Malachi glanced at Jessica every so often as he drove towards her house. It had been a long day and the time was creeping closer to midnight. She’d been quiet ever since they left the house and he wished she’d say something.
“Jess.”
Jessica knew exactly what he wanted to say. Malachi was loyal to a fault, always pushing and putting everyone else first. “No, I’m not going to do it.”
“Why not?” The tension in the car was thick and Malachi exhaled slowly as he felt the familiar rise of irritation that could and would turn to anger in the blink of an eye.
“You have no idea what you’re doing, he has no idea. That spell I mentioned, I’ve never done it and I don’t know of any witch that has successfully completed the spell.”
Malachi remained quiet as he pulled into the garage and Jessica climbed out of the car and pulled the side door open. Malachi gritted his teeth when he noticed that she had yet again failed to lock her doors.
“Jess…don’t walk away from me.” Malachi put his keys down on the counter as she stopped in the doorway and turned to face him.
“You have no idea what you’re asking from me.” Jessica was shaking her head and Malachi knew she wanted nothing to do with this.
“So the alternative is to let Kai die?” Malachi’s voice rose as the anger surged in him, anger he couldn’t control. His fist slammed down on the counter, sending his keys up into the air.
Jessica’s hands started to glow as her eyes snapped to his. “Don’t yell at me!”
“I’m sorry.” Malachi took a deep breath and calmed his beating heart. “I can’t just stand by and let that little boy die, not if there’s something we can do about it.”
“And you think I don’t care?” Jessica turned towards the stairs again and stopped. “Go home, Malachi, and let me think and while you’re at it, replace the tiles on my kitchen counter.”
“I’ll buy you a whole new kitchen but I’m not leaving.”
Jessica sighed audibly and sat down on the first stair as Malachi walked towards her and sat down next to her. “How well do you know your supernatural history?”
“That depends on which realm you’d like to discuss.”
Jessica shook her head. “Vanaheim.”
“Before or after Ragnarök?”
“I get it, you’re a nerd.”
Malachi smiled and saw the ends of her mouth turn up into a small smile. “Vanaheim was the home of the Vanir gods, Njord, Freya and Freyr. It’s the realm of magic, predictions, prophecies, and sorcery. It’s where most witches choose to go after they die.”
“Good to know you’re not just a pretty face, Malachi.”
“You’re prettier.” Jessica snorted out a laugh as Malachi took her hand in his.
“The thing is…I need to go to Vanaheim before I even consider doing this. I was a late bloomer, Malachi, and I don’t really have the backing of a coven, I mean I’m sort of a part of them but I’m also not.”
“I’m not asking you for anything other than to do that spell. Help Kiran harness his mother’s magic so he can save his children, both of them.”
“Then I need to go to Vanaheim. Don’t freak out and start performing CPR and crack my ribs or anything else that could be justified as stupid. I’ll go into a trance, essentially I’ll be leaving my body so I’ll look dead until I come back.”
Malachi shook his head. “No, that’s too dangerous.”
“Dude, everything’s dangerous. Just don’t tell anyone that I can do this.” It’s not that Jessica wanted to keep secrets, but walking through the realms wasn’t for everyone and those that couldn’t, would kill to harness the power from those that could.
“How long will you be…incapacitated like that and what do I do if you don’t come back?” Malachi swallowed to hide his nerves.
“Probably an hour. I shouldn’t be in there for longer than that. Dead witches don’t really like the living trampling through their realm. I will come back, Malachi.”
“I still don’t like it…just forget it, Jess. We’ll find another way, another witch.”
“Fine, I’ll help you find another witch at least. Go make us some coffee while I take a shower.”
Malachi headed downstairs and looked at the cracked tiles on the small kitchen island. He needed to get a grip on his emotions. Anger once almost cost him Karani and he wouldn’t let it cost him Jessica.
By the time Malachi returned with the two cups in his hand, Jessica had entered Vanaheim. Traveling through the realms wasn’t something every witch could do. If it was destined you’d feel the pull and you’d figure it out.
“My, my, a living witch coming to us willingly.”
Jessica turned towards the voice. Vanaheim was a beautiful realm, full of magic and electricity sparked in the air. She had always wondered what the afterlife looked like and this was her first time coming to Vanaheim.
“Be gone, witch, you’re not the one I’m looking for.”
Vanaheim consisted of Freya’s palace, the palace of magic and fertility. The seas around Vanaheim belonged to Njord and Freyr dwelled in between. There were rolling green hills that flowed into flowery meadows.
She could smell the salt from the sea and hear the waves splashing against the rocks. Cliffs separated the land and the sea and the air seemed alive with magic. She could really believe that here in Vanaheim anything was possible.
Jessica closed her eyes and concentrated on the image of the witch she wanted to call to her. She’d never done this before, although she’d travelled to other realms but only looked in from the outside. She’d never entered one as it was dangerous.
Jessica felt the air around her shift and swirl in a cloud of light, almost like sunlight fighting through the dark and finally infiltrating it in a beam of light. She opened her eyes and looked into the bright blue eyes of the woman standing before her.
“I knew someone would come. I didn’t expect you, Jessica.”
“He needs help, so here I am.”
Karani smiled at the young woman in front of her. “You love him.”
Jessica wasn’t sure what to say but she’d always been a stickler for the truth. “Yes. I love him more than I thought I would.”
“He needs an anchor. You need to be the balance in his life. Once we die our bonds with those on Midgard are severed and what we felt there can’t be felt here.”
“Kiran needs you.”
“Kiran needs to find his own path. Once he accepts it, he’ll ask the right questions and then you can give him the right answer. When he’s ready he’ll ask for your help and you can tell him that he needs to find me.”
Jessica could feel the pull of Midgard in her soul. It was time for her to leave. “I’ll help him.”
“Your destiny is intertwined with Malachi’s now. He needs you just as much as you need him. His anger is his downfall, be wary of it and know that a love like what you two share will only come once in your lifetime, twice for him.”
Regret. It always comes too late, right? In my case, my regret was something I felt immensely guilty about, but I also felt shame. I’ve made so many mistakes over the years. The road I’ve walked hasn’t been an easy one. Some days I wondered if this was it. Was this how I would finally come to meet the gods?Choices. What would you choose if you were me? How do you choose between two children? The first, Kai, he’s taken over my whole world. I love him more than I love myself. The second, a daughter, one I knew nothing about. I love her though, because she’s a part of me, my child as well. How do you ultimately choose between life and death?Obligation. It’s the one thing that’s been instilled in me from birth. We all have our obligations to fulfill and as a wolf, you never shirk from your responsibilities. No matter what. As an Alpha, that responsibility was even worse for me. I had to be the example, the leader, the protector, the shoulder everyone leaned on. I had to be everything.F
“Kai…” I managed out a whisper. Death touched my soul and I blinked.Three women sat beside a well. I didn’t recognize this place, but it was breathtakingly beautiful. The women had no faces, yet I felt like I knew them. I had to prove myself for them to reveal their faces to me.“These are the Norns, they can either bless you or curse you. To change Kai’s fate, you have to honor each of them and perhaps they will reveal to you what you seek most.” Death’s voice was low.“Where are we?” I asked him, looking around.“We’re beneath Yggdrasil in Asgard. You have a choice to make, give them what they ask, and they will reveal the past, the present and the future to you. Refuse them and be cursed.”I walked up to the three women and I bowed before them. In this place, I had no standing, Alpha or not, and to offend them would have consequences. Urdr, Verdandi and Skuld each placed a hand on my head, and I was taken back to the past. I saw Karani, I could feel her, hear her and the pain tore
“Death visited me earlier. He took me to a place where I saw three old women, they’re known as the Norns. They see the past, the present and the future. If you’re worthy, they will show you and give you a chance to change your fate.”“Who’s fate? Yours?”“I have a daughter.” Her eyes were wide with anger, but she controlled her voice.“How old?” I knew this was the make-or-break moment.“She was born the day after Kai.”Adara slapped me harder than I thought she could and stood up. She grabbed the first thing she could find on my desk and threw it at my head. The solid steel wolf statuette connected and cut my cheek open. She wasn’t looking at me, she was crying as she grabbed whatever she could find, and I had to turn my back to her.“Adara! Enough!” I yelled at her as she slumped to the floor and sobbed. I bent down in front of her and just held her.“Let me just tell the story. This is as big a shock to me as it is to you. I never cheated.” She didn’t lift her head and I continued
I emptied half a bottle of Scotch in the time it took James to arrive at the house. I was exhausted and I was scared. I wouldn’t admit that to anyone, but I was. I had no idea what awaited me because I hadn’t even known witches existed.James and I finished the bottle as I told him my story. His eyes held disbelief and the expression on his face was one of utter shock. I left nothing out, I told him everything. He didn’t interrupt me once and for that I was glad. It was hard enough to tell the story twice in one day.I hadn’t slept yet and I knew my eyes were red-rimmed from lack of sleep. I had spent the night looking at Christian and Kai as they slept in our bed next to Adara. Christian saw it as having a sleepover and he loved it.“I don’t know what to say. Witches…shit”“Tell me about it.” I rubbed a hand over my face and sighed.“And Jessica and Malachi? I didn’t see that one coming.” I smiled at the way he said it, the slight frown making it more comical than it was. “What are y
I gave the pack a moment to settle down, to digest everything I’d told them and let them come to terms with what they’d seen from Jessica. It was a lot to take in and a lot to understand. Once I did that spell, there was no going back, I’d be a half breed.“Dezrael will be coming for Kai because he is my first-born.” I had yet to tell them that I was a half breed.“Why is she coming after Kai?” Frank asked.“Okay, guys, now I’m going to tell you another secret that I only recently found out and then if it’s your choice, I’ll step down as Alpha if that’s what you want.” They all looked at me and I could see the confusion in their eyes.“This sounds worse than a witch coming after your son.”“Karani was a half witch and that makes me a half witch too. She chose her wolf life over that of a witch. Dezrael’s fear is that Kai will draw on Karani’s power one day. She wants Karani’s power for herself and she will try to claim it through my daughter which she thinks is my first-born.”There w