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Chapter 35
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2024-10-29 19:42:56Daria
Three months later.
"Are you sure that you want to do this?" Brooklyn asks, meeting my eyes in the mirror before us. She appears concerned. "You can still back out until we have found you a wig in case you're uncomfortable going bald."
"I'm sure," I nod from my chair, fierce determination bubbling up within me. "Since it will happen, I rather it is on my terms—shave it off, all of it. Leave nothing left, and don't turn back; only flicker your eyes forward. And I don't need a wig at all. I want to be bald and live with the truth, not hide that I'm ill."
For the first time in my life, I'm not running from my condition anymore. I might not survive through my treatment, but thanks to the support and love of my friends, I no longer live in denial. I can talk freely about cancer now, not afraid of death.
Brooklyn giggles with pride swelling in her eyes. "I think you're going to be badass with that black turban we bought. Add some makeup, and y
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