Letitia doesn't remember when she fell asleep, she only remembers that in the end, she didn't even have the strength to cry.
Possessed over and over again by the man she hated most, tortured to the point of redness where her body had never been visited before. Her pride and dignity were crushed over and over again, held in his arms and played with like an erotic toy.
Despite her exhaustion, Letitia did not sleep soundly. She was opening her eyes wearily at dawn. Looking at the smooth jawline and broad chest in front of her, Letitia was confused for a moment, her long, arched lashes fluttering three times before she remembered the madness of last night. Her eyes snapped open and she withdrew from Samuel's embrace as if she had seen some viper.
But the moment she moved, an awful pain surged through her body, and she bit her bottom lip to prevent from screaming, shame and disgust overtaking her as she stared hard at the man who had started it all before her, tears slowly welling up in her eyes.
She had split into a pathetic omega and had even been completely marked by the person she hated the most on her first night after splitting.
This damn Samuel, she wanted to kill him now! No, killing him would be too cheap, she wanted to castrate him immediately!!! Then chain him up in a prison van and have him paraded through the streets!
Letitia's chest was heaving with anger. Last night Samuel had been delirious, but he had been gentle with her, always clinging to her and kissing her on the back, repeating "like" in her ear.
Who knew what he liked? Who knew whom he thought he was?
If he had been forced to do it, he would have liked it or not!
Letitia turned white with fear and grabbed the ashtray on the bedside table to guard against it, but Samuel just rolled over and fell back into a deep sleep.
Letitia breathed a sigh of relief as the ashtray fell slowly onto the quilt.
It wasn't right, why should she be afraid? This guy was the one who had bullied her and she should be beating him up right now.
Letitia lifted her foot to kick Samuel off the bed, but the movement stopped in mid-air.
No, she couldn't wait for him to wake up. She remembered clearly how she had begged for mercy under him last night, it would be humiliating and he would laugh at her.
And what if he took it as a trick and the guy spread the story around to humiliate her? That would be the end of her.
Letitia held her breath, withdrew her foot and moved quietly, cursing at Samuel as she fought through the aches and pains, using almost every swear word in her vocabulary.
It was no big deal to be completely marked, the hospital was able to clean the mark anyway, and although the state had a three-year rule on cleaning marks. It was no big deal, she could leave the country.
She convinced herself over and over again, but as she bent down to pick up her clothes, a stream of sticky fluid flowed out from between her legs, easily shattering the defences she had managed to forge.
Fxxk.
The damn alpha, the damn Samuel, the damn world!
The crumpled clothes were unpleasant to wear, not to mention she hadn't had time to clean her body. There was no time for that now, Samuel was going to wake up any minute.
Letitia turned and gave a quiet middle finger to Samuel's sleeping face before tiptoeing out of the hotel room.
She remembered that Lurina had said that the average omega was in heat for about four to seven days, about once every three months, depending on the person.
She wasn't sure of the length of her estrus period yet and needed to go to the pharmacy immediately to purchase inhibitors.
It wasn't as if last night's full marker hadn't done the trick. At the very least, she'd been tossing and turning for half a day and the estrus fever hadn't arrived.
Thinking about it, Letitia couldn't help but blame herself again. If Samuel hadn't messed up, maybe she would have differentiated into alpha by now.
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"Letitia, what took you so long to get back?" Letitia's sister Jade Rayas was in a formal dress in the foyer, carrying her work bag. Letitia collided with her as soon as she opened the door.
Letitia smiled dryly, her eyes curved like crescent moons, but there was no smile in them: "Are you on your way to work, Jade? You've done a great job. We're counting on you for our family's company. ...... You should go now or you'll be stuck in traffic again later."
Jade ignored her compliment and twitched her nose as she passed Letitia, asking, "What's that smell?"
The alpha pheromones of her sister's matcha tea scent hit her and Letitia panicked a little, subconsciously covering her neck and taking two steps back: "Nothing ......"
She was wearing an inhibitor and a scent blocker, but Jade still smelled it.
Jade seriously pulled her hand away from the back of her neck and saw the barrier bandage on it, she instantly understood. She went up and smelled it and said, "The smell of freesia ...... you have differentiated into an omega? When did that happen?"
Letitia could only be glad she had the foresight to go to the clothing shop, change into a high-necked dress, and put on a barrier patch so her sister couldn't see those nasty post-coital marks.
"Just last night, so I found a random hotel to use for differentiation and went to buy inhibitors and barrier patches early in the morning."
She displayed childlike behaviour by tucking her hands into the corners of her shirt.
Jade smiled at the corners of her mouth, well that was right, her good little sister should be an omega, she stroked her head gently in a rare moment, "That's good, don't be mad, omegas are not inferior."
Letitia was a little touched, the aggression she felt last night came to her. She went up to Jade and hugged her, buried her head in her shoulder and silently reddened her eyes.
Jade thought she didn't like the omega gender and patted her back to reassure her, "We already have an alpha in the family, so don't feel pressured into whatever you're splitting into, and the matching mechanism isn't really that scary. Look at me and your brother-in-law, we're doing just fine."
She had no chance, she was completely marked. She didn't know what to do next, her future was uncertain.
Her sister continued, "Even if you become an omega, don't forget that you need going to be helping out in the company. You just don't want to face the Council's old stuff! You have to let me take a break once in a while, right? I haven't been out with your brother-in-law in almost a year!"
Here again, Letitia held back her tears and returned to her normal self, "Sis, I've suddenly got a headache, no more words. Go to work, our dad has grown black hair over the years with your help, it's all because of you!!!"
It was because she didn't want to help out at the office that she went out every day to fool around with Lurina and the others, not realizing that her sister had seen through it a long time ago.
Jade didn't have time to argue with her, if she didn't leave she would miss an important meeting. She gave her sister a blank look and hurried off towards the garage.
When she entered the entrance hall, she was greeted by Merry, the housekeeper: "Have you had breakfast, Miss Letitia?"
Letitia waved her hand, "No, where is my mother?"
Merry replied, "Madame has gone to her flower arranging class."
Letitia said reluctantly, "Got it, Merry could you please put the water in the bathroom for me, I need a bath."
Merry responded with a yes and turned to go.
As she stood in front of the bathroom floor mirror, she could see the bruises and marks on her body, the thighs, the waist, the wrists, the ankles, etc. Due to her sensitive skin, these marks were somewhat gruesome on her body.
Letitia took down the nozzle to wet the mirror, the figure inside finally blurred, and she exhaled a heavy sigh as she turned and stepped into the tub.
She would have an integral cleanse and get all that disgusting stuff out of her body.
The door banged shut, and the man in the bed sighed and sat up with a yawn. The hotel was a mess and the bed was covered in signs of lovemaking. Samuel pinched the base of his nose with a bit of a headache. He hadn't expected to be drugged yesterday, to be in Letitia's room by mistake, and to meet her in the form of an Omega by coincidence. Yes, he remembered everything clearly from last night. He had forced on her from start to finish, and he could recall every detail from Letitia's struggles to her compliance, from her curses to her cries for mercy. Thinking about it, he sighed again, and the relationship between the two of them, which was already not so good, was likely to get worse. As he wandered off, the phone at his bedside rang and the caller ID was his assistant. "Hello? Boss, there's been progress on that project from last week, but they've required you to fly to the UK yourself." Samuel rubbed his hair with one hand and turned back into the serious a
He remembers? He actually remembered that day? Letitia felt her blood rush to her head and retreated to the booth's corner seat. She had not left the house for two months out of fear of this man. Letitia had not seen him at her door for so long that she believed he didn't even recognise her at their first night, but the first thing she heard from him was a marriage proposal. "Samuel, have you been kicked in the head by a donkey?" Letitia retorted indignantly, raising her voice. Samuel recalled a stray cat he had picked up on the side of the road that had begun in a similar manner, hissing and huffing at him, with wariness, dread, and menace written all over its face...... However, it was only pretending to be cruel out of fear. It was only when it retreated to what it considered a safe distance that the little guy would return to normal. Samuel heaved a sigh before rising up, glaring condescendingly at Letitia, resuming his prior demeanour, and remarking with a smug gri
Samuel was waiting for her at the registration center's entrance when she arrived.She noticed Samuel's valiant form, his spirits high, and his eyes bright when she looked up.Samuel saw her arriving and rushed over to hold her arm."Excuse me, Mr Samuel, Please don't block my path." Letitia grumbled angrily."You look so pale, are you not well?" Samuel asked, not moving out of the way, but coming a little closer.Being so close, Letitia smelt the faint scent of cedar coming from him and her body unconsciously moved closer and the discomfort lessened.The physiological dependence made her otherwise raw tone sound a little awkward: "No need for Mr Samuel to worry about my condition, I'm perfectly fine." Having said that, she forced herself to take a step back.Samuel gave a laugh, the cedar scent a little stronger, more soothing.Instead of speaking, he looked at her with an intense and passionate look, as if he were looking at some exotic animal.Letitia touched her face suspiciously:
Letitia didn't want the baby, she was still too young to have developed the capacity to be an omega mother, let alone to raise a child to adulthood.It was difficult to find a black clinic in the city of Morz, because the country's crackdown on abortion was so strong that a while back there had even been a mass march of Alpha's in the city to protest against the government for allowing Omega abortions.It was only through Lurina's contacts that she had found a studio that could do that kind of procedure.But it was something she didn't want anyone to know about, she didn't want anyone to find out about her relationship with Samuel, let alone her parents finding out about her pregnancy.Plus it was a sensitive time for the regime, and if it was discovered that the youngest daughter of the Rayas family had even had a private abortion, then there was a good chance that her own family group would be implicated.Today Letitia mysteriously informs Lurina that she has something important to
Letitia was having a hard time explaining what was going on, and she was sitting in the room of the villa Samuel had bought for her all a bit self-loathing.Nothing had confused her so much since she had known she was pregnant.But , how could there be a wedding so soon? She had wanted to spend this time in peace and quiet, but she hadn't thought she would not be able to avoid her fate. She heaved a sigh in the lounge of the wedding venue.It was as if her destiny was going to be fixed at this moment from today onwards. She was wearing her wedding dress and was about to lie down on the sofa. The door to the lounge was opened by a group of people. It was the styling team for the wedding.The wedding process was really tedious, and her special health condition made her more easily tired and sleepy than normal.She had been groggy all day, like a puppet on a string, doing whatever the stylist told her to do. The make-up, the dressing, the detailing of the process consumed a total of four
Letitia threw up all the food she had eaten at breakfast. Before ten o'clock Letitia's stomach was rumbling with hunger but she was too lazy to ask the strange servants here to help prepare the meal, so she simply stopped eating and tried to forget hunger...But being hungry during pregnancy can affect the fluctuation of hormone levels. Her mood followed, and when she settled down she saw that nothing in the house looked right.Especially when she saw the white ribbons fluttering on the balcony and the [Congratulations your marriage] decorations on the wall, she felt as if it was a reminder that her life had been turned upside down.She was no longer alone and even with a child with someone she didn't really like."Can these white decorative silks be removed immediately now." She was sitting on the sofa with some funny variety show playing on the TV, and the person who was watching it was not at all happy, frowning at the colourful balloons that were decorated in the living room for
Samuel has changed his nature and treats Letitia so well that she feels goosebumps and seriously suspects that he is possessed by a ghost.Even when it was dinner time, Samuel would gently rub Letitia's hair and ask her if she wanted to be carried downstairs for dinner.Naturally, Letitia could not accept such a caring behavior.She repeatedly refused Samuel's concernUntil he smiled a third time and asked her if she needed an extra layer of blankets.Letitia couldn't take it anymore, so she took the opportunity to go out and get some fresh air with Lurina and the others.It's just another chance to follow Lurina and a group of friends inside the Club to chill out."Letitia Rayas, you just got married and you have time to hang out? Don't you have to be gentle with Samuel at home? I've heard that Alpha's endocrine system fluctuates a lot when they get married. What, your Samuel hasn't come into heat yet? You are still so leisurely." One of them asked.Letitia looked less than friendly
Letitia ran out and leaned her back against the door of the master bedroom for a moment before moving to the guest room.It was too late in the evening to ask someone to clean the other rooms, so Letitia went straight to the guest room where Samuel had been staying.The room was neatly tidied up and there was a slightly wilted bouquet of freesias on the bed, Letitia went over and touched the pale white petals before sitting down on the bed.The fragrant scent of cedar was not much, if any but unmistakably dependable, and Letitia lay back on the bed with a sigh.Due to the gender-specific nature of omega and alpha, an omega would only become dependent on the alpha that marked her until the mark was washed away.But unlike alpha, being at the top of the pyramid, they could mark multiple omegas and not become dependent on any of them, or even be able to find out that the omega had been thoroughly marked only at the point of intimate contact.She had been so thoroughly marked by Samuel
"By the way, I remember you going out with an Alpha to buy drinks earlier. Did Samuel not know that?" "When did I buy milk tea with an Alpha?" Letitia had no recollection of it, none at all.Samuel came back and the two of them were chatting happily, "What's the milk tea?" Letitia waved at him and brought him over with her hand on her waist, "Nothing, I said I'd buy you a cup of milk tea from the milk tea shop at the door after school." "Letitia, sorry about that." "?" "Before you, Letitia went to the milk tea shop with an Alpha and, as far as I could see, asked him about his taste! Don't be jealous, they're no longer in contact." Letitia's breath caught in her throat and she thought, "When have I ever done this before? It's like you're getting used to the idea that she's not fit for purpose! I had to hit her with anything today. "Oh." "......?" Letitia had her sleeves rolled up, but when she heard Samuel's indifferent voice, she stopped in her tracks. No reaction at all?
"Wha... why are you being so nice?" Letitia said, and Samuel responded with such seriousness. Letitia was just saying that, but Samuel was so serious about his response that he put the lid on the pot and suddenly grabbed her around the waist and pinned her against the wall, "Is it true that if I'm good, you'll say yes to more of my requests?" Letitia looked away and laughed helplessly, "Not at all." "Then again, it's not like I'm going to take you off your medication." Why do this nonsense. It's not like there's going to be a satisfactory outcome for him. "Whatever, you must have said yes." Samuel held her face and asked, "Tell me the truth, don't you?" When Letitia saw how serious he was, but all she could think about was laughing, she pursed the corners of her lips to make herself look serious and said, "Yes, yes, yes. You're right." Samuel ruffled his hair around his ears, "Hey, I'm charming, I can't help it." Letitia: "......" "You'd better make dinner." "I thought
"The teacher texted me to say that I was given a day off to come and sort out these special days." He didn't expect that the class teacher would actually take the initiative to give him the day off to come and sort out this kind of thing. "It's okay, just have your normal afternoon class." Letitia took the phone and put it aside, "Sleep a bit more? I'll get you something to eat, what do you want to eat?"Samuel shook his head, "I'm not hungry." "You're the only one who isn't hungry all day, have you become a god, drinking dew?" Letitia took out the pills from the bedside table and put them aside for him, "Take these before dinner."Samuel: "......" A quick glance at the inhibitor over there. He regretted it immensely. Why did he tell Letitia about this? He should have just said something to get rid of it. Now, if he took the pills on time, the suppressant would not escape.Samuel reached out to take the medicine and said, "You go and get busy." Instead of giving him the medici
Samuel lay on his side, expressionlessly looking at the person sitting on the edge of the bed, working on two assignments. Sensing his gaze, Letitia raised her head slightly to meet his fair cheek and asked suspiciously, "What's wrong, are you still unwell?"Samuel shook his head, half of his face buried in the soft pillow, and he looked very uninspired, "How close are you?" "Almost." Letitia flipped through the pages, "About ten more." Maths and Physics were fine, but English and Biology were more difficult. There is too much copying to do. You have to control the font when writing so that it's not too obvious and the teacher notices. "Does that inhibitor ...... still feel right?"Samuel was silent, and seemed to whisper something, but Letitia didn't hear him, they weren't far apart, but Letitia still didn't hear him, reflecting how low Samuel's voice was. Letitia looked up and touched his forehead. There was no rejection, just a lack of movement, probably due to the discomfor
After dinner, Letitia took a hot shower and lazed on her bed, playing with her mobile phone. Her hair was wet and a bit messy, and it looked like she had just used a towel to snuffle it out without wiping it down.Samuel put down his pen and went over to her with the towel and held her in place. "Hmm?" Letitia was staring at her mobile phone when her eyes were blocked by the towel coming down on her head. Letitia lifted her hand and grabbed Samuel's, pulling him over to her and wrapping him in her arms, "It's okay, it'll dry itself in a minute in this heat." "It's autumn, what kind of hot day is it?" Samuel didn't struggle and continued to rub her hair in this position, "There's a one-touch dryer, remember to use it." Even though Alpha's body was in good shape, she couldn't do that. "The scent of cedar is strong, but not overpowering, giving you a sense of something that smells heavy but is somehow light, something that shouldn't exist in the same place. It's an adjective that s
Lurina shook her head, "No, no, no, it's just that I thought it was strange that you two would be together last night. You guys..." "What's so strange about that?" Letitia patted her work in her hand, "Isn't it normal for us to stay together?" "Yeah, yeah." Lurina couldn't possibly say anything else, "Did you have a fight?" Samuel still had a small bruise on his face that didn't show up unless you looked closely, but Samuel himself knew it, he was silent as he remembered it and finally said, "This is between us." After that, he turned his head and went to collect his work. Lurina: "......" What kind of people are these? Letitia should be talking to the teacher about something else besides her leave. Samuel had put her homework away at her feet in the morning. She looked up at Samuel, who smiled at her and was about to open his mouth when the teacher came in. Finally Samuel made a gesture and pointed to the book on the table and tore off a strip of paper. ---The note
In a flash, Letitia's face flushed bright red and she looked at Samuel for a long time, stammering 'you-you-you' without being able to say a complete word. She had only wanted him to sit down and help her untie her apron. Looking at Letitia's fleeing back Samuel couldn't help but curl his lips in a big way. Letitia stumbled, grabbed the doorknob and went in, closing the door behind her. Samuel looked amused, it was fine to make small gestures in private, but if something really happened Letitia would be the first to blush. After sitting there for a while, he got up and cleaned up his plate and went in to find Letitia. Samuel thought Letitia would lock the door when she entered, but instead it opened with a gentle tug. Letitia shook her head, put the phone aside and said, "Get up early tomorrow and pick up your homework from my house." There was no way to go back at night, and Letitia was afraid that she would meet her family at this time, so she would wait until tomorrow. It w
The house is still empty. Letitia could do the cooking anywhere, but it was easier in her own home, except that she had to do all the things she had done on the way out. Samuel stood by her side, handing out dishes and tools, and he stood back and watched while Letitia worked on the chicken leg. Letitia laughed when she saw how serious he looked, as if he was doing maths in class. Samuel gave her a suspicious look at the sound of her voice, "What's wrong?" Letitia shook her head, but she had just put the seasoning on the chicken leg, so she had to touch his face. Samuel looked at her strangely, "I'll put the dressing on for you." The seasoning was already in place, so it was just a matter of stirring it so that each piece of chicken leg was coated with the seasoning, and if he helped, he could take Letitia's hands off to work on something else. Letitia hastily avoided his hands, "Chicken thighs smell bad, don't get your hands dirty, go and wash the apples." "Okay." He
Letitia looks around the kitchen as usual. It's an improvement on the last time it was empty, but there are still no dishes, but there are more spices, onions and ginger and garlic, and a few leaves of spices he doesn't know. Still no food. When Samuel came down, Letitia was chopping green onions and, looking at the empty counter, he asked, "What are you going to do tonight?" "A few dishes." Letitia put the knife aside, turned her head and saw that Samuel had changed his clothes after all this time, and smiled at the refined life of a rich young man. "There are no dishes in the kitchen." Letitia washed her hands and said, "If you're coming down, why don't you come out with me and buy something?" She had intended to make the ginger and spring onion water herself and then go out to buy some food. Samuel nodded, "Okay." Letitia led Samuel straight out the door towards the food market. The previous supermarket was not reasonably priced, and since Letitia had lived in the ar