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2024-08-03 02:19:43“…. May your hands forever be there to lift each other's heads and your hearts full of love, congratulations Lana and Draco, to the happy couple.” Callum toasts to the new couple.
Ceremonies like these are especially hard for him and I. I feel his eyes lock on mine, my every move, every breath I take his eyes trail. Till I finally give in and look back at him, he takes a slow dragging breath before he realizes I’m staring at him and realizes that he was staring and fills his face. He smiles sheepishly and apologetically and turns away from me.
I remember vividly the day we realized. I was 14 and he was 17, a crazy age gap, but it didn’t feel that way, we had grown up close together for some reason. Always close, for as long as I could remember. I always wondered why my parents lived so close to the enclave and why they never batted an eyelash over our families closeness. A human and a wolf, it was more common nowadays in this town but I imagined it hasn’t always been that way.
We were walking through the woods from school, I had a serene smile on my face, a boy had flirted with me today. It was a feat. I’d never had that, I wasn’t ugly, at least, to the best of my knowledge. My long black curly hair and sandy brown eyes complimented my angular face and sharp bone structure, softened with my pink pouty lips. So far, it seemed it was only my mom that noticed that, up until that day.
Varun had walked up to me in the hallways after school with a smirk, he said, “Cheryl..?”
I looked up from my locker, using my free hand to flick my hair from my face.
“I don’t know if you know me, I’m Varun, the captain of the Lacrosse team… I uh, I’ve seen you around … I.”
I knew him, I definitely knew who he was, he was an upperclassman, every girl in school probably knew him. He had jet black hair, brown skin and red lips, with cute freckles all over his face. Like me, just that mine were across my nose and both cheeks, complimenting my dark skin. They weren’t as noticeable as his but they were there and I thought they were cute.
“I think you’re really pretty, and… well not that I’m only talking to you cause you’re pretty, but not that you’re not pretty, cause you are I just…” he trails off running his right hand through his hair.
I push my escaped hair behind my ear and smile.
He stutters. “I’m sorry I.. I should start over I…” his eyes go wide seeing something behind me and he trails off. “I should go, I’m sorry.” He says quickly, immediately turning and briskly walking off.
I’m left standing there perplexed. I turn to look behind me and there’s no one there but to look. He has a scowl on his face but there’s no one else. I wonder if he saw a teacher.
As short and awkward as that conversation was it was still enough to get me giddy… a boy talked to me, I’m not a complete social pariah.
“What are you smiling at?” Luke grumbles and I scowl immediately.
He’s obviously in one of his wolf moods.
“I’m just smiling. What about it?” I’m not going to allow him to ruin my mood today.
“Varun’s a dickhead, you know.”
“You’re a dickhead.”
“If you’re going to date him, you should know he gets around. He probably will give you STDs.”
“What’s your deal? I’m not dating him, he was so awkward today anyways.” I say annoyed.
“Then why are you smiling?” I’m smiling because I’m happy, you dimwit. I don’t say that I instead ignored him, I was practicing being a mature young woman, like Grace Kelly. I’m sure she didn’t argue with annoying teenage boys.
“Cher,” he calls. “Are you even listening?”
“I don’t want to have an argument Luke.”
“Do you like him?” He asks.
What does this even matter? “I don’t know. I’ve barely said a word to him.”
“That’s not an answer, Lukey,” I say, trying to move on from the conversation.
“Do you?” He asks again more seriously.
“I don’t know. It doesn’t even matter. I’m pretty sure you scared him with your wolf glare.”
He smiles almost satisfied at me mentioning him scaring Varun off.
“Don’t look so smug.” I roll my eyes at the smug look on his face.
“You don’t want a player who’s a coward now, do you?”
“You can’t do things like that. You’re acting like a territorial animal.” I say picking up my pace so I don’t have to walk next to him again, my hair sashaying as I walk.
He takes a breath, “And why can’t I?”
“Why can’t you? Are you even listening to me? Why can you?” I flip my hair back and swivel to stare at him.
His eyes darken, fangs coming out, he takes a deep breath as if smelling me for the first time. His voicedeepens and he calls out. “Mate.”
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It feels almost like slow motion as I fall directly into his arms, our lips touch. Time stands still as we both freeze, unable to react. I almost feel his lips move and mine attempts to move in unison when I pull back immediately. That did not just happen. We both stared at each other, trying to comprehend what had just happened and we both had just done. I’m about to speak when he beats me to it and his voice almost shrieks.“You perv! You did that on purpose.” He clears his throat as my jaw falls open.Me! Me! Perv?!!! “ You pulled me to you.” I accuse them of pointing.“I was trying to keep you from hitting a tree, Miss I don’t look where I’m going.” I turn to see it is indeed true, a large tree trunk was right in front of me and I would’ve hit it if not for him.“Oh, I didn’t know that. How could you call me a perv over something as little as that?!” “Little?! Do you go around kissing people?” His voice gets lower at the end of the question, losing its playfulness.I stutter,
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“Stop it.” He growls once we’re out of earshot.I stop, my head swiveling back to him. “What?”He sucks in a breath. “That.” Shaking his head Luke walks towards me. “I respect you too much as my friend to not do what I want to you right here.”If I were lighter I’d have gone bright red like a tomato.“I can hear your heart beat from here, feel you take in breaths, smell you… from here.” Taking in a deep breath as his eyes shift from wolf to human.My knees almost give way. The manner which he is staring at me, like I’m a piece of candy his parents confiscated from him on Halloween. Leaning close to my ear he lets out another agonized breath. “I would take you right her right now if you’d just let me. Say it and I’m turn your uterus into my carnival tour, i respect you too much to do it without that.”I let out a shuddered breath trying to take a step back as his hands moves to my waist immediately, keeping me in place.“Luke, please, we’ve… we…”“Don’t make me wait any longer Cher, p
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Raina’s intentions whatever they were, innocent or innocent adjacent. She really knew how to pick them.Donnie the pilot. Hello, Captain.He wasn’t bad looking at all. Tall, taller than me for sure. Donnie looked at least six feet with an athletic build, not the type you get from regularly running through the forest in the moonlight but definitely one from running hours on a treadmill. This Pilot wasn’t sitting on a plane all day, his well toned look as the clothes cling to his body in the right places was indicative of regular exercise and a disciplined lifestyle.He’s probably one of those people who have a ton of eggs in the morning.… he could have my eggs in the morning…whoa, whoa, rein it in Cheryl.I look around as if any one could read my thoughts at any moment. Face burning in embarrassment. He is not looking at me but I can almost feel Luke chiding me. As though by some way he just knows.I put my head back down to weaving the flowers for the decorations. Things with Luke w
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