You are a pussy

The last few days had literally been the worst days of my life and if anyone had told me that it wasn't going to be this easy then I would have rejected but then I just couldn't understand why .

The noise of the constant ticking of the clock reminded me that I had to be somewhere but my body was as stiff as a firewood and not even ready to move an inch ,I just don't get it .

For the first time ever I felt a bit threatened.

I knew that I shouldn't be doing this but then this was the only thing to ever happen to me and there was no way that I was just going to let that be .

"Baby girl ,you sure that you are okay being in there ?"

I knew bella wanted to come in but at this moment I don't think I would ever want that to happen ,I was literally losing it .

"I want to be alone "I whispered trying to make sure that she heard me well .

"If you want to do that ,then I just wanted to let you know that Ryan just left and there's just no need of being inside there and mopping your eyes out