"I thought you'd never arrive, "I told Lila as she sat on the couch
"I had a busy day besides I would not for anything in the world miss movie night with you, "Lila said and I smiled
"You don't have to, "I told her with genuine concern
"If you can spend hours working without sleeping then I can probably stay a few more hours"
"You're not me, "I said quietly that I doubted if Lila heard me
"I know," she said sweetly. "How about Legacies or Ginny and Georgia?" she asked after a moment of silence
"Why not both?"I told her and took out my laptop from its usual place. I dimmed the lights to give the apartment the vibe of a movie theater.
"Let movie night begin"
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I walked inside and just like the last two times, the aroma of the good food they served welcomed me in. I sat on the table and soon enough a familiar voice filled my ears and made my feet curl.
"I see you're back to see me," he said
"Even in your lucid dreams that would never happen"
"Ouch, I'm hurt," he said and I scoffed
"I need good food in my system and this was the first place I could think of" "The only place I could think of"I corrected
"Thanks for the review on our food," he said and I nodded in acknowledgment
"I'll get you something to it," he said. Lunch passed without any more of our usual banter since he was busy and I couldn't lie, a part of me wanted to argue with him but like most of the humane feelings I had, I pushed this feeling to the depths of my heart. After lunch, I decided to plan my dinner which included a mini bowl of ice cream and chocolates. I know too many sweets aren't good but for people like myself who have a sweet tooth, I couldn't resist.
"I don't even know why an old hag like you is still alive" I heard a woman say from the other aisle and I just had to interfere. Turns out it was the woman I met at the airport and...hold up.. wasn't this the girl St Clair was kissing?Was she St Clair's girlfriend? I asked myself. I decided to hold that thought and defend the old woman receiving the younger woman's insults.
"She's years older than you, don't you think it's disrespectful to call her an old hag" I defended
"And who are you to tell me what to do"the younger woman turned
"A concerned citizen, "I said with a shrug
"You shouldn't meddle in other people's business" she snared at me
"You shouldn't insult people that are older than you" I argued
She scoffed
"She's nothing but a fool, a person who can't do things on her own deserves to be called a hag," She said with a mocking smile
"And you are nothing but stupid, a person who can't respect an elder is considered as someone without home training and by what I've witnessed, it's clear that your mother didn't train you properly, "I told her, mirroring her smile
"Don't you dare talk about my mother like that" she warned
I scoffed
"You feel comfortable insulting someone else's mother but I can't bad mouth your mother," I asked with an incredulous look
"You know what, since you're so concerned about this woman here why don't you help her out with her groceries," she said while throwing all the groceries at me
"You didn't have to"The older woman said
"I had to, let me help you" the woman smiled. I couldn't save my mother from death but I could save other mothers from the harsh realities of life.
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Have you ever felt really hungry yet too lazy to stand up from the couch? That's exactly how I felt at this moment. In my effort to help the old woman I had seen this afternoon I had forgotten to get myself dinner. I needed food but I didn't know how to get it without going to the store and it was then I remembered I had a neighbor. St Clair. I know I didn't like him that much but the growl coming from my stomach was enough for me to throw away my pride and go knocking on his front door. He opened the door. He was shirtless. Come to think of it, I had never taken a good look at him. His muscles flexing in their glory, all rippling and swiney. They weren't too big, just the right size, his eyes were beautifully blue as the ocean at night. His lips......
"Are you going to talk or just stand there looking at my drool-worthy body?" he asked with a smirk
I narrowed my eyes at him
"You wish. Do you answer every person who knocks on your door shirtless?" I asked with folded arms
"Only the pretty ones" he smiled at me
"Oh please"
"So what does the lady want at this time of the night?" he asked using his hands to rake his hair
"Food,I need food, "I told him
"Hmm" he rubbed his chin "I don't have food," he said with a smile that said 'i'm lying'
"You know I hate you right?"I asked
"That fact could change soon but yeah I know you don't like me"
"So you should know how hard it was for me to come here and ask you for food?" she asked
"No, I don't"
"Baby, what's taking you so long?"someone asked from his apartment.
That voice sounded familiar
"Is that your girlfriend?"
He nodded
A woman came and kissed St Clair and I immediately looked away
"I see you're busy, so I'll come back, " I said
"You!" the woman finally acknowledged my presence
"Hi, I'm Krystabel, your boyfriend's neighbor"I faked a smile. I stretched out my hand for her to shake.
"I'm Meredith, your neighbor's girlfriend. Nice to meet you" she took my hand but instead of shaking me she pulled me into a hug and whispered into my ear
"You're going to regret what you did this afternoon" she released me
Talk about rude and creepy. I thought as I went back to my apartment the same way I went. With an empty stomach.
A knock on the door reminded me that I was still hungry. I tried sleeping to forget but nothing seemed to be working to tame my wild stomach. I hauled my hungry self off the couch and opened the door."What do you want?"I said to the frustrating person in front of me."What if I told you I brought food, would you let me in?"My hope was renewed. I dragged him by the collar inside my apartment."I'll take that as a yes, "He said as he gave me the plate"What's this?"I asked out of curiosity"Chicken fricassee. It's a Parisian dish.........""I don't need the history mister" I cut him off"You could be a little more grateful y
"You said you would hang out"I whined Lila had told me that she belonged to me and now she was backing out. It wasn't fair and she wasn't even giving me any reason why she wouldn't be able to spend the day with me. I had gone to the site earlier to kill boredom and I had looked forward to spending time with Lila but that plan was no more and the worst part of it was that I was going to die of boredom. Literally. "I said I'm sorry," she said "I'm still asking why" Her phone rang. "I'll have to answer this," she told me "Yh,yh pretend like we aren't having a conversation here," I said with irritation. I examined her as she spoke on the phone. She smiled then blushed, then there was more smiling and more blushing. "Is he the reason why you can't spend time with me?"I asked as soon as she went off the line "Who's he, what are you even talking about" she blushed "You're seriously going to play dumb right now,
His statement left me speechless. Why would he even think that...He smirked"Cats has gotten the pretty girl's tongue"Pretty. The word echoed in my head. Was he trying to play mind games with me?"If you brought me out here to play mind games then I'm afraid you'll have to take me back to my apartment," I said with folded arms.He laughed. His laughter was rich and like pleasant music to the ears."Krystabel Andez stop thinking about his laughter" I scolded myself internally"I don't play mind games hazel but if it will get you to stop hating me then I'll try" he smiled"Well we've been walking and we haven't gotten to our destination yet"I frownedHe walked and I followed. We got to a place with a wall built with vines. He shifted the Vines aside and I was disappointed. I had thought I would see something out of a Disney production but instead, I saw a circle with a star in the middle and a bench. How lovely is that?
"Join you to do what exactly?"I asked as soon as I raised my jaw.He laughed"Get your mind out the gutter," he said"We're going to be sleeping on the same bed not the other thing people do on the bed" he paused"Unless you feel like doing the other thing," he said with a sly smile"No, I would never. Why would I want to do the other thing with you? You have a girlfriend"A crazy girlfriend"Yeah, you're right," he said"So you accepting my offer or not"I shrugged"What have I got to lose?"I said and he led me inside his apartment. ♠♠♠I felt a hand tuck a strand of hair behind my ear and my eyes shot open immedi
He was calling me cupcake seconds after he spilled a milkshake on me. I was getting irritated and who knows what I could do in this state."I said I'm sorry cupcake," he said with a grin.Have you ever been in a situation where all you wanted to do was strangle a certain person because he or she was just irritating and somehow frustrating the life? Well if you haven't that's how the situation I was in now. I gritted my teeth to keep myself from lashing out."I'm sorry.... cupcake" he seemed to emphasize the word cupcake"I heard you loud and clear," I said, frowning.I decided to leave so I wouldn't end up saying or doing something that would eventually land me in jail but because the universe hated me the man grabbed my hand before I was one centimeter apart from him."What?"I shouted this time, making heads turn but right now I didn't mind.&nb
"Boo"I heard a voice say and my heart jumped out of my mouth"Sacred much?"I heard a familiar laugh and I instantly knew it was St Clair"Are you planning on killing me" I asked still shaken from the fright"How?" he asked with the usual glint in his eyes"By giving me a heart attack" I replied him with a roll of my eyesHe lowered his face to meet my ears and I stilled"There are other ways to kill you. More pleasurable ways" he whispered seductively, making my breath hitch and my heart beat faster. So fast, I thought it would jump out of my body.He nibbled on my ear and somehow that brought me out of his trance."Stop trying to seduce me"I told him and kept him at arm's lengthHe laughed"I'm not trying to seduce you Hazel"he said and laughed some more.I started walking and he followed"Stop following me" I told him without glancing at him"Have you forgotten my apartment is located just a
Ace had come over to my apartment and we searched for movies online but we didn't find a movie that really intrigued us. After hours of boredom–just two minutes–we finally decided to diverge. I really loved the movie. Beatrice also known as Tris in the movie showed us the effects of courage and determination. With those two elements you could be anything and anyone you want. "I'm really sorry happy that they both got out alive" Ace commented "Yeah I know"I said "Their story almost made me cry. Almost"he said sniffing His statement caught me off guard "That made you cry?"I asked with an incredulous look plastered on my face "Yes"he replied "You are not kidding?"I asked "No. Why do you look so surprised"he asked "I don't know"I shrugged "Maybe this movie isn't worth crying for"
St Clair and I spent the entire night talking. I got to know more about him without him getting to know more about me. I know it's selfish but it's for both of us. It's for our own good.I heard a knock on the door and I decided not to open it considering I didn't like being disturbed while I was working.What if it's St Clair. My subconscious prompted me to open the door and she was right. It was St Clair."Hazel"he beamed"Etienné, nice to see you too"I said"Likewise" he eyes grew wider "Rewind"he told me"Um... Nice to see you too"I said"No what did you call me?"he asked"Etienné?""Yeah that" he smiled "I'm so happy I could hug you right now"he said"Don't"I told him with a hand between the both of us.I led him inside
Great, just great. You'd be surprised at the things you didn't know. Lila had said that. She knew, she knew that Ace liked me and she kept quiet. Who does that? Was that why she wanted me here? I groaned out in frustration. I hated my life right now. "Are you okay?" Etienné asked, standing in front of me. Why did he have to show up in front of me? "No. People suck. Lila sucks, Ace sucks and most of all, you suck Etienné. You suck more than everybody in this world" I told him, pointing a finger at his chest. Tears were rolling down my cheek. Why was I even crying? "I know "he replied solemnly. Of course, he did. My head felt woozy. I felt like I was being carried away by the wind. I needed to think clearly but here I was, high on alcohol. Alcohol sucks too. I laughed. I was crying and now laughing. I think I'm losing it already. "I'll take you home," Etienné told me as he attempted to get me off the bar stool. I pushed him away from me. "Listen…." I spoke with a slurry
Guess what? Yes, Lila and I are back together. We made amends over the week. I feel at ease with the St Clair case- mostly because I haven't seen him in a while but whatever. "Ace told me you're leaving," Lila said as she came out of the kitchen with a bowl of cereal in her hands. "I might, I might not. I'm still thinking about it" I responded. "Let me know when you make a decision," she said with a sigh "You don't seem happy about it. You're not going to talk me out of going?" I asked with a raised eyebrow. "My best friend is leaving and I'm supposed to be happy? Well, I'm not. Ace said I shouldn't try to talk you out of it, something about birds and not being meant for their cages" she replied flatly. "He told you that too?" "Did you understand?" Lila asked. I shook my head to say no and we both burst out into laughter. "Why did you start listening to Ace?" She shrugged and ate her cereal. Silence. "What's on your mind, Lila?"I queried when I noticed Lila frowning. "I
These last few weeks have been total hell for me. I lost a friend-we were more than friends-Krystabel. Meredith is pregnant with a baby I'm not ready for. My life just tipped into disaster. I sighed as I sat on a bench kicking stones. I wish everything could be normal, maybe if Krystabel didn't come to Paris…… Who was he kidding? He wouldn't trade meeting Krystabel for anything. His phone buzzed in his pocket. He brought it out and then answered the call. "We need to talk" she spoke over the line and hung up before I replied. I hated that phrase 'we need to talk'. Every time it was used, there was always bad news attached to it. My mum had told me we needed to talk, I found out she had cancer. Meredith had told me she needed to talk, I found out she was pregnant. I stood up from the bench and made my way to Krystabel's apartment. Was she pregnant? Is that why she called? I can't have two ladies with my baby at the same time. That would be….. I quickened my pace and got to her
I needed to apologize for what Lila had done. At least that's what I made myself believe. I blew out a breath and then knocked. The door opened. "You?" He looked confused. Like he didn't expect it to be me. I didn't blame him though. I wouldn't have expected it to be me either. I flushed. "Me, "I said "Oh, hi" he greeted. I shifted my weight from leg to leg. I didn't know how to start up this particular conversation. "Is there something you needed?" Etienné asked. "No. Actually, I came to apologize for what Lila did the……" I trailed off not knowing how to continue. He seemed relieved. What did he think I came here for? "No problem," he said with a tight smile. "You and Lila didn't seem to be on good
Chapter 32 I closed my laptop and let out a breath. I was done with sorting out work emails for today. My remaining plans for today included sleep and eating junk food. Nothing more. It was a near-perfect schedule. It would have been completely perfect if Lila hadn't come knocking at my door. "Hey" Lila greeted with balloons in her hands. I stood with my hands crossed against my chest, communicating to her that I wasn't letting her in. She seemed to understand because she nodded. "These are for you," she said, referring to the balloons. The balloons were red and five in number. Three of them had the words 'Happy birthday best friend' written on them and the remaining two had 'I am sorry' written on them. All in capital letters. I closed the door on her face, went to my bedroom to grab a pin then opened the door to face her. I shoved the pi
My head felt heavy and it hurt. I felt like bricks had been thrown at my head. I opened my eyes and blinked a few times so that my eyes could adjust to the lights that lit up the room. The smell of disinfectant wafted past my nose. I didn't like it, it made me want to puke. Only hospitals smelt strongly of disinfectant. I didn't die. I was in a hospital A monitor beeped, prompting me to tilt my head to see where the sound came from. There was a drip attached to my left arm. "Good morning Miss Andez" A doctor dressed in scrubs greeted me. I tried smiling but my face felt glued together so I stayed still instead. "How's your head?" the doctor asked. He picked a pen from his pocket and started writing something on his pad. "I'm going to need you to answer me Andez" I liked the way he pronounced my name. "
I would recognize that voice anywhere. Only he could make my body respond the way it did to his voice. My heart knew he didn't belong with me then why couldn't my body get the memo? I turned to face him. "Who comes to a carnival without money?" I asked him, concealing whatever inner battle my heart was fighting against my body. He smiled softly. "I didn't say I came without money. I asked if you mind buying for me" he told me. I scoffed and collected the cotton candies. "Same difference" I responded "Actually…." "Yes" I answered flatly "What?" He asked confused "Yes, I mind buying for you" I answered again. He laughed and I thought I'd faint right there. His laugh was throaty yet it sounded like melodious music to my ears. &nb
I was at the construction site mixing sand and gravel partly because I needed to get my lazy ass out of the confines of my apartment and it seemed like a good exercise to get Etienné out of my mind. My phone rang in my jeans pocket. I wiped my sweaty hands on the side of my jeans before picking up the call. "Where are you?" Ace asked me over the phone. "Well hello to you too" He laughed. "Forgive my lack of manners m'lady. Where art thou?" He asked, faking a British accent. I decided to play along. "At the construction site, indulging in hard manual labor" I replied, imitating his accent. "For real?" Ace asked, ditching the accent. "Yup. The workers here looked at me like I grew two heads in two seconds" I said with a chuckle. "I don't bla
For the past two days, I've been holed up in my apartment. I was either sulking or working, either way, it helped me steer clear of Etienné. An achievement I was proud of. I had switched off my phone to avoid any distractions while I worked. I booted my phone hoping Lila hadn't sent a search and find party because she couldn't reach me. Thinking about it, in some ways Lila was like an elder sister. She was protective of me. My phone finally came on. Lila and Ace had tried calling. Lila had texted him about how worried she was. I replied to her instantly, letting her know I was okay. I left a text for Ace asking him to come over if he could. Minutes later, he texted back to tell him he wouldn't and then scolded me for what he called my "Inconsiderate behavior" I hauled myself out of my couch and freshened up. I needed fresh air. Time to think and get ready for tomorrow. Tomorrow was my birthday. I should be happy, I