Blakely’s POV
“It’s my birthday tomorrow, and Nik accompanied me here to relax and celebrate my birthday. I don’t wanna host a party because I want a private moment with Nik. He’s so sweet, right?” Serra keeps om blabbering things I have no interest with.
I don’t know how I ended up in a cottage with them. I already texted Stan that I’m here because I don’t wanna be stuck with these people alone. Nik is still silent, and I glance at him from time to time, annoyed that he allowed Serra to bring us here.
“And about the necklace that you broke, I already talked to someone to replace the diamond—”
“What necklace?” That was the first time I heard Nik’s voice today. I turned to him and found him staring at Serra with a creased forehead.
He’s always interested when it involves Serra. I can’t help but feel so bitter.
Serra looked at him. “Oh!
Nik’s POVI was so pissed while sitting on the bed inside the cabin. Serra knocked earlier, but I locked the door. She’s also starting to piss me off. She’s been trying to cling on me since earlier and it’s annoying me.My jaw clenched as I remembered my argument with Blakely earlier. I suddenly want to grab her and lock her in the cabin with me. Fck! I want to kiss her senseless, and show her that I am so pissed with her because of her little show with her fiance earlier. Why did she have to be almost naked while he’s teaching her to swim? I could endure watching him teaching her, but what I couldn’t endure was when he cupped her cheeks like that when she’s only wearing swimsuit. I feel like they would even have sex if I wasn’t there.Damn it! When I heard that that bastard is bringing her here for a vacation, I invited Serra to come here and used her birthday as a reason. I don’t know what’s gotten in
Nik's POV“Blakely…” I caressed her cheeks as I stared into her face. She looked pale. Her body’s temperature is so hot, but she’s trembling in the cold. I already changed her clothes after I saw some in the cabin of the yacht. We’re still in the cave because it would be dangerous to be in the yacht because of the violent waves. However, it’s not the danger around us that bothers me. I don’t care about the angry storm. I don’t care about the danger inside the cave. What’s keeping me worried was Blakely’s condition. I don't know what to do anymore. It's scaring me.“Blakely! Damn it!” I cursed out loud as I kept my eyes on her.Slowly, she opened her eyes. When our gazes met, I felt like I melted in both anger and relief.“N-Nik…” She called my name in a very weak voice.I was able to breathe evenly after she responded. I caressed her cheeks, staring de
Blakely's POV“Blakely!” Stan wrapped his arms around me, hugging me so tight as he constantly kissed my hair. I couldn’t take my eyes off of Nik. He was staring back into my eyes while our eyes were talking.What just happened? I let him touch me. I let him kiss me. He let me kiss him. The feeling of his lips on mine was still there. I could still feel the sensations he gave me. I could still feel his burning touch, his gentle kisses, his warmth, his body on mine.What does that mean? I don’t know. I don’t wanna believe the beautiful fantasy I’m drowning into right now. I don’t wanna believe that he has feelings for me. Remembering all of our arguments and our past, I know it’s impossible for him to feel even an ounce of feelings for me. But…his kisses…his touch…his stares. Everything about him earlier makes me want to believe that he loves me.“Are you okay?” Stan cupped my face, making me look at him. He was staring into my eyes with so much worry, and I couldn’t bring myself to an
Blakely's POVI stared at Stan, shocked by what he's demanding. He wants me to have sex with him only to prove that I don't have feelings for Nik. Is that even reasonable? Why do I have to prove myself when we already talked about not being involved in each other's personal business? And I couldn't believe he's demanding such things.Stan was looking at me with emotions I couldn't understand. I feel like I don't really know him. That he didn't really show me his real self.“Why do I have to prove myself, Stan? We already talked about our situation, right? We agreed on an open-relationship.” I couldn't help but reasoned out. I don't wanna have sex with him just to prove myself.He pulled his hair, frustrated. “We agreed, but that doesn't mean you’ll fck your foster brother—”“We didn't do anything, Stan!”“Then, prove it!” His eyes were still madly staring. “Prove it to me, Blakely. Because I’m going crazy right now, thinking you're being taken away by your foster brother.”I sucked my
Blakely's POVStan was silent the whole time he drove the car to Alicia’s apartment. I glanced at him after he parked the car in front of the apartment building. I couldn’t read what’s on his mind, but I know that he’s still pissed because of what happened.“I’ll make it up to you.”He turned to me lazily. “That’s not the case, Blakely. All I want is for you to be honest with me.”I swallowed hard. How can I be honest with him about my feelings for Nik? He called my feelings disgusting. I could take it if people branded it as a forbidden affection, but disgusting? No! I don’t think it’s disgusting.I didn’t answer and just bid my goodbye to him. I could feel his eyes on me as I exited his car and entered Alicia’s apartment building. She’s alone today because today is the death anniversary of Grace’s grandmother. Although I still feel dizzy because I had a fever last night, I couldn’t ignore the miserable sound of Alicia’s voice when she called me earlier.I rang the doorbell to Alicia
Blakely's POVI had to rush to the hospital because of what happened to Papa. My heart was beating so fast in so much worry, and I couldn’t bring myself to think about his possible condition right now. I don’t know what to do. All I could think about was Papa’s safety that I completely forgot about Mama’s tone when she called me. I was welcomed by her angry stares as soon as I got into Papa's private room.I was shocked, but maybe her anger was caused by my sudden decision to cut the vacation off and come back.“You are so shameless!” Mama’s spiteful words and stares made me freeze in my place. I haven’t even closed the door behind me because I was so shocked by her reactions.I swallowed hard. “M-Mama…”She was looking at so much hatred in her eyes. Her hands and lips were trembling in anger, and I know this is different this time. I feel like she could never forgive me again even if I beg her.Tears rolled down her cheeks as she pointed her trembling finger on me. “I trusted you!”I
Blakely's POVI was too stunned to speak, and too scared and guilty to defend myself from Mama’s accusations. Or is it really just accusations? Nik and I made out. No one knows. He changed overnight, and he was clingy this morning. I didn’t know what happened to him, but it’s also bothering me. I wanna know why he’s like that. I wanna know what changed him. But I was too scared to ask because I want him that way. I don’t want him to hate me. I want him to…love me.“Why are you speaking for her, Nik? Are you two really in a relationship?”I gasped and immediately rushed to Mama. “No, Mama. There’s nothing going on between me and Nik.”She stared at me and laughed sarcastically. “Really? After he defended you? I know my son, Blakely. My son would never defend you unless you two are doing something disgusting behind our backs—”“Stop that, Nichole!” Papa’s words were like thunder. It startled me, it scared me. “Blakely and Nik would never do such a ridiculous thing.”Ridiculous.“Fine!”
I was following Stan to his car when he stopped. After I told Aunt Eliza that I will fix the mess myself, she saw Stan and told him to take me with him. Mama just looked at me and nodded earlier. I could see a hint of disapproval in her eyes, but we both knew that I should fix this mess, and only I could fix it.“Stan…”He faced me, and my words were drowned in the air as he stared into my eyes intently.“This is not the right time for us to talk, Blakely.”I kept my eyes on him, to show that I’m sincere. “But I want to apologize. For what happened on the island and for what happened today.”His jaw clenched. “You didn’t answer me properly when I asked you about your real feelings for your foster brother. If you’re not gonna tell me anything, then we have nothing to talk about.”He turned his back on me. He was so cold, so distant. It makes me feel guilty even more. I know I could never give him the truth about my feelings for Nik. I could never answer him properly about it and while
Blakely's POVI was panting so hard when Nik finally let go of my lips. He stared into my eyes intensely while also panting like me. His eyes were staring so gently, and I felt like he could see my naked soul right now. He wasn't saying anything, and it's as if our hearts understand each other without any explanations.His thumb gently caressed my cheeks as he pressed his lips together. I could still feel the fast beating of his heart against my palm on his chest. He was still holding my hand, and I couldn't take it off of his chest just how much I don't want to take my eyes off of him.“You're here…” He whispered painfully. “I thought…I’m dreaming again.”I swallowed hard. “Have you been…dreaming?”“I've been…waiting for you…”Tears welled in the corner of my eyes. “I’m sorry for coming back late.”He shook his head. “Oh, baby! You don't know what I could give to see you again even if it takes a thousand years.”I chuckled as tears completely rolled down my cheeks. “You just know how
Blakely's POV“L-Lucas…”“I will not imprison you in guilt, and set aside my dreams for you. I've been wanting to work with the Velasquez's, and I admit you paved the way for me…” Lucas faced me again, and I saw how devastated he is right now. His eyes were vulnerable as he looked into mine, trying so hard to hold back tears.My lips trembled. “Y-You deserve all your successes.”“I have loved you with all my heart, Blakely. I loved you unconditionally, and I became a fool for a short period of time. I can't say I’d stop loving you because I know it won't be easy, but know that from now on, my love for you will remain unconditional.”Tears rolled down my cheeks as I was completely lost for words. I couldn't understand how this good man had to fall in love with me, only to get hurt like this. If only he loved someone else…“Be happy, Blakely… That's all I ask of you. Follow your heart, and stop being guilty for wanting to be happy.”I sobbed as I nodded. “Thank you… Thank you for everyt
Blakely's POVI arrived early because I wanted to get here first, but I was shocked when I realized I wasn't the one who came here early. Inside the coffee shop, a man sitting alone was waiting. He was staring at the glass of water in front of him, and he looked problematic.The calm beating of my heart started changing while watching him. I know my feelings for him weren't more than friends, but I couldn't help but feel hurt while looking at him. He's always been good to me, and I don't know how I’ll tell him about my plans today.Swallowing hard, I walked in the coffee shop, and slowly closed the distance between us. I was behind him, but I feel like he already knew about my arrival.I cleared my throat, and spoke. “You're early…”He lifted his face, and his eyes met with mine. “I tried not to come here early, thinking of trying to keep you least of my priority, but I guess it will not be easy for me.”
Blakely's POVMy short conversation with Mama made me feel so much better. The simple sorry. The simple thank you. The simple hug. All those simple things took all the pain I’m feeling, and it felt so good. My heart felt so light and happy.“I knew it was you from the start.” Mama was caressing my hair. It wasn't the same as before. It's not long, and I know how much she loved my long hair. “You have the same emotion in your eyes when you first saw me when you're a little girl.”I looked up at her, and smiled. “How did I look, Mama?”She smiled. “You looked at me with kindness. It is something I could never forget. That even if I hated you back then because of your mother, I couldn't forget how you looked at me with kindness.”I smiled back at her. “Maybe because I felt that you’ll take care of me.”She nodded. “Who wouldn't love you? Even my stubborn and rebelliou
Blakely's POVThree days isn't enough for me to recover from what happened. I’m still thinking about everything, and I couldn't take my head off of what I talked about with Nik. He wants me to talk to his mother, and I know that I need it too. I need closure. I need to apologize. I need to tell her that I love her in spite of everything that happened. That I treated her like my real mother, and until now, I respect her more than anyone.“Will you be okay alone?” Rachel asked worriedly.I sighed as I looked at her through our reflection on the full-length mirror. “I already got my memories back, Rachel. I can be alone.”She nodded. “I’ll look after Blair.”I smiled and faced her. “Thank you.” She's the only one who's free today, and she volunteered to look after Blair. We're still in Hershey's apartment, and I’m planning to move out. I’ll visit Papa in the cemetery before searching for an apartment today.“Whatever your decision is, we’ll support you.”I stared at her. “But honestly, w
Blakely’s POVI was standing in front of Nik, and he was just silently looking at me. His eyes were glued on mine. He was almost not blinking, as if I’d disappear if he did. The tension in my heart was becoming strong as I felt the strong presence of the man I loved the most in this lifetime. I don’t think I’d ever love someone else in this lifetime.“Your hand?” His eyes remained on mine, in spite his curiosity about my wound.Slowly, I lifted my hand, showing my palm covered with bandage. “Still in pain.”“Your head?”I took a deep sigh. “I remember everything, Nik…”His eyes flickered with pain. “That’s all that matters to me.”I smiled bitterly. “Your father died.”“It’s not your fault.” He shook his head while staring deeply into my eyes. “I don’t know how I would convince you, but it’s not your fault, Blakely. No one wanted it to happen.”I looked down, tears rolled down my cheeks, but I immediately wiped them. “I feel guilty.”“I am too,” he whispered, just enough for me to hea
Blakely’s POVEverything happened so fast. Stan’s plan was executed swiftly, and we were able to trap lure and trap him easily. I couldn’t believe it could end like that. It was so fast. It was dangerous and scary, but we caught him so easily. My mind has been dwelling on it for the past hours until now.“Aren’t you tired? You should rest.”I looked at Alicia with doubts. “Is it really over, Alicia? I don’t know, but…it’s so fast. I couldn’t…get over it.”She sat on the couch and caressed my arm. “Nik has been planning to put Stan back in prison, and it’s because of his determination that the plan was executed smoothly. Also…because you’re brave enough to take the risk to find Blair.”I looked at my wounded hand. The knife cut Stan left in my palm stings, and I could still feel it throbbing because the cut is kinda deep. I got this wound from protecting myself and my daughter. I still couldn’t believe how my memories rushed back to me, as if my subconscious predicted what would happen
Blakely’s POVHis face is getting closer, and I’m also close to pushing him away and revealing that I remember everything now. That I remember who’s the evil one here. That I remember that the story he told me wasn’t a tragic fairytale, but a terrible lie created by a mischievous liar. I could easily push him away and burst his bubbles. I could easily ruin his plans and make him pay for all he did, but I couldn’t. I couldn’t push him away as he moves his face closer to kiss me. I couldn’t ruin all his plans because I haven’t seen my baby. I need to see Blair. I need to make sure that she’s safe.“Mommy!” That made me push Stan away. I immediately pulled myself up, and looked at the little girl standing by the open door. She was looking at me with eyes twinkling in excitement.“Blair!” I immediately ran to hug, and hugged her so tight. I felt tears rolling down my cheeks as I embraced her, caging her in my arms, protecting her from any harm.“I’m sorry…” I whispered as tears continued
Blakely’s POV“Blakely!” I was horrified when Stan entered the hospital room. I got discharged today, and I didn’t expect him to pay a visit this early. He’s still fearless. He doesn’t care if people recognizes him. Fearless and careless.“What are you doing here, Stan?” It was Hershey. She helped with my discharge papers, and she also looked horrified while looking at Stan.“Shut up, woman! I’m not here for you.”“Stan, I have no time for you. My daughter is missing—”“I’ll help you find her,” he said, cutting me off. He held my hand, and smiled at me. “She’s our daughter, love. She’s mine.”My forehead creased. My insides were twitching, and all I want to do now is kill him. But no. I won’t be able to find Blair if I do that.“Cut the crap, Stan! I know for sure that you are not Blair’s father—”“SHUT THE FCK UP, I SAID!” Stan shouted at Hershey, who paled. “You’re one of those people who are against my relationship with Blakely. Shut up, or I’ll make you shut your mouth forever.”“