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Chapter 61: Forgiveness
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2021-07-10 01:48:10I drag my tired feet to the front door. Just thinking about getting up so early tomorrow for Bearer’s Day is exhausting. I feel zero enthusiasm about the event, I wish I could opt out but of course, that is not an option.
“Don’t drag your feet, Aubrey! It is inappropriate and it makes you look scruffy,” Matron Mary Ann exclaims behind me.
“Sorry, Matron,” I mutter as I straighten my back.
I’m already home, who cares how I walk? I do my best not to roll my eyes, I don’t want her to get mad at me.
“You better improve your attitude for tomorrow, it’s a big day for all of the Bearers, you need to smile and look your best,” Matron Mary Ann comments.
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