Jake left the house soon after that with dad and when my father returned late at night, Jake wasn’t with him.
My father and I have had a routine ever since I was a kid. He is a very busy man with running his company and dealing with clients. Sometimes he would be late to events at school and sometimes even miss them.
But every single day, we eat dinner together at 9 p.m. in front of the massive home theatre while watching a different movie. It was his way of making up for it and he only ever misses it when he travels.
Last night was his turn to pick a movie and he picked a bloody slasher movie. I couldn’t tell you the name even if I tried. I spent the entire movie bitching about the characters and ridiculing their actions which led to dad telling me to shut up which then led me to telling him to pick better movies.
Then he threw popcorn at me, then I threw some back, and from there, we just ended up talking about a bunch of crazy things before he threatened to shove a sock in my mouth if I didn’t let him watch the movie.
I feel asleep after that and woke up when my alarm rang. He carried me into my room.
I got ready for the day and put on a black work pants, a fitted white blouse and nude heels. I tied my messy curls into a ponytail, grabbed my purse and was out of the house.
As I walked into the office I was greeted by Charles with a cup of coffee in his hand.
Charles is a fresh out of law school intern. He is working under one of the bigger lawyers and he has made it known not once and not twice that he thinks we would make a cute couple.
He’s a pretty boy, I’ll give him that. He is twenty four, has perfect golden locks with bright blue eyes and a lean body but he’s not my type. My type is more dark and rugged and maybe just a tad bit older.
“Thank you for the coffee,” I took the cup out of his hands and forced back a cringe as I took a sip. He got me plain black coffee; I always take mine with a shit ton of milk and sugar.
“You’re welcome,” he offered a smile as I made my way into my office, “I was wondering if you’re free this weekend then maybe we could grab a drink; there’s a pretty cool bar downtown.”
“How do you know I even drink? Maybe I’m a recovering alcoholic or I’m on a diet.”
“You had a glass of champagne last week when we celebrated the new deal. I gave you that glass.”
“Touché,” I said finally, “But I can’t.”
“It’s just one date,” he stepped closer and I raised a brow, “All I need is for you to give me a chance and I promise you will not regret it.”
“The answer is still no Charles,” I lifted my hands to inspect my nails, “I’m not interested in pursuing a relationship in my workplace. Not only would that end terribly but it is also an inconvenience.”
He closed his eyes and inhaled deeply. I knew he was frustrated but it is not my fault that he kept on pursuing me even after I had said no countless times.
He opened his eyes and stepped even closer. The hair at the back of my neck stood on end and my skin crawled from his proximity.
“Now would be a good time to step back,” I said slowly but he didn’t move.
“All I’m asking for is one chance; just one-,”
“Am I interrupting something?” I let out a sigh of relief when I heard the familiar drawl.
Charles jumped back almost immediately and stumbled over his words as he tried to make up an excuse. He looked to me for help but all I did was raise a brow in his direction.
When he saw that I wasn’t going to say anything, he kept his mouth shut, turned on his heels and walked out of the room.
I noticed he didn’t shut the door behind him, and so did Jake because he walked over and pushed it shut.
“Don’t you know that it’s scandalous to shut the door when you’re alone with a woman?” I asked teasingly and Jake gave me a bored look.
“Cut it out.”
“Cut what out?” I asked with a bat of my lashes and he exhaled deeply.
“I came here to talk to you about something. I need your help.”
I gestured for him to sit down and he eyed the chair with obvious disdain but finally sat down. I took the chair opposite him and marveled at how nice it was to have him in my office.
As big as my office is, his presence somehow made it feel small. It felt more intimate than it should have and I selfishly enjoyed it.
“Can I interest you in a cup of coffee?” I asked gesturing to the cup Charles had brought from me, “It’s just the way you like is, black like your soul.”
He scoffed, “The boy brought you black coffee.”
“I know,” I sighed, “I was just as surprised as you are.”
He took the cup from my outstretched hands and took a sip from it, coincidentally his lips landed just where mine had been and I did a happy dance in my head. Take that Jake, we just indirectly kissed.
Well you indirectly kissed me and unless I drink that same coffee- which yuck- then I wouldn’t have indirectly kissed you.
“I need you to draft a special contract for me.” his voice cut through my lustful thoughts.
“Don’t you have lawyers for that?”
“I do but this is different,” he handed me a slip of paper and my eyebrows rose as I read the words. “It’s like a normal contract but I want that as a clause.”
I cleared my throat and handed it back to him.
“You want me to draft a contract blackmailing the mayor.” I whisper yelled and he shrugged, “Are you fucking crazy?”
“Language Hayley,” his voice dripped with boredom, “You don’t get to where I am today without making tough choices. I don’t trust my lawyers, but I trust you.”
“You trust me now that you need me,” I scoffed, “I thought I was just a child.”
“You were never just a child,” his voice dropped to a whisper and I turned to him, “But you are my best friend’s child; are you going to help me or not?”
“I’ll get it done and bring it to your office.”
He nodded and opened his mouth as if he wanted to say something, but at the last minute he shook his head, decided against it and walked out of the office.
I was left staring at the place he sat longer than I should have. Even when I started on his contract, I was still thinking about him.
All thoughts of Jake flew out of my head the moment my phone beeped with a reminder of a meeting.
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If there is one thing I hate more than stupid clients, it is stupid lawyers. The meeting was supposed to be held between all the lawyers my father works with and of course- my father. As I walked into the room, I caught a few disdainful eyes.
A few of the older men have made it clear that they don’t think I deserve to be here. They think I got to where I am because of daddy’s influence. I won’t disagree that my father helped a lot; but I am a damn good corporate lawyer and I will be damned if I allow any of them make me feel less than welcome.
The meeting lasted an hour and a half but if you asked me what was being talked about, I couldn’t tell you. It was basically just a pissing contest between the older lawyers.
Apparently, father was hearing some news about people treating other unfairly- basically adult bullying- and the older lawyers were trying their best to discredit the sources and make us, the younger ones look incapable and like snitches.
Finally, the meeting was over, and I was able to make my way to the lunch room for my break. I had picked a donut and was making a cup of iced coffee when someone stood by me.
I recognized him as Greg; one of the older lawyers. He pretended to be looking at the coffee cups but I knew he wanted to speak to me.
“You know,” he began, “You don’t have to cry to daddy about everything. You have to earn the right to be treated the way you want.”
“If you had half a brain cell then you would know that I don’t run crying to daddy about anything.” I said without looking up, “I can handle you and your insecurities and fragile masculinity on my worst day.”
I finally looked up at him and he had turned a deep red. I’ll have to admit, he looked cute. He reminded me of Anger from Inside Out.
“Don’t start fights you can’t finish Greg,” I gave him a small tap on the shoulder and stalked away.
I have had my fill of Greg for the day and he is welcome to file a complaint to my dad- which I know he will. It is his MO; he starts fights with people and whenever you put him in his place, he runs to my dad and plays the victim. Yet he has the audacity to call me a daddy’s girl.
I was making my way to the break room but I saw Charles at the door and I quickly turned around before he could see me and made my way back to my office.
The last thing I need to do right now is to deal with Charles and his incessant need to ask me out. I locked myself in my office and busied myself with Jake’s contract.
It isn’t as complex as one would think it is considering the fact that he is asking me to blackmail someone. I could finish it up tonight if I take my time, but I don’t want him to think I’m too desperate so I’ll finish it up tomorrow- it’s a Saturday and I don’t have to come in to work.
As soon as the clock hit 6, I was out of the office quicker than anyone could say my name. Charles tried to invite me for drinks with the other younger lawyers but I refused. I went once and all they did was bitch about work. I don’t want to talk about work when I’m out of the office. That defeats the entire purpose of going out.
My dad wasn’t home when I got there so I spent my day with Alana. I made spaghetti and meatballs while she gave me all the gossip that was happening with her grandchildren.
Her only daughter died a while back and apparently the grandchildren are all assholes. Every day there is one new problem or the other that they can’t seem to handle by themselves. Today, they are fighting over an old locket of their mum’s that they think is worth millions but in reality was gotten from a pawn shop.
She was right at the climax of the story when my dad walked into the kitchen. She went silent as he greeted her.
“Hayley,” he said and I turned to him, “Can I talk to you for a second?”
The hair at the back of my neck stood on end as I took in the stoic look on his face. I nodded, wiped my hands against my shorts and followed him into the living room. He took off his jacket and tie and draped them over the armchair before turning to me.“If this is about Greg; it was not my fault.” “It’s not about Greg,” my dad chuckled, “Although, we do need to talk about him.”“There’s nothing to talk about; he was a dick and I treated him like a dick; story over.” I flashed a wide smile, “What did you want to talk about?”“I’m traveling tomorrow.” At first, I wondered why he made it such a big deal to tell me but then it hit me. “You’re not going to be here for the fourth of July.” He gave me a sheepish smile and nodded.My father and I have celebrated every Fourth of July together since the day I was born. His parents usually come over and we have this huge family barbeque in the backyard. For the last six years, Jake has been joining us as well. The barbeque will
I could hear every ragged breath that left Jake’s lips, could feel the rise and fall of his chest as he stared down at me, could see the swirling darkness in his eyes. His desire was tangible, I could taste it, see it, feel it. We were so close to each other, it was almost like we were breathing the same air, feeling the same breeze, all it took was one wrong- or right- move and we would be pressed impossibly close together.Just when I thought he would make the move, he closed his eyes and took a slow step backwards. His rejection hit me square in the centre of my chest.“I’m not playing this game with you Hayley.”He had never rejected me so plainly before. But then again, I had never made my intentions known so plainly either. Maybe it was all in my head; maybe I made up those glances, read too much into them because I wanted to believe that he wanted me just as much as I wanted him. Maybe I was being delusional and I’m just the annoying little girl who he can’t seem to get rid of.
I watched with baited breath as he slowly took off the jacket. He did it slowly, almost as if he wanted me to savor the moment; he wanted me to anticipate it, to want it- to crave it.The tie went next and he tossed it against my sofa. After, he slowly unbuttoned his shirt. It felt like hours before he was done but he didn’t shrug off the shirt. He made a twirling motion with his hands and I turned around to face him and sat on my knees.“Lie on your back.” He instructed.I did as he asked but a question was plaguing me and I had to let it out, “If you were going to have me on my back then why did you ask me to get on my knees?”“You ask too many questions.” He said after a beat of silence and I shrugged. “It comes with the job. I can’t exactly be a lawyer without asking- oh.”He hooked his hands behind my thighs and dragged me until I was half dangling off the bed. The action took me by surprise hence the little gasp that escaped me.He knelt between my legs and my breath hitc
I woke up the next morning feeling like I was in some sort of bubble. I woke up with a euphoric feeling bubbling in my chest. It was almost like I could hear the birds singing by my bed and I could have sworn I would have woken up to a full rainbow in the centre of my room.Before I even opened my eyes I had decided it was going to be a good day. I lay in bed and thought about yesterday’s events and couldn’t help but smile sheepishly to myself. It feels like a dream and I don’t want to wake up from it.I finally gathered the courage to peel my eyes open and I glanced at the clock on my nightstand, it read 8: 05 a.m. I can’t remember the last time I woke up this late, then again, I can’t remember the last time I had an orgasm that intense; my bad, two orgasms that intense and in one night.I turned to the now cold side of the bed where Jake had slept. The dip was still there so I knew it wasn’t a dream but it was cold, indicating that he had gotten up a while ago. I wonder why he didn’
Monday came by sooner than expected but also somehow longer than I would have wanted. The last thing I wanted was to be back in my office with Charles at my door every hour and annoying, stuck up, rich clients every other minute.Thankfully my next client didn’t stay long. She didn’t have any serious issues; she just had a contract she wanted me to look over for any loopholes she might have missed and give her pointers for anything she could add to grant her better benefits in their deal.As soon as she left, just before the door to my office closed finally, it was pushed open and Charles walked in. I forced down my groan of frustration and instead plastered on my most professional smile.“Is it okay if I sit?” he asked“Actually, I’m expecting another client right about now.”“Don’t worry,” he brushed me off and sat down. So much for asking me first, “I won’t be here very long.”I took a deep breath and counted to five, “What can I help you with?”“Yesterday was kind of awkward,” he
Talking to clients is hard enough but talking to clients when you’re turned on, sexually frustrated and have nothing on so you can feel the wetness between your thighs is even worse.Every single thing Winston said seemed to frustrate me more than usual and it was a conscious effort to not drag him by the collar, throw him out of my office and slam the door in his face. I unknowingly found myself counting down the hours until he would get out.The moment our meeting was done, I didn’t even wait for him to do his usual snobbish goodbyes; I just slammed the door and lay my head against it in frustration.Unfortunately, Winston wasn’t my last client for the day and I had to deal with that three more times before I was able to call it a day and hightail it out of there. On my way to the parking lot, I was ambushed by Charles. This time it took all the self control left in me for me to not scream.“Can I help you Charles?” I asked as I piled my things into the passenger side of my car.“I
I was trapped in a blissful cocoon of sleep when I felt a hand softy brush my curls behind my ears. Normally, I would snap awake if I’m touched from sleep but the touch was so warm and comforting that all I wanted to do was burrow myself further into it and never get up.I heard a rough chuckle and a voice, “Nice try baby girl but you need to get up.”Awareness dawned on me when I heard Jake’s voice but I decided to pretend to be asleep for a little while longer. The last thing I wanted to do was get out of bed when I was more comfortable than I have been in a long time.“Why?” I called on the remnants of sleep in me to sound as tired as possible. “Please let me sleep.” “You have to eat dinner; I can’t have you not feeding well on my watch.”“You do feed me well,” I teased, “More than I need if I’m being honest.” “Nice try, but I meant actual food Hayley.”I smiled to myself as hands lifted me from under my pits and without opening my eyes, I latched onto Jake like a ko
By the time I woke up the next morning, Jake was already up. His side of the bed was still warm so I knew that he hadn’t been up for a while. As I pulled myself into a sitting position, I saw him step out of my bathroom with a towel tied around his waist.“Well this is a sight,” I teased, “It almost makes me want to stay in bed all day.”“Nice try baby girl but we have work; I already drew a bath for you.”I was surprised by his last sentence. I didn’t know how to respond to him so I just smiled at him and pulled myself out of bed.By the time I got out of the bathroom, Jake was already dressed in his suit from yesterday. It smelled like my clothes softener so I’m assuming he put it in the washing machine while I was asleep.He stared at me in my towel and muttered a few choice words under his breath, “I’ll make us breakfast because if I stay here, neither of us is going to work.”He didn’t wait for me to respond before he walked out of the room. I couldn’t help but chuckle to myself
HAYLEY’S P.O.VGrowing up I always thought about what it would feel like to see my mother.My dad had no pictures of her, it had been a stupid fling and she never reached out to him. He could have found her if he did but he never wanted to. He told me that if I still wanted to find her when I turned eighteen then he would.I went through all the stages of grief. There was anger at the fact that she had abandoned me and never tried to come back. There was the sadness and the feeling of not being enough for my own mother. By the time I turned eighteen, I didn’t care anymore and I told my father not to bother. It had always been me and him and that was how I wanted it.Seeing the woman in front of me brought back all those feelings of anger and betrayal bubbling up to my chest“I don’t have a mother,” I said finally. “You should leave.”“Please,” she grabbed my arm. “I just want to talk. I came all the way here to find you.”“I didn’t ask you to come here,” I spat jerking my hand out of
HAYLEY’S P.O.VI sat next to my grandmother in silence.I had her hand in mine and listened to the rhythmic beeping of the machines that were hooked up to her. The doctor said that it was only a matter of time but he had given her something to help with the pain.In the midst of all this, I couldn’t get a grip on my own emotions. There was so much swirling inside of me, too many things that I couldn’t get a grip on them. I hadn’t felt this conflicted in a very long time, probably not since I was a teenager.There was anger and pain and guilt. Guilt that we had all the money in the world and I couldn’t stop this, guilt that I was so focused on my own issues that I didn’t even see that she was dying right in front of me. She came back so we could spend time with her and I barely spent any, I spent it running around with Jake and worrying about Marie and his potential child that didn’t even end up being his.I felt stupid and incredibly foolish to say the least and I hated feeling stupid
HAYLEY’S P.O.VMy hands were shaking but I fisted them by my side until I got home. I needed a minute to myself to catch my breath, what I was not expecting was to find my father and Jake in the living room. They were discussing something but they immediately stopped as soon as they saw me.I was glad that they were getting along again but for fucks sake, I wished they took their business to Jake’s house because I knew that between the two of them, nothing ever went unnoticed.“We had the meeting with Marie,” Jake began as soon as he saw me. “She was pissed to say the least but-”“You should be going home,” I told Jake and his brows furrowed in confusion.I knew I was being rude but right now, I didn’t have the patience to be nice. He needed to go home because I wasn’t sure if the question from the police was mere curiosity or if it was a threat but if they were going to follow the trail then chances were that they might officially ask me who I was with and that would mean implicating
HAYLEY’S P.O.VThe sound of whispers woke me up.I tried to ignore it at first but it only got more urgent and I felt the covers shift as Jake got out of bed. With a small groan, I peeled my eyes open, the room was still dark, the only source of light was from the moon that spilled in through the drawn curtains.“Are you sure?” I heard Jake ask, the urgency in his voice taking away whatever remnants of sleep were left in me.I dragged myself up into a sitting position and my eyes found Jake. He was standing with his back to me, shirtless save for the boxer briefs he wore to bed and he was pacing. That was never a good sign because Jake never paced, at least not when everything was fine.“What’s wrong?”He turned to me, almost surprised and cursed. “Go back to bed, Hayley. Don’t worry about me.”“You’re pacing like a mad man and you look like shit,” I leaned over to turn on the bedside lamp drowning the room with a soft orange glow. “What’s wrong?”“The results are in.”If I wasn’t ale
JAKE’S P.O.VThe bottle of whiskey almost seemed to mock me as it sat on my dining table.A few years ago, I would have drank the entire bottle until I forgot everything and taken the first plane out of the city- maybe even the country. I had a knack for running away from my problems. It was what I did when Marie left me for the first time. I was living in California at the time and I got on the first place to London.I stayed there for a few weeks and by the time I returned, I packed everything up and moved to Las Vegas. I moved around a few times before finally deciding on New York because I remembered that Michael stayed here.Now, however, there was nowhere for me to run. It wasn’t because I couldn’t, I had too much to leave here. I could always leave the office and go to one of the many branches over the country so it wasn’t about work, but I had Hayley. I wasn’t completely sure if I had her, she seemed ready to run but I couldn’t blame her.I had to leave her in bed this morning
HAYLEY’S P.O.VI woke up with the knowledge that someone was in my room.I didn’t know who it was but there was a feeling at the back of my neck that alerted me to the fact that I was being watched. I couldn’t brush it off no matter how hard I tried so I reached out for the nightlight and turned it on casting the room in a warm orange glow. I found the person staring at me seated right opposite my bed.I glanced over at the clock beside me. It read one thirty a.m. “How long have you been here?”“In your room or in your house?” Jake asked not missing a beat.To his credit, he didn’t seem to be drunk but then again, he never drank that much. Even if he did drink at whatever time he arrived here first, chances were that the alcohol was already out of his system and he was sober.“My house,” I responded to his earlier question.“Eleven.”“My room?”“Twelve.”I raised a brow. I wondered how I didn’t realize he was here earlier. I was the kind o child who woke up the minute someone opened m
HAYLEY’S P.O.VIt was amusing how many people were interested in my love life.I tried to keep my head screwed on straight, tried to focus on making my day run as smoothly as possible but everyone else had other plans. Everyone had an opinion about my relationship, even my clients would allude to it during our meetings. I tried to keep everything as professional as possible but by lunch, I was tired.As usual, Jake sent me lunch and Sienna brought it up for me. I had no idea why she chose to act like my personal assistant but I wasn’t complaining because I truly didn’t want to leave my office and face the crowd. It had little to do with fear and more to do with the fact that if I did and someone said the wrong thing, I was going to snap.“You can sit here if you want,” I told Sienna and her eyes widened in surprise. “Stop staring at me like you just won the lottery.”“I don’t know if you’ve noticed, Hayley, but you are not exactly a people person. You don’t invite people into your off
HAYLEY’S P.O.VMy father was in my boyfriend’s living room.It took me longer than it should have it process what I was seeing because for a full minute, I just stood there staring and wondering if what I was seeing was an apparition or a figment of my imagination.Dad was in a tailored suit and he sat at the counter with Jake. They were looking over the files together and I just stood there watching until I felt a warm hand on my shoulder. Kate handed me a mug of steaming hot coffee with a smile.“You look like you’ll need that,” she whispered and I couldn’t help but laugh. I did need it.The sound caught my father’s attention and he turned to me with a smile. He walked over to me and placed a soft kiss on my forehead. I was suddenly so grateful that I decided to put on something before coming down. It would have been incredibly distasteful for my father to see me in nothing but Jake’s shirt.“Did you bring clothes for me?” I asked and his brows furrowed in confusion. “Work clothes,
HAYLEY’S P.O.V“Hayley,” I heard Jake call my name but his voice sounded like a buzzing in my ears.I could hear my father speaking but I couldn’t make out his words. My eyes were completely fixed on the words on my screen. I knew it was Marie, it had to be her. No one else could have leaked the news to the press in record time.I wasn’t sure whether to be pissed or impressed. I had grossly underestimated her and that was my mistake. She was a cunning individual and I wish I had thought about that before I pissed her off and became her number one enemy.A warm hand settled on my shoulder and I nearly jumped. Jake looked pissed but also sad at the same time. He watched me with a fear in his eyes as if he thought I was going to run away and leave him. I could tell he wanted to do more than just touch my shoulder but he was holding back for my benefit.“She’s smart, I’ll give her that,” I said finally and I could see everyone’s faces twist with confusion. I lifted my phone to my ear and