WHEN I push the door of his room without knocking, Lucian is casually lying of his bed, listening to music, a baseball bat in hand. Just the sight of him makes me furious. He seems so peaceful, no worries, whereas, for my part, my heart's beating like mad. The worst thing being that he probably heard me coming down the corridor. Without thinking, my power overwhelms me and I send the bat flying through the air."You still want to play, Celeste? Are you that bored here at Ravenwood?""What is wrong with you?!"He gets up to switch off his music."It's not me shooting objects across the room, little thing!"I scowl. He's not helping things."I'd like to know why you told your brother that I'd been showing off.Does that amuse you?"He stares at me for a moment. I don't know if I should believe Laura or not. What's certain is that Lucian won't clear things up."In truth, everything about you amuse me greatly.""Keep your arrogant, stupid thoughts to yourself please!""Oh, madame disappro
"Lucian, stop!""I'm simply responding to your demand. You will never get out if I don't open the door." The tension rises one notch. My eyes narrow furiously."I don't trust you!""It could be a problem if at each time we meet, we jump on each other and you don't trust me.""What happened here will not happen again!"My self-confidence is fake. As he comes forward, I swallow. He is again against me, his eyes irradiate burning embers. His mouth is dangerously close to my neck where my pulse is beating too hard. I feel caught between fear and desire, I suddenly get very hot.Chills of apprehension run through me. I feel at once attracted and bewitched. Impossible to look away. I don't know why I'm so receptive. Is this a natural attraction between two beings? Does he have a mysterious gift that enables him to captivate people?"Stop manipulating me!""And what makes you think that I'm manipulating you? Maybe we're just meant for each other." I can see his mocking smile."Or maybe you j
I go down the corridor glancing around, looking for the little girl, and find her sitting on her bed, sulking. I knock softly on her door and go in, despite her dirty look. She's playing with her dolls and pays no attention to me. I gently approach and sit down at the end of her bed."Laura?" She's always ignoring me. The ego in this family is a real problem."Come on, Laura, I'm sorry, I wasn't gone for long.""You said I was a pest." And I honestly thought so."I say a lot of things and they're not all true.""That's for sure!"“Laura…”"I can tell, you don't love me.""But that's got nothing to do with it, I'm here to take care of you, and sometimes you might not like my decisions. But it's normal, it's my job to make decisions for your own good, even if you don't like them.""I don't care about that! All I want is a nanny who plays with me and who does what I say!""In that case, you're going to be disappointed. I'm your nanny, not a slave." The little girl pouts. Maybe in another
Alone in my room, I feel discouraged. Whenever I think I'm getting closer to the Bathory clan, something goes wrong. Tonight I broke my records, a falling out with Draven, Laura and Lucian. One quarrel after the other. If Sarah were here, she'd happily remind me of how crazy I am to stay in this manor house.Well, as far as Laura's concerned, this isn't the first time things have gone wrong. She has an abominable character. Fortunately, because she's a child, I always manage to dispel the misunderstandings between us, I must confess that my work with her is exhausting.On top of that, Draven's on my back, whereas up until now he was always on my side. It is true that I've been late several times, and that's am a little distracted, but until now, I've managed to stay on his good side. He seems to have run out of patience with me. He didn't let anything pass, neither my night at Sarah's nor my lateness this morning. I fall heavily on bed, arms acrossed, and contemplate the ceiling. Not
In the corridor, before returning to my room. I can't help but stare at the doorway to the mysterious see room for a moment. I can't get the stupid ban out of my mind. If I listened to myself, I'd go immediately to see what's behind the door. I could clear it up and move on to something else. But no! It's not the right time.I can hear footsteps approaching. Reluctantly, I go into the bathroom and lock the door. I don't want Lucian to come in here when I'm naked. No, stop it! I chase my thoughts away with a wave of the hand and I start to run the bath water."Good God Celeste! Stop behaving like a teenager who can't control their hormones! Lucian's an asshole! That's what he is, an asshole!" I look at my blushing face in the mirror. There's no hope for me. I have to admit! It's not a hot bath I need a cold shower. Sighing, I undress and slip into the hot water. For half an hour, I want to forget everything outside of this room. Lucian, Draven, Laura.I stay a long time, day dreaming,
AFTER arriving for my class, things get worse. I get a warning because I've been late so often. I have to put up with the English literature course with the awful teacher.And here I am now changing for sports class. It's not what I prefer, but it's obligatory. Fortunately, Sarah's with me, it should go quicker. Being amongst of all these girls, stretching and giggling, frankly, doesn't help me to feel in my element. And that pain Caroline's there with her groupies, playing the star, all because they know how to control themselves in an almost inhuman manner.Judging by the looks that are thrown at me. I guess that she's enjoying herself making I don't know what bitchy remarks about me. She suddenly laughs in order to be heard by everyone - including me."No, you wouldn't believe it, a real shit, I tell you. You should have seen her throwing herself at him!" Several girls laugh and look at me condescendingly. Caroline's referring to the time spent in Logan's room on the night of the p
Even getting back to the mansion, after fetching Laura at school was no problem. She told me about her day and was, for once, charming. I wondered for a moment if I'd picked the right child. I stayed with her until the evening, then I let Draven take over when he got back. I think the little girl wants to work on him to let her off school and I don't want to play referee. I planned to spend my evening doing nothing to recover from these past few days.I may take a look at one of the manuscripts Draven lent me. But as I'm still pondering what to do, someone knocks on my door."It's open!"Driving walks through the door. I stay speechless, halfway through biting into a sandwich completely sprawled out over my bed. Very classy Celeste! I try to chow in a dignified manner and hurry to swallow without looking ridiculous."Lucian, what do you want?""I was looking for you.""Really? You surprise me...""What lust for life! Bad day?”"Routine... Standing up to Laura, arriving a good twenty m
After glancing around, he walks up to the edge of the forest where Peter is already waiting for us. Alone with Lucian again, I hold my breath. He can't help hanging around with me, torturing me. And I can't hide the desire I feel for him. I'm sick and tired of these games.Lucian leans towards me and clasps my hand in his. The caress of his fingers on my skin gives me intoxicating thrills. I close my eyes briefly and savour the moment, for the short time that it lasts. He then lean towards me and brings his mouth close to my neck.I hold my breath and jump slightly as he gently pinches my ear between his lips."I can't wait to hunt with you."Hunt with me or hunt me? Judging by the tone of his voice, I suddenly feel as if I were the prey. He grabs my wrist inviting me to follow him and join his brothers. My heart is beating fast. The Hunt's about to begin.At the edge of the forest, I find myself surrounded by Lucian, Peter and Draven. The three vampire brothers. I would never have th
Next minute, we're immersed in the Manor's pool, just under my window. When I emerge, still hanging onto his neck, I try to catch my breath."I'm going to kill you!""Come on, little thing. Admit that you loved it, I can feel the excitement vibrating inside of you." We stare at each other lovingly for a long while in silence staying perfectly still. I reach out and touch his cheek. I'm worried that it's all just a dream. But no, he's really here in front of me."I missed you so much...""We shouldn't... Draven is going to kill us.""No he won't! Come here..." He suddenly draws me against him and keeps me nestled in the hollow of his arm. I am happier than I've ever been.I move away slightly and plunge my eyes into his. His eyes are gentle. I can read all the tenderness he has for me. I embrace him and lay a gentle kiss on his mouth. He slides his tongue over my lips. I sigh with pleasure. Each touch brings my body a little closer to burning point.I arch my back pressing myself again
By the end of the day, I still haven't seen Lucian! If Sarah hadn't been there, I don't know what I'd have done. I'd probably have drowned in sorrow. I am nevertheless, quite depressed. His absence leaves a gaping hole in my chest. I miss it terribly.Sarah had a very good idea organizing this night in. I couldn't have gone back to the manor. Everything there reminds me of Lucian. Every room, every nook and corner. Despite my disagreement with Draven, I am grateful to him for allowing me to get out and breathe away from them.WHEN I arrive at Sarah's, I immediately collapse on her bed."I bought some mint chocolate ice cream, just get your mind off things.""It won't be too much!""Nothing like a little sugar to make a sad girl feel better!""It doesn't work, miracles either!""You never know!" Sarah goes to the kitchen and comes back victoriously carrying the tub of ice cream. She sits beside me and hands me a spoon."Go on, let it all out!""What do you mean?""It's a girl's night i
"Still, I don't think it's necessary for you to forbid us from seeing each other. We're not kids!""Yet you both behave like one.""That's not fair! I made a mistake, one little mistake! I think your punishment is cruel!""Oh yeah? Tell that to the poor man you nearly killed last night!""Yes, but I didn't!""You were lucky, it could have been much worse, I had to use my power on him to cover you and protect the family! So, until I can trust you again, you don't see each other outside the manor and that's final!" With these words, he gets up and leaves the room without a goodbye.I feel terrible. My stomach is in knots again. I'm not sure I eat anything."Don't fret Celeste... He just needs a bit of time, you really scared him!""I didn't want to... I didn't see him coming and...""I know, you'd never do anything to hurt anyone intentionally and slip-ups happen, we've all been there. Now, eat up!""I don't feel like it...""I told you human food wasn't good!" Laura forces a smile out
Once in my room, we remain silent for a long time. What just happened is horrible. Anxiety comes over me as I fix Lucian, speechless. I discover with horror aside to my gifts which I hadn't imagined. I just cause a car accident and a man may have died because of me...My mind drifts to my parents who died in a road accident. All of a sudden my legs give way and I collapse to the ground holding my head in hands. There's a bitter taste in my mouth and a lead weight in my stomach. I tremble like a leaf, I feel so bad... Lucian immediately rushes towards me and puts his arms around my shoulders, drawing me up against him.I want to cry. I'd like to go back in time before this all happened, but it's impossible. I know only too well, you can't fight death."Don't worry. Everything work out fine.""You think so? My God. I feel so bad...""Believe me, Draven will take care of everything.""Draven... He warned me but I don't listen... It's all my fault! It's my fault if that man doesn't come b
I fix for a moment the cars parked below and rub my hands together. I slowly make the power inside me rise, containing it in order to prepare myself. If Draven hears about it, I'm dead meat! As for Lucian, he'll have all eternity to suffer his wrath.I close my eyes and focus on a car with increased attention. I try to move it but only manage to make it shake on the spot. I realize that it's extremely difficult to try this kind of magic trick at such a distance and on such a heavy object. I try again but it still doesn't work, I sigh."If you get annoyed, it won't work at all. Be patient.""It's so frustrating to know that I'm capable of it but that my power doesn't obey me.""The more you train, the easier it'll get, you have to give yourself time." For once, I don't listen. A bit annoyed, I concentrate again.Only, instead of being calm and posed as Draven advised me, I let myself be overwhelmed by my emotions. I'm soon invaded by a great force, whirling in me as if ready to fight.
"You should see the look on your face, the whole lecture theatre knows what you're thinking of, or rather, of whom...""What's it got to do with you? Go see Logan if you're desperate!""She's right, you know, you are very... Transparent." Sarah"You aren't going to start too, are you?" I asked the bitch."Oh come on, was it that good with Lucian last night?""Better than that!""Uh... That explains the great eyes and rosy cheeks." Sarah"Rubbish!" I listen for a few minutes to the boring monologue of the teacher, then I retort."How can you expect me to concentrate? It's the weekend in a few minutes.""Have you got something planned?”"Lucian's planning something...""Wow... What a perfect man this Lucian!""I'm crazy about him..." She contemplates me, thoughtful."As I can see." I wish she could understand and be happy for me. But I understand that the situation is difficult for her, as her friend's going out with a guy that she hates. Complicated situation!"So why all the fuss?""H
The next morning, I whistle to myself as I go to wake Laura, I open the curtains and take the time to savour the sun on my skin. Yes, I'm in a very good mood today! All smiles, I turn to Laura who looks rather grumpy."Hello Laura!"“Mmm.”"Let's see, what's wrong now? Yesterday, it was the heat and the day before it was. The colour of my clothes. What are you going to criticize today?""Aside from you, nothing.""Laura, be nice please.""Mmh let me see... Uh... No, don't feel like it!" My smile fades. I won't let this little pest spoil my day!"No need to glare at me like that, I'll go have a shower."I stay speechless as she passes in front of me. She's a fine one to talk. I prepare he clothes for school, make her bed and tidy her room, while she washes.Once she comes out of the shower, wrapped in her towel, I go to the bathroom while she dresses, to tidy up behind her. Again. I then sit her down on a chair to untangle her long hair. After several weeks of struggle, we've finally m
I surrender myself into his arms and relish in his caress with a growing pleasure. When he's taking his time like now, I have difficulty controlling myself. I feel so good with him. I huddle in his arms and raise my face to meet his. I kiss his full mouth and groan feeling the soft twitch of his tongue against mine. His sweetness gradually turns into a devouring passion and his lips play and comes mine.He brushes them, tastes them, before returning to draw their outline. Each of my sighs encourages his expert manoeuvres. His fingers trace the line of my neck, play with my hair, caress my neck, accentuating his kiss.Lucian draws me to him, smiling boldly, and I read an unsatisfied hunger in his amber eyes, a hunger equal to mine. He captures my mouth again and hugs me with a welcome force. I want him to trouble me as much as he stirs me. I want his caresses everywhere on me. When he slips his hands under my sweater, I sigh with impatience as our skins touch. His mouth slowly descends
After quickly getting my things out, I try to pick up the thread of his lecture. It's not easy. I only skimmed through what he gave me yesterday, too pre-occupied with Lucian. Sarah was right in saying that it was an important course. I intend to make the most of my afternoon to go to the library and catch up. No way am I letting Professor Simmons down!As I arrive at the library, I'm really enthusiastic. With Professor Simmons note, Sarah's notes and my textbook, I can't go wrong! And never again will I skip class. At least, not for this subject. As for the literature course...As I look for a place to sit, I notice a hand waving at me. It's Peter, quietly sat at the back, away from the crowd. My revising session is off to a bad start whenever I find myself alone with him, we tend to talk for hours on end.I head nevertheless in his direction and sit on the seat facing him. I can always try to revise and talk at the same time, it doesn't cost any thing to try."It's crazy, I can alwa