The nerve of this guy. I’ve told him I’m not sleeping with him, basically kicked him to the curb and he still wants to try to intimidate Lucas for asking me out. Okay, I hadn’t planned on going out with Lucas. His approach was lame, but I needed a quick excuse, and he presented one when he walked by.
I hear Clint growling as I walk away. Take a hint buddy and then you won’t keep getting turned down.
I walk over to where others are warming up and begin stretching, preparing for training. Alpha Patrick and Beta Calvin call us to order. We’re to start running 5 miles before begining the team obstacle course. We all take off and I get into my groove. I enjoy running. It’s my time to clear my head or would be if I didn’t have someone interrupting my peaceful time with the annoying buzz of their voice.
“What will it take Lily bug?”
“Lily bug?”
He gives me his cocky smile. “You need a good pet name. Would you prefer Lady bug? Little Lils? Lily of the Valley? That one is awfully long. I think I prefer Lily bug.”
“Lily is just fine.” I say, my voice clipped in my annoyance.
“How about Lily bud? Ohhh, that would work well with your name. Lily bud it is.”
I huff and increase my pace. I needn’t have bothered, he just increased his as well.
“So, Lily bud, what do I need to do to get you to go out with me?”
“I thought my note was very clear Clint. I have no intention of sleeping with you and since we both know that’s the only reason you’re pursuing me, drop it.”
“I told you, you have the wrong idea about me. I don’t want to sleep with you. Okay, of course I want to sleep with you. You’re gorgeous, sexy as hell, strong and smart. But that’s not why I want to go out with you. As I said, I want to get to know you.”
I stop and turn toward him, other warriors passing us by. “To what end?”
“Why can’t I just want to get to know you and you can get to know me. You don’t seem to like me, and I think you should give me an opportunity to show you that there is more to me than just a guy trying to get in your pants.”
I squint my eyes at him before raising my voice so everyone nearby could hear me. “Does anyone here believe that Clint Nelson wants anything more than to sleep with me?”
A chorus of nope’s and no’s answer my question. I give him a fake smile and start running again.
“Okay, I admit my history doesn’t make it seem that I’m looking for something other than a good time, but how will you know for sure if you don’t give me a chance.”
“Not my problem. But if you figure something out, let me know.”
We finish our run and it’s time for the obstacle course. We can run two at a time and Clint makes sure that he’s up beside me. It only takes a minute to see that he is going to push me and try to beat me, but I’m not having it. I’m a good warrior, and while I know that he should be able to beat me, I can’t help myself. I begin pushing myself harder. I can see him smirking from the corner of my eye and he starts pushing harder as well.
We’re swinging on rope swings, climbing rock walls, crawling under rope nets through the dirt and running over elevated stumps requiring balance. As we’ve continued to go through the course, we’ve started pushing faster and faster, everyone else getting out of our way until the sprint at the end. We race to the finish, grabbing the pole at the same time.
We’re both laughing as we collapse to the ground, sucking in air. Okay, that was fun.
Clint gets up first and extends his hand. He’s smiling down at me and I feel my heart flutter. In that instant, I know exactly why and how he can get any woman he wants in his bed. That smile is a panty-dropper. Even I am not immune to his smile as I feel heat going straight to my core.
I take his hand and when he pulls me up, I’m captivated by his beautiful emerald green eyes. Or at least I am until one of his conquests comes up and brings me crashing back to reality.
“Hey Big Daddy. Will you spar with me today? I could use a little extra training.” She says, letting her hand trail down his arm before she turns and looks at me. “You don’t mind, do you, Lily?”
“He’s all yours, Jules.” I say, pulling my hand out of his and turning to walk away.
I can feel his eyes burning holes into my back as I go to find a sparring partner. I was almost looking forward to sparring with him, just to see how good I really am. But I have no intention of rolling around on the ground with ‘Big Daddy’. I’d even forgotten that was his nickname. Big Daddy Badass. He earned it by defeating our Alpha, Beta and even Anders. Clint is hands down the strongest warrior and wolf in our pack. Just one more reason why she-wolves flock to him. It’s genetics, instinct, I get it. Our wolves want the strongest, most powerful wolves to mate with. The stronger the male, the more likely we are to have strong, powerful pups.
The human side feels differently, of course, but the wolf doesn’t care. She runs on instinct alone and Clint Nelson draws every she-wolf within a hundred-mile radius just by being who he is, a Guardian.
So now, all his little conquests call him Big Daddy. Maybe it’s a kink that he has, I wouldn’t know, and I have no intention of finding out. But it will be a cold day in hell before I ever call him Big Daddy.
I take down my sparring partner in training. Alpha Patrick is there, giving my partner tips before turning to me.
“Lily, you should be sparring with Anders or Clint.”
I smile. “Thank you, Alpha.”
“Tomorrow, you’ll spar with Anders. You won’t get better unless you are given a challenge.” I’m thankful for the small favor that I’ll be sparring with Anders and not Clint.
Training ends and I head home. I need to shower, but before I do, I need to let Andra out to run. When I get to the forest line, I strip out of my clothes and shift. I drop my clothes off at the back of my house before taking off into the forest to let Andra stretch her legs.
Hello everyone! I hope you are enjoying Clint and Lily's story so far. I've been wanting to write this story since I started Broken Warrior's Daughter. So, here it is, and I hope you like their journey. This book will update Monday, Wednesday and Friday until The Banished Beta's Saving Grace is complete. If you haven't read the Guardians Trilogy, check it out.
I thought I had made some progress with Lily, only for it to all go down the drain when Jules showed up calling me Big Daddy. I never cared about the name before. It started all kinds of fun sex play in the past. But now, I’m trying to erase that memory from Lily’s mind and here it is, being rubbed in her face. Jules is so far beneath my ability that I don’t even have to pay attention to spar with her. Unfortunately for me, she’s more interested in finding a way for us to roll around on the ground together, rather than learning new techniques. After I pinned her to the ground for the second time, face in the dirt, I realized her intentions were not focused on sparring. As I leaned over her, pinning her to the ground, she lifted her hips and rubbed them against me. While I’m not attracted to her anymore, my entire focus and mind now on my mate, I can smell Lily’s scent from here, so the friction she provides causes me to have a reaction that she mistakes as a response for her. Jules
My wolf has no problem submitting to Donovan, but I refuse to submit to Clint. Before my harlot of a wolf decides she wants to mate with Donovan, I take control and force her to shift. ‘I wouldn’t have let him mate us, not yet anyway.’ She purrs, and I roll my eyes at her. ‘What? He caught us. I was running full out and he still caught us. He’s a strong and powerful wolf.’ ‘Yes, you’ve mentioned that before, stop purring. He’s a Guardian, he’s supposed to be top of the wolf hierarchy. Made by the Moon Goddess, remember?’ ‘Yes, he was.’ She says, still purring. When I shifted, I hadn’t thought it through that I would be giving Clint quite a show, but it’s not like he’s never seen a naked woman. If the rumors are true, he sees a different one almost every night. I wait for Donovan to shift back to Clint, but he doesn’t. He sits and stares at me. “Donovan? I’m assuming Clint wanted to talk to me?” I ask, wondering why Donovan was chasing us if it wasn’t to catch us for Clint. He s
YES! Success! Lily finally agreed to go out with me, but now I need to convince Anders to let me spar with her and I have to tell him why Calista won’t go out with him. I’ve never hated my reputation as much as I do right now. I wait until I see Lily grab her clothes and walk into her house before jogging back to the packhouse. It’s dinner time and I divert up to my room to take a quick shower before heading down to the main dining hall where most of the pack house eats as well as many other pack members that come here after training. I find Anders sitting with his parents and the Beta family. Charles is Calvin’s son and has been training to be Anders Beta since I got my Guardian spirit at 10. He’ll make a good Beta for Anders. I grab some food and take a seat across from Anders, saying hello to everyone at the table. “So, how’d it go?” He asks me, referencing my escape from Jules. “Actually, it went well. Andra was out running, and it gave me an opportunity to finally get Lily to
Every time I think that maybe Clint is being genuine, he proves me wrong. Why in the world did I agree to go out with him on Sunday. What a terrible idea. I need to figure out a way to cancel. I get ready for school and walk outside to meet Calista. “Morning Cali.” “Ok, don’t hate me.” That’s her opening statement. Not a good way to start the day. “What did you do?” She gives me her ‘I’m sorry’ face. “I sort of agreed to let Anders drive us to school.” “You WHAT??! Why would you do that?” “I didn’t have a choice. He literally showed up at my door last night. I thought my parents were going to fall over themselves when they saw it was him. Then when he asked if he could take me to school today, my parents told him yes!” I throw my hands up in the air. “That must be why Clint said something about giving us a ride to school today. Ugh, Cali! I do NOT want to ride to school with them. Clint was already finding a quickie right after training this morning and if we show up together, p
Anders asked me earlier to find another way to get Lily home so he could have some alone time with Calista. Since I didn’t bring my car, I decided that a ‘warm up’ walk home would have to do. But in truth, I’m glad to have the time alone with Lily too. I feel her body stiffen as we walk out of the school. Yes, I’m making a statement. I don’t really care if everyone knows that I’m interested in Lily. In a couple of months, they’ll all know that she’s my mate. Until then, I could care less what they think. I decide to keep the conversation focused on our sparring session today. “So, tell me where you think your strengths and weaknesses are in your training?” I have my own ideas based on the obstacle course yesterday, but I want to know what her thoughts are. As we walk, I realize she’s very aware of her strengths and weaknesses. It’s not always something that warriors recognize or are willing to discuss about themselves. They usually can identify their strengths but not their weakness
I can’t believe he was going to kiss me! Not just kiss me, but kiss me in front of every warrior in our pack? Not happening. I might have kneed him a little harder than I intended. It was a knee-jerk (ha ha) reaction and I know it hurt. At least he’ll think twice before trying to kiss me again. And he’s a Guardian. I’m sure he’ll heal and won’t have any lasting effects that might keep him and his future mate from having pups. At least, I hope so. I have nothing against his future mate. ‘Do you want to risk a run, Andra? It’s possible that Donovan may come looking for you again.’ ‘Yes. I need to train, and I don’t mind Donovan. Maybe he can catch me again and lick my muzzle while he pins me to the ground.” She purrs in my head. Thankfully Donovan seems to care more about waiting for his mate than my wolf does. ‘I didn’t say I wouldn’t wait for our mate. I just said I wouldn’t mind Donovan pinning me to the ground. There’s a difference.’ She says, huffing at me. ‘Whatever.’ I tell h
If Aaron Raines thinks he’s going to keep me from my mate, he has another thing coming. He may not know she’s my mate, but every other father in this pack would be thrilled that I wanted to take their daughter out. I wait until I hear the shower running before grabbing a pair of shorts hidden in the trees for when we shift and going to her front door. I knock, waiting. When the door opens, it’s her father. “Mr. Raines.” He steps outside, closing the door. “Clint Nelson. What are you doing here?” “I wanted to speak to you about dating your daughter.” “Stay away from my daughter.” He says, turning around and slamming the door in my face. What the…? As soon as I leave, I go to find Anders. I find him in his room. I don’t bother with pleasantries. “I need your help.” He stands up, seeing that I’m irritated, pacing in his room. “Whatever you need Clint.” He says, coming to put a hand on my shoulder, trying to calm me down. “Aaron Raines doesn’t want Lily going out with me.” I can s
I probably shouldn’t have laughed so much at Clint. But here he is, this Guardian of Alphas, looking like a big tomato. He did seem very sincere when he said he wanted my forgiveness. I’m finding it harder and harder to resist him. Yesterday at training, I thought we would train together again, but my father pulled me in as his training partner and Clint didn’t fight it. Then afterward, my father forbid me from letting Andra train. This morning, however, my father couldn’t find a way to keep me away from driving with Clint and Anders without making it obvious to our future Alpha that he was trying to keep me away from Clint. Something is off with my dad. I’m not sure what’s going on, but his response to me seeing Clint is excessive and not in line with other times that I’ve been asked out on dates. Even more strange, my father is going to visit another Alpha over the weekend and he’s insisting that I go. I told him I had plans Friday night, so we’re going Saturday and coming back earl
Hello everyone, Thank you for taking this journey with me. As many of you may have read, Lily was adamant that I tell her story. And while it took longer in the beginning than I expected, I hope you got to see what a great person she is. Many of you have asked for a continuation of the series and your wish is granted! My first book about the Guardian's children, Shattered Bonds, is out now. This is Richie and Emlyn's story but will touch on many of the Guardian children as they have all grown up together. You will also get glimpses of Lily's story, which is scheduled to be the second book in the series and Alexander's, or Xander as he's called by his friends and family. Xander's book is scheduled to be third and Leana's book is scheduled to be fourth. I'm trying not to get far ahead of myself, my brain starts writing books long before I'm ready to put them on paper. But, I do have a tentative story line for Xander and Leana and Lily's book has already start writing itself in my head.
We watch as Angel and Cara explain the best that they can what Grace did to save the packs. She probably could have done it on her own, but I was concerned for her child. Having whatever strength she pulled from everyone was great, but she wasn’t reserving any for herself. She would have given everything to save them. That is something I understand very well. I would have done the same in her position. But Clint and I had the ability to save her, to make sure that she had enough reserves to survive. “You were never meant to be this strong.” Selene says, coming up behind us as we watch everyone wakes up, or, come back to life, because that's really what they are doing. They were dead and now they are alive. “What do you mean?” I ask her. “I created the Guardians to strengthen the packs. You were always meant to find your fated mates and birth a new generation of stronger wolves. I guess I should have known that the Alphas would not want to part with the strength and power that the Gu
At first, when the vampire sank his teeth into my neck, I fought. I probably could have defeated him, even in my disadvantaged state. But then, I realized if I died, I’d be with my Lily bud. I feel my tether to everyone in my life break and I tell Lily I’m coming as everything goes dark. When I open my eyes, I’m back in the meadow that I found myself in right after Lily died. I sit up and look around. All I care about is finding my Lily bud. I’m going to hold her and kiss her and remind her of what being my mate means. I’m happy when I realize I can stand. It takes me a moment to readjust to being able to walk again. “Look at this Donovan!” I say, wanting to share my excitement with my wolf. I’m met with silence. “Donovan?” I say, looking around like I’m going to find him in the meadow. What I find instead is my heart, my soul, the love of my life. “Mate.” She says and it makes my heart sing again. It’s just like it was that day beside the lake and I have to let her know that I st
I’ve continued to watch the life of my family. I’ve watched my daughter grow into a beautiful woman. She is not only beautiful on the outside, but she’s also beautiful on the inside. Clint has done such a great job raising her, as I knew he would. And I love that he still talks to me at night, as if I’m right beside him, which, of course, I am. I’ve watched as Cara developed a sweet romantic interest in Liam, watched while Rik finally realized who my daughter is and began laying his claim to her and I never left her side when Eli kidnapped her. Andra had snarled and snapped at him every time he came in to try and mark our daughter. Not that it made a difference, but we were there, trying to protect her. So, I was there when they went to Araphyra. Donovan wasn’t the only one that seemed to remember King Ailduin’s name. Andra sat up when they mentioned him. “Do you remember him, Andra?” She looks at me and chuffs. Her memory seems to be stronger than Donovan’s. When they arrive, Andr
For the next few years, I get into a pattern of training Cara. We train early in the morning, then while she is at school, I work on my upper body strength by building and testing the training facilities I’m building for her. It’s a work in progress, but I feel closer to Lily while I build this for our daughter. In the afternoons, I train Cara again, sometimes joining her, and then it’s dinner, homework and bed before we turn around and do it again. Cara is the absolute best daughter a parent could ever want. I don’t know if it’s because we had those years after Lily’s death where I struggled to be present, but she never tests me. She is smart, and we talk about her schoolwork, her studies, and I give her extra Guardian studies during the weekends when she’s training her endurance in the pool. The older Cara gets, the more she looks like Lily. She’s gorgeous and I’m thankful that she has listened to everything I’ve told her about the mate bond and that she’s waiting for her mate. I t
My Lily bud is always here, watching over me and Cara. It changes things for me. It makes the days easier. I have no intention of letting my mate down, so I begin to plan what needs to happen to train my daughter and make her the strongest Guardian alive. That does give me a moment of pause. Guardians are reborn, so where is Andra's Guardian spirit? I would look after her too, make sure she is safe. I need to talk to Anders about that, see if she’s popped up somewhere and I’ve just been so lost in my grief that I didn’t pay attention. The next couple of days, I make a plan to build a training ground for Cara. I make a list of all the materials I'll need and what I can do in the interim while I’m building. When I go to the store for my dinner with Anders, I grab some steaks, potatoes and green beans. I pick Cara up from school and send her to the table to do her homework while I start dinner. It’s Thursday and I have a lot to prepare before Anders arrives. “Dad, what’s going on?” Car
Time moves differently in this place. At first, it moved slowly. I spent a lot of time with Cara and Clint as they were hurting so much. Most nights, I would sleep beside Clint. But if I heard Cara crying, I’d go lay down with her. Sometimes I would spend time with Calista who holds a lot of guilt for my death. No matter how many times Anders tells her it wasn’t her fault, she still blames herself. I listen to my daughter when she calls Liam, crying on the phone, or telling him something funny that happened at school. She’s afraid to tell her father, although he usually already knows. But she doesn’t want to upset him because she is finding small moments of happiness. Liam is always a good friend to her, supporting her and validating her feelings. I’m not sure I realized how important it was for him to have me, until I watch how valuable having him is to Cara. I watch as Clint slowly begins to live again. I like sitting with him at my memorial. It’s like he’s really talking to me. An
When I returned to the packhouse after being in the hospital, Anders had moved most of my things to a room on the first floor. It was just another reminder of how far I had fallen. The name stuck and I could hear people whispering about ‘the broken warrior’. I waited until after Lily’s funeral before approaching Anders. “I’m leaving Anders.” “Where are you headed, Clint.” He asks me as we navigate through the packhouse. It was never meant to house a wheelchair. Anders has made accommodations for me, but it’s not how the packhouse was built. “I’m taking Cara and we’re leaving. I can’t stay here.” He stops, turning to look at me. “No.” “You don’t have a say in it. I’m no good to you anymore. I’m not even capable of being your Guardian.” "You're still a warrior in this pack." "But a broken warrior, right? Isn't that what everyone is calling me, the broken warrior? I can’t live like this. I won’t live like this." Anders snarls and he immediately sends out an Alpha command telling
I wake up in a beautiful meadow. It feels like spring. The air is warm, but not hot. There’s a stream gurgling nearby and birds are singing all around me. I sit up, looking around. ‘Andra?’ My head is empty. Andra is gone. Is this death? I’m in a beautiful place, but I’m alone? “Andra!” I yell, looking around. And that’s when I see her. Selene. Beside her is a beautiful brown wolf. “Andra?” She comes bounding over to me, tackling me to the ground. “Andra. Oh Andra!” I say, hugging her and running my fingers through her fur. I look up and stand as Selene walks up. “Lily.” She says to me before looking around. “Is this your realm?” I ask her, following her gaze. “No, it isn’t. It seems you Guardians continue to surprise me. You’ve put yourself in a place where it appears you can choose.” “Choose?” “Choose to come with me to my realm or stay and watch over your family and friends.” She gestures in a direction, and I see what looks like a pack gathering in the distance. “Why ca