"Ma, Pa," I called my parents while eating dinner. "May ipapaalam sana ako."
Mama looked at me. "What is it, Lilianna?"
I gulped and looked at my father. He nodded and urged me to speak.
"Um, my classmates from senior high school... they plan to go on Sumilon Island this Saturday. I was hoping if I could go...?"
Papa looked at Mama while she was just there eating eating her food. Ako naman ay medyo kinakabahan sa maaari niyang sagot. Whether she will let me go or not, I will oblige. Wala naman akong kaibigan doon, e.
"Okay," Mama spoke out of the blue.
My eyes widened. "Really?"
"Take Manong with you."
Of course. Of course she won't let me go there on my own. Palagi nalang may chaperone, whether si Manong Ramon or any of the maids I'm close with.
"Okay, Ma."
Morning came and I'm already prepared for the trip to Sumilon Island. Sabi ni Zoey sa group chat, dito kami sa harap ng old school namin sa Talisay magme-meet up.
I came to the meeting place last since andami pang pinapaalala ni Mama lalo na si Papa na halos ayaw na niya akong paalisin sa bahay.
"I'm sorry, I'm late!" I apologized to Zoey. She looked at my behind and I know who she was looking at.
Akala ko si Mang Ramon lang ang sasama sa akin pero ipinasama rin ni Mama ang anak nito na working scholar din ni Papa, si Greg.
Ever since nakatungtong ako ng high school, Greg was already around. He's two years ahead of me when it comes to education and age. Hindi kami close but we get along somehow.
I smiled apologetically at Zoey. "Don't worry, they're on me."
Zoey only smiled and then ordered the people to go inside the van she rented for us to ride on. Papasok na sana ako roon nang may humawak sa braso ko. Napalingon ako at nakitang si Greg iyon.
"Miss Lili, ang sabi po sa akin ng mga magulang mo na sa kotse niyo lang ikaw pwede sumakay," ani Greg at napakamot ng kilay niya.
I sighed and removed his hand on my arm.
"Right."
I once again apologized to Zoey and she just smiled and said, "No worries! Sundan niyo lang ang van."
Sa lahat ng classmates ko sa senior high, si Zoey lang ata ang palaging pumapansin sa akin and maybe that's because I'm an officer.
Zoey turned to Manong Ramon.
"Sir, medyo malayo po ang byahe natin. Kaya niyo po bang mag-drive?" Zoey asked out of concern. Medyo matanda na rin si Mang Ramon.
"Huwag kang mag-alala, hija. Marunong naman mag-drive ang anak ko kaya walang problema."
Napatingin si Zoey sa katabi kong si Greg na nakatingin din sa kaniya. Tumikhim si Zoey at agad nagpaalam n papasok na siya ng van.
Si Greg naman ay nakatingin pa rin sa papalayong si Zoey kaya siniko ko siya para asarin. "Crush mo ba? Beauty and brains iyan."
Gregory sneered. "Hindi po, miss. Self-love muna ako ngayon."
I just chuckled and shook my head. Gregory is the type of person who'd fall easily to people he find good or pasok sa taste niya sa mga babae. And yup, pasadong pasado si Zoey.
Pumasok na ako sa backseat habang sina Manong at Greg ay nasa harapan. Papalit-palit sila sa pag-drive kapag napapagod si Manong kaya mabuti nalang din siguro na isinama si Greg sa trip na 'to.
Medyo malayo-layo pa ang byahe patungong Oslob kung saan ang isla kaya madalas kaming nags-stop over.
Nasa lungsod na kami ng Alcoy, which is also a place that is popular for its beaches. I wonder why Zoey didn't pick this place?
"Hey, Lil!" tawag sa akin ni Zoey. Nasa likuran ako ngayon ng kotse at pinapanuod ang magandang tanawin sa harapan.
May inabot sa akin si Zoey na tatlong piraso ng burger. I looked up to her, questioning why was she giving me these.
"It's a snack for you three. Batid kong hindi pa kayo kumakain," she said and smiled.
"Pero meron kaming dalang extrang pagkain—"
"Hep! Just accept those burgers. You can give one to your boyfriend—"
"Gregory's not my boyfriend, Zo—"
"That's a relief—" Zoey exclaimed and then her eyes widened a moment after. As for me, I tried so hard to prevent myself from laughing. So this is lowkey bribery.
"Yep. Thank you, Zo," pasasalamat ko nalang.
Nahihiyang ngumiti si Zoey at agad nagpaalam. Dahilan niya'y marami pa siyang gagawin dahil saktong tanghalian na an hour from now.
Pumasok naman ako sa kotse at ginising si Gregory na natutulog sa shotgun seat habang si Mang Ramon naman ay nakahiga sa backseat.
I threw the two burgers at him. Nagulat naman siya.
"Ano 'to, miss?"
I shrugged. "Dowry siguro."
"Huh?"
I shook my head lightly and took a bite. "Kumain ka nalang."
Tahimik lang kaming dalawa ni Greg habang kumakain ng burger. Napansin kong palagi niya akong sinusulyapan kaya noong napuno na ako ay nagsalita na ako.
"Bakit?"
"Okay ka lang ba, Lilianna?"
I sighed. Sa tuwing tinatawag na niya ako sa pangalan ko ay umaariba na naman ang pagiging "kuya" niya sa akin. Oo, hindi kami close but since he's Papa's scholar, parang obligasyon niya na rin ang bantayan ako.
"Okay lang naman. Bakit mo natanong, Kuya?" sabi ko at umirap.
He sighed. "Pwede ka namang humindi sa gusto ng nanay mo, e."
"Kung ganoon kadali edi sana ginawa ko na. Pero hindi, e. Si Papa nga na isang marangal na sundalo tiklop sa kaniya, paano na kaya ako na anak lang?"
"So ganiyan nalang? Ayaw mo nang gawin ang gusto mong gawin noon pa lang?"
"What goes, I follow," tanging sagot ko.
Naputol ang pag-uusap namin nang biglang kumatok si Zoey sa kotse namin. Lumabas naman ako at hinarap siya.
"Lil, I know this is bothersome but I have a favor to ask sana..."
"Ano iyon, Zo?"
Zoey scratched her eyebrows. "Diba palagi kayong naga-outing dito sa Alcoy?"
"Medyo. Bakit?"
"Can you accompany me to Voda Krasna? You've been there, right?"
Tumango ako. "Oo. May kikitain ka ba roon?"
"Yes. I have to go fetch my cousin. Sasama kasi siya sa atin patungong Sumilon," sagot niya and held my hand. "Accompany me, please? You can bring Greg with you."
I smiled. Hindi ko alam kung nagsasabi siya ng totoo o nagpapalusot lang, e.
"Okay."
As planned, I brought Greg with me all the way to Voda Krasna, a three-star hotel in Tingko Beach, one of the beautiful beaches in Alcoy.
Si Zoey lang ang pumasok habang kaming dalawa ni Greg ay naiwan sa may entrance.
"She likes you, by the way," I spoke.
Greg looked at me with furrowed brows. "Sino, iyong classmate mo? Imposible. Ang ganda n'on, miss!"
I laughed. "Hindi ka naman pangit."
"Hindi rin gwapo," Greg said and sighed. "Naku, miss! Pinapaasa mo lang ako."
Tinawanan ko lang siya habang hinihintay si Zoey kasama ang pinsan niya. Pagkatapos ng ilang minuto ay nakita ko na si Zoey at may kasama na siyang isang makisig at matangkad na lalaki.
His figure was somehow familiar to me. I looked at his face but I can't seem to decipher kasi naka-sunglasses siya.
"Guys, meet my cousin, Kairos," panimula ni Zoey. "Kai, they're my friends—Lilianna and Gregory."
The man beside Zoey smirked and slowly removed his sunglasses. Ganoon nalang ang pag-awang ng bibig ko nang makita ko ang kabuuan ng kaniyang mukha.
"You!" sabi ko sabay turo sa kaniya, still in shock.
The brute only waved his hand and smirked.
"Hi, red bra. Pleased to meet you again."
This brute! This goddamned brute is Zoey's cousin?! I can't believe this. How small the world could get?
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"Kairos Leonel Abella-Ferrolino," the brute said while literally grabbing my hand and then gave it a brief kiss. Agad ko naman iyong binawi dahil nandidiri ako sa presensiya niya. He just smirked at me and faced Gregory.The brute which named Kairos offered his hand and then they went for a man hug. Naputol lang ang pagtingin ko sa kanila nang biglang bumulong si Zoey sa aking tainga."Kilala mo pala ang pinsan ko, Lil?"Nagpakawala ako ng malalim na hininga at sumagot, "Not until now.""Hm," Zoey only said and called the boys. "Kai, Greg! Balik na tayo sa stop natin. Baka hinahanap na tayo ng mga kasama natin."Since nag-commute lang kami patungo rito dahil hindi naman ito kalayuan,
The whole Sumilon Island trip was fun and I went home with a smile on my face because a specific someone didn't bother me the whole time."Pasukan na sa Lunes, Lilianna. Did you prepare your stuff?" tanong ni Mama habang hinihiwa ang steak. Nasa isang mamahaling restaurant kami ngayon because Mama got her pay today. Hindi man halata but my mom always treat us to fancy restaurants or even go anywhere in the Philippines kapag sweldo niya na.Ayon kay Papa, nakagawian na nilang dalawa ang mamasyal kapag may extra sa mga sahod nila noong magjowa pa lamang sila. I found it very endearing because despite their busy schedules due to their works, hindi pa rin nila nakakalimutan ang isa't isa.Nilunok ko muna ang kinain ko bago sumagot. "Yes po, Ma. Naka-plantsa na rin ang uniform."
The first few weeks of being a freshman student was bearable. Naga-adjust pa rin kami sa new environment but thankfully, we managed."Lian!" lumingon ako sa direksyon kung saan narinig ko ang boses ni Sawyer. She was running towards me. "Lian! I have something to tell!"I almost shrieked when she almost slipped on the floor. We were on the first floor of the building kung saan tiled ang sahig ng quadrangle. I saw some students from the senior high department laugh at her clumsiness pero parang wala lang iyon sa kaniya."Bakit ka ba tumatakbo? Alam mo namang medyo madulas ang sahig dito!"Sawyer laughed. "That makes running more exciting!""Ano nga pala sasabihin mo?" tanong ko nang p
Nagpatuloy sa pag-uusap sina Sawyer at Greg as if may sarili silang mundo habang ako ay halos maging literal na estatwa na dahil sa titig ni Kairos na nasa tabi ko pa rin.I cursed in my head. Bakit ba ayaw niyang ialis ang tingin niya sa akin?! Hindi naman ako isang pintura na tinititigan!Nabaling lamang ang tingin ni Kairos sa harapan nang nagsalita ang emcee at sinabing magsisimula na ang program one minute from now."Ba't may pa-program pa? Daming hanash nina Dad, ah!" wika ni Sawyer.Kairos, who was beside me, chuckled. "Your brother turned 21 today, you know. He's a debutant.""Bakit n'ong nag 21 ka wala ka namang ganitong keme-keme?"
Midterms Exam is coming kaya todo review kami sa mga lessons na t-in-ackle ng mga professors. Nandito kami sa kwarto ni Sawyer ngayon nag-aaral. Wala kaming pasok ngayong hapon because the professors were busy with some stuff kaya hindi na namin iyon pinalampas at agad pumunta rito sa bahay nila. Hindi naman ito kalayuan kaya walang problema. "Why didn't you tell Gregory that you're coming with me? Diba higpit na binilin ng Papa mo na dapat kasama mo siya palagi?" Sawyer asked out of the blue. I smiled. "Having a bodyguard—or whatever you call them—all the time... is sometimes draining, you know?" Bawat galaw ko ay monitored nina Mama at Papa, and that is through Gregory. I can only go out when I'm with him or when I'm with his father, Manong Ramon, so that they'd know what I was do
I can't believe that brute! He really had the audacity to put his lips over mine without my permission! My lips is now ruined because of him!"Ano ba kasing nangyari, Miss? Bakit ang pula ng pisngi ni Kairos? Tila may sumampal sa kaniya."Well...Nagkibit-balikat nalang ako at pumasok sa kwarto ko. Hindi na ako pumunta sa office ni Mama at Papa roon. Today is their 20th wedding anniversary kaya alam kong namamasyal sila ngayon and enjoying each other's company.Bumagsak ako sa kama at tinakpan ng unan ang mukha ko at doon sumigaw nang sumigaw. I'm so angry right now, shouting my lungs out isn't enough.Kinabukasan, I woke up early even though it's the weekend. I have one class today
"Ms. Vera—""Just Lilianna, please," pagputol ko kay Ms. Coming.She smiled. "Lilianna, Mr. Ferrolino will be your dance partner in the upcoming dance contest in your school."If this brute really is my partner, that means he's also a business student. Ayon kay Ethan, he's in his third year."I'm gonna come here from time to time to monitor your progress. Dance to you hearts' content, guys," wika ni Ms. Coming at umalis na ng studio. Naiwan kaming dalawa ni Kairos dito.I looked at Kairos who walked to the laptop and searched something. Bigla namang dumapo ang mga mata ko sa labi niya. Uminit naman ang pisngi ko nang naalala ko na naman iyong ginawa niyang eskandalo sa mall. Na
Chapter 9Nagising ako sa ingay ng alarm clock ko. Bumangon naman ako para patayin iyon. I looked outside and the sun was about to rise. I could also hear the birds chirping and singing. Bumuntonghininga ako at umalis na sa kama para maligo.I was not supposed to wake up this early but I heard that Mama took a day off today and would stay inside the house all day. Ang rason kung bakit bumangon ako nang maaga ay ayaw kong makita si Mama. I couldn't face her... no, I don't want to face her.It's just that, I'm still upset about our last conversation. Of course, I understand where she's coming from. She wanted the best for me. But does wanting the best for her own child means controlling her every move and every decision? Hindi ko na alam.
What It Takes To Be A FamilyI never thought that being a parent couldn't get much more tiresome but fulfilling at the same time. Sometimes, I would wake up seeing Lilianna swaying one of the twins in her arms as she hummed a song, her eyes closed because of sleep deprivation.I would automatically get up and say, "Lili, give me Leone. You should rest."Lilianna would open her eyes halfway and smile. "It's okay, brute. You should rest, may trabaho ka pa mamayang umaga.""No, give me Leone, Lilianna. Ako na ang magpapatulog ng bata. Where is her milk?"Bumuntong-hininga si Lilianna at dahan-dahang binigay sa akin si Leone Kennedy, ang babae naming anak.
Misterand Missus"How could you wed my daughter in a civil wedding, Kairos?!" nagagalit na tanong ni Papa."Papa..." pagpigil ko sa kaniya sabay hawak sa braso niya. Nagulat naman ako nang hinablot jiya mula sa hawa ko ang braso niya. Wow! He was really mad. I thought he was just acting!Nakita naman iyon ni Kairos. Lalapit na sana siya sa akin pero inilingan ko siya para pigilan siya.Napatingin kaming lahat kay Papa nang tumayo siya mula sa pagkakaupo rito sa sofa. "Mara, where did you put my shotgun?"Napasinghap si Tita Esmeralda.
Epilogo: Eternal LoveI was enjoying the breeze of Toronto when my cousin, Isaiah, called me and disturbed me from relaxing my ass off."What?" I asked, annoyed.I heard a chuckle coming from him. "Come on, bro! Get your ass back here. You're not fit for Canada!""I'm having my vacation, Isaiah. I'm not staying here for good. 'Wag kang mag-alala, uuwi rin ako next month.""School is coming back next month too, you should be here by the last week of May or the first week of June. Third year is a crucial year for college students, Kai. We should not take it lightly."Napailing ako. Isaiah and his obsession w
Epilogo: First Love "My god, Kairos! Ang bagal-bagal mo talaga! Male-late na ako sa appointment ko at male-late ka na rin sa dance school mo na iyan!" Napailing ako sa pagsigaw ni Kieru sa kabilang parte ng pintuan. Nasa labas siya ngayon ng kwarto ko at naghihintay na lumabas ako. I woke up late this morning, and I immediately played video games on my personal computer. That's also the reason why I'm now almost late to dance class. Kinurot ni Kieru ang tainga ko nang nakalabas ako sa kwarto ko. Humiyaw naman ako sa sakit. "Aray ko, Kieru!" She gasped. "You have no respect to your older sister, Kairos!" "Calling you ‘ate’ gives me chills," I said with a disgusted look. Tinanggal ko ang pagkahawak niya sa tainga ko at nauna nang lumabas sa bahay at pumasok sa family car. The whole ride, Kieru insisted that I should—no, “must” call her ‘ate’ or else she'll wreck my desktop computer in my bedroom. I just sighed and decided
Chapter 40Pero hindi ko kaya.Hindi ko na kayang mawalay pa sa kaniyang ng kahit isa pang araw.Kaya ginawa ko ang gusto kong gawin.Embarrassing as it sounds, but I turned around and shouted Kairos' name with my longing heart. Agad naman siyang lumingon sa akin, naguguluhan.At first, I was walking slowly as I stared at his mysteriously dark eyes. But when I got impatient, I jogged my way towards him... until it turned to a run. I left my luggage alone and spread my arms as I hugged him.He carried me by the butt and I immediately wrapped my legs around his waist.
Mariin akong pumikit nang naramdaman kong gumalaw ang kama. Mahigpit ang hawak ko sa kumot nang naramdaman ko ang braso ni Kairos na tumanday sa baywang ko sa ilalim ng kumot.Kalaunan ay narinig ko ang tawa niya. "I know you're awake, Lilianna. Your body is tensed."Doon pa ako kumawala nang malalim na hininga bago minulat ang mata at hinarap siya. Agad naman akong nagsisi nang nakitang halos magdikit na ang mga ilong namin. Sobrang lapit niya!I hissed when my sister down there ached because of the pain I got from last night's... physical activity. Pumikit na naman ako nang nakaramdam ako ng hiya. Gusto ko na lang lamunin ng lupa nang inalala ko ang ginawa namin kagabi.I couldn't believe that really happened. It
The celebration eventually ended. Nagsiuwian na ang ibang guests samantala ang iba naman ay napagdesisyonang dito na lang sa hotel matulog. The Ferrolinos booked a couple of hotel rooms for the guests to stay in for the night."I booked a room for you, Lian," sabi ni Sawyer nang pumasok kami sa elevator. Sinabay niya ako sa kotse nilang dalawa ng asawa niya. Nahiya tuloy ako dahil baka naistorbo ko sila. "You should stay for the night. Neco couldn't drive you home because he's dead drunk."Tumawa ako at tumango. "Okay. I will stay."Niyakap niya ako patagilid. "Thank you for coming to the best day of my life, best friend. Nawala na ang six years kong tampo sa'yo."We laughed together as we talked about random things
Dumating na nga ang araw ng kasal ni Sawyer. Narito kami ngayon sa isang five star hotel ng ciudad. May nakalaang mga suite ang entourage—magkahiwalay ang mga babae sa mga lalaki. Ang groom naman at ang bride ay may tig-iisa ring room na nakalaan para sa kanila.May mga professional makeup artists at hairdressers din na binayaran ng pamilya Ferrolino para sa amin kaya naging mabilis ang paghahanda para sa kasal. We only got to sit in front of a vanity mirror, and watched our faces get beautified by their artsy hands. The makeup artists decided to match our eyeshadows with the wedding motif.Akala ko ay magmumukha kaming clown sa lavender eyeshadows pero kabaliktaran ang nakita ko nang natapos akong ayusan ng isa sa mga makeup artists. I commend them for making it perfect. It was simple and minimal but it complenemented
Chapter 36It would take an hour or two before we arrive at Minglanilla so I decided to rest my eyes. Pero agad ko rin iyong pinagsisihan dahil tuluyan na akong nakatulog! Nagising lamang ako sa marahang pagyugyog sa akin ni Kairos.Paglingon ko sa bandang kanan ko ay nasa harapan na kami ng main gate ng Midori Plains. Nang naalala ko si Isla ay agad ko namang binaling ang backseat. She was nowhere to be found.Narinig ko ang pagtikhim ni Kairos. "I dropped her at the city."Tumango na lang ako.I unbuckled my seat belt and went out of the car. Sumunod naman siya at binuksan ang likuran ng sasakyan. Sumalubong sa akin ang tumitiriki na araw kaya napasuot ulit a