We follow in Lucian's footsteps, guided by the sounds of the party. The students chatter mixed with the music. In the end, we overtake him and get to the door just as it opens. We come face to face with a young man who's already a little tipsy."Oh hello girls. We were waiting for you."He leans against the doorframe to let us pass, wanting to appear sexy, but he burps loudly and breaks the spell. Before I go through the door, I turn around. Lucian still in the landing. He doesn't seem to be in a hurry to come in. Is he going to stay outside on the look out? This is quite ridiculous. The student stares at him for a moment and then addresses him mockingly."What are you waiting for, you counting the stars man? Come in, come in, the party's inside." Poor thing. You don't know who you're inviting in.Once inside. I see the room is crowded. We reach the bar, where a pile of goblets filled with various and unknown beverages are waiting on the counter. I grab one in passing and follow Sarah
“Wow, Caroline!”"I know!" She sounds like a bitch in heat, so calculated that it's ridiculous. I really want to laugh, but I hold myself back. When I meet Lucian's malicious look, it becomes more difficult. I bite my lips to stop myself. But any desire to giggle disappears when Logan says:"Celeste! Your turn!" My hands are sweaty, but it doesn't matter. I won't back out now. I out my hand on the bottle and spin it fast. I focus on it as if my life depended on it. I can't land on Logan or Caroline! So I don't have many options.I feel the warmth of my gifts awakening deep inside me. I've been thinking about it since the game started. Might as well make the best of it! I freeze, my fists clenched, and I'm invaded by whirlwind of sensations. It's very important that no one notices any change in the atmosphere. Especially not Lucian, who knows perfectly what I'm capable of.My finger starts to tingle and my skin warms up. I get the impression that there's electricity in the air.I immed
I PAINFULLY emerge from my heavy sleep and turn to get into a more comfortable position. And suddenly I find myself face to face with Laura. I almost fall out of the bed."What are you doing in my bed?""Mmm well, it's simplier, as you're never on time!" Wow! The day is starting well!"Laura, slow down okay? I'm not awake yet!""Your eyes are open and you're talking, so you are awake." I press my face into my pillow and give a stifled groan before lifting my head as calmly as possible. I give her a threatening smile."Give me the time to put on my pants and I'll see to you." She looks at me as if I were completely mad."I'll tell Draven that you're really too weird as a nanny!""Coming from a vampire child who decapitates her dolls for fun, I take it as a compliment." She pouts and shrugs while starting to ay with her morbid teddy. I go to the bathroom to out on a decent dress and then I see my reflectuon in the mirror. When I get back to my room, Laura is busy playing out a hanging w
"You know!" Sarah stares at me. Well aware that I've worked it out."Celeste...""You knew and you didn't tell me!""Sorry, I... It's complicated.""Sorry?! You could have told me several times, but you've always avoided it!""But what did you want me to say? You'd have taken me for a mad woman!" She's right but that doesn't stop me feeling betrayed! How can I trust her? What else does she know that I don't?"So you preferred to let me live a house full of... of.." I'm afraid to say the words."Of vampires!! Damn it!" She clams up. She definitely feels guilty."To be honest you didn't seem ready for that kind of revelation.""Excuse me, I was new to the city!" I get up and pace the room."That's completely crazy!" Sarah puts her glass down and walks over to me. She's about to put a hand on my shoulder but anger gets the better of me and I speak before thinking."And if I told you that I'm sort of a witch, would you take me for a lunatic?"She jumps slightly and stares at me for a long
WHEN I open my eyes I take the time to look back on the latest events. We spent a good part of the night talking with Sarah. So much that I fell asleep on her sofa,I look at my watch. Oh no, not again! I get up abruptly and look for my shoes, still got awake. If I'm fast enough, I'll get to the manor in time to take care of Laura."What are you doing?" The sleepy voice is coming from the huge bed."I have to fly, I've already had problem with arriving on time, and Draven is rather fussy about it!”"Oh... Good luck then." I say a quick goodbye to Sarah who's lying in bed and I leave the apartment fast. I tumble down the stairs and get to the manor as quickly as possible.AS I enter, I see Draven pacing. Oh shit! He doesn't look in a very good mood. As soon as he sees me, he rushes towards me."Where have you been? We searched everywhere, your bed hadn't been slept in!""I'm sorry, I didn't see the time and I didn't think I'd sleep at Sarah's before going.""Next time, tell at least on
She doesn't like my tone and crosses her arm across her chest. I completely ignore her and start to make her bed. Once I'm done, I turn around and am surprised that she's dressed. She's sitting in front of her doll's house. The poor things have needles stick all over them. As I get closer, I see that one of the dolls look strangely like me!What are these new dolls Laura?""Well, that's you!""And who's the other one?""She's my teacher." She has fun sticking needles into rag dolls, with a perverse kind of joy."You think if I tear it into two, we'll have one of the two halves at school tomorrow?""Don't count on it!""You could do it with your super powers!""We shouldn't use magic to our advantage.""What do you know about it, you know nothing about being a witch, and you pretend you do!" Good God, she annoys me."You know, I often tell my friends at school what a pain in the neck you are when you get started, Laura.""Peuh, you don't even have any friends!""Oh, it's really nasty t
WHEN I push the door of his room without knocking, Lucian is casually lying of his bed, listening to music, a baseball bat in hand. Just the sight of him makes me furious. He seems so peaceful, no worries, whereas, for my part, my heart's beating like mad. The worst thing being that he probably heard me coming down the corridor. Without thinking, my power overwhelms me and I send the bat flying through the air."You still want to play, Celeste? Are you that bored here at Ravenwood?""What is wrong with you?!"He gets up to switch off his music."It's not me shooting objects across the room, little thing!"I scowl. He's not helping things."I'd like to know why you told your brother that I'd been showing off.Does that amuse you?"He stares at me for a moment. I don't know if I should believe Laura or not. What's certain is that Lucian won't clear things up."In truth, everything about you amuse me greatly.""Keep your arrogant, stupid thoughts to yourself please!""Oh, madame disappro
"Lucian, stop!""I'm simply responding to your demand. You will never get out if I don't open the door." The tension rises one notch. My eyes narrow furiously."I don't trust you!""It could be a problem if at each time we meet, we jump on each other and you don't trust me.""What happened here will not happen again!"My self-confidence is fake. As he comes forward, I swallow. He is again against me, his eyes irradiate burning embers. His mouth is dangerously close to my neck where my pulse is beating too hard. I feel caught between fear and desire, I suddenly get very hot.Chills of apprehension run through me. I feel at once attracted and bewitched. Impossible to look away. I don't know why I'm so receptive. Is this a natural attraction between two beings? Does he have a mysterious gift that enables him to captivate people?"Stop manipulating me!""And what makes you think that I'm manipulating you? Maybe we're just meant for each other." I can see his mocking smile."Or maybe you j
Next minute, we're immersed in the Manor's pool, just under my window. When I emerge, still hanging onto his neck, I try to catch my breath."I'm going to kill you!""Come on, little thing. Admit that you loved it, I can feel the excitement vibrating inside of you." We stare at each other lovingly for a long while in silence staying perfectly still. I reach out and touch his cheek. I'm worried that it's all just a dream. But no, he's really here in front of me."I missed you so much...""We shouldn't... Draven is going to kill us.""No he won't! Come here..." He suddenly draws me against him and keeps me nestled in the hollow of his arm. I am happier than I've ever been.I move away slightly and plunge my eyes into his. His eyes are gentle. I can read all the tenderness he has for me. I embrace him and lay a gentle kiss on his mouth. He slides his tongue over my lips. I sigh with pleasure. Each touch brings my body a little closer to burning point.I arch my back pressing myself again
By the end of the day, I still haven't seen Lucian! If Sarah hadn't been there, I don't know what I'd have done. I'd probably have drowned in sorrow. I am nevertheless, quite depressed. His absence leaves a gaping hole in my chest. I miss it terribly.Sarah had a very good idea organizing this night in. I couldn't have gone back to the manor. Everything there reminds me of Lucian. Every room, every nook and corner. Despite my disagreement with Draven, I am grateful to him for allowing me to get out and breathe away from them.WHEN I arrive at Sarah's, I immediately collapse on her bed."I bought some mint chocolate ice cream, just get your mind off things.""It won't be too much!""Nothing like a little sugar to make a sad girl feel better!""It doesn't work, miracles either!""You never know!" Sarah goes to the kitchen and comes back victoriously carrying the tub of ice cream. She sits beside me and hands me a spoon."Go on, let it all out!""What do you mean?""It's a girl's night i
"Still, I don't think it's necessary for you to forbid us from seeing each other. We're not kids!""Yet you both behave like one.""That's not fair! I made a mistake, one little mistake! I think your punishment is cruel!""Oh yeah? Tell that to the poor man you nearly killed last night!""Yes, but I didn't!""You were lucky, it could have been much worse, I had to use my power on him to cover you and protect the family! So, until I can trust you again, you don't see each other outside the manor and that's final!" With these words, he gets up and leaves the room without a goodbye.I feel terrible. My stomach is in knots again. I'm not sure I eat anything."Don't fret Celeste... He just needs a bit of time, you really scared him!""I didn't want to... I didn't see him coming and...""I know, you'd never do anything to hurt anyone intentionally and slip-ups happen, we've all been there. Now, eat up!""I don't feel like it...""I told you human food wasn't good!" Laura forces a smile out
Once in my room, we remain silent for a long time. What just happened is horrible. Anxiety comes over me as I fix Lucian, speechless. I discover with horror aside to my gifts which I hadn't imagined. I just cause a car accident and a man may have died because of me...My mind drifts to my parents who died in a road accident. All of a sudden my legs give way and I collapse to the ground holding my head in hands. There's a bitter taste in my mouth and a lead weight in my stomach. I tremble like a leaf, I feel so bad... Lucian immediately rushes towards me and puts his arms around my shoulders, drawing me up against him.I want to cry. I'd like to go back in time before this all happened, but it's impossible. I know only too well, you can't fight death."Don't worry. Everything work out fine.""You think so? My God. I feel so bad...""Believe me, Draven will take care of everything.""Draven... He warned me but I don't listen... It's all my fault! It's my fault if that man doesn't come b
I fix for a moment the cars parked below and rub my hands together. I slowly make the power inside me rise, containing it in order to prepare myself. If Draven hears about it, I'm dead meat! As for Lucian, he'll have all eternity to suffer his wrath.I close my eyes and focus on a car with increased attention. I try to move it but only manage to make it shake on the spot. I realize that it's extremely difficult to try this kind of magic trick at such a distance and on such a heavy object. I try again but it still doesn't work, I sigh."If you get annoyed, it won't work at all. Be patient.""It's so frustrating to know that I'm capable of it but that my power doesn't obey me.""The more you train, the easier it'll get, you have to give yourself time." For once, I don't listen. A bit annoyed, I concentrate again.Only, instead of being calm and posed as Draven advised me, I let myself be overwhelmed by my emotions. I'm soon invaded by a great force, whirling in me as if ready to fight.
"You should see the look on your face, the whole lecture theatre knows what you're thinking of, or rather, of whom...""What's it got to do with you? Go see Logan if you're desperate!""She's right, you know, you are very... Transparent." Sarah"You aren't going to start too, are you?" I asked the bitch."Oh come on, was it that good with Lucian last night?""Better than that!""Uh... That explains the great eyes and rosy cheeks." Sarah"Rubbish!" I listen for a few minutes to the boring monologue of the teacher, then I retort."How can you expect me to concentrate? It's the weekend in a few minutes.""Have you got something planned?”"Lucian's planning something...""Wow... What a perfect man this Lucian!""I'm crazy about him..." She contemplates me, thoughtful."As I can see." I wish she could understand and be happy for me. But I understand that the situation is difficult for her, as her friend's going out with a guy that she hates. Complicated situation!"So why all the fuss?""H
The next morning, I whistle to myself as I go to wake Laura, I open the curtains and take the time to savour the sun on my skin. Yes, I'm in a very good mood today! All smiles, I turn to Laura who looks rather grumpy."Hello Laura!"“Mmm.”"Let's see, what's wrong now? Yesterday, it was the heat and the day before it was. The colour of my clothes. What are you going to criticize today?""Aside from you, nothing.""Laura, be nice please.""Mmh let me see... Uh... No, don't feel like it!" My smile fades. I won't let this little pest spoil my day!"No need to glare at me like that, I'll go have a shower."I stay speechless as she passes in front of me. She's a fine one to talk. I prepare he clothes for school, make her bed and tidy her room, while she washes.Once she comes out of the shower, wrapped in her towel, I go to the bathroom while she dresses, to tidy up behind her. Again. I then sit her down on a chair to untangle her long hair. After several weeks of struggle, we've finally m
I surrender myself into his arms and relish in his caress with a growing pleasure. When he's taking his time like now, I have difficulty controlling myself. I feel so good with him. I huddle in his arms and raise my face to meet his. I kiss his full mouth and groan feeling the soft twitch of his tongue against mine. His sweetness gradually turns into a devouring passion and his lips play and comes mine.He brushes them, tastes them, before returning to draw their outline. Each of my sighs encourages his expert manoeuvres. His fingers trace the line of my neck, play with my hair, caress my neck, accentuating his kiss.Lucian draws me to him, smiling boldly, and I read an unsatisfied hunger in his amber eyes, a hunger equal to mine. He captures my mouth again and hugs me with a welcome force. I want him to trouble me as much as he stirs me. I want his caresses everywhere on me. When he slips his hands under my sweater, I sigh with impatience as our skins touch. His mouth slowly descends
After quickly getting my things out, I try to pick up the thread of his lecture. It's not easy. I only skimmed through what he gave me yesterday, too pre-occupied with Lucian. Sarah was right in saying that it was an important course. I intend to make the most of my afternoon to go to the library and catch up. No way am I letting Professor Simmons down!As I arrive at the library, I'm really enthusiastic. With Professor Simmons note, Sarah's notes and my textbook, I can't go wrong! And never again will I skip class. At least, not for this subject. As for the literature course...As I look for a place to sit, I notice a hand waving at me. It's Peter, quietly sat at the back, away from the crowd. My revising session is off to a bad start whenever I find myself alone with him, we tend to talk for hours on end.I head nevertheless in his direction and sit on the seat facing him. I can always try to revise and talk at the same time, it doesn't cost any thing to try."It's crazy, I can alwa