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Chapter 76 - Now What?

Author: matomaenetsha
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Her hand is gripping my groin and close my eyes blocking her out. I shouldn't be here. She shouldn't be here. I should be with Ryo. I should be telling her how stupid this idea is and.,.

"You miss this don't you?" Marlene says gripping me harder. My heart beats all the way into my throat and my head beats at the same time as my heart. And I swear I hear myself scream in my head

"Stop." I say after a moment. I can play along but I won't let it go beyond the point where we can't come back.

"Oh, I'm sorry. I forgot, you have Ryo." She says smirking, 

"Yes." I say and take a step back. This feels like a very bad game and I want to quit. 

"So when will I be able to touch you without having to think about your girlfriend?" She says moving closer to kiss me. 

"I'm not leaving my girlfriend," I say and she smiles and then she stares at me the smile gone. 

"Why am I here then?" She asks her tone hard. She's getting angry. I

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