It’s been two weeks since I was arrested. I don’t know what is going to happen to me, all I know is that my entire body aches, and I have never been more terrified in my life.
The Keeper is staring at me with disdain. She loathes me and has made it clear since day one. She takes a step forward, towards where I am and I instinctively flinch. I know how fond she is of using the whip she carries around her waist.
“Speak, Eel. Tell me what you know,” she says with a menacing look.
“I’m innocent, I don’t know anything…”
The slap she clouts on my face silences me. Tears well up but I blink them away. I don’t want to crumble in front of her, not again.
“If you were innocent, you wouldn’t be here, Eel!” She reminds me with hatred.
I nod. Not because I agree with her, I know I’m innocent, but because I know saying otherwise always leads to more pain. I try to control myself, but I can’t stop shaking. My legs feel weak, all of my body feels on the edge of collapsing. They don’t get that I have nothing to say to them. I’m innocent! I have no accomplices or any useful information to give to them. I fix my eyes on the only picture hanging from the wall in the interrogation room. Our president Laurent stares back at me with his confident and reassuring gaze. His picture is everywhere in Estermond, even inside interrogation rooms. I used to think he was the greatest man in all of Estermond, but now I’m not so sure anymore. I’m actually not even sure the Righteous Regime is as perfect as I thought, after all, they detained me confusing me for an Eel. That shouldn’t happen.
Suddenly, someone opens the door of the interrogation room. Another Keeper comes in.
“Is she talking?” She asks not even glancing at me.
The other Keeper shakes her head. “No, same old same old,” she replies.
“Then let’s take her back to her cell, there is no point in wasting more time with this Eel,” she suggests looking annoyed.
Fortunately, the other Keeper agrees and I am dragged back to my tiny stinky cell. The Keeper shoves me inside and then she slams the heavy metal door. I kneel on the floor. Everything hurts, but at least it’s over for now. Unexpectedly, I feel a pang of sharp pain on my back, the Keepers are really fond of using their whips on me to try to get me to talk. Relieved that they are done with me for today, I let the air slowly out of my lungs.
I unexpectedly start to sob. My back, my feet, my face, my arms... everything aches. Pain has become a constant partner in the solitude of my cell. Involuntarily my mind takes me back to the day I was arrested, the feeling of having Lt. Jareth Jordan holding me against the pavement before he put me in handcuffs, my mother dying a few steps from us; everything is fresh in my mind. It was a nightmare from which I still can’t wake up. I try to remember my mom as she was when I was a little girl. I don’t have a lot of memories of her, I was a child when she abandoned us, and dad always refused to talk about her. Know I understand why, she was an Eel. That is why he got upset every time I asked him to tell me something about my mom.
A couple of hours go by as I try not to think of where I am or all the pain the Keepers have inflicted on me. I look the burnt on my wrist, the Keepers marked my prisoner number on my skin. 3312. My name used to be Aubrey Campbell, now I am prisoner 3312.
Someone opens the door to my cell, my whole body starts to shake, dreading what the Keepers are going to do to me now.
A Keeper walks in followed by a man with dark hair. I draw my breath in. Dad. A beam of hope shines on me. My dad is here, he surely is going to be able to clarify the situation. I’ve been waiting for him for days.
“How humiliating... yes, that used to be my daughter. This is such a shame!” He says to the Keeper standing next to him.
Used to be my daughter? His words feel like a dagger to the heart along with his cold stare. Is he disowning me? My own dad?!
“Dad…” I mutter with a trembling voice as I try to stand.
“Don’t move, Eel!” Shouts the Keeper as she takes her whip. I instinctively flinch as tears start to flow freely down my face. Then the Keeper turns her attention to my dad. “Prisoner 3312 was with your former Bearer during an Eel revolt in front of one of our ministries, apparently she turned your daughter against the Righteous Regime. Do you know when they got in touch? You were supposed to prevent that from happening, Mr. Campbell,” the Keepers says as she looks at him with disdain like he is to blame for what happened.
“I had no idea they were in touch, if I had known anything was going on, I would have denounced them right away,” my father replies, “I’ve always been faithful to the Righteous Regime and to our president Laurent.”
“I find that hard to believe. I have to say your position is extremely suspicious. First, your Bearer joins the Eels and now your daughter does the same... betrayal runs in your family.”
Terrified, my dad gazes at the Keepers practically trembling.
“I assure you that I am a Good Citizen,” he says with a trembling voice.
“And your daughter? What can you say of her?” The Keeper inquires.
“Nothing. This girl is nothing to me now. She is not my daughter. Execute her, she means nothing to my family,” he says before turning around.
I feel my heart breaking into a million pieces. My dad doesn’t consider me his daughter anymore. The pain is too much to bear. I call him desperately, but he doesn’t turn around. The Keeper steps out of the cell and closes the door behind her. I keep calling my dad repeatedly with no answers. He has already forgotten about me.
Hours go by, I can’t stop sobbing. The tortures have been hard to endure but losing the love of my family is excruciating. I wonder if my Grandma feels the same way.
“Here’s your food, prisoner 3312,” the raspy voice of the Keeper startles me.
She slides a food tray through a small window at the bottom of the door, although what they serve can barely be consider food. The food tray makes my small cell reek of fish. I can eat the fish right now and get rid of the stench, or stay lying on the dirty floor until I no longer notice the smell. Lately, I’ve been choosing the latter. What is the point of eating if I’m going to be executed soon anyway? That is what the Righteous Regime does to people who betray them, the Eels: they interrogate us to get information on other Eel traitors, and then we are executed so we don’t cause any more trouble. Even my dad just gave his consent for me to be executed.
I sigh in despair, there is nothing I can do to save my life now. Authorities consider me an Eel. They don’t believe that I am innocent, Lt. Jordan saw me during the riot next to an Eel holding her hand so he assumed I was an enemy of the Righteous Regime. I was so shocked I couldn't explain to him what really happened, that the Eel in question was my mother and that I haven’t seen her in almost 12 years. When I was capable of explaining myself, it was too late. I was already here at the Detention Facility, being interrogated by the sadistic Keepers who couldn’t care less about the truth. I think they just enjoy the sight of pain and nothing more.
I sometimes wonder what happened to Zack, he was across the street calling my name. He surely saw when Lt. Jordan detained me… did he try to help me? I have no way of knowing. Maybe he did and Lt. Jordan didn’t listen to him, or maybe he was too scared to talk. It’s all irrelevant now, I’ll probably never see Zack again. I’ll never be his girlfriend as I wanted, I’ll never know what it’s like to kiss him or even hold his hand while walking. I guess I’ll never know a lot of other things because I’m about to get executed at the age of 19. I know this because I know the Righteous Regime has no mercy with Eels and they are convinced I am one.
I still can’t believe this happened to me. I was always obedient, I always followed the rules, I always worked hard. I wanted to become a Shark, a member of the elite force that defends our nation from Eels, and instead, I ended up as an Eel myself. I had everything to succeed, my instructors always commented proudly that, not a lot of girls get the chance to become a Shark and I was one of them. Was. Now I’m rotting inside this stinky cell paying for a crime I didn’t commit, disowned by my father, and forgotten by the world. Everyone thinks I’m an Eel and soon I’ll be dead. At least I hope it will be soon, I’ve been here for too long and I don’t know how much longer I can take this suffering.
I fall asleep. My dreams are agitated and uneasy. My pain accompanies me even when I sleep. When I open my eyes again I let out a soft groan. Sleeping on the hard stone floor only makes my body ache even more. The hours start to go by as I wait for something to happen. The fish plate is still there. I eat some, as I expected, it tastes horrible.
All of a sudden, someone opens the cell door. I start to shake, I’m not ready for another round of torture or as they call it “interrogation”. What do they want? I have nothing to say to them, I’m innocent.
“Follow me,” she orders me.
So, this is it. The time for my execution has come. My heart sinks to my stomach. The Keeper steps out of the cell and gestures for me to do the same. I can hardly walk, I’m limping because my left foot hurts from the toenails they pulled out to force me to sign the confession admitting I was an Eel. She starts to walk down the grey stone hall, I can’t keep up her pace. She turns to see me and rolls her eyes when she notices how slow I’m moving. I really wish I could go faster, if this is the day I’m going to die I rather get it over with and put an end to my misery. At the end of the hallway, there is a large staircase we have to climb, it’s really hard for me to do it so the Keeper clasps my arm to force me to go faster. She is hurting me, but I’m too scared to complain. Once we reach the top of the stairs the Keeper drags me in front of a metal white door and knocks. A female voice from within tells us to go in. Fear washes all over me. My time has come.
Trembling as I am, I follow the Keeper through the door. We go to a plain office, there is a simple metal desk in front of us, on the back wall hangs a framed picture of our beloved president Lucas Laurent, next to the picture there is a banner THE MINISTRIES OF ESTERMOND says in big red letters. Then it lists the different ministries we have. Ministry of Health: To maintain healthy Good Citizens. Ministry of Females: To take care of our Bearers. Ministry of Education: to preserve the minds of our children. The Ministry of Press and Information: To spread the truth. Ministry of Bravery: To fight the Eels. Ministry of Obedience: To punish the Eels… I look away from the banner, I already know all the Ministries we have and their functions, they made us memorize that information in First School. Sitting behind the desk, there is a corpulent woman with brown hair and small round eyes looking attentively at me. I immediately feel intimidated by her. On the edge of the d
(Leopold’s POV)The secretary indicates me to go in. I take a deep breath before I open the wooden office door. The first thing I notice is the tall woman standing next to Mejor Anderson’s desk. I can tell she is a Matron because of her brown uniform. A simple blouse and skirt, boring and plain, just like the Matrons are. The woman stares at me attentively.“I’m sorry, Major Anderson, I thought you requested to see me but I see you have company. I’ll leave” I say as I turn around to exit the spacious office.“No, Commander Mortensen, I did request to see you, I have news for you,” the major says with a wicked grin on his face. He then turns his eyes to the Matron and she gives him a knowing look. What is this man up to now? “This is Matron Sarah, she is a member of the Assignment Committee. M
(Leopold POV)I storm into my office. I am so mad I could punch a wall. I think I’ll better go for a run or something to calm myself down. Major Anderson is doing this to mess with my career, I am certain and I can’t do anything about it. This is so frustrating!A soft knock on the door, I turn around and Sabrina smiles at me.Oh, no, I completely forgot about her. I let out a soft groan as the brunette walks towards me with seductive moves. The black tight uniform suits her perfectly, she is undoubtedly attractive, and yet I could never really fall for her, in spite of how hard she tries.“Is something wrong, dear Leopold? You are fuming,” she observes.
(Aubrey’s POV)I look at my feet, every now and then I venture a glance at the Matron, who hasn’t said a word since she got here. I waited for her all day yesterday and today all morning, now it’s way past noon and she just got here like fifteen minutes ago and has been silent the whole time. Just by looking at her face I can tell she dislikes me. That is no surprise. She thinks I’m an Eel, so of course, she hates me. Everyone in Estermond hates Eels, they are the enemies of our good and peaceful society, they threaten our existence as we know it; I hate them too and I hate that everyone thinks I am one of them.The Matron sighs, like she is already bored with me.“Did Keeper Winder explain to you what is expected from you?” She finally asks.
I draw my breath in as the intimidating commander stands before us. His penetrating stare burns like fire. His deep blue eyes convey all his might and self-confidence, his comb-over black hair is perfectly in it’s place, just like his uniform is impeccable. It is evident that he likes to present a clean and neat appearance, like any respectable commander would. He is so tall and impressive he makes me feel tiny and insignificant.The dog won’t stop barking behind him, eager to scare the visitors away. I can tell by his face, that the commander wishes for us to leave too. Neither the dog, nor the owner are glad to have me here.“Good evening, Commander Mortensen,” Matron Mary Ann greats him and then she places her hand on my back. “This is Aubrey, your new Bearer.”
I get up and run downstairs to get the door. I can’t have Matron Mary Ann waiting for me, she might get upset.“What is the meaning of this?! You are not ready! Look at you hair, it’s a mess!” Matron Mary Ann exclaims as I open the door. “I told you I would come to pick you up everyday at 8:3o on the dot. You are going to be late for your first day at the Bearer Center! You irresponsible girl!”“I overslept, Matron Mary Ann, but I’ll be ready in a minute. I’m sorry,” I apologize as I let her in.“Well, I guess I’ll let it slide just this one time, I assume the commander didn’t give you much chance to sleep last night,” she says with a wicked grin.I avoid her gaze so she can
I look around me, getting use to the idea that this place is going to be part of my daily routine from now on. All Bearers around us are smiling and acting extremely polite to one another under the attentive stares of the Matrons walking among them. I was right, this place is creepy.All of a sudden, the sound of a slap echoes in the lobby. Everyone hushes and stays still as we stare at a Bearer looking down as she presses her hand against her cheek. In front of the Bearer, a tall Matron glares at her.“No foul words, Renata. I have warned you a thousand times, bad Bearer! Vulgar language damages your future babies,” the Matron warns her.The slapped Bearer nods timidly. “Sorry, Matron Lina,” she mutters.“You see what happens
(Leopold Mortensen P.O.V.)A blow to the nose. A left hook and then a cross punch. Anthony reels backward before falling to the ground. I growl, defeating him was too easy. I still have a lot of anger left and he wasn’t a good enough opponent.“Who's next?!” I shout looking at the rest of my Unit as they watch me standing outside the ring. “Come on! Who wants to fight me now?!”"Hey, Commander, you seem angry. Maybe instead of boxing, you should go for a walk,” Valentine suggests, looking at me with a hint of fear.His cowardice irritates me beyond words. But deep down I am aware that my anger has nothing to do with Valentine or anyone else in my Unit. I’m upset about what happened last night or, better said, what almost happened. I feel disgusted with myself. What was I thinking? I know the who