I was very surprised today to be visited by Mr. X. This isn’t the sort of hospital where one gets visitors. I’m sure the general public doesn’t even know this place exists. I’ve even wondered, out of paranoia, if the outside world out there even knows I’m alive.
Mr. X came by beaming his characteristic unusual-looking smile. I found myself so happy for his company that it didn’t even creep me out like it did before. He was bubbly and effusive. He opened my curtains in the room for the first time in my memory to get sunlight for the small, tastefully-sized vase of flowers he brought me to cheer up my room. There was a small parking lot outside with ordinary-looking cars, as if this was a small hospital or nursing home anywhere in America. So, I was above ground. I made a mental note to get closer to the window as soon as I could to see what state the license plates of those cars were from.
Mr. X offered enough information, worked and woven into the one-sided conversation that he had with me that I didn’t push for more answers.
“I’m so delighted that they tell me you are recovering so well and so quickly considering all you’ve been through. Your parents are fine. I took the liberty of telling them that you are alive and well and that I represent a company for which you accepted some field work out of the country, in a place without regular communications. I also took the liberty of making arrangements with your university to preserve your position there should you wish to return to it. I did promise you that when the Dust Bowl assignment was over, that you could return to your previous life if you wanted. I keep my promises, Dr. Leighton. I have made it possible for you to do that if you wish to upon the completion of your recovery.”
“Thank you very much,” was all I managed to say.
“Don’t think of it, Dr. Leighton. Let it not be said that Mr. X doesn’t keep his promises. Never let that be said.” He dropped his smile and his voice grew serious for that last bit, about keeping promises. But then, the bubbly Mr. X was back.
The strange man made about five minutes of chit chat small talk after that and left me feeling a lot better. After the things I saw on the road to Dust Bowl and on the road trip there, and after the roughness of my first debriefing session, I had wondered about my status and about my freedom after recovery. I had decided days ago that they probably weren’t going to kill me and disappear me…probably…because they wouldn’t have gone to all the trouble of fixing me up and boarding me all this time if it were more expedient to let me die out there in the desert.
Speaking of the desert, let’s get you what you’re reading this for, more of the story of what got me here.
We soon stopped at an interstate rest area. Liz had indeed brought a Geiger counter along. We each stepped out of the vehicle. There, in the middle of the night, parked away from a camper and some semis with snoozing truck drivers, we were checked for radiation exposure from the Black-Eyed Kid. Liz said we were fine. It was decided to just drive all the way through in shifts to Denver. The hotel stop for sleep was to be skipped.
I was exhausted and it was my turn to sleep in the back. Liz drove. Rachelle was awake. I dozed off listening to Mont telling Rachelle the story of how he’d come to believe there was more to our world than the simple and ordinary. Apparently, according to LIz, as part of team building, we were allowed to discuss missions we’d been on before for Control, as long as we didn’t mention anything that was above field agent clearance. We all had field agent clearance except for LIz, who was above.
Mont had had a military background before becoming a cop. As I listened there in the back of the Expedition, drifting off to sleep, I found out about another legend that, like the Black-Eyed Kids, turned out to be true.
“This isn’t your typical war story,” he began. “It’s something else entirely. I’m about to tell you about the day my skepticism died and my belief in the supernatural was born.
“It was 2008, and I was 24, a young lieutenant fresh out of West Point, full of confidence and skepticism. I didn’t believe in ghosts, UFOs, or any of those campfire tales. My world was solid, defined by the hard facts of military life. We were stationed in a remote part of Kandahar, Afghanistan, tasked with searching for a missing patrol. The area was notorious for its rugged terrain and hidden dangers, but nothing could have prepared us for what we encountered.
“We’d been out there for hours, and the sun was starting to set behind the mountains. The air was thick with dust and tension. We found the remnants of a missing patrol’s gear scattered around the entrance of a cave. There were no bodies, no blood—just an eerie silence that made the hairs on the back of my neck stand up.
“Our squad leader, Sergeant Collins, signaled for us to move in. As we entered the cave, the darkness swallowed us whole. Our flashlights barely pierced the blackness, revealing ancient carvings on the walls that looked out of place, almost like they belonged to a different time. My heart was pounding, but I kept telling myself it was just another mission.
“Then, we heard it—a deep, guttural growl that echoed through the cavern. We froze. The sound wasn’t human, nor was it any animal I’d ever encountered. Before we could react, a massive figure emerged from the shadows. It stood at least 12 feet tall, with fiery red hair and six fingers on each hand. Its eyes glowed, yes literally glowed, with a malevolent intelligence.
“Panic set in. We opened fire, but our bullets seemed to do little more than irritate the beast. It moved with terrifying speed, grabbing one of my men and snapping his spine like a twig. The cave became a slaughterhouse. One by one, my squad was torn apart, and there was nothing I could do. I watched as my brothers-in-arms were reduced to lifeless heaps on the cold, rocky ground.
“Somehow, amidst the chaos, I managed to throw a grenade. The explosion stunned the giant, giving me a fleeting moment to act. I grabbed a fallen soldier’s rocket launcher and fired. The missile struck the giant in the chest, sending it crashing to the ground. It let out a final, earth-shaking roar before it lay still.
“I was the only one left standing. My body was covered in cuts and bruises, but the physical pain was nothing compared to the psychological torment. I stumbled out of the cave, gasping for air, my mind reeling from what I had just witnessed.
“The aftermath was a blur. A recovery team arrived, and the giant’s corpse was quickly secured and flown out for study. We were sworn to secrecy, threatened with dire consequences if we ever spoke of what happened. The official report blamed our squad’s deaths on a Taliban ambush, but I knew the truth. I had seen the impossible, and it shattered my understanding of reality.
“For years, I tried to bury the memory, but it haunted me. Nightmares plagued my sleep, and I couldn’t shake the feeling that there was so much more to this world than I had ever imagined. I began to read about folklore and legends, trying to make sense of what I had encountered. The skeptic in me had died in that cave, replaced by a man who knew that there were things beyond our comprehension lurking in the shadows.
“The world is a strange, mysterious place, and sometimes the line between myth and reality isn’t as clear as we’d like to think. That’s how I became open to an offer like working for Control.
"With some of my last conscious thoughts that night, I realized that giants in Kandahar were real too. Figured. I wondered what legends would turn out to not be real as I learned more and more working for Control. Was it all real?"
There were only two more folks to pick up before reaching Dust Bowl, one in Denver and one in Flagstaff, from Flagstaff, we’d leave Interstates and main roads and head out into the desert.
Before completely slipping away to sleep, I thought I heard Liz explaining that Jonie, whom we would meet in Denver, was a mage. A mage?
I had strange dreams as the Expedition rolled down the Interstate miles. I dreamed of a magician performing card tricks for an audience while wearing cargo pants that looked like Rachelle’s. There was a giant in the audience.
I received a package today from Mr. X. Inside was a phone, a nice one. Attached to the phone was a Post-It Note that read “Use Me. Text HELLO to 555-4545. I did, of course. There’s been no response yet. It’s been about twenty minutes. I’m going to start my writing to you for today and I’ll keep an eye on this phone. It was about five hours from Hays, Kansas to Denver. It would be about eleven hours from Denver to Flagstaff. I awoke from my slumber after sunrise with the vehicle filled with daylight to the sound of my colleagues discussing various eateries we were passing to select one to stop at for breakfast. I felt somewhat refreshed. At some point as the miles had passed in the darkness, my mind had calmed down enough to have actually restfully deep sleep mentally, although physically I was stiff and sore from the seat of a Ford Expedition not being a proper bed. The food question was settled by the sighting of a billboard advertisement for Waffle House. This lifted everyone’s sp
Last night, while I was sleeping, the phone from Mr. X beeped softly. I had it under my pillow so as it beeped, it gently pulled me out of a dream. The paranoia that I have learned as an Agent of Control prompted my choice of keeping it under my pillow. I didn’t want the phone to disappear while I was sleeping and then have to put up with the nice, polite hospital staff around here lying through their teeth at me saying sweetly things like “I’m so sorry your phone was misplaced, Dr. Leighton. Everyone will keep an eye out for it.” I would have to smile and pretend to be polite back and thank them for looking, all the while thinking to myself misplaced, my ass. Is such paranoia justified when one works for Control? Sometimes. In this case, the answer turned out to be yes.My room’s door was closed. As I’ve mentioned before, this isn’t a regular, public hospital with many floors and lots of activity. Even with my door open, there aren’t any noises drifting in from the hallway. At night,
I’m writing entries more frequently now because I don’t know exactly what’s going to happen with my extraction, when and how it’s going to go down, or if I’ll be able to continue these entries to you afterwards. My commitment to getting the word out there as to what’s going on with Control still stands, and if you’ve stayed with me this far, then I feel like you deserve me to either complete this or get as close as I can. So I promise not to slack from here on out, dear reader.I wasn’t sure what I had expected upon meeting a real mage for the first time as we picked up Jonie in Denver. What I came to quickly realize was that we all have probably met mages in our lives and not known it. They look just like anybody else.As we drove into Denver, we turned off the Interstate into the Capitol Hill area. Capitol Hill is known for its eclectic and artistic vibe. It's a historic neighborhood with a mix of Victorian homes, bohemian shops, and diverse residents. The area's alternative culture
With Rachelle in the back of the Expedition not having her own exit door, one of us men in the middle would have to move to let her out. I was on the side away from the Interstate traffic, so I got out and tilted my seat forward so our dripping wet companion could maneuver herself out of the vehicle. I could see voluminous amounts of suds and foam were still emerging from her pants as she climbed out. She left a trail as she dashed to the back of the vehicle to open the hatch door back there and get a pair of dry pants out of her luggage.I called out to her once a passing semi-truck whizzed past so that I thought she could hear me again, “I’ll get back in and Mont and I won’t look while you change.”“Thanks,” I heard her call back as she pulled out new pants.Shielding herself from the view of Interstate travelers as best she could, using a Ford Expedition for cover, our computer IT specialist changed into a dry version of the same clothes she’d had on before. Muffled through the win
By Wednesday, May 22nd, we had left Flagstaff and were rolling across Arizona toward Dust Bowl. We had, due in so small part to the fact that we had not stopped to sleep in Hays, Kansas the night that we had met the Black-Eyed Kid, made excellent time in our journey. The original road trip itinerary planned for us by Control had included “fudge factor” time that we had not needed, so that we might reach Dust Bowl and begin our investigation in advance of the Memorial Day week phenomenon there.Along the way, Liz had shared some of the information, what little there was, about the 2022 Control team that had gone there. It turns out they had lost contact with Control and disappeared. I could sense the palpable unease that divulging created within our vehicle as it toodled its way down desert highways. I thought about all the subjects that had come up over the course of our group’s time together that my companions had just taken in stride as normal (at least their world’s version of norm
It was my turn to drive as Field Team 42’s Ford Expedition rolled into Dust Bowl, Arizona. According to the dashboard readout, it was 101° outside. I was thankful to be born into a time period with air conditioning technology. It was about an hour before sunset on Wednesday night. The Dirt was due to blow in at midnight on Sunday night. There were no ROAD CLOSED signs out yet. The hotels we passed all had VACANCY signs. Apparently, it was a few days before the town would begin turning away strangers. Things were still normal, whatever normal was in this place for fifty-one weeks a year without the Dirt blowing in. We were greeted at the city limits by a huge billboard capitalizing on the town’s UFO reputation featuring a scene in which a Gray alien with an exaggeratedly large head smiled down at a huge plate of pancakes, urging us to eat at a local establishment.Liz instructed me to drive all around the town once so we could scope out the place. She said that doing that once wouldn’t
It was my turn to drive as Field Team 42’s Ford Expedition rolled into Dust Bowl, Arizona. According to the dashboard readout, it was 101° outside. I was thankful to be born into a time period with air conditioning technology. It was about an hour before sunset on Wednesday night. The Dirt was due to blow in at midnight on Sunday night. There were no ROAD CLOSED signs out yet. The hotels we passed all had VACANCY signs. Apparently, it was a few days before the town would begin turning away strangers. Things were still normal, whatever normal was in this place for fifty-one weeks a year without the Dirt blowing in. We were greeted at the city limits by a huge billboard capitalizing on the town’s UFO reputation featuring a scene in which a Gray alien with an exaggeratedly large head smiled down at a huge plate of pancakes, urging us to eat at a local establishment.Liz instructed me to drive all around the town once so we could scope out the place. She said that doing that once wouldn’t
Liz directed a comment to the man who was trying to be chatty. “Pardon me, sir, but you don’t seem local. Are you a tourist like us?”He smiled at her. “Well, I’m not local yet but I’m working on it. I’m a pastor who’s come to see about reviving the old church in this town.”You could have heard a pin drop when he said that. There wasn’t even the sound of someone’s silverware scraping a plate or scooping up a bit of omelet.“My friends and I noticed the burned one when we got to town, but we didn’t see any others.”“There aren’t any, but God called me here to change that.”The waitress came by to refill the pastor’s coffee. She added her two cents to the conversation. “It’s not that there aren’t any Christians around here, Pastor, but no one’s had the heart to have an organized church since the old one burned down. Most of us just follow Jesus in our own way without a church. Maybe your ministry is needed in another town.”“I’ve been praying a lot about it,” he replied “I’ll keep seek
Mr. Y looked a lot more like the stereotype of a Man in Black than Mr. X ever had because he dressed more the part. He wore the suit and hat of a 1950’s G-man, as opposed to Mr. X, who, when he wasn’t disguised as a hospital orderly, had always worn Victorian era clothing. Mr. Y was even wearing dark sunglasses in the underground parking garage where they clearly weren’t needed. His skin was the same crayola white as Mr. X’s. He never smiled, though, not at all, whereas Mr. X smiled at every possible conversational opportunity. The two of them seemed very, very opposite from one another.Mr. Y was accompanied by five men in some kind of military uniform, though not from any of the armed services that the general public knew about. They all had large automatic rifles aimed at Mr. X and me. Little, scary red dots veritably crawled over us, more of them on Mr. X than on me, but there were definitely some on me. I realized that meant that, whatever side Mr. Y was on, they didn’t really ca
Mr. X was pleasantly surprised that I was so healed up and mobile. I got myself onto the gurney without assistance. “Wonderful, Dr. Leighton! I had no idea you were so well-along on your recovery. That will help us immensely as we escape.” Mr. X held up one of the gurney’s patient immobilization straps thoughtfully, then looked at me. “I completely understand your reluctance to use these, even for appearances sake. I am inclined to agree. Should we need to move quickly, abandoning our ruse that I am taking you somewhere as a patient, there won’t be time to unstrap you. I have another idea to make our appearance in the hallway look suitably deceptive.” Instead of strapping me to the gurney, Mr. X, whom I had always thought of as a Man in Black, though in his hospital orderly disguise he certainly wasn’t wearing black, draped a sheet over me, head to toe. “Now, Dr. Leighton, you will appear dead. Dead bodies on gurneys are covered in sheets like this and there’s no need to strap in t
Well, dear reader, it’s been awhile since I added to these files, but something came up that interrupted the flow of this writing, my extraction from the hospital. I’m writing to you now from a different location which I shall not divulge. However, I’m keeping my commitment to you to complete the story of what happened in Dust Bowl as long as I’m around to keep writing it for you. I left off my last entry with our team in Alice’s basement. Alice had been taken by the La Paz County Sheriff’s Office. We were spending the night in her basement with the house surrounded by law enforcement with canines. Liz had used tech equipment from Spitfire’s pocket dimension to contact Control and request extraction. The extraction was denied. I’ll get back to that, picking up from there, soon. First, however, I’d like to explain why I’ve taken so long to write again and what happened with my extraction from the hospital. Not too many days after Spitfire had warned me on the phone given to me by Mr.
Alice didn’t return, at all. Eventually, after thirty very tense minutes according to my watch, Liz’s voice in the dark said, “They must have arrested her. Let’s get out of here. Mont, push the fridge out.” Cautiously, we emerged from our hiding place. The basement light bulbs, dangling from the ceiling, had been left on. The basement looked as we had left it. “I’ll scout upstairs,” Mont said. He pulled his gun. “We’re dealing with a duly authorized sheriff’s office,” Liz reminded him. “Put that away. Don’t go waving a gun around law enforcement if you don’t want to get shot.” Mont nodded with a slightly sheepish expression as he put his firearm back in its holster and covered it up. Liz was right. Whatever they were involved in, they were the sheriff’s office, a normal part of law enforcement and society. We were Control. And what was Control? Was it a secret part of the government? Was it a private entity? Was it even American? Was it international in scope? I wondered why I’d n
I saw there, on the faces of my field team members, one by one, a revelation of what Liz had meant that their particular “personal dirts” would include monsters. Mont, Mitch, and Rachelle each looked somber, but Jonie looked as if she was about to lose her cool. “This Dirt curse can’t possibly bring back Ashley to haunt me.” She sounded as if she were a child, scared of the dark, trying to calm herself by simply affirming over and over “I’m not afraid of the dark. I’m not afraid of the dark.” And, like such a child, she repeated the affirmation a few times until Rachelle came over to the couch, knelt down in front of her, and took her hand comfortingly. “This Dirt curse can’t possibly bring back Ashley to haunt me. This Dirt curse can’t possibly bring back Ashley to haunt me.” “I don’t know,” Rachelle cooed soothingly, “but whatever happens, we’ll face it together. I promise.” Before Jonie could respond, there was a booming knock on the upstairs front door, so resounding that we c
“What do–”, Liz began but Alice cut her off. “Please,” the Dust Bowl native said, “not here. We'll be safer at my place. Voices carry.” So, we walked in silence across the field where something otherworldly had hovered over us before we met this mysterious Alice lady. Mont brought up the rear. I could tell from the way he walked that his hand was ready to pull his gun from its hidden holster if that turned out to be something necessary. Mitch and Jonie walked in front of Mont. Mitch’s eyes were wide open scanning both the sky and the horizon, no doubt looking to see if his Sight showed him something. In contrast, as I saw her face in the moonlight, Jonie’s eyes were nearly closed as she walked. A true mage, she was reaching out with other arcane senses than Mitch possessed. Liz and Rachelle walked behind Alice, Rachelle looking down at her feet, probably concerned, as I was, about stepping into an ankle-twisting hole in the dark. Liz’s face looked as if she were workin
Behind our hotel was a tall wooden fence, about ten feet high. This would have kept folks from casually strolling into the field back there. Upon investigation, we discovered a few loose wooden planks in the fence that were not actually nailed in place. They were propped in place to look from a distance like they were attached normally, but they were not. Someone had obviously moved them on occasion to access the field behind the hotel.Wearing our hiking boots so that our feet would not encounter anything sharp on the field after dark, we entered the field ourselves and began looking for a good spot to observe a potential UFO light show. When I call the area a field, we have to remember that we’re talking about the Arizona desert. A field here isn’t like some farmer’s field in Iowa. It was an open field, sure, but no farmer would have wanted to plant crops there. It had definite boundaries like a field, though. Behind us was the hotel. To our left, quite a ways off, was a road. Ahead
Around noon that Thursday, before the Dirt rolled in, I found myself headed to Parker, the county seat of La Paz county, in the Ford Expedition with Mont, Rachelle, and Spitfire. Our mission was to visit library archives of newspapers and other sources of records for La Paz county. Until the 1970s, Dust Bowl had had its own newspaper. As a precaution, we weren’t all leaving Dust Bowl in case it might become more difficult to return for some reason, such as if the roads back into Dust Bowl became closed, for example. Liz had wanted Jonie and Mitch to stay there since their particular talents made them more useful onsite there in Dust Bowl, such as when Mitch had seen the peculiar aura emanating from the statue of Lt. Sees-Like-A-Hawk. So, it was left to us “muggles” as Rachelle described us, who weren’t mages and who didn’t have the Sight, to slog through old records.Once we got into Parker, we grabbed some burritos from a Taco Bell drive-thru and headed for the county library. We fin
Liz directed a comment to the man who was trying to be chatty. “Pardon me, sir, but you don’t seem local. Are you a tourist like us?”He smiled at her. “Well, I’m not local yet but I’m working on it. I’m a pastor who’s come to see about reviving the old church in this town.”You could have heard a pin drop when he said that. There wasn’t even the sound of someone’s silverware scraping a plate or scooping up a bit of omelet.“My friends and I noticed the burned one when we got to town, but we didn’t see any others.”“There aren’t any, but God called me here to change that.”The waitress came by to refill the pastor’s coffee. She added her two cents to the conversation. “It’s not that there aren’t any Christians around here, Pastor, but no one’s had the heart to have an organized church since the old one burned down. Most of us just follow Jesus in our own way without a church. Maybe your ministry is needed in another town.”“I’ve been praying a lot about it,” he replied “I’ll keep seek