Carina’s POV
I arrived at my parents' house in the afternoon, and this place holds many of my childhood memories as well as a safe haven for all of my friends.
"Oh my gosh, what changed your mind from coming here again?" My mom said gleefully as she opened the rusty little gate for me.
I just smile at my mom and hug her, “I missed you, mom.”
"What happened to dad?" I wondered when I saw my father in a wheelchair, his entire body immobilized. I suddenly felt sorry for my father, who was simply staring at me and couldn't even stand up to hug me warmly; I burst into tears, and it was as if all the grief I felt and my disappointment with myself were all expressed through my tears.
My mother told me everything that had occurred to my father, and she hasn't called me because she knows I'm working hard to achieve my goals in life, but that dream has now been shattered because of the man named Sebastian.
I've been unable to sleep well for weeks and I still have wild nightmares with that man, it always replays on my mind what he has done to me, and I continue to wake up with headaches. I assist my mother in managing and monitoring the farm; I was the one who fed the chickens and pigs, and my mother was also responsible for the horses and lambs.
I grin because my mother is still strong enough to manage these situations without my father; my father is at home, and we are paying a physical therapist to help him recover quickly.
Then one afternoon, my mother is so happy because we sell one black horse to our new client, I was happy too but when I saw the man standing in front of me, I am shocked and I am unable to move from where I am. He stares at me from head to toe, my sweat is slowly dropping from my temple and my mom just leave me with him because she is going to take care of my father now.
Sebastian is dressed in khaki shorts, white shoes, and red long rolled sleeves, and his hair is a bit tangled, yet he looks as hot as ever. I don't want to compliment him on his appearance, but I can't stop myself. His lips are pursed as he looks at me, both hands are in his pockets, and I gulped when he attempted to take a step forward.
“What are you doing here?!” I yelled at him and he step forward closer to me to cover my mouth with his hand.
“I wanted to apologize for what I did to you…”
I bit my bottom lip and shoved him, but all he did was drag me to the barn, where the horses were placid and quiet. "Don't make a noise or they'll make a noise," He says, staring at my face.
“W-What do you want from me? I-I leave the city because of you and now you are here b-because?” I ask him, my breathing is so heavy and my heartbeat is throbbing in my chest. He close the barn and locked it, he put his finger to his mouth and says, “Sssshhh…I am not a bad person.” he said.
“A-are you following me? You are a psychopath stalker!”I said it quietly, but he seemed annoyed by my intonation. I want to punch him in the face and flee, but I can't because I don't want to cause any problems to my family. I don't want to add to the list of difficulties we're currently dealing with.
He smiles at me and laughs, “You are so precious to me, that’s why I followed you until here.”
I began to back away from him as he unzipped his shorts, and I just kept walking till I couldn't see any way out. I can only see a wooden wall, so I bite my lower lip and close my eyes tight, wondering what the f*ck he wants from me. He smirked at me as I turned my head towards him; his eyes were blue and his eyelashes were thick; he appeared to be perfect, but why was he pressing himself on me?
“Please stay away from me or I will shout.”
“I bet you can’t.”
He embraced my body and I let out a small gasp, “Please don’t do this again…”
"Are you aware of why I'm here?" Because you're the one who constantly replays in my head, and I've even had wild nightmares with you...do you want to know what we've been up to in my nightmares? Hmm?” he said and he held my arms and pinned me against the wall and he said, “Stay still…” while he is removing my clothes.
My heart is pounding and I can’t make a noise, I am so helpless.
All I could whisper to him at this moment was, “Please stop…”
“I have always been thinking this…I miss you.”
“You are crazy…”
“Yes, I’m crazy for you,” he said, and when he is done undressing me, he looked down on my firm natural breast, his mouth is drooling and he kissed me there and I let out a small sob.
“If you make a noise and shout, they will go to see you like this. Do you want that?”
“No…” I replied while crying.
I look into his eyes and I met his gaze, he look mysterious and unpredictable.
I thought I am already far from him but it was not. He is here in front of me, touching and caressing my body for his own pleasure.
“But why me?”
“Do you really want to know? Because you are different from them, I only feel this to you, this urge of excitement. That's why I want you over and over again till I get tired of you.”
He kneeled down and he spread my legs and I tried to fold it but he is strong enough to spread my legs for him and he is not licking and eating my vag*na.
“Hmm…” I arched my back and hold his head, “W-what are you doing?”
I clutch his hair and say, “Oh…damn!” when I feel something strange.
He raised his head and his jew clinched, “Stop making a noise!”
I pushed him again, embracing myself for being so ashamed standing nude in front of him, panting and shaking my hand as his expression darkened, making me uncomfortable and afraid of his reaction.
I swallowed and attempted to snare my clothing, but he sprang on me and s*cked and bit my n*pples, causing me to moan in delight and pain while pinning me against the wall.
“Oh baby, How I missed your b++bs,” he whispered to my ear and I sigh heavily. He pulled out his big and thick tan d*ck and he spread my legs using his feet and he cover my mouth as he thrust his pen*s into my hole.
“Hmmmp!” I scream silently. I can’t hold the pain anymore and stop resisting him.
“Oh, you feel so good…stay still,” he said and I hold his arms while sobbing quietly.
I sighed and moaned in pleasure, trying not to make a loud moan so that no one could hear us.
I slap his face twice but every time I did that he banged me so hard that make me feel that I am so close to my orgasm.
“Just tell me you like it,” he said calmly while thrusting me so deeper and squeezing my butt cheeks with his both palms. I close my eyes while the tears keep rolling over my cheeks.
“I don’t like it…”
Carina’s POVTwo weeks later,My mother broke down in tears when she informed me she owed Mister Sebastian a large sum of money. She does so in order to save the farm and keep my father's hospital treatment going."I'm going to speak with that man," I declared boldly."My daughter, the loan's interest rate is rising. I'm not sure we'll be able to pay that much for the rest of our life because the farm is also struggling."I grumbled and made my way to the barn, where I planned to ride a horse.This man is causing me and my family a great deal of distress. What was he thinking when he did this to us?I really hate him."Ralf, be kind with me today and obey," I told my black horse, "since we need to visit the superior asshole." I'm wearing a white knee-length dress with an off-shoulder; I may appear cute, but when I see Sebastian today, I'm going to punch him in the face."All right, Ralf, let's go." As I sat on my horse's back, I began to converse with him, and he began to walk and eve
Carina’s POV"I have to leave..." I'm perplexed right now because this person appears to be a kind guy who hasn't done anything to me in the last few days.He sighed and sat in his chair, reading the magazine he was holding.“Okay, take care of yourself.”"What is wrong with this guy?"I muttered to myself and started to walk to the front door. When I opened the door, I bumped into someone who looked like Sebastian, and I gasped when our gazes met.“What are you doing here, Carina?” The guy who speaks like Sebastian and who looks like Sebastian asked me a question.I was confused and I turned around to see another Sebastian.“What—” I whispered to myself and swallowed my fear. What's the deal with the two Sebastians? So, after all this time, he has twins? Who was it that forced me to have sex with him? Is this the one who's standing at the door? Or the one who is sitting calmly in the chair?The man in front of me simply snatched my hand and took me out of the house.“You need to go ho
Carina’s POV I was feeding the animals on the farm when I noticed Sebastian staring at me from afar. What is he doing in this place? My wristwatch reads 11 a.m. in the middle of the day. He's conversing with both my father and mum. My mother simply points to the barn, which he glances at and nods towards, and my mother nods in agreement with Sebastian. What is he doing here if he's going towards me? Is he looking for me? I'm nervous right now. He is doing it again. “What are you doing here?” “Your father informed me that you are an experienced horseback rider. Then you could show me how?" He inquires nicely as he strokes the horse in front of him. “No… Stop making excuses, and I'm sure you could ride a horse." “But I’m not a professional like you.” He winked at me. His face darkened when he saw his twin brother riding a horse, “Is that your twin brother?” “Don’t ask about him….” He said as he held my hand. I stared at his face, he had pinkish lips, and his temple was sweating
Carina’s POV “I’m going to the river, and you want to go with me?” Sebastian asks me, and his twin brother is looking at me, “No… I have to stay here. I still have some rooms to clean.” I said. His twin brother smiled at him, “Gabriel, don’t give me that look.” "I suppose your charm isn't working for her," Gabriel chuckles, and Sebastian groans and takes a step closer to him, poking his brother’s head. "Shut up," he said. "Are you sure you don't want to go with me?" he asks, casting a peek at me. I shake my head and walk away from him. It feels like he is mad. When I looked around the house, it looked clean. I sighed. “I have to get going now.” I walked down the stairs, and I heard Gabriel chuckle, “Uh-oh, I think she is going somewhere away from you….” “Shut up, Gabriel.” Then Sebastian is staring at me. “Hey wait for me….” “Oh no, don’t wait for my brother, run, Carina…Run…” Gabriel chuckled when he said that. He is really annoying and friendly and very different from Sebast
Carina’s POVI dashed out of the shower in my wet clothing and ran straight to my horse. I hiked up despite my extreme cold.While I was looking at him from a distance, I suddenly felt compelled to return to him, but I’m not going back there; he’s the guy I swear I’ll never love.When I got home, my clothes were dry, I didn’t see my mom feeding the animal farm, so I went to see the animals and provide them some food while holding back my tears, thinking about what had happened today.Then my mother arrived with some groceries from town, smiling and said, “Oh, you’re already here! I made your favorite food, I’m sure you’ll enjoy it. when you finished what you’re doing, come to the kitchen, okay?”“Okay, mom.”I returned to my room and took a brief shower because I was tired and hungry; my stomach growled as I finished the shower and went downstairs, only to see Sebastian standing in the doorway, staring at me as if he had seen the most beautiful girl. Why is he gazing at me in this sor
Carina’s POV"What are you doing, Sebastian?" I shoved him with all my strength and am still catching my breath. I look around to see whether my mother and father hear the noise, "Get out of my room..." I whispered as I continued to push him, but he grabbed both of my hands and pinned me against the wall, "Why are you keeping yourself from objecting to what I'm doing to you? You enjoy it, and I'm sure you do...you remember every detail of how it feels..."A look of puzzlement crossed my face, and my eyes were clouded while staring at him in the dark. Then I hear my mom say from afar, “Mister Sebastian, your car is ready.”Sebastian opened my back door and left me with a furrowed face, “Hey…what….” I said and chased him until he got in his car, “What do you mean?”He scoffed, “You don’t know anything, Carina.”“Then tell me.”“I can’t.” He said and drove away.I go back to my room and lay on my bed, attempting to sleep, but I can’t even sleep, still thinking about the kiss we had had,
Carina’s POV"So it is you…." The blonde woman with smudged red lipstick on her lips is glaring at me as though I have done something wrong. "Anyways, I'm Liz... Gabriel's wife.""Yeah, it's me." I said while I was confused by her, "I'm Carina—""I recognize you as the woman who left her marriage because of an extramarital affair." She chuckles at me. I observe Sebastian and Gabriel at the lake, where they are having a fantastic time chatting and fishing. However, this girl is speaking rubbish in front of me, and I am utterly perplexed by her.I sat down on the chair, but she had not yet done our talk."Am I correct?" She said with a phony smile on her face."Liz, I have no idea what you are referring to. I do not have a husband. Perhaps you have confused me with another person."She laugh at me while sipping her juice, “Do I?”I scowled at her, considering the possibility that there was anything I needed to know about my past. However, I do not wish to learn about it, as I am current
Carina’s POVI am biking around the town while buying some flowers in the city, and I purchased different colors because I like to put some flowers in my mom's house since I saw some old photos of the house with varying shades of flowers.When my eyes caught the painting inside the flower shop, I lowered my head, but I couldn't help but stare at the painting. Looks so pretty.I'm thinking about going back to painting, but my mind says I can't do it because of what happened to me.Do I have to paint again and forget what happened to me that night?It was full of pleasure, yet he forced me to have s*x with him.“Oh, hi…pretty girl, I give these flowers to you for free.” The older woman said and smiled at me.I parted my lips, “Oh no, I have to pay for it…please take the money.” I insisted while staring at the old woman, “No, you are always buying flowers here every time you pass by, but that was years ago, you probably don’t remember me,” she said.“Uhm, really?” I sighed as I asked her