Owen
“Rumor has it you haven’t taken anyone home with you in over a week.” Logan unlocks the office door and looks at me over his shoulder. We just got to Getaway and are getting ready to open for the day.
“What, you’re keeping tabs on my sex life now?”
“Someone has to. You certainly aren’t.”
“I lost count years ago.”
Logan rolls his eyes and pulls out the desk chair, sitting in front of the computer. “I’m sure your lack of fucking has nothing to do with Charlie being back in town.”
“Why would it?”
“Because you want to fuck her.”
“Of course I want to fuck her,” I shoot back. “Have you seen her?”
“She’s more than a piece of ass to you.”
I make a big deal out of checking the schedule hanging on the wall, even though I know it. Charlie is more than a piece of ass. She’s always been, and she always will be. I’d do anything to get her back. And fuck…that’s exactly what I’m going to do.
“You’re right,” I tell Logan, who looks surprised by my confession. “I do want to fuck her, but I want more. She’s single now and doesn’t seem too torn up over her ex. I’m going to make her fall in love with me again. Next time I see her, I’m sweeping her off her goddamn feet.”
“Easy tiger. That’s not exactly something you can do in a day.”
“Have you seen me? Shit, you do every time you look in the mirror. Well, the slightly less attractive version of me, that is.”
Logan chuckles, and I half expect him to drop some line about how I use humor to deflect my feelings, but he’s extra perceptive today and keeps his mouth shut. Leaving the office, I go to the bar, pour myself a shot of whiskey and start setting up to open.
I ended our relationship because we wanted different things. She wanted someone ready to settle down. Someone more responsible and mature than recent-college grad-Owen. And I’ll be the first to admit I was a little shithead back then. I might still be, but I’m a changed man.
And I’m going to prove that to her, no matter what it takes.
Setting the last chair up, I go into the kitchen, make sure everything is good to go, and then unlock the door and flick on the neon open sign. It’s Friday, and we’re always busy on the weekends, even for lunch.
Never in a million years did I think Getaway could have grown into something this big, and Logan and I were tossing around the idea of building an addition not that long ago. Opening for lunch and dinner was a genius idea, and while I didn’t like working all those extra hours at first, it’s more than paid off. We still serve drinks, but this place is family-friendly during daytime hours.
We’re packed, with people waiting for a table by the time seven o’clock rolls around. Logan left to help Danielle close down the bakery, and I’ve been ready to leave and hand the place over to Barry, one of the bartenders, but have stayed to help get through the rush.
And it’s a good thing, because she walks in, and I swear the whole place goes silent for a moment, like the building holds its breath as she walks through the doors. Charlie makes a beeline to the bar, snagging a stool.
“I knew you wouldn’t be able to resist me for long,” I tell her, reaching for a wine glass.
“No thanks,” she says, shaking her head at the wine glass. “I don’t want anything to drink today.”
“Oh, right. I forgot how alcohol makes you frisky.”
She lets out a heavy sigh. “This was a mistake.”
“What was?” I rest my hand on hers. She drops her gaze to it, and I feel her fingers slightly tremble before she jerks her hand back.
“You know what? The closer I get to saying it, the crazier it sounds.” Her eyes fall shut, and she shakes her head at herself. “I need to talk to Jolene. She’d tell it to me straight.”
“Who’s Jolene?”
“A homeless lady who lives in Central Park.” Her brows pinch together. “I hope she’s okay.”
I cock an eyebrow. “What the hell are you getting at?”
“Nothing. Forget it.”
“For a second there, I thought you were coming in to tell me you want to take me up on my offer.”
Charlie’s face doesn’t waver. “Your offer?”
“To move in until there’s more room. I heard what happened to your cat. I don’t have any dogs, you know.”
She leans back, looking slightly horrified. “How do you know what happened to Tulip?”
“Quinn,” I huff. “She basically funds the local cat rescue group on her own. She’s at the vet more than anyone I know.”
“More than your mom?” she asks, and a small smile starts to pull up her face. “She still has a million dogs, right?”
“Just four,” I laugh. “Quinn actually does have a million cats, though.”
“Cats are amazing.” Her eyes sparkle even under the dull overhead lights.
“How is your cat?”
Her smile falls and concern takes over her face. “She’ll pull through. I’m lucky I was home to break up the fight.”
I nod. “You are. So when are you two moving in?”
Biting her lip, she gives me a glare. Fuck, that stern look makes my cock jump. What I’d give to have her punish me right now…
“Owen,” she starts but doesn’t finish her thought.
“If you’re unable to resist me, just say it and I promise not to be offended.”
“I can resist you just fine.”
“Then use the guest bedroom for the next few weeks. It has its own bathroom. And I have no pets.”
“Why don’t you?” she asks as if it’s incriminating not to have any.
“I’m not home much. I had a bird for a while.”
“A bird?” She wrinkles her nose.
“Yeah. Someone ditched it in the cage on the side of the road. He was cool and knew how to say ‘fuck’ and a few other choice words.”
“What happened to him?”
I lower my gaze to the bar, stomach clenching just thinking about it. Captain Morgan was a fucking awesome cockatiel. “Jackson let him out when the living room ceiling fan was on high.”
Charlie gasps and brings her hand to her mouth. “Oh my God, I’m sorry.”
I just shrug. “It was an accident. And as far as Jackson knows, Cap is living at the aviary at a zoo. I haven’t gotten any new pets since.”
Charlie tips her head up, holding my gaze for a few seconds. “You really wouldn’t mind having me and my crippled cat at your place for a while?”
“Of course not.”
“If I do this—and that’s a big if—it’s only because I’m literally out of every single other option, and that includes screening in the back porch and living in my parents’ yard.”
“Well, what else would it be?” I lean a little closer. “A chance to win you back?”
“Win me back?” Charlie’s eyebrows go up. “Like I’m some sort of prize?”
“Of course not. You’re a strong, smart, independent woman who I’ve always respected. I was using win you back as a saying, I suppose. But I do plan to.”
Charlie quickly shakes her head and looks down. “Fool me once,” she says so softly I hardly hear her.
“Come to dinner with my family on Sunday. I’ll show you I’m not going to fool you again. Fool around with…yes. But just fool…I’m not that person anymore, Charlie.”
She looks up and I see the hurt in her eyes. It’s only there for a second, and I’m not sure if she’s thinking about us together in the past or her loser fiancé. The guy has to be the world’s biggest dumbass to do anything to lose Charlie.
Right when I think she’s going to say no, her eyes meet mine. “What time?”
“Six.”
“Should I bring anything?”
I shake my head. “My mom’s methods of cooking haven’t changed.”
“So she’s still making enough food to feed a small army.”
“She is, and we usually eat it all.”
“You Dawsons are basically a small army.” Her lips start to curve up into a smile. “And there are more of you now. Is everyone going to be there?”
“More than likely. Sometimes Wes and Archer are called into work, but the rest of the gang will be there. I think you’ll like Danielle, Logan’s wife.”
“It’s still weird to hear you say that.”
I chuckle. “It’s still a little weird for me to say that. And to have him be busy with her all the time.”
“You two were always close.”
I shrug. “It’s a twin thing.”
“And you said that all the time too. I never really understood it.”
Even though Charlie said she didn’t want wine, I grab a bottle just in case she changes her mind. “No one but twins will. It makes it fun.”
“So…I’ll meet you there?”
“I can pick you up.”
“Sure. That would be fine. I take it you remember where my parents live?”
My head bobs up and down. “I drive by every holiday hoping to see you changing in your bedroom window.”
She purses her lips. “That happened once, and—oh my God. You took a picture!”
I was nineteen at the time and mostly took the photo to show her how visible she was from the street. But also, because I was nineteen and making mature decisions every day, of course.
“And it’s printed as a poster and plastered to the ceiling above my bed. Along with some of the other nudes you sent me over the years.”
Charlie just stares at me, and I wonder if she’s thinking how weird it is to be that close to someone, to share something so intimate as naughty photos, and then to just break up and never see each other again.
“I think Logan might have stolen one of my favorites, though.”
“And which one is that?” she asks dryly, crossing her arms over her chest.
“Remember when you were a sexy Bo Peep for Halloween?”
“Oh my God, no!” Her eyes close as she laughs. “We were what, juniors in college then? I have no idea why I thought that was a good costume. Actually, I might still have it in my parents’ basement. I have a few bins of crap down there.”
“Wear it to dinner Sunday.”
She laughs once more, reminding me how much I miss hearing that sound. And the way her eyes crinkle just a bit when she’s laughing. Reaching out, she takes the wine from my hand and pulls out the rubber stopper. She pours a bit in her glass and then looks around once more.
“This place is amazing. I can’t get over how busy it is.”
“Thanks, and you should see it tonight. Fridays and Saturdays are crazy.”
“Maybe I’ll come by some time with Carly. When I’m speaking to her again.” She takes a sip of wine.
“I can imagine things being a little tense since her dogs attacked your cat.”
She nods. “They didn’t do it maliciously, but still…” She lets out a sigh and turns back to me, biting her lip. She’s probably thinking that crashing at my place is a bad idea. And if that’s the case, I’m going to show her just how good bad can be.
CharlieI changed my outfit three times. My first dress made me look way too much like a stuffy lawyer. The second showed an indecent amount of cleavage. And the third? It’s a simple red sundress that matches my lipstick.Not that I care how I look for Owen or anything.Smoothing my hair back that keeps blowing in my face from the wind, I lean back on the porch swing and look out at the street. It’s weird, living back home with my sister and parents. I’m a responsible adult, yet I almost felt compelled to tell everyone where I was going.Mom knows I’m going out, but that’s it. She doesn’t need to know the small details, and it’s not like I have to ask permission. If they knew I was going to see the entire Dawson crew? It wouldn’t matter, because nothing is going to come from this. It’ll be nice to see everyone. They were a big part of my life for a long time, and it’ll be nice to catch up. Too bad I don’t have better news about myself. Though until a few weeks ago, things were going p
OwenI will prove it.I’ll prove it a thousand times over and over again.I’m a changed man now that she is home and I have my second chance with her. The kind of man Charlie needs. The kind she’s always needed. I told her anyone willing to let her go was an idiot, and I’m the biggest one of all.There’s no denying it anymore. From the moment I saw her again, everything changed. The lies I’ve been telling myself became just that—lies. I don’t want to be single the rest of my life. I don’t want to just be an uncle. I was able to convince myself that it would be enough…and then I saw her again.And everything changed.“I remember you,” Jackson tells Charlie as we walk into the house for dinner. “You’re not sweaty now.”Charlie laughs. “Not yet. If I stay out here long enough, I will be.”“We could jump in the pool.”“I didn’t bring a swimsuit.”“Sometimes I go in in my underpants,” Jackson tells her.“I like that idea,” I say, nudging Charlie with my elbow. She laughs and shakes her hea
CharlieOwen closes his eyes in a long blink and picks up his keys from the breakfast table. I don’t know why I even entertained the thought of coming here with him. That he might be different than before.Changed.More mature.Not getting stumbling-through-the-kitchen-drunk at a family dinner. And stealing drinks from Danielle? What the hell was that? I snatch the keys from his hands before he can even say he’s good enough to drive us home.“Get in the car,” I snap, narrowing my eyes. I turn and plaster a smile on my face so I can thank Mrs. Dawson for dinner. My heart is in my throat, and I fear I might throw it up on the floor at any moment.Because it felt so good to be back here.To be around this amazing family…and Owen.Sitting there with the Dawsons, seeing them all married and happy and with babies…it gave me a stupid sense of hope. It brought me right back to college and beyond, when Owen was all I needed, and I thought—without a doubt—that we’d be married with babies of our
Charlie“Sorry, sweetpea,” I tell Tulip, who’s pathetically meowing by the bedroom door. “You can’t go out there. We’re both stuck in here.”I open my laptop, set on watching a movie and passing out. I just got back from taking Owen home, and his big truck is parked out in front of the house. It’s only a matter of time before someone asks me about it, and I’ll have to reiterate my story about how Owen is still the same carefree—or careless—boy he was back when we were together.Not even ten minutes into the movie, someone knocks on the door.“You decent?” Carly asks.“Yes,” I tell her. She opens the door, and one of the dogs dashes in before she can grab her. Tulip limps under the bed and my heart about falls out of my chest. Fuck, we need to get out of here. Maybe I’ll rent a room in the only bed and breakfast in Eastwood. It would still be cheaper to live there for a month and a half than it would be to rent my NYC apartment for a week.“Sorry,” she says, shoving the dog into the ha
OwenGroaning, I roll over and open my eyes. Did I just imagine that or did the—yep, the doorbell did ring, and now it’s ringing again. Tossing back the covers, I get up. My mouth is dry and my head hurts.Fuck, I’m getting old. I haven’t had a hangover in a while, which is almost impressive considering how much I drink. But chugging moonshine like tequila shots…never again. Plowing my hand through my hair, I make my way out of the master bedroom and down the stairs. Someone is standing on the porch, and I’m not in the mood for whatever it is they’re selling. Usually, I ignore solicitors until they go away, but this morning I feel like telling them ringing the doorbell around eight AM is fucking rude.Not caring that I’m only wearing boxers—I plan to just crack the door open anyway—I unlock the front door. Instead of an old guy in a suit asking if I’ve found Jesus, Charlie stands before me.“Hey,” I say, blinking in the sunlight. She’s the last person I expected to see standing on my
CharlieIt’s just dinner.Everyone has to eat. It’s a basic human function, and talking with Owen is harmless. Because that’s all we’re going to do. Talk. So what if seeing him standing at the door this morning in nothing but boxers got me all hot and bothered. It doesn’t matter. And if I divert my thoughts, I almost forget how good his cock felt inside of me.How the sex was good almost every single time. How Owen took his time with me. Was more concerned with pleasing me than enjoying it himself.Our first time was painful, and I didn’t realize how well-endowed Owen was back then since I’d never seen another penis before. We had sex for the first time together after our senior prom—cliché, I know.It hurt, probably only lasted five minutes, and had me freaked out for a week that I was pregnant. I didn’t want to get pregnant in high school, but once I was in college, everything was fair game, and once we started, we couldn’t stop.“All right,” I tell Tulip, dropping down to the floor
Owen“Charlie?” I repeat, watching her eyes glaze over. She’s deep in thought, but I have no idea what she’s thinking about. Is she still scared of storms? She used to be terrified of them.“Sorry.” Shaking her head, she looks down at her phone. I follow her gaze, watching the radar move across the screen. It looks bad. She definitely shouldn’t be driving. “I’m just…I’m really tired.”“I have a guest room and an extra toothbrush if you need it. I can loan you some clothes too.” I tip my head a bit as I look her up and down. “You always looked good in my white t-shirts. With no pants, of course.”She doesn’t smile, doesn’t roll her eyes. The lack of response troubles me, making it hard to read her. “I actually have clothes in my car.”“Preparing to stay the night with me, I see. I knew you couldn’t have resisted for long.”She looks up with a glare. Now there’s that sass I was missing. “I was going to grab a room at the bed and breakfast in town.”“With your cat?”“She’s quiet. I could
CharlieOwen’s arm is still around me when I wake up. The first light of dawn is shining through the window. I can tell it’s going to be a sunny day already, vastly different from last night. The power is back on, and the air conditioner is pumping the room full of cool air. The ceiling fan is on above me now too, chilling my skin. I was hot last night and only covered up with a thin quilt. Owen stayed outside the blankets and didn’t cover up at all.Inhaling deep, I feel Owen’s fingers press against my body. My eyes flutter shut again, and I want nothing more than to roll over and slip my arms around him. How easy it would be to fall back into his arms and ask him to never let me go.But I can’t, because I know better. Besides, I’m not at a good point in my life to start something new…even when what we had isn’t new at all. Owen’s embrace used to be my favorite place to be. It didn’t matter where we were or what was going on around us. As long as we had each other, everything felt ok
OwenThe next year…“What about this one?” I point to a pink-and-purple sheet set. Charlie looks at it and then shakes her head.“It’s too girly.”“We’re buying it for a girl.”“I know,” she agrees. “But I don’t want to set her up with gender stereotypes from infancy.”“Babies don’t even see in color when they’re born.”“Aww, you did read the books.”“Cover to cover.” I motion to another sheet set that’s white with colorful birds on it. “This one?”“Ohhh, that is cute!”“It’s not too girly?” I give her a smirk and she playfully nudges my arm. “These birds look pretty girly.”“I like them.”“That’s the whole point of this,” I whisper-talk. “We get to pick out what we like.”Charlie rests her hand over her stomach. She’s just now starting to show, and we found out we’re having a girl only this morning, continuing with what Quinn insists is karma for being raised in a house full of older brothers. Though she’s expecting her third and they’re not finding out what they’re having. My money
CharlieI pace back and forth on the front porch, swatting away bugs. Owen ran to Walmart to get a pregnancy test. I don’t feel pregnant. Not at all. I have zero symptoms, and while many women can go through the whole nine months without “feeling pregnant,” I know I wouldn’t get that lucky.Still, we want to be sure.I chugged a big glass of water when he left, and now I really have to pee. Headlights illuminate the street and I hold my breath, hoping that truck belongs to Owen. It doesn’t, and it goes right past our house. Getting close to needing to do the potty dance, I decide I’m going to give Owen five more minutes before going to the bathroom. Luckily, he pulls into the driveway only a minute later.He stands outside the bathroom door, waiting for me. The test said to wait a few minutes until you check, but I look at that baby right away. The control line pops up first. I watch, waiting for the second line. I don’t see one, so I set the test down and pull my pants back up. After
OwenThe front door opens, and I spring up, half expecting it to be Carly telling me to fuck off. But it’s Charlie. Her eyes are red and swollen from crying, and it kills me to see her like this.“Can we talk?” she asks, voice thin.“Of course.”She motions to the porch swing and we both take a seat.“What do you want to talk about?” My heart is beating so fast I fear it might beat right out of my chest. I’d pick it up, dust it off, and offer it to Charlie. It’s hers to keep. It’s always been hers.“First things first,” she starts. “Do you still feel like you know what’s best for me?”“No. Though if I were to give you advice right now, it would be to come home with me tonight.”Her lips curve into a half-smile. “Okay. Did it hurt when you broke up with me?”“Yes. And I hurt every day since then. I’ve had a void in my heart, Charlie, and nothing could fill it. Nothing but you.”She nods and looks down at the boards on the porch. “Do you want to get married and have kids?”“Yes. I do. P
CharlieA slight breeze rustles my hair, and I look out at the street. My heart is sitting at the bottom of my chest, and all the cracks are starting to separate. It won’t be long until it shatters into a million pieces again, and this time, there’ll be no putting it back together.My ex-fiancé is sitting on the porch next to me, waiting for his ride to come pick him up. He cheated on me. Embarrassed me. But it’s not him who’s hurting me.It’s Owen, and I don’t understand how I could have been so wrong. Again. Things were so perfect between us. And then he didn’t even have the decency to call me. I need to get Tulip from his place, and it’s going to be so fucking awkward.“I can put in a good word for you at another firm,” Todd says. “It’s the least I can do after…after…”“After fucking your assistant while you were in a relationship with me?”“Yeah. That. I’m sorry. Really, I am.”I hold up my hand, stopping him right there. “What do you want me to say? That it’s okay and I forgive y
Owen“Fuck.” I rub my wrists where the cuffs had been.“Sorry,” Weston says, shaking his head.“It’s not your fault.”He shakes his head and runs his hand through his hair. “You’re free to go now.”“Took long enough. That little shit got out of here hours ago, didn’t he?”Wes opens the holding room door for me. “His lawyer screams scumbag but had good connections.”“What good is the legal system when rich assholes can buy their way out of situations like this. He hit me first. Well, tried to hit me.” I smirk. “That cocksucker can’t throw a punch to save his life.”After Todd tried to hit me, and I easily blocked it, he stepped back and fell right onto Marty Pickens, one of our resident drunks. Along with being a drunk, Marty is paranoid and thinks the world is out to get him. We serve him at Getaway because he’s safer in the bar than out on the streets, and we’re able to give him food and a cool place to wait out the sun in the summer.But the second Todd touched Marty, he freaked out
Charlie“Hey,” I say to Owen’s voicemail. “I know you’re still working, so I’ll go ahead and meet you at the restaurant so we don’t miss our reservation. If you’re going to be late because of work, no big deal. Just let me know and I’ll order an extra glass of wine and bring a book to keep myself entertained.” I walk out of the office and head toward my car. “And I feel like saying I wanted to talk this morning was more dramatic than it needed to be. I do want to talk, but not in a bad way. It’s in an ‘I want to be with you and still want what I wanted before’ way. Marriage and children—not right away,” I add quickly. “But they have to be on the horizon, and this time…this time I don’t think it’ll be an issue. I’m looking forward to seeing—and doing you—later.”It’s an awkward as fuck voicemail, but whatever. It’s Owen. He never makes me feel awkward. Putting my phone in my purse, I pause at a crosswalk.“Charlotte!”I look up, not sure if someone is talking to me or someone else. Eve
OwenThe day has never gone slower. And the night? The night is dragging by so slowly I’m starting to wonder if I died in a freak accident on the way to work and went right to Hell. Charlie isn’t here, so there’s no way this is Heaven.A group of guys are out celebrating a twenty-first birthday. They’ve spent a ton on beer and shots, and we’ve been watching them closely to know when to cut them off. It’s late and the crowd is starting to dwindle, but they’re still going strong.This happens every now and then, and usually it doesn’t bother me. If we’re making money, I’ll stay open for another half hour or so. But tonight, tonight I want to go home, strip off my clothes, and feel Charlie’s body against mine.Everything feels right in the world. Charlie is back, and this time she’s staying. I want to tell her I love her, but won’t. It’s too soon. She wants something serious this time around, and I do too. But freaking her out isn’t the way to go.I turn on the lights, giving the birthda
Charlie“I feel like such a lush,” I laugh, settling into Owen’s arms. We moved into his bed and he just brought me a glass of wine. “Sex, wine, and staying up past my bedtime.”He brushes my hair back. “I’m turning you into a rebel.”I take a sip of wine and set the glass on the nightstand. “You really are.”“I should be punished.”“Oh, you definitely should be.” I move on top of him, and tingles run down my spine. We’re both still naked, and I’m still floating high on adrenaline and sex. I don’t know why I resisted, why I waited until now to finally relent and do what I wanted to do since the moment I saw Owen again.And admit that I’m still very much in love with him.Owen’s hands land on my hips and his cock starts to get hard again. I lean over, breasts in his face, and rub myself against him, getting off before I reach down and guide him into me. My breath comes out in huffs as I ride him hard and fast. Owen presses me down onto him, then brings one hand down and gently rubs my
CharlieOwen isn’t in the kitchen anymore when I come back down the stairs. The house is dark, with the exception of a soft glow coming from the screened-in porch. A single candle is lit and sitting on the table out there, and Owen’s back is to me as he looks at the fountain in the pond behind his house. There’s a light in it, making the simple fountain look much fancier at night than it actually is.Silently, I slip into the room. The candle is one of those meant to repel mosquitos, and the smell reminds me of summer nights spent on the front porch, both with Owen and my other friends. Life was simpler then, and while I can’t get rid of my adult responsibilities, things don’t have to be complicated.Owen turns right when I get up behind him, and firelight flickers in his eyes. He takes me in his arms, and my heart skips a beat. I hook my arms around his neck and step in close. Being in his embrace feels so right.It’s like I never left.He tips his head down, lips brushing against mi