Carina’s POV
"I have to leave..." I'm perplexed right now because this person appears to be a kind guy who hasn't done anything to me in the last few days.
He sighed and sat in his chair, reading the magazine he was holding.
“Okay, take care of yourself.”
"What is wrong with this guy?"I muttered to myself and started to walk to the front door. When I opened the door, I bumped into someone who looked like Sebastian, and I gasped when our gazes met.
“What are you doing here, Carina?” The guy who speaks like Sebastian and who looks like Sebastian asked me a question.
I was confused and I turned around to see another Sebastian.
“What—” I whispered to myself and swallowed my fear. What's the deal with the two Sebastians? So, after all this time, he has twins? Who was it that forced me to have sex with him? Is this the one who's standing at the door? Or the one who is sitting calmly in the chair?
The man in front of me simply snatched my hand and took me out of the house.
“You need to go home now…”
After his warm touch stroked my bare shoulder. I step back and ask him a question that can explain my tangled mind.
“Who are you?”
"I'm Sebastian, and the one who was sitting there was my twin, Gabriel," he sneered.
“Oh, I thought that was you. Well, you and your twin are both liars! He told me that he was you!”
“Then what are you doing here?!” Sebastian yelled at me,
"I'm here to tell you why you lent so much money to my mother; she won't be able to pay it back in a short amount of time. So, what exactly do you want me to do? The farm is the only way for us to meet our necessities." I explained everything to him.
He stroked his temple and said, "You can pay it in another way..."
I parted my lips and I sigh in relief, is he going to give me a job and so I ask him, “What do you mean?”
He leaned forward and whispered to my ear, “You.”
“M-Me?”
“Yes, you. Whether you like it or not, that’s the only option I can give to you.” He said and waited for me to respond to his statement.
But I'm still not sure what he's saying; I simply want to be sure. But I'm so nervous right now that I don't want to hear what he has to say.
“What do you want from me?”
He licks his bottom lip, and the way he looks at me is like a scorching magnet, drawing me in for as long as he wants.
“You are going to do what I want. You will obey me and be submissive to me anytime and anywhere…”
I want to cry when I stare at his face because he is truly pressing himself into my life.
"What if I don't want to?"
"Then I'll take your parents' farm because they haven't paid me."
As tears streamed down my cheek, he approached me, lifted my chin, and wiped my tears away with his bare hand.
“Don’t cry…you only need to accept my offer.”
“You are…ruthless.”
“Yes, because I want you.”
I suddenly got speechless by his response. He held my hand and I pulled away, “Stop touching me! You don’t own me!”
“Answer me…you want it?”
I shake my head and ask him a silly question, "What if I get pregnant?"
"What?" and he burst out laughing.
“What are you talking about?”
“That’s all that you want right? My body!” I yelled at him and panting in nervousness.
“Why do you think that? I'm not requesting that you serve as my sex slave. I merely want you to obey me until I determine that your service will be used to pay off your parents' debt." He said this while firmly looking into my eyes.
I sniffed and I'm embarrassed now; why am I only thinking about sex?
"Hey, look at me," he whispered as I shut my eyes tightly. "However, if you still want to have s*x with me, we may do it in my room."
“Bastard!” I slap his face and I run to ride the back of my horse, “You have until tomorrow to decide.” He said and smiled at me.
When I glanced at the door, I saw his twin brother who was confused about what was going on. Then he goes back inside and closes the door.
“Don’t look at my brother like that. He may want you but I will not accept that.”
“You know what? I don’t know why you are accusing me like you own my soul! Stop! Enough is enough. I will not tolerate your—” he pulled me closer to him and he claimed my lips in just a second. I slap his chest a million times but he doesn't want to let go of me, he continues to kiss me until I stop protesting and that’s the time when he lets go of me.
I'm at a loss for words, so I just stare at him. The face of a man who dashed my dreams of becoming a well-known artist.
I only realized how attractive he is now when I'm staring at him. He had a hard jaw, sea rover-blue eyes, and thin lips, yet I knew his lips had already kissed mine, were soft, and he had drowned me in that tremendous kiss.
And I don’t want to think about the tragic night we had s*x. Was painful and regretful.
"Stop staring at me...you may go now." and I bit the inside of my lower lip as I recognized his powerful, deep voice. It's not the same tone as his twin.
I started pulling on the rope, and my horse bolted in the way. I started to wonder what the f*ck he wants from me as I considered his offer. He stated that he wants me, but why?
Carina’s POV I was feeding the animals on the farm when I noticed Sebastian staring at me from afar. What is he doing in this place? My wristwatch reads 11 a.m. in the middle of the day. He's conversing with both my father and mum. My mother simply points to the barn, which he glances at and nods towards, and my mother nods in agreement with Sebastian. What is he doing here if he's going towards me? Is he looking for me? I'm nervous right now. He is doing it again. “What are you doing here?” “Your father informed me that you are an experienced horseback rider. Then you could show me how?" He inquires nicely as he strokes the horse in front of him. “No… Stop making excuses, and I'm sure you could ride a horse." “But I’m not a professional like you.” He winked at me. His face darkened when he saw his twin brother riding a horse, “Is that your twin brother?” “Don’t ask about him….” He said as he held my hand. I stared at his face, he had pinkish lips, and his temple was sweating
Carina’s POV “I’m going to the river, and you want to go with me?” Sebastian asks me, and his twin brother is looking at me, “No… I have to stay here. I still have some rooms to clean.” I said. His twin brother smiled at him, “Gabriel, don’t give me that look.” "I suppose your charm isn't working for her," Gabriel chuckles, and Sebastian groans and takes a step closer to him, poking his brother’s head. "Shut up," he said. "Are you sure you don't want to go with me?" he asks, casting a peek at me. I shake my head and walk away from him. It feels like he is mad. When I looked around the house, it looked clean. I sighed. “I have to get going now.” I walked down the stairs, and I heard Gabriel chuckle, “Uh-oh, I think she is going somewhere away from you….” “Shut up, Gabriel.” Then Sebastian is staring at me. “Hey wait for me….” “Oh no, don’t wait for my brother, run, Carina…Run…” Gabriel chuckled when he said that. He is really annoying and friendly and very different from Sebast
Carina’s POVI dashed out of the shower in my wet clothing and ran straight to my horse. I hiked up despite my extreme cold.While I was looking at him from a distance, I suddenly felt compelled to return to him, but I’m not going back there; he’s the guy I swear I’ll never love.When I got home, my clothes were dry, I didn’t see my mom feeding the animal farm, so I went to see the animals and provide them some food while holding back my tears, thinking about what had happened today.Then my mother arrived with some groceries from town, smiling and said, “Oh, you’re already here! I made your favorite food, I’m sure you’ll enjoy it. when you finished what you’re doing, come to the kitchen, okay?”“Okay, mom.”I returned to my room and took a brief shower because I was tired and hungry; my stomach growled as I finished the shower and went downstairs, only to see Sebastian standing in the doorway, staring at me as if he had seen the most beautiful girl. Why is he gazing at me in this sor
Carina’s POV"What are you doing, Sebastian?" I shoved him with all my strength and am still catching my breath. I look around to see whether my mother and father hear the noise, "Get out of my room..." I whispered as I continued to push him, but he grabbed both of my hands and pinned me against the wall, "Why are you keeping yourself from objecting to what I'm doing to you? You enjoy it, and I'm sure you do...you remember every detail of how it feels..."A look of puzzlement crossed my face, and my eyes were clouded while staring at him in the dark. Then I hear my mom say from afar, “Mister Sebastian, your car is ready.”Sebastian opened my back door and left me with a furrowed face, “Hey…what….” I said and chased him until he got in his car, “What do you mean?”He scoffed, “You don’t know anything, Carina.”“Then tell me.”“I can’t.” He said and drove away.I go back to my room and lay on my bed, attempting to sleep, but I can’t even sleep, still thinking about the kiss we had had,
Carina’s POV"So it is you…." The blonde woman with smudged red lipstick on her lips is glaring at me as though I have done something wrong. "Anyways, I'm Liz... Gabriel's wife.""Yeah, it's me." I said while I was confused by her, "I'm Carina—""I recognize you as the woman who left her marriage because of an extramarital affair." She chuckles at me. I observe Sebastian and Gabriel at the lake, where they are having a fantastic time chatting and fishing. However, this girl is speaking rubbish in front of me, and I am utterly perplexed by her.I sat down on the chair, but she had not yet done our talk."Am I correct?" She said with a phony smile on her face."Liz, I have no idea what you are referring to. I do not have a husband. Perhaps you have confused me with another person."She laugh at me while sipping her juice, “Do I?”I scowled at her, considering the possibility that there was anything I needed to know about my past. However, I do not wish to learn about it, as I am current
Carina’s POVI am biking around the town while buying some flowers in the city, and I purchased different colors because I like to put some flowers in my mom's house since I saw some old photos of the house with varying shades of flowers.When my eyes caught the painting inside the flower shop, I lowered my head, but I couldn't help but stare at the painting. Looks so pretty.I'm thinking about going back to painting, but my mind says I can't do it because of what happened to me.Do I have to paint again and forget what happened to me that night?It was full of pleasure, yet he forced me to have s*x with him.“Oh, hi…pretty girl, I give these flowers to you for free.” The older woman said and smiled at me.I parted my lips, “Oh no, I have to pay for it…please take the money.” I insisted while staring at the old woman, “No, you are always buying flowers here every time you pass by, but that was years ago, you probably don’t remember me,” she said.“Uhm, really?” I sighed as I asked her
Carina’s POVWhen he shoved his body against mine, I retreated and smacked him hard. When he turned his attention to me, I ran away. I have no idea why I feel this way about him. Why is my heart racing so quickly? I am both delighted and repulsed by the fact that I just kissed a married man.I do not wish for this to happen again.I am brushing away my tears. I cry as I see his car parked on the road. I attempt to escape from him, but he chases me."Please do not run, and I do not intend to harm you..."I stopped running and turned to face him, "What do you want? I've previously told you I don't want you...""Carina, you do not understand what you are saying." Please give me a chance to make things right, and I still want you," he added forcefully as he exhaled heavily. "I want you." He said.I raised an eyebrow when I heard that from him; I did not comprehend. Is he a part of my past that I am unaware of? When the hot tears began to pour again, I inhaled sharply. I sighed and looked
Carina’s POVDue to my rage, I yelled for help, and a police patrol has just halted in the area where Sebastian cornered me. I can see the anger on his face."What are you doing?"The cops arrived and asked, "What happened here, Miss? I heard that you called for help."The cops widened their eyes when they recognized Sebastian and the assh*le stated, "I believe my wife was just having a temper tantrum, and there is no problem here."“What are you talking about? He's lying,” I said while pointing my index finger at his face. “This man is attempting to convince me that I am his wife, but I am not.”“Carina, stop it…”“Why not? Please take me with you, police officer, I am not really safe when I am with this man.” I said and the police stared at Sebastian.“I think I am not a danger to her, you know me, Troy!” Sebastian said and called the cop by Its first name."So you know this guy from the very first place?" I asked, and I stormed out. I looked for my bike in the street and ran away.