“Death visited me earlier. He took me to a place where I saw three old women, they’re known as the Norns. They see the past, the present and the future. If you’re worthy, they will show you and give you a chance to change your fate.”
“Who’s fate? Yours?”
“I have a daughter.” Her eyes were wide with anger, but she controlled her voice.
“How old?” I knew this was the make-or-break moment.
“She was born the day after Kai.”
Adara slapped me harder than I thought she could and stood up. She grabbed the first thing she could find on my desk and threw it at my head. The solid steel wolf statuette connected and cut my cheek open. She wasn’t looking at me, she was crying as she grabbed whatever she could find, and I had to turn my back to her.
“Adara! Enough!” I yelled at her as she slumped to the floor and sobbed. I bent down in front of her and just held her.
“Let me just tell the story. This is as big a shock to me as it is to you. I never cheated.” She didn’t lift her head and I continued the story.
“Her name is Saga, and her mother is a witch. She made herself look like you, so that I…to get pregnant. I did sleep with her once before when you were in Ireland. Jessica did a spell so that I could forget her. By the time Dezrael realized she wasn’t pregnant the first time, we were married and her spells didn’t work anymore, because you were here.” I could feel her heart breaking, piece by piece as I kept talking.
“I’m a half witch, she wants Karani’s power through Saga which she thinks is my first-born child. It’s only a matter of time before she realizes that Kai was born first–” Adara interrupted me for the first time then.
“What did Death show you?” She was adamant, gripping my shoulders hard. I shook my head, and she grabbed my hand. “Tell me!” She said more urgently.
“We were in the clearing setting Kai’s spirit free.” It came out as a whisper and she started crying all over again. I hugged her then and let her cry. We sat like that for a long time. My cheek had stopped bleeding and I stood up pulling her up with me.
“Now I have to go tell Malachi all of this too.” Her emotions were all over the place and it was hard to know what she was really feeling, but she took my hand and walked with me into the kitchen.
“Whoa, that was some talk, Superstar.” Jessica looked at the blood on my face, but I didn’t smile. We sat down at the kitchen table and Malachi looked from Adara to me, but we were blocking him.
“What’s going on?” Malachi questioned as he put Kai in his carry cot. I ignored him for a moment and then I finally looked at him.
“How long have you and Jessica been…you know,” I started asking him.
“A few months.”
“Did you know that she’s a witch?” Shock registered in both their eyes.
“How did you know that?” I smiled sadly. In a way I was glad that he knew she was a witch, they had honesty at least.
“Death paid me a visit earlier this morning. He took me to visit the Norns.” Jessica’s eyes widened.
“The Norns?” Jessica repeated my words in a whisper.
“Okay, I’m going to give you the short version. Dezrael’s a witch and she made herself look like Adara to get pregnant. I have a daughter named Saga, she was born the day after Kai. When she realizes that Saga isn’t the first-born, she will come after Kai. He’s in danger.” Malachi was shocked to say the least to learn he now had three grandchildren.
“I don’t understand the reasoning as to why.” I looked at Jessica, I didn’t think that she wanted to answer him, so I did.
“Dad, I’m a half witch like Mom. If her child is the first-born, she can claim from ancestral powers. Karani was an immensely powerful witch, and she wants it.” I watched his face. I was shocked once again. He knew.
“You knew and you never told me?” Anger made my hands shake. He didn’t answer me.
“I don’t care who is a witch or who did what, I want my son safe! How are you going to do that?” Jessica looked at me, I had shocked her with everything I knew, and I realized that she also knew about Karani.
“I eliminate the threat from Kai by harnessing Karani’s power for myself as her first-born.” Jessica’s eyes were wide, and I saw that she was very uncertain.
“That’s an extremely dangerous spell to do, Kiran. Most witches don’t survive the process.” Fear was evident in Jessica’s voice.
“This is what the Norns showed me, I have to harness Karani’s powers to save Kai.”
“Kiran, you talk about things you know nothing about, as if it’s just easy to do, ‘yeah let me take Kai’s place’, you have no idea even where to start. Dezrael is already a powerful witch on her own, to do a transformation ceremony takes months of preparation. You know nothing of magic!”
“Then you’ll teach me because you’re in this as much as I am. You made me forget her the first time we met.” She shook her head and sighed.
“You’ll need Karani’s heart.” Jessica said finally.
“We cremated her and scattered her ashes in the clearing.” It was the first time Malachi had said anything since I had said that I was half witch half wolf.
“Okay, this just became so much harder. We’ll have to cut out a piece of your liver–” Jessica started and Adara stood up suddenly.
“What? That’s crazy!”
“It’ll be okay.” I tried to soothe Adara but Jessica shook her head again.
“No, Kiran, she’s right. It is crazy because we stop your healing so that we can get to your liver. The pain will be excruciating, but if the spell works it’ll heal immediately afterwards, if not, you’ll die.”
“No, there has to be something else we can do. Can’t you just kill her?” Adara’s question was innocent and I saw something in Jessica’s eyes that I didn’t like.
“No, killing a witch isn’t that easy. She’ll have protection spells around herself and possibly a cloaking spell around the baby. We will have to fight her with magic, weaken her and then kill her. Dark magic is enormously powerful. She would have harnessed another dead witch’s power to successfully do that transformation spell, meaning she’s even more powerful now. No coven will get involved with this.” Jessica answered her.
For Adara, the choice was a difficult one. For me, it was quite easy. I would suffer anything, go to any lengths to keep them safe. I would even cut out my own liver if it meant that Kai would live.
“That’s not all, though.”
I knew they were processing everything I had told them. I had told them so much and I knew that later I would have this conversation again, with James. I thought about what I would tell the pack.
“There’s more?” Adara asked incredulously.
“My daughter, Saga. I have to save her too.”
I emptied half a bottle of Scotch in the time it took James to arrive at the house. I was exhausted and I was scared. I wouldn’t admit that to anyone, but I was. I had no idea what awaited me because I hadn’t even known witches existed.James and I finished the bottle as I told him my story. His eyes held disbelief and the expression on his face was one of utter shock. I left nothing out, I told him everything. He didn’t interrupt me once and for that I was glad. It was hard enough to tell the story twice in one day.I hadn’t slept yet and I knew my eyes were red-rimmed from lack of sleep. I had spent the night looking at Christian and Kai as they slept in our bed next to Adara. Christian saw it as having a sleepover and he loved it.“I don’t know what to say. Witches…shit”“Tell me about it.” I rubbed a hand over my face and sighed.“And Jessica and Malachi? I didn’t see that one coming.” I smiled at the way he said it, the slight frown making it more comical than it was. “What are y
I gave the pack a moment to settle down, to digest everything I’d told them and let them come to terms with what they’d seen from Jessica. It was a lot to take in and a lot to understand. Once I did that spell, there was no going back, I’d be a half breed.“Dezrael will be coming for Kai because he is my first-born.” I had yet to tell them that I was a half breed.“Why is she coming after Kai?” Frank asked.“Okay, guys, now I’m going to tell you another secret that I only recently found out and then if it’s your choice, I’ll step down as Alpha if that’s what you want.” They all looked at me and I could see the confusion in their eyes.“This sounds worse than a witch coming after your son.”“Karani was a half witch and that makes me a half witch too. She chose her wolf life over that of a witch. Dezrael’s fear is that Kai will draw on Karani’s power one day. She wants Karani’s power for herself and she will try to claim it through my daughter which she thinks is my first-born.”There w
Malachi glanced at Jessica every so often as he drove towards her house. It had been a long day and the time was creeping closer to midnight. She’d been quiet ever since they left the house and he wished she’d say something.“Jess.”Jessica knew exactly what he wanted to say. Malachi was loyal to a fault, always pushing and putting everyone else first. “No, I’m not going to do it.”“Why not?” The tension in the car was thick and Malachi exhaled slowly as he felt the familiar rise of irritation that could and would turn to anger in the blink of an eye.“You have no idea what you’re doing, he has no idea. That spell I mentioned, I’ve never done it and I don’t know of any witch that has successfully completed the spell.”Malachi remained quiet as he pulled into the garage and Jessica climbed out of the car and pulled the side door open. Malachi gritted his teeth when he noticed that she had yet again failed to lock her doors.“Jess…don’t walk away from me.” Malachi put his keys down on t
Malachi halted in the doorway as Jessica lay motionless on the bed, the cups falling from his hands as his breath hitched in his throat. She wasn’t breathing and she had no beating heart. Malachi swore under his breath as he looked at her, wanting to touch her but not being able to.It reminded him too much of Karani’s lifeless body and it physically hurt, deep in his soul because he had no idea what to do. He hated feeling powerless and clueless and it didn’t happen often that he did.Malachi could feel his emotions tumbling about, his heart rate slowing, his skin growing cold as fear gripped him. He couldn’t lose her, not like this, not for something he asked her to do, something she hadn’t wanted to do.Malachi stood rooted to the spot, a low buzzing sound in his ears. Jessica was his second chance at life. He’d realized it soon after that first night he’d spent at her house, even with no imprinting bond keeping him to her, he loved her completely.Jessica gasped and her eyes snapp
James had begrudgingly taken over for me both with the pack and at the hotel. We still had a manager that reported to him while James took over command. It freed up my time to do what I had to do to keep Kai safe.I spent my days in the den going through every single lupiary that we possessed, but not one of them mentioned witches. I wanted to know everything I could. Knowledge was power but my knowledge at that stage was extremely limited and that’s when I phoned Jessica to join me.“What?” I smiled at the way Jessica answered her phone. Diplomacy was obviously not her forte.“I need help.”“Of course you do, Superstar. Where are you?”“At the den. Our lupiaries have nothing about witches.”“Duh. Give me ten.” She ended the call as abruptly as she had answered it and I sat back on the sofa.Jessica arrived exactly ten minutes later, a frown on her forehead and not looking happy at all. She fell down on the sofa and emptied my glass of Scotch before looking at me.“Help with what exac
It only took me a few seconds as it all clicked and I smiled broadly and kissed her forehead again. I tucked my phone into my pocket and headed to the garage. I found a shovel and made my way around the house and down to the clearing.The path down to the clearing was as overgrown as always and the stillness of the forest around me had me feeling at peace. I knew that feeling wouldn’t last long. The moment I stepped into the clearing I’d feel different.I entered the clearing and my soul felt heavy. Too many dead bodies had lain here. I walked up to my tree and I looked at it. My mark didn’t look anything like a wolf to me but then I wondered if perhaps Karani had made Adara see a wolf, perhaps knowing that this moment would come.It seemed Karani had been prepared for a lot of things and I missed hearing her voice. It felt like years since I’d hugged her and I missed her warmth. I didn’t think I’d ever get over her loss and I didn’t really want to.I wondered where I should start dig
I sat down on the couch with the first book and opened it. I felt drawn to it, maybe because the handwriting was Karani’s or maybe because of the magical connection, I didn’t know which but it was almost overwhelming.“Kiran,If you’re reading this then I’m dead, and you have a child. Firstly, congratulations! I wish I was there to see him or her. You’ll be a great father because you had a great example in Malachi. I know he’s with you every step of the way, he always will be too. You were and always will be the great love of his life, the pride he feels each day and the reason for him to keep getting up each day and going on.Know that I love you and I always just wanted to protect you from this world. I know that you wouldn’t have found my chest by accident and you will need help to harness my magic.You would have cremated my body and scattered my ashes in the clearing and therefore you’ll need to replicate my heart with a part of your liver. I’ve written down all the spells you’ll
I sighed audibly. I didn’t know anything about magic but I felt frustrated by the knowledge that the book with the spells I’d need in a few months wasn't at my fingertips. I’d always been a bit of an overachiever and I knew that I was running out of time.I stood up and stretched my legs. Today was Tuesday, I had two days to prepare myself and for Jessica to do this spell. I wondered if Malachi would be able to cut out my liver. I knew James wouldn’t be able to do it.I closed Karani’s book because it didn’t feel like it belonged to me yet and switched off the lamp next to the couch. I had no idea how long I’d been immersed in the book but pushing this harder wouldn’t bring me answers any sooner. I went to the kitchen and Malachi sat at the counter with his back to me.Malachi turned at the sounds of my footsteps and smiled. “Dad, is everything okay?”“Of course. I was waiting for you. Adara said you found your mother’s chest in the clearing.”I sat down at the counter next to him. “I
Josh and I got his car from the parking lot across from our apartment. We rarely used it because we were so close to everything. We walked everywhere we needed to go and only used the car when we had to. He drove to the address that Marcus had given us and we looked at the houses that lined the street heading towards the Country Club.It reeked of old money, new money and it made my skin crawl. Everything was in your face wealthy like it was a competition. I disliked it intensely, maybe because we were actually poor and we lived on a budget. We couldn’t just spend money like we wanted to.“Man, check out these houses, some rich ass people that live here,” Josh said and I laughed at him.“Do you really want to live in a house like that?” My voice was earnest and I was really interested in his answer.“Wouldn’t you, man? Just imagine, lying there next to the pool, this cute little thing just handing you drinks,” Josh said and I laughed at him.“Maybe for a week, then you’ll get antsy an
The room was quiet as Bryan held his hand up. Nobody said a word and Malachi sifted through random thoughts. He would have preferred to do this with the Alpha and Beta alone in the room but the members needed to verify the truth for themselves.“Are you confirming that you never broke into more than a hundred homes, tied up the human residents and emptied the contents of their safes?” Malachi asked the Alpha.“That’s correct, Alpha,” Warren Brown said to Malachi.“And you don’t have a certain painting in your possession?” Malachi asked him and he looked around unsure of what to say.Warren Brown swallowed nervously, realization flickering in his eyes as he watched Malachi intently. The truth would come out, it always did.“The truth will set you free, Warren. The more honest and compliant you are now, the less severe your punishment will be,” John said to him as Malachi walked up to Warren.Quentin was unsure of what to do, protocol didn’t allow for Council members to enter that circl
Malachi sat at the table next to John Whitcombe with Bryan pacing up and down behind them. He was exhausted and Bryan’s pacing was grating on his nerves but he didn’t say anything, wouldn’t say anything either.“There’s still no word about Kiran’s whereabouts?” John asked him. Even John’s eyes portrayed his misery. Kiran’s disappearance had been hard on all of them. John cared about Malachi and he had high expectations of Kiran and accepting that he was dead was just unthinkable.“No, nothing. I’m starting to think that Jessica might be right,” Malachi said looking tired.“What does she think?” John asked him.“That he’s dead,” Malachi said, not looking at him. His voice was sad, almost broken and John couldn’t imagine what he must be going through.John looked over at Bryan and the irritation in his eyes was evident. “Would you stop that? You’re making me nervous.”Bryan stopped pacing and sat down at the table. He had also been trying to track Kiran’s magic over the past six months
Marcus shifted uncomfortably in his seat and he finally sighed and looked us in the eye.“I have this guy who owes me money, there’s easy money in it for you two if you can get what he owes me,” Marcus said and I looked at Josh.“How much does he owe you and what’s his deal?” Josh asked him and I sighed. This felt like trouble, the kind of trouble we tried to steer clear of.“He owes me fifty grand, he has a safe in his house, I know he has the money, he’s just being pissy about paying me,” Marcus said to us.“Why doesn’t he want to pay you?” I asked him and Marcus sighed.“I shagged his wife okay, now he’s being a real girl over it,” he said and Josh started laughing.“You slept with another man’s wife?” I asked him.“Don’t look at me like you’re the Virgin Mary, K, I see how the girls look at you two. You can’t tell me you ain’t never dipped into that,” he said to me and I frowned.“What?” I asked him. I had no clue what he had just said.“He thinks you go home with another woman ev
It was a week later and I hadn’t been dreaming. Josh had told me that I had to envision it in my mind, see the wolf and feel it, I had to want to be the wolf. It sounded like a load of bullshit to me but I had seen him change with my own eyes.The dumpster truck had arrived on Monday morning and emptied the dumpsters and had driven off. Josh and I had stood at the window looking down and I was relieved that it was over, or at least I hoped it was over.We had gone back to work and our lives were routine again. Every morning when we got home he would tell me something more about wolf life. There was an Alpha, like me, and every Alpha had a Beta, born to him, you couldn’t choose a Beta, you just knew that that person was your Beta, then there were Zeta wolves, he said that he had been a Zeta once, and I asked him where his pack was.“I’m what you call an outcast, K,” he had said to me as we jogged down the street.“What’s an outcast?” I asked him but I guessed it’s what it meant, an out
Things were surreal and things made even less sense than when I had just woken up in the hospital. Josh was talking about things that didn’t make sense at all but he was the only friend I had, I had to trust that he wasn’t bullshitting me.“We have to get rid of these first. I’ll tell you everything, I promise, maybe that’ll help trigger your memories. Man, put some clothes on,” he said to me as he opened the window in the living room. I wiped the blood from my stomach and back and put a clean t-shirt on.Josh was pulling the dead men closer to the window and I looked at him. “What exactly do you plan to do about this?” I asked him.I knew we couldn’t call the cops. I had no license, no social security card and Josh hated cops. We both steered clear of them and trouble. We never went out socially, we minded our business at work, came home, trained and when we felt like it, we watched movies at home.We saved most of our money in the loose floorboards of our bedrooms, he told me plenty
One month after waking up…“K!” Josh shouted as I walked around the corner and he saw me.“Josh,” I smiled at him.We had become good friends after my audition and I’d gotten the job to work for Marcus. We now also shared an apartment two blocks from the club. We trained together, we jogged together and most nights we worked together. It was my night off and he had grabbed an extra shift.“What are you doing here?” he asked me and I gave him that look.“Marcus called me to come in and help out,” I said to him as I put the black jacket on and inserted the earpiece into my ear as I took my position next to him at the door. I looked at the line that extended around the other corner.Marcus owned the hottest night club in Fresno. People stood in line for hours just to get inside, naturally we were at the door because like Marcus said, “Ain’t nobody gettin’ past the two of you.” I had laughed at him. We must have looked quite intimidating. We were both tall, muscular and had these blank st
Malcolm took me shopping and gave me money. I promised to pay him back but he would hear nothing of it. We had spent hours talking in my hospital room. He brought a chess board and looked surprised when it became evident that I’d win after ten moves.We’d established that I was intelligent, that I could read and write and that I knew random facts so I had gone to school, but that didn’t help me now. I was still a nobody and I still couldn’t remember anything about my life.Malcolm Schwartz became my savior in that moment and if it wasn’t for him I would have probably ended up on the streets. He introduced me to his relative, Marcus Brigham, who liked the look of me, said I was big and if I could handle myself in a tough situation, I’d be perfect for the job.Marcus asked me to meet him at a sports club for my audition. I wondered what this job entailed and how would I have to handle myself? I walked in and two guys were sparring in a boxing ring. Could I box? I had no clue but I guess
Four months earlier…“He’s opening his eyes, Dr Schwartz,” the nurse said as Malcolm Schwartz stood in front of the counter at the nurse’s station filling in paperwork. He’d been waiting for this day anxiously. They were all curious about the young man in that hospital bed.He looked up and walked into the hospital room where for the past two months ‘John Doe’ had been in a coma. He felt relief that his patient had finally woken up since there was no medical reason for him to be in a coma.“Good morning, I’m Dr Schwartz.” He kept his voice low and he was sure the relief showed in his eyes.Dr Schwarts looked at the man lying in the bed as the nurses checked the monitors showing his blood pressure and heart rate. Everything was normal as it had been for the past two months, ever since a taxi driver had brought him in.“Where am I?” I asked him, looking around.“You’re at the Fresno Community Hospital. Can you tell me your name?” Dr Schwartz asked me.“It’s… it’s… I don’t know,” I said