THE LABORATORY
-What's wrong? -Flavia asks me when she notices my puzzled face. I wasn't sure whether to tell her because the message said not to trust anyone. But it's Flavia, who wants answers like me. In the photo was a boy, his shirt was torn to shreds, he had scratches on part of his body. He had died. Did the principal know about this? Did people know about this? Were they aware that these things were happening in their prestigious high school?
I decided to trust her because the truth was a lot for a single weak person like me.
I passed the cell phone to Flavia over the table so she could read the message. When she read it I looked behind her. There was Elder and the others sitting two tables away from us. Elder looks as if nothing had happened at his party yesterday. Mell laughs at something her red-haired friend said. When Elder looks at me I don't look away but hold my eyes to let him know I'm not afraid of him.
-It can't be," Flavia puts a hand to her mouth, "It's terrible.
-I know.
-Are you going to the lab? -She asks me. "This seems very dangerous to me, don't you think?
-It is," I take the cell phone and put it in the front pocket of my pants, "But don't you think it's something important? Maybe someone needs to find out what happened there once and for all.
I had a clue: wolves. But who brought those wolves in? That was the question.
-I'll go with you," he says, "On this.
I narrow my eyes, analyzing her.
-Really?
-That's right.
-Thank you, so I won't feel alone in this.
-We can go after breakfast so as not to arouse suspicion.
-That's fine.
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When we passed by Elder and the others there was an uncomfortable silence, it's like when you pass by people who were talking but when you pass by they don't talk anymore. Well, that's how it happened just now. Flavia and I went into the school and looked for the lab, where could it be? We were new here so we didn't know anything about it.
-Where do you think it is? -Flavia asks me.
-I don't know. This place is huge.
We went upstairs to the second floor and kept looking at the signs on the doors. It just said 4th grade homeroom, 3rd grade homeroom, 5th grade homeroom, I guess this is where we would have classes tomorrow. When we got to the end of the hallway we breathed a sigh of relief when we found it.
Lab.
-I'll wait for you out here to make sure no one comes in," she says.
-Okay," I walk into the room, looking around. You never know when someone is watching you. Since it's empty, I hurry to the bottom drawer. I open it and start looking for the black folder.
I find it.
Great.
I put it under my shirt and hurry out.
-I got it.
-We should go to the bedroom," she says.
-It's okay.
As we turn down a hallway leading to the bedrooms, I almost hit an abdomen.
Damn it.
Elder.
-Where to so fast, French? -he asks me, crossing his arms. His face has only one expression: amusement.
-To my room, why?
-What do you have there? -He points to my belly.
-Nothing that matters to you, William," I take Flavia by the hand, wanting to join him, but he stops us.
-Come on, I want to know what you have there. -He comes closer.
-Don't come near me," I push him.
-Uh," he laughs, "why are you being like this?
-I don't want to have anything to do with you so... please stay away," now we pass him leaving a confused Elder. Maybe he's not used to women rejecting him. There are always first times, Elder, get used to it.
When we got to the room, we closed the door behind us, but we were not alone.
-Hello," a girl says to us. Apparently she was the one missing in the remaining bed since there were only three of them.
-Hello? -It was Flavia who spoke, "Who are you?
-I'm Karla. You are new I guess.
-Aren't you? -I asked.
-I've been here since last year," she replied. Karla was short and had yellow hair.
-How great," said Flavia, giving me a "what do we do now" look. Since we wouldn't have any privacy to go through the things in the folder.
-Well, I'll go get some breakfast because I had a long trip," she tells us.
We move away from the door to let Karla pass, when she finally leaves, Flavia secures the door.
-We can't talk in here anymore," she complains.
I sit down on my bed and pull the folder out from under my shirt.
-We'll have to be more cautious," I murmur.
-What do you think is in it? -he asks.
-I don't know.
I think about opening the folder because I don't know what kind of things we'll find, but just as I was about to do so, someone comes in.
-Wasn't the door locked? -I ask Flavia.
-That's what I did.
It was Mell.
-Hi, girls," she says, "what are you doing?
I put my pillow on top of the folder so she wouldn't look at it, but she notices the action.
-Hey, if you guys were busy I can come over later," she says, "no need to act like that.
-Like what? -asks Flavia.
-Strange.
-Yesterday you spent most of the day with us and now you're going with Elder and his group. Make up your mind, will you?
-I don't understand them. Yesterday I was with you because the director asked me to show you around. Everyone here knows that my group is with Elder. Besides, just because I'm with them doesn't mean I'll stop talking to them.
-The problem is, Mell," I stand up and walk over to her, "I hate Elder William and everything to do with him. Because I feel that they, or I might say, you, do bad things.
She laughs.
-What are you talking about?
-Yesterday, for example," now it's Flavia who stands up next to me.
Mell laughs more.
-Don't tell me you believed it? -she says.
I frown uncomprehendingly.
-You're new, girls, we had to give you a little scare to see if you're worthy of being here. Did you see wolves? Well, they weren't wolves," he pulls out his cell phone and shows us a picture. There were guys wearing black wolf masks. What the fuck? -Did you get a message? It was Chris lying on the floor pretending he was dead. It was all planned, Amara. -she reaches around me and takes the folder under my pillow- There's nothing here. -She opens it and shows it to us. There was a sheet of paper with only the phrase ROMA! In capital letters.
-I don't understand," says Flavia, "nothing was real?
-No, it was all planned. We do it every year to scare the new kids. Now yes, girls, welcome to this school -she smiles sideways at us. But it's not a sincere smile or anything like that but there's something behind it.
-What a relief! -Flavia throws her arms around Mell, "You had given me such a scare.
However, there was something that didn't add up. The wolf I saw was real. No one can take my mind off that. But they are smarter and I'm just now realizing that. They can convince Flavia. But not me. I will find out everything that has to do with Elder and his dark group even if I have to become part of them.
SUSPECTS-These skirts are a little short, don't you think? -I say to Flavia as I look at myself in the mirror. It was Monday and classes were starting today. The uniform was a bit strange. The skirts were blue and short.-They look fine to me," she replies. Of course, anything provocative is fine with her.-Do they dislike the uniforms? -asks Karla coming out of the bathroom.-Not at all," I answer. Karla seemed a bit strange to me, I mean, sometimes I felt her to be sincere and other times I felt her to be a bit hypocritical, so I wouldn't relate much to her. The last thing I want is to find more fake people in my life.My cell phone rings, I notice it's my dad so I answer it:-salut papa.-Amara, comment vas-tu? tout va bien? -he asks me.-Everything is fine, I'm getting ready to go to class. Tu me manques.-Tu me manques aussi. Je vous vous appelais juste pour vous souhaiter une bonne journée et prendre bien soin de vous. J'ai une réunion importante en ce moment. -It was always th
THE LAKE-Two things: I need you to accompany me to a place. And don't tell anyone.I slowly close my locker door and turn to see the least expected person inviting me out. Elder William is leaning against the wall looking at me in a nonchalant tone.-Excuse me? -I clutched my notebooks to my chest.-What you heard," he says, "I need you to walk me somewhere. That's all.I looked around to make sure no one was watching us because this really seems like a joke.-What did you smoke?He rolls his eyes.-Are you coming or not? My patience is wearing thin.I thought about it. It was very strange for Elder to talk to me and worse, to invite me, but I had made a plan before: to approach them to find out what they were up to. And it seems that Elder is making it too easy for me.-Why do you want me to come? Why did you invite me? -I wanted to know.-All right, if you don't want to go, don't go," he rejoins, making a pretense of leaving, but I stop him.-All right, I'll go," I agreed, "what ab
RAIN-I'm not yours! -I pushed Elder but it was impossible for him to flinch. I didn't like him treating me as if I were an object.-Amara, don't try to resist. You are mine, period. -He walks away from me and heads down a hallway. I still feel him raging inside me.It was the kitchen.-Elder, I'm serious, I need you to take me back to school.-It's raining, I told you it can't be done.-This seems very strange to me -I walked back and forth- -It even seems that the weather and you agreed.He laughs as he takes something out of the fridge. It's a jar full of juice.-Do you want some? -he asks.-What I want is for you to take me home.-To your house or to school?I was confused.-To school," I put a hand to my head, "Please, I don't know why you have me here, I don't know why you brought me here. Don't you hate me?-Who said I hate you? -he looks at me.-I thought.-Look, Amara, the rain will pass any minute. Relax, I won't bite. Well, not if you don't want to.I rolled my eyes at her
TOMORROW LIGHTWhen I wake up I feel an arm around me, I open my eyes slowly only to realize where I am. In a completely different room. There was a more or less large window in front of me, in the window I could see the lake. Wow, I would love to wake up every morning like this. It's sunny and I hear certain birds singing. It feels so peaceful here, away from the world.I see Elder next to me completely asleep. I take his arm off my waist and stand up. I pick up my cell phone and look at the time. It is nine o'clock in the morning. The first class was about to start.-Elder," I shook him, "Elder we have to go," as he didn't flinch I shook him harder until he grunted.-What? -he turns around.-We have to go back, it's late. -I put on my boots and tie my hair in a high bun.I feel like peeing.-Get up! -I exclaimed, throwing a pillow at her, "I'll go to the bathroom and when I come back I want to find you ready now, okay? -I went to the bathroom, pulled down my panties, lifted up my sk
THE STRIKE-What the fuck is wrong with you, Amara! -she shouted at me angrily, the worst part of it all was that she hadn't even left a trace of my blow.How useless.-You deserve that and more! -I told him, if he was angry then I was angrier.Elder grabbed my arm and almost dragged me down another hallway.-Let go of me! -I stirred, besides his grip was strong and he was hurting me.-Can you tell me what's wrong with you?He pushes me towards the wall, challenging me.-You know very well what's wrong, Elder William, that you're an asshole and I shouldn't have trusted you. You're trash and that's why you deserve to be alone! -I approached him, looking him straight in the eyes.Elder nods.-Why don't you tell me something I don't know, Francesita? -his tone was dry, mocking.-You told everyone I spent the night with you," I finally said.She snorts and then laughs.-And isn't that true?I hesitated.-It is, but not the way you told them. You know what? I don't want you to ever come ne
GUILTY-Sorry I'm late," I say to Wade, sitting down in the seat across from him.Wade smiles.-Don't worry, is everything all right? -he asks.I nod, my mind was on Elder and what had happened, why couldn't I stop thinking about that manipulative jerk?-Everything is fine," I lied.-What will you order for lunch? Look, I was thinking we could order these? -Wade started to say, but it was as if I didn't hear him anymore when I saw Elder coming with another guy talking about something. Elder had a sour face as usual. He looked stressed, I don't know. Maybe he feels remorse for what he did to me.I feel sorry for him.Elder sits with his friend at a table on the other side of the pool and they start talking about something. But it happens: Elder looks at me, attentive and expectant. I look away from him and focus on Wade, who was still talking but not listening.-... So, what do you say, do you like the idea?Idea of what? Because I was paying attention to that idiot I didn't hear anyth
THE KISSFeeling Elder kiss me was strange, new. Something like this couldn't be happening. Not between us. Even though my lips were following his rhythm I involuntarily put my hands on his chest and pulled away.-I can't do this," I told him, "Do you think I'm stupid? I won't fall for your game again. What will you do next, say you brought me to the forest to fuck me? -Forget it, Elder, I don't trust you.I gave him a quick look and turned on my heels, walking away. He had stayed without saying a word, just listening to me which I appreciated. I almost ran to the back door of the school. I was thankful no one was there. I could feel a little blood on the dry leaves on the floor.When I entered the halls I looked for Flavia somewhere, finding her in her locker next to mine.-Flavia," I positioned myself next to her.-Amara, I thought you would take longer," she closes her locker looking at me.-Elder is an idiot.-What did he do to you now? -I wanted to know.-Nothing. I mean for figh
THE PIJAMADAKarla knocks on Mell's bedroom door and they open it. Mell is in her underwear. That's right: underwear. I look at the girls and vice versa.-Come in, we've been waiting for you.We went into the bedroom where there was music playing, everything was almost pink and there were four more girls there. Some were in tops and shorts and others in baby dolls. There was lively music in the air and a few beers. What surprised me was that among the girls was Melania, is she Elder's girlfriend or just his toy? Anyway, I felt a little uncomfortable with her.-Girls, this is Melania, Gina, Kendra and Lasy-Mell introduces us. Karla obviously knows them.-Gina, did you see Louis' fight? Karla approaches a black-haired girl, she's short and thin. Pretty. What do you have to say about your ex-boyfriend?I was surprised to learn that this girl was Louis' ex-girlfriend. And that Karla was telling me things about him.-I'm not interested anymore, I'm dating someone else. -Gina answers him.-