Carrie left immediately after dinner. I ached to be near her, god knows what the stubborn woman was up to now. Stay I told myself, your fiance is here, you're meant to ache for her. Megan began squealing about napkin colours, it pushed me to the edge.
I made a lame-ass excuse and left. If allowed her scent all the way down the street and around the corner to a gym. I sighed at the sight of a girl with chocolate hair weaved into a plait, wearing tights and a crop top, beating the crap out of a punching bag. Every word said the punching bag went swinging.
"Stupid"
Hit
"Controlling"
Hit
"Son of a, "
"Carrie!" I called.
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CARRIE'S POV
I turned, he stood watching me, a mixture of anger and amusement dancing in his eyes.
"Leave me alone Ben," I said, fixing my plait.
His eyes followed my movement, it was a lethal look, designed to make my heart race. I walked past him, and It hurt to break eye contact.
"Carrie, wait." I stopped but kept my back to him.
"The pack is Grubbing tonight, I want you to come with us."
"Grubbing?" He chuckled and stepped toward me,
"Underground friendy fighting, wolves challenge each other. There's even some betting."
Admittedly it sounded like fun if you minus Ben from the equation.
Memories of the pain that coursed through me at the dinner raced through my mind. I looked down at my palm. He was ruining my life.
I spun on my heel, "Is that a request or a demand?"
Ben sighed, "It depends on your answer."
I growled, "In that case, you can go straight to hell."
He snarled and stepped right into my space. "In that case, its a demand let's take the shortcut."
We ended up across the street from a pub with the words The Grub flashing in neon red letters above the door.
"I get it now, grubbing," I said examining the pub. "That's funny," I stated, dully.
Ben shook his head, ignoring my sarcasm. "Give it a chance Carrie."
We walked to the pub and he pushed the squeaky door, holding it open for me. I put a hand on his wrist and looked up at him.
"I wouldn't be here, with you, if you hadn't branded me. I'm you're prisoner Ben. Remember that."
He nodded slowly but his eyes watched mine, agonized. Then I walked through and we made our way down some steps at the back of the pub. The staircase opened up into a fighting ring.
Wolves filled the space, some watching the current fight, some just socializing. Excitement buzzed in the air and I plastered on a flat expression to hide the anticipation building in my stomach.
I was swirled into a world of wolves and within seconds, Ben and I were separated. The pack accepted me completely, and with absolute kindness, my wolf was giddy with happiness.
By 9 o clock, I was standing with a group, two boys and a girl, enjoying the light-hearted banter and chatting. I kept Ben out of our conversation, they didn't need to know I was forced into this. They also would know about Ben's engagement to Meg, they undoubtedly thought she was Ben's mate, I wasn't about to tell them otherwise.
One of the boys, Will, had blood running down his temple, a direct clash with his sparkling blue eyes. He had faced the reigning champion in the ring and lost. I itched for action as yet another wolf limped away from the ring, the same champion still prowling about, waiting for the next challenge.
Will saw me admiring his wound and he looked me up and down, "Do you fight Carrie?"
I opened my mouth to answer but I was beaten to the chase.
"No, she doesn't."
Immediately the bodies of the group around me straightened, a sign of respect for their alpha. My fists clenched, "You don't speak for me."
Ben just chuckled from behind me, and I felt his arms drape naturally around my waist.
"Was I wrong? Do you fight?" I growled, he was the reason I was no longer a fighter, and he was shoving it in my face.
Now that it was his decision I knew there was no way he'd even let me make up part of the pack's army.
"No," I snarled, turning my head to the side as he held me from behind, "No you're not wrong, saviour the moment, it doesn't happen often."
The horrified stares of the wolves around me in response to my disrespect of their alpha didn't go unnoticed. I just didn't care.
But Ben just chuckled again, "I was right about something else too." He whispered.
"Oh?" I asked dully, hating that he could hear my heartbeat picking up.
"You're having fun, Carrie."
I tensed and resisted snapping at his neck.
"You have no clue how I feel."
He smiled and leaned a little closer, "You're glowing, love."
Then his hands slid away, and he disappeared back into the crowd.
"What was that about? Asked Will.
"You're alpha, is an ass," I hissed.
Another cheer rose up as the reigning champion won yet another fight, preventing me from having to elaborate. A girl standing on my left tugged at my arm and I followed her a little way away from the group as the boys chattered about the champion.
"Do it, Carrie." I raised an eyebrow, "Fight, I know you want to."
I stared at the girl with the inky black hair and sparkling green eyes. "It will cause trouble, if..." I trailed off, not wanting to tell her my idiot mate and sister's fiance would kill me for it.
She shook her head, "I won't tell Ben. And he's talking to the beta in the pub anyway."
I raised an eyebrow, and she smiled
"I'm his cousin, Becky. I know what he did to you."
I nodded trying not to show my anger at the memory.
Becky grinned wickedly, "Even if he does find out, what better way to show him where to stick that fucking mark? He had no right."
I cracked a grin so wide it hurt. Tears almost fell from my eyes as I hugged her. She got it, she understood my anger. She reinforced the fact that my fury was justified, and I loved her for it. She gave me one last reassuring smile as I pulled away, Then I turned and run toward the ring.
I flew into the ring, transforming into my wolf as I slid under the ropes and straight into the champion's space.He was a pitch-black wolf with startling blue eyes, we circled each other slowly, then I flew at him, he stepped to the left and bit my side.I spun around my teeth sunk into his shoulder.It was a never-ending faced past dance. We couldn't outdo each other. As soon as one of us gained an advantage others would find one of their own. We swirled around the ring, a mindblowing blur of movement and adrenaline.My wolf was tiring, I needed to transform. Apparently, the Champion had the exact same idea. We became human as if on cue.He pulled me underneath him by my sneakered feet and locked me down by my forearms. His hair was the same pitch black as his wolf's fur and his eyes were the same sparkling blue. We stared at each other, panting. I arched toward him slowly and crushed my lips to his.He responded immediately, his lips moved perfec
That morning was overcast and cool, whether I had always loved.Quickly, I pulled on my skinning jeans, boots and a light grey jersey. Then I brushed my hair into a high pony and wrapped a scarf around my neck for good measure. Armed with a scribbled note, reading a vague excuse, I left the house, leaving the note on the dining room table for Meg to see.The aim of today and the aim of many days to come was to avoid Ben. Hopefully, Meg's wedding plans would keep him occupied for most of the morning. That particular thought brought a sharp pain to my chest and my wolf howled mournfully. I shushed her and buried the feeling, increasing my pace as I walked along the pavement.By seven I was swaying as the bus rumbled beneath me. Eventually, we screeched to a stop and I stepped out, breathing in the slightly salty air. A small wooden sign read, "Welcome to Rosaline."I smiled, I had missed this place. I used to come here with my dad when I was small. Meg used
I began walking through the woods, still feeling irritated and confused. My wolf ached to stretch her paws and I rolled my shoulders, ready to let her take over.Within seconds I was running at super speeds, my paws hitting the ground in a warm heavy rhythm."Carrie?"I spun around but there was nothing."Carrie? Where are you?"I looked all around me but the familiar voice had nobody."Ben?""I'm in your head Carrie, it's a mind link."I growled angrily, "Is this another spell?""It comes with being apart from a pack."I snarled, frustrated that he wasn't there to glare at."Get out of my head asshat.""Where are you, Carrie? Are you safe? Is everything okay?"I rolled my eyes, "that's none of your business.""Stop being difficult, where are you?"Indignance filled me, hot and burning for justice."Leave me alone Ben."He snarled, "Where. Are. You?"
I was still pacing. It had been over an hour now, Ben was talking intently to someone over the phone in the kitchen. I heard him hang up and walk into the lounge. My stride didn't falter and I didn't glance his way."Carrie."I didn't reply."Carrie."I kept going, trying to block his voice out, frantically trying to plan as I paced."Carrie!"His hands were heavy on my shoulders, keeping me in place and forcing me to acknowledge him."What!?" I demanded."Calm down."
"Dante? How could it possibly be Dante?" I demanded.Ben began pacing in front of us,"It makes sense Carrie. Dante wasn't born into the Gliddian pack. His original pack kicked him out, and he was a rouge until my mother took him in."Ben looked away, his eyes dull as his memory played out in his head."We were twelve at the time."My eyes widened as listened, but thinking back to the fight. It made sense. Dante had been respectful of Ben, but he was far more comfortable around him than the others. Like a brother."As far as I know they kicked him out after his father died. But, but the name of his original pack,"
My tea was tasteless in my mouth, the heavy thoughts racing through my mind seemed to have numbed my taste buds. The boys had been talking for ages about where the pack that had Meg was. The pack was big, the second biggest in England. Their head of security is the best in England full stop."So there's nothing we can do."The boys stopped talking and turned to me."That's not what we're saying, Carrie."I set my mug down and stepped forward. "But you might as well be! Megan is stuck in some hell hole, god knows if she's even alive."I shook my head and ran a hand through my hair "and we've wasted enough time."Ben stepped toward me, "No, I know that look, Carrie. You're going to
I had insisted that only Dante, Ben and I head into their territory. I wasn't even that comfortable giving them Dante, and I knew Ben wasn't going to let me do this on my own. The idea of wolves risking their lives for my sister and I felt unjust. But now, surrounded by wolves of all shapes and sizes I was beginning to regret my own demands."We have come to see you're alpha, we have no violent intentions. Please, bring us to him."The wolves around us growled, showing their disease. Until one particularly big wolf with a blind eye stepped forward. He transformed in front of us and Ben stepped slightly in front of me, I bit my tongue to keep from growling. Protection isn't something I want, or need, especially if we're currently facing an enemy."You're from the Gilddian pack?" We nodded and the man smirked,"The great future Gliddian alpha brought with him only one fighter, and a girl for protection."I snarled and stepped in front of Ben.
The alpha gave us no time to talk, he had Dante uncuffed and the wolf who had brought us in, lead him and Ben away. Then he sent Megan back to her room, and I turned to follow her."I've been alive a long time Carrie."I froze in the doorway and looked back at him."In that time, I've made a small observation."I smiled politely, "is this small observation your tiny brain capacity?"The alpha grinned easily at my insult. "No, it's the protectiveness of a male over his mate."I rolled my eyes and gave him a slow sarcastic clap. "How genius of you."The alpha smiled and shook his head. "Clap all you want Carrie, the fact remains, you're the one that strangled me, not Ben."My hands tightened against the doorframe, "what's your point?"He raised an eyebrow, "your sister's fiance wasn't passionate enough to attack me for her, but he put a bomb in his neck the minute you were at risk."The alpha grinned and prete
I sat on the edge of my bed, trying hard to focus my mind. While both boys were barely on speaking terms, they were both in firm agreement that they would find a way for me to back out of the tournament. I wasn't optimistic.My mind was still racing, it made no sense, what was the queen gaining with me as a competitor? I had a feeling, a gut feeling, this Tornment would end up being a lot more than just a competition. Something darker, deeper and far more important was going on. And I intended to find out what.
For the next half hour, we were too busy sorting through what's been happening, for Ben to yell at Dante and me for making contact. I knew it would come later though. Right now, both boys were furious at mefor keeping the recent attacks on me a secret.Ben called for a handmaiden, and under his orders she got off every scrap of makeup on my body, revealing dozens of nasty wounds, scrapes, and bruises.
I woke up in the bedroom Ben had offered me the day he put the crest on my palm."Bet you never thought you'd sleep in that bed."My eyes snap to my left, Ben is watching rain patter onto the balcony through the glass window in the french doors.
BEN'S POV!!!!!!"This is ridiculous.""I don't care.""Ben!"
I fell onto my bed, gripping my bleeding side. Goblins. They had attacked the house, and they weren't the first. Someone had leaked my location, all kinds of creatures were attacking throughout the week, trying to recapture the "Future Valderian Queen."Rent had called, he still hadn't gotten a confession from his guards. The mole on our team was still unknown.
The alpha gave me the prophecy, but I knew the others were waiting. So I stuffed it into my pocket, and stumbled out to the car, knowing my face was as white as a sheet. Everyone bustled, saying goodbye, and getting into the right cars. I came face to face with Rent, and immediately my eyes welled with tears."Oh Carrie," he breathed fondly, pulling me warmly into his arms, "
BEN'S POVEverything began to happen very quickly. It took us another night and another day before we reached the border.Carrie kept a space between us that was way too big to be natural. Her face was a constant flat stone plate. Her usually sparking eyes, dull and walled over. I'd never seen t
CARRIE'S POVI cried until pale light splattered across the dark sky. I knew Ben wasn't going to change his mind about this. It was over. My sister had lost her fiance, and it was my fault.Ben set out a breakfast of pheasant cooked for my benefit on a small fire. He said nothing, I didn't touch the food, he didn't push me to, and we ignored my red-rimmed eyes.
BEN'S POVTwo days. Two days of walking and camping. But I barely noticed. Time melted, waving around us like soft silk.Carrie's link was still open, her contentment warmed my body, her happiness swirling in my chest.Her chocolate hair was thrown up into a