RAIN-I'm not yours! -I pushed Elder but it was impossible for him to flinch. I didn't like him treating me as if I were an object.-Amara, don't try to resist. You are mine, period. -He walks away from me and heads down a hallway. I still feel him raging inside me.It was the kitchen.-Elder, I'm serious, I need you to take me back to school.-It's raining, I told you it can't be done.-This seems very strange to me -I walked back and forth- -It even seems that the weather and you agreed.He laughs as he takes something out of the fridge. It's a jar full of juice.-Do you want some? -he asks.-What I want is for you to take me home.-To your house or to school?I was confused.-To school," I put a hand to my head, "Please, I don't know why you have me here, I don't know why you brought me here. Don't you hate me?-Who said I hate you? -he looks at me.-I thought.-Look, Amara, the rain will pass any minute. Relax, I won't bite. Well, not if you don't want to.I rolled my eyes at her
TOMORROW LIGHTWhen I wake up I feel an arm around me, I open my eyes slowly only to realize where I am. In a completely different room. There was a more or less large window in front of me, in the window I could see the lake. Wow, I would love to wake up every morning like this. It's sunny and I hear certain birds singing. It feels so peaceful here, away from the world.I see Elder next to me completely asleep. I take his arm off my waist and stand up. I pick up my cell phone and look at the time. It is nine o'clock in the morning. The first class was about to start.-Elder," I shook him, "Elder we have to go," as he didn't flinch I shook him harder until he grunted.-What? -he turns around.-We have to go back, it's late. -I put on my boots and tie my hair in a high bun.I feel like peeing.-Get up! -I exclaimed, throwing a pillow at her, "I'll go to the bathroom and when I come back I want to find you ready now, okay? -I went to the bathroom, pulled down my panties, lifted up my sk
THE STRIKE-What the fuck is wrong with you, Amara! -she shouted at me angrily, the worst part of it all was that she hadn't even left a trace of my blow.How useless.-You deserve that and more! -I told him, if he was angry then I was angrier.Elder grabbed my arm and almost dragged me down another hallway.-Let go of me! -I stirred, besides his grip was strong and he was hurting me.-Can you tell me what's wrong with you?He pushes me towards the wall, challenging me.-You know very well what's wrong, Elder William, that you're an asshole and I shouldn't have trusted you. You're trash and that's why you deserve to be alone! -I approached him, looking him straight in the eyes.Elder nods.-Why don't you tell me something I don't know, Francesita? -his tone was dry, mocking.-You told everyone I spent the night with you," I finally said.She snorts and then laughs.-And isn't that true?I hesitated.-It is, but not the way you told them. You know what? I don't want you to ever come ne
GUILTY-Sorry I'm late," I say to Wade, sitting down in the seat across from him.Wade smiles.-Don't worry, is everything all right? -he asks.I nod, my mind was on Elder and what had happened, why couldn't I stop thinking about that manipulative jerk?-Everything is fine," I lied.-What will you order for lunch? Look, I was thinking we could order these? -Wade started to say, but it was as if I didn't hear him anymore when I saw Elder coming with another guy talking about something. Elder had a sour face as usual. He looked stressed, I don't know. Maybe he feels remorse for what he did to me.I feel sorry for him.Elder sits with his friend at a table on the other side of the pool and they start talking about something. But it happens: Elder looks at me, attentive and expectant. I look away from him and focus on Wade, who was still talking but not listening.-... So, what do you say, do you like the idea?Idea of what? Because I was paying attention to that idiot I didn't hear anyth
THE KISSFeeling Elder kiss me was strange, new. Something like this couldn't be happening. Not between us. Even though my lips were following his rhythm I involuntarily put my hands on his chest and pulled away.-I can't do this," I told him, "Do you think I'm stupid? I won't fall for your game again. What will you do next, say you brought me to the forest to fuck me? -Forget it, Elder, I don't trust you.I gave him a quick look and turned on my heels, walking away. He had stayed without saying a word, just listening to me which I appreciated. I almost ran to the back door of the school. I was thankful no one was there. I could feel a little blood on the dry leaves on the floor.When I entered the halls I looked for Flavia somewhere, finding her in her locker next to mine.-Flavia," I positioned myself next to her.-Amara, I thought you would take longer," she closes her locker looking at me.-Elder is an idiot.-What did he do to you now? -I wanted to know.-Nothing. I mean for figh
THE PIJAMADAKarla knocks on Mell's bedroom door and they open it. Mell is in her underwear. That's right: underwear. I look at the girls and vice versa.-Come in, we've been waiting for you.We went into the bedroom where there was music playing, everything was almost pink and there were four more girls there. Some were in tops and shorts and others in baby dolls. There was lively music in the air and a few beers. What surprised me was that among the girls was Melania, is she Elder's girlfriend or just his toy? Anyway, I felt a little uncomfortable with her.-Girls, this is Melania, Gina, Kendra and Lasy-Mell introduces us. Karla obviously knows them.-Gina, did you see Louis' fight? Karla approaches a black-haired girl, she's short and thin. Pretty. What do you have to say about your ex-boyfriend?I was surprised to learn that this girl was Louis' ex-girlfriend. And that Karla was telling me things about him.-I'm not interested anymore, I'm dating someone else. -Gina answers him.-
TRAPThe next morning I get up to do what I do every morning: go to the bathroom, shower, get out and get ready for another day of classes. What happened yesterday has me a little shocked. I mean I made out with the girl named Lasy, Flavia had gotten jealous of me and what she did with Karla. There are so many things. I mean, I had to seriously talk to Flavia so I could clear things up; I didn't want to lose her friendship. I had grown fond of her.-Good morning," Flavia says to me and leaves for the bathroom. I saw that Karla was still asleep in her bed.-Good morning," I answered awkwardly. I thought she wouldn't talk to me. That was a good sign, wasn't it? Flavia goes into the bathroom so I'm left alone with Karla, who was starting to stir.I finish combing my hair and take some money to pay for breakfast.Karla yawns and sits on the bed.-Ugh, I don't want to go to class," she complains, "How did you sleep, Amara? -She asks me, "Didn't we keep you awake last night? -she grimaces a
THE VICTIM-You killed her! You killed her! -the girl shouted at me.-No, wait," I wanted to get closer, but she instinctively backed away. She was afraid of me, it was obvious. And it didn't look good to me at all.Damn it.-You're a killer!God, those words hurt. But they wouldn't affect me because I hadn't done anything. It had all been a mix-up. A trap. Who the fuck could have done this to me?-Listen to me, I came here and found this," I dropped the hammer so she could see I was unarmed. But the girl kept backing away until her back hit a bush.-I'll call the police," she says, pulling out her cell phone.-No, don't do that," I begged. I was sure there was an explanation for all this. But as I said, it didn't look good to me. First of all, he was wearing the victim's clothes and had touched the murder weapon as well: the hammer.-I'll call the police," she repeats, holding her cell phone to her ear.Great, now I would end up in jail.-Wait, I... -But something happened: in the bl