he wouldn't go feral. It wasn't ideal, but it was the only way to keep him from going wild. This is where we stand now: Alex clinging onto his composure with an iron grip. His jaw is clenched tight, his eyes narrowed in distress, and lips pressed together in a thin line. He wants to fight Max, but Blade has stepped away from him after hearing my Alpha command. We are left in this strange place between honesty and deceit. All I know is they have bound Blade inside of Alex and the recent event with Shauna's father has set him free. But he's still angry and hurt, and so is Alex. He looks so pitiable and remorseful that I can't help but feel guilty, though it's not like I'm the one who betrayed him or anything like that. After getting involved with Shauna, he deceived me, lied to me, and pushed me away. And yet I understand why h
Chapter 32 Alex I'm in a state of numbness, yet something deep inside of me is compelling me to find Ana. Everyone around me appears to be avoiding my questions and giving me half-hearted answers. I haven't seen her since this morning, and I need her desperately. Mr. Jackson, the club owner, has clarified that I can’t leave the room because of the risk posed by my wolf form. Even though I can't actively feel Blade at this moment, Dylan Maverick explained why — there must be some kind of spell keeping him quiet. But now, his emotional outcries demand that we find Ana immediately. Could she be in trouble? I get dressed in black jeans, combat boots, and a simple tee. They gave me these clothes. I normally dress a bit more casual, sporty kind of way, but don’t really mind what they have given to me. I throw open the door, unwilling to tiptoe out of my room like some awkward teenager. I'm all grown up, searching for the girl of my dreams. Instinctively, I run in Ana’s direction. The do