Reiner – Fruit of our Efforts

I wished that I shared his confidence. My tummy felt funny and there was a fluttering feeling in my chest.

“Where are you going?” Reiner asked when I got up from my seat.

“The toilet…” I replied before walking away.

I just need to be alone before I get a panic attack. Unfortunately, there was around an hour before the meeting would start. I had to gather myself before then while not driving myself crazy.

“I’m going to do a last run through,” I announced determinedly when I returned from my trip to the toilet.

“Good luck…” Reiner replied before smiling encouragingly at me.

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This is exactly why I never agreed to any of Zak’s crazy ideas of putting me on any of his shows or starring me in even the smallest roles in any of his movies. I stood in front of the projector screen with my face turned towards my only audience while I tried my best to keep my legs from shaking visibly. King was the only one who attended the meeting as our honorable audience and that was exactly why I couldn’