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Changes and life update - October 2021
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2024-10-29 19:42:56Hi everyone,
Thank you for reading this book, don't worry this isn't an announcement to say that I'm discontinuing. i have tried really hard to post daily updates and try and hit the MAB this month. I managed to get to about 15k words, however, I can't do it. 50k is just too much for me (personal opinion) and im going through some pretty big life changes at the minute.
One of them is that I'm splitting my time between my home and my boyfriends home every other week, which is fun and exciting but involves a lot of travel and I simply don't have time to write on the weekends anymore, which is a big chunk of time.
Another is that I have just started a new job! and it involves a lot of early mornings, courses and training that is also taking up a lot of time.
Also, my partner and I are also making some personal big life changes that will limits my time aswell.
While for awhile writing was my job, while I was a ''stay at home'' mum, the pay has dropped so low (Was 4 figures nearly every month, now it's barely $200, which I then have to take currency conversion into account, which means realistically, Is about £150ish) it's just not financially worth me staying home to put all my time and effort into it when I now have a proper job.
When i was writing as a job, meaning A WAY TO PAY MY BILLS AND SURVIVE, i was on my laptop all day and night, writing as much as I could, often giving myself constant headaches from the bright screen, going without sleep, missing important things just to get new chapters up for you all. My uploads have been infrequent because I just physically can't put that much time into it anymore.
I understand you (the reader) have come here to read a book, but some of you must understand, we writers have lives and sometimes life is just more important.
So, long story short, Writing is now just my hobby NOT my job. My uploads will drop to probably once or twice a week (more if I have time) and simply, if that's not good enough for you, please stop reading my work OR wait until my work is marked as completed. I am not vanishing from the platform and im not abandoning my work, infact, i have a lot of work in the works and planned. I know there will be some spiteful people who will be annoyed and impatient and will feel the need to leave negative comments or low stars because uploads aren't as frequent as THEY would like, but again, writing is now just my hobby.
I hope that you all understand and I know most will.
Thanks, guys! I love you all!
More chapters coming soon!
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Forbidden Awakening (Vampire Romance) New Chapter Coming
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Forbidden Awakening (Vampire Romance) Chapter Forty Eight
NOTE: I just wanted to say a big thank you to everyone who has supported me and my last author note explaining the changes in my life recently. I have tried to sit down and write but I’ve struggled to get back into the mind-frame, but I hope this chapter is good enough for you all.I would also like to say that I am going to be working hard to get a few chapters posted every day from now until the end of the month to complete this book. Once this book is done, I will be taking a break from Good novel, but I’ll be back in the new year with the third book in the Deviant CEO and Outlaw series :)Enjoy!TRIGGER WARNING! THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS SOME FORCED SEXUAL SCENES!------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Forbidden Awakening (Vampire Romance) Chapter FortyNine
WARNING! This chapter contains a rape scene/Gang-rape scene. It IS important to the story As a lot of you know this is a rewrite and the original book had a very detailed rape/gang rape scene. I tried working it so that it wasn’t included however it is important to the book. While I have ‘’toned’ it down a lot, I am still giving fair warning.Rape isn’t something to glamorise and it most definitely ISN’T being glamorised in this book, however, it was a very real subject that I am not shy about writing about, due to my own personal experience. Please bear that in mind. If you don’t want to read, please skip ahead.**************************************************Chapter Forty Nine
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Forbidden Awakening (Vampire Romance) Chapter Fifty Two
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Forbidden Awakening (Vampire Romance) Chapter Fifty Three
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Forbidden Awakening (Vampire Romance) Chapter Fifty Four
Chapter Fifty FourDinner went as well as you’d expect. Boring, uneventful, quiet and hella uncomfortable. Noone really spoke to each other, except Maggie trying to lighten the mood, bless her and Mother constantly demanding we tell her what was wrong, but of course, neither I nor Cole would say.Such lovely family time together… not.We had to stay sitting around the dinner table while the servants brought us all some after-dinner blood. Now, of course, that was something no vampire could resist. I had barely managed to get a sip in when my phone started vibrating in my pocket. I ignored it, but as soon as it stopped, it started again. Rolling my eyes, I put the glass down and excused myself from the dinner table;‘Kane, Plea
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Forbidden Awakening (Vampire Romance) Chapter One Hundred and Eight -- FINAL!!!
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Forbidden Awakening (Vampire Romance) Chapter One Hundred and Six
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Forbidden Awakening (Vampire Romance) Chapter One Hundred and Three
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Chapter One Hundred and OneDays turned into weeks and weeks turned into months and still no sign of my daughter. I feel like I'm the only one who cares about trying to find her, I don’t even have my best friend now. Since the night me and Chris cheated on our partners, we haven’t seen or spoken to each other. I understand why, I’m his daughter's husband, his husband only just came out of the hospital, but sex-aside, he was my best friend.I’m living apart from my wife and son. My daughters missing and now I don’t even have my best friend to confide in.Life truly fucking sucks right now.I have ‘’gone off the rails’’ recently. I figured, If t
Forbidden Awakening (Vampire Romance) Chapter One Hundred!!
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