"No!"I yelled fustrated as I slammed the door to the refrigerator.
My food supply was done, finished. There was nothing left. I groaned. I was hungry,very hungry and yet there was no food.
The door burst open.
"What's wrong?"Etienné asked with a pan in his hands,his shoulders raised in awareness.
I gulped. He was shirtless. Like shirtless, nothing covering his beautiful chest. My mouth went dry. I bit my bottom lip resisting the urge to lick them. He was hot would be an understatement. He was fire himself.
"Are you going to drool or tell me what's wrong?"he asked.
I recovered from gawking.
"Nothing"I replied confused.
His shoulders dropped. He walked to the kitchen.
"You yelled? didn't you?"he asked.
"Yes I did. Did you expect to find a theif or a serial killer in my apartment?"
"Yes"he said with a shy smile.
I laughed.
"You were expecting to be my knight in shining armor" I giggl
After yesterday's nightmare I couldn't sleep anymore. I was afraid that the nightmares would return. Yesterday's nightmare felt so real. It felt like I was reliving that moment over again and it was something I tried to avoid but I guess the universe really didn't like me. It never did.I sighed as I drank my hot cocoa from it's paper cup. The heat from the paper cup warmed my somewhat cold hands. I was heading to 'slurps of milkshake' to meet Lila because she wanted me to meet someone important. My guess was she wanted to meet her 'friend' or she wanted to matchmake me with another unsuspecting male. My phone vibrated. It was a text from Lila*Hurry up bird brain**I'm sorry,I'm just standing in the middle of the road waiting for a car to run me over*I texted her back. Sarcasm evident in my words*Just hurry up**Fine* I replied and as I was about to keep my phone back into its rightful place I bumped into someone and my hot cocoa slipped from my
"Hey you" Lila greeted from the other side of the phone"Looks like Jay banged you pretty well because you completely forgot about me" I said venomously."Excuse you?" Lila asked flattered"You're probably blushing by now. Did you guys……." I trailed off hoping she'd get the message.She giggled"I'm in his bed right now. We've been intimate a lot this few days""Really?" I asked. My anger vanished"Yup" she said cheerily"He's good isn't he?" I asked curiously"The best I've had. Lord knows that right now he's the only one that can handle my dark sexual desires"I laughed"You're a lucky lady," I told her."I know," she said with pride."He's long and he's got……..""That's enough Lila….I don't think I'm ready to hear about your boyfriend's length" I cut her off."Oops. Now to the real reason I called you…… we're
Apparently, Lila saw it fit to head to the park- Pére Lachaise cemetery to be precise- Etienné glanced at me when Lila had told us where we were going. He brought be here when he took me sightseeing. I smiled at him, telling him i understood. In the car Ace and Meredith seemed to be having fun talking to each other but of course Mer's hand never left Etienné's. It was as though she was scared that once she let him go,I was going to snatch him. At a point, I got tired of sitting alone, doing nothing so I began playing billiards on my phone which later erupted a conversation between Ace and I. "You play pool?" He asked. I smiled. "Yes but not in real life. I'm pretty sure I won't hit a single ball in" I told him "Oh come on, I'm pretty sure you can. I play pool." "Really?" I asked suprised. "Yes" he answered.
You know when you have a choice to make but you're head and your heart seem to be at war and you're torn between the two sides. Well, that was my exact situation.I wanted to kiss him so badly but logic was stopping me from doing so. "I'm sorry I shouldn't have said that" he muttered disappointed. No,no,no. Kiss me. I want you to kiss me. God! I'm stupid. "It's okay" Tension. "We should get a cab to take us home" Etienné suggested. "Yeah" I agreed. "You
It was 6pm and I was halfway through the documents Cal had emailed to me. I was planning on finishing before dawn and then maybe treat myself to a nice warm bath for the job well done-if I wasn't lazy. You know the saying that goes your plans aren't the same as the maker or whatever,turns out it was true. How did I figure this out? Ace came knocking on my door. "Hi Cupcake" He greeted. "Hey Milkshake Spiller" "You're busy?" He asked "Yeah. I'm hoping to finish before dawn"
Ace went downstairs minutes ago to start their game night and Lord were they making noise. My ears felt like they were going to burst any second from now. I was finding it hard to concentrate and I didn't like it. I needed to work. I pushed my laptop aside and decided to go downstairs and tell them to keep it down. I got to the base of the stairs. They were arguing about something. Something useless,no doubt there. "Will you shut up?" I said. No one heard. I contemplated splashing a bucket of water on them but that would leave me a mess I wasn't ready to clean. I took a glass from the kitchen, came to the living room and smashed it on the floor. Yes, that was dumb but it got their attention so what the heck. "Keep your voices down. My apartment isn't a marketplace for crying out loud. If you want to make noise then go to a zoo or someplace else n
How?......Why was she.........Seeing Meredith cry was something I thought I'd never experience but here I was standing at the entrance of the room contemplating if I should go in or not."Meredith?"She sniffed and stood up hastily while cleaning her face with her palm."Are you alright?" I asked.She seemed taken aback by my concern.I would have said "I'm not a heartless human" but I kept quiet instead. Meredith was hurting. I wanted……. needed to find out why.
For the past two days, I've been holed up in my apartment. I was either sulking or working, either way, it helped me steer clear of Etienné. An achievement I was proud of. I had switched off my phone to avoid any distractions while I worked. I booted my phone hoping Lila hadn't sent a search and find party because she couldn't reach me. Thinking about it, in some ways Lila was like an elder sister. She was protective of me. My phone finally came on. Lila and Ace had tried calling. Lila had texted him about how worried she was. I replied to her instantly, letting her know I was okay. I left a text for Ace asking him to come over if he could. Minutes later, he texted back to tell him he wouldn't and then scolded me for what he called my "Inconsiderate behavior" I hauled myself out of my couch and freshened up. I needed fresh air. Time to think and get ready for tomorrow. Tomorrow was my birthday. I should be happy, I
Great, just great. You'd be surprised at the things you didn't know. Lila had said that. She knew, she knew that Ace liked me and she kept quiet. Who does that? Was that why she wanted me here? I groaned out in frustration. I hated my life right now. "Are you okay?" Etienné asked, standing in front of me. Why did he have to show up in front of me? "No. People suck. Lila sucks, Ace sucks and most of all, you suck Etienné. You suck more than everybody in this world" I told him, pointing a finger at his chest. Tears were rolling down my cheek. Why was I even crying? "I know "he replied solemnly. Of course, he did. My head felt woozy. I felt like I was being carried away by the wind. I needed to think clearly but here I was, high on alcohol. Alcohol sucks too. I laughed. I was crying and now laughing. I think I'm losing it already. "I'll take you home," Etienné told me as he attempted to get me off the bar stool. I pushed him away from me. "Listen…." I spoke with a slurry
Guess what? Yes, Lila and I are back together. We made amends over the week. I feel at ease with the St Clair case- mostly because I haven't seen him in a while but whatever. "Ace told me you're leaving," Lila said as she came out of the kitchen with a bowl of cereal in her hands. "I might, I might not. I'm still thinking about it" I responded. "Let me know when you make a decision," she said with a sigh "You don't seem happy about it. You're not going to talk me out of going?" I asked with a raised eyebrow. "My best friend is leaving and I'm supposed to be happy? Well, I'm not. Ace said I shouldn't try to talk you out of it, something about birds and not being meant for their cages" she replied flatly. "He told you that too?" "Did you understand?" Lila asked. I shook my head to say no and we both burst out into laughter. "Why did you start listening to Ace?" She shrugged and ate her cereal. Silence. "What's on your mind, Lila?"I queried when I noticed Lila frowning. "I
These last few weeks have been total hell for me. I lost a friend-we were more than friends-Krystabel. Meredith is pregnant with a baby I'm not ready for. My life just tipped into disaster. I sighed as I sat on a bench kicking stones. I wish everything could be normal, maybe if Krystabel didn't come to Paris…… Who was he kidding? He wouldn't trade meeting Krystabel for anything. His phone buzzed in his pocket. He brought it out and then answered the call. "We need to talk" she spoke over the line and hung up before I replied. I hated that phrase 'we need to talk'. Every time it was used, there was always bad news attached to it. My mum had told me we needed to talk, I found out she had cancer. Meredith had told me she needed to talk, I found out she was pregnant. I stood up from the bench and made my way to Krystabel's apartment. Was she pregnant? Is that why she called? I can't have two ladies with my baby at the same time. That would be….. I quickened my pace and got to her
I needed to apologize for what Lila had done. At least that's what I made myself believe. I blew out a breath and then knocked. The door opened. "You?" He looked confused. Like he didn't expect it to be me. I didn't blame him though. I wouldn't have expected it to be me either. I flushed. "Me, "I said "Oh, hi" he greeted. I shifted my weight from leg to leg. I didn't know how to start up this particular conversation. "Is there something you needed?" Etienné asked. "No. Actually, I came to apologize for what Lila did the……" I trailed off not knowing how to continue. He seemed relieved. What did he think I came here for? "No problem," he said with a tight smile. "You and Lila didn't seem to be on good
Chapter 32 I closed my laptop and let out a breath. I was done with sorting out work emails for today. My remaining plans for today included sleep and eating junk food. Nothing more. It was a near-perfect schedule. It would have been completely perfect if Lila hadn't come knocking at my door. "Hey" Lila greeted with balloons in her hands. I stood with my hands crossed against my chest, communicating to her that I wasn't letting her in. She seemed to understand because she nodded. "These are for you," she said, referring to the balloons. The balloons were red and five in number. Three of them had the words 'Happy birthday best friend' written on them and the remaining two had 'I am sorry' written on them. All in capital letters. I closed the door on her face, went to my bedroom to grab a pin then opened the door to face her. I shoved the pi
My head felt heavy and it hurt. I felt like bricks had been thrown at my head. I opened my eyes and blinked a few times so that my eyes could adjust to the lights that lit up the room. The smell of disinfectant wafted past my nose. I didn't like it, it made me want to puke. Only hospitals smelt strongly of disinfectant. I didn't die. I was in a hospital A monitor beeped, prompting me to tilt my head to see where the sound came from. There was a drip attached to my left arm. "Good morning Miss Andez" A doctor dressed in scrubs greeted me. I tried smiling but my face felt glued together so I stayed still instead. "How's your head?" the doctor asked. He picked a pen from his pocket and started writing something on his pad. "I'm going to need you to answer me Andez" I liked the way he pronounced my name. "
I would recognize that voice anywhere. Only he could make my body respond the way it did to his voice. My heart knew he didn't belong with me then why couldn't my body get the memo? I turned to face him. "Who comes to a carnival without money?" I asked him, concealing whatever inner battle my heart was fighting against my body. He smiled softly. "I didn't say I came without money. I asked if you mind buying for me" he told me. I scoffed and collected the cotton candies. "Same difference" I responded "Actually…." "Yes" I answered flatly "What?" He asked confused "Yes, I mind buying for you" I answered again. He laughed and I thought I'd faint right there. His laugh was throaty yet it sounded like melodious music to my ears. &nb
I was at the construction site mixing sand and gravel partly because I needed to get my lazy ass out of the confines of my apartment and it seemed like a good exercise to get Etienné out of my mind. My phone rang in my jeans pocket. I wiped my sweaty hands on the side of my jeans before picking up the call. "Where are you?" Ace asked me over the phone. "Well hello to you too" He laughed. "Forgive my lack of manners m'lady. Where art thou?" He asked, faking a British accent. I decided to play along. "At the construction site, indulging in hard manual labor" I replied, imitating his accent. "For real?" Ace asked, ditching the accent. "Yup. The workers here looked at me like I grew two heads in two seconds" I said with a chuckle. "I don't bla
For the past two days, I've been holed up in my apartment. I was either sulking or working, either way, it helped me steer clear of Etienné. An achievement I was proud of. I had switched off my phone to avoid any distractions while I worked. I booted my phone hoping Lila hadn't sent a search and find party because she couldn't reach me. Thinking about it, in some ways Lila was like an elder sister. She was protective of me. My phone finally came on. Lila and Ace had tried calling. Lila had texted him about how worried she was. I replied to her instantly, letting her know I was okay. I left a text for Ace asking him to come over if he could. Minutes later, he texted back to tell him he wouldn't and then scolded me for what he called my "Inconsiderate behavior" I hauled myself out of my couch and freshened up. I needed fresh air. Time to think and get ready for tomorrow. Tomorrow was my birthday. I should be happy, I