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Part 87

Author: Pamz
last update Last Updated: 2024-10-29 19:42:56

ELLISIA'S POV

I look at the stars above, aimlessly.

I never realized that my tears were rushing to kiss the floor. I did not bother to wipe it because I know that this time, I needed to burden out this pain. I need to let it go for it's weighing me down.

"When will I be enough?" I gaze downward and gaze at the scissor I am holding.

"It has been a long time, my old friend."

I stare at it for about 1 minute straight.

My wrist do not have any barcodes now, it used to have some. Those were the times when I felt like seeing my blood flowing out my wrist would make me realize that I still have emotions and that I am still capable of feeling pain.

It became a coping mechanism for me- a toxic one. It does not went from there to only there, as time passes by, I can say that it was more than an effect. It affected my whole being.

My mouth got drawn in a tight line as I watch the scissor get closer to my wrist.

I need to feel pain.

It was getting closer and closer but a force took away th
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