LOGIN♪♪ Cinnamon Girl • Lana Del Rey
✿✿✿ LILAH Grabbing broken pieces of chair as weapons, we both stand beside the door, in anticipate of our enemies. A few minutes later, when the metallic door finally cracks open, we get alert by their presence until a tall and bulky guard enters the room with a gun in his hold. I give Lucy a nod as we both attack the man from behind and stab him on the back several time. The guard lands on the ground with a loud painful growl as the gun in his hold flies off in a corner. I grasp the convenience and quickly seize the gun from ground. The man arises and prepares a move toward me with an angry choleric rumble but Lucy impedes him by hammering his head with a metallic reed. Ouch. "You're sadistic. Where did you get that?" I laugh inwardly, shriveling my face. "You're so ungrateful. At least thank me wholeheartedly." She snarls, proudly standing before me angling the metallic reed on her shoulder like the Thor with his hammer ready for a fight with Thanos. We climb a decayed staircase and peak outside. There are in total fifteenth guards inside the large stowage full of heavy looking crates, loitering around with deadly weapons. The gateway of our freedom is wide open, heavily guarded and painfully far from our current locus. "Shit, I doubt we can make it up alive. Look at their weapons, gosh, I mean who guards a dilapidated warehouse like this?" Lucy whispers beside me. "They obviously have something very important here." I hum, looking around carefully. We don't have much time. We've to make a move within a few seconds, if we don't there's no way back home with our now hammering heartbeats on. I signal Lucy to follow me and we swiftly trail behind the inconsiderable pile of crates, successfully sneak under the guards nose, lowering our heads like hunchbacks. We keep moving like shadows, keeping an eye on the repulsive guards and finding an alternative way to escape. "Fuck! Look that way!" Lucy whisper-shouts beside my ear, making me winch. I slip my gaze to the direction and there's a small unlocked door in the back side of the depot. "Then what are we waiting for?" I murmur before making my way toward the door. We slip through the pile of crates like snakes and finally make it to the door. As soon as we're out, cold breeze hit my face, making me inhale deeply. I was conducting my mind strongly till now but suddenly I feel so weak. I feel like I'm all alone under the inspection and influence of the dark sky, twinkling stars and full moon. As we walk by the windy lea, lofty weed and straw graze my wound as I hiss through gritted teeth and clutch the gun in my hand tightly. I almost forgot about the wounds and the pain all over my body due to the adrenaline pumping moments. "Oh my God! You are bleeding badly!" Lucy almost screams but I quickly press a palm on her mouth. There are loud and clear voices behind us as we approached the deteriorated wall. "Those bitches are here!" A male voice screams from somewhere near us. Immediately promiscuous gunshots start blowing, rupturing the elevated wild grasses and kneading the smell of gunpowder with the night air. "Shit, shit, shit!" I curse heavily before lowering myself and Lucy on the ground. "Lucy, listen to me. We will run in different directions. I will count down and you start running in the opposite direction." I rasp as I feel my throat become dry. My head is spinning for bleeding so much. I can't put Lucy's life in danger for my carelessness. I don't want to involve her in this mess, though she's already involved. "What the fuck are you trying to say? I would never leave you!" She hisses through gritted teeth. When footsteps start approaching us, I start shooting aimlessly. And they shoot back but I push myself and Lucy beside the big hole of the eroded wall. "Don't act like a stubborn bitch. They won't stop chasing after us until they find us out. If we run in the same direction they would catch us easily. But the last thing we need is to be caught." I manage to speak as my body starts becoming numb. "I said I won't leave you and that's final!" She spats harshly, scowling at me in the dark. "Fuck, just listen to me. If we were both stuck here, nobody would know where we are. So at least one of us needs to get out of here." I say calmly. "Promise me, you won't die." Lucy sniffs. Ah, that emotional bitch. I couldn't help but roll my eyes. "Promise. Now, three, two, one, run!" With one last look Lucy starts running through the gratifying night air and vanishes in the dark, very far away from my sight. But there's a pool of concern, fear and guilt in her eyes. I take a deep breath, stand up and do the same as her. Footsteps, yelling and cursing followed behind me. But I run and run to an unknown trace until a gunshot rang, pain shot through my shoulder and I collapse on the pasture. My small body gives up as it already lost a huge amount of blood and black dots engulf my vision.Chapter Nineteen: Terms of a CrownEmma VolkovTime did not slow down for my decision.If anything, it accelerated—as if the world sensed hesitation and leaned in closer, waiting to see which way I’d fall. News traveled fast in our circles, even without confirmation. A delayed answer was an answer in itself, and everyone was already rewriting it to suit their agendas.I didn’t announce anything.I watched.That was my advantage.The villa in Geneva became quieter in the days that followed. Lucas respected my space in the way only powerful men who weren’t afraid of losing control could. No pressure. No reminders. No lingering looks weighted with expectation.Which, perversely, made the choice heavier.I spent long hours walking along the lake, replaying every version of the future I could imagine. In some, I returned to Moscow, took my place beside my father, and let the Volkov legacy continue unchallenged. In others, I stayed in Italy as Lucas’s ally—but not his wife—always provisiona
Chapter Eighteen: A Question Sharper Than a BladeEmma VolkovMarriage, I learned, is a word that sounds different in rooms where men decide wars.It isn’t romantic there. It isn’t soft. It’s strategic, sharpened, measured by what it costs and what it secures. I’d heard it all my life spoken like a contract, like a weapon wrapped in silk. My mother used to say that love and power rarely shared a table—but when they did, someone always paid.I didn’t expect that someone might be me.Geneva ended without bloodshed, which in our world counted as a miracle. The lake reflected calm skies while beneath the surface, alliances rewired themselves quietly. We stayed two more days, enough time to let the image of unity sink in. Enough time for whispers to grow teeth.I felt them everywhere—in lingering looks, in pauses that lasted half a second too long.Emma Volkov.Lucas Moretti.Together.The rumor mill worked faster than any intelligence network.On the third evening, Lucas asked me to join
Chapter Eighteen: A Question Sharper Than a BladeEmma VolkovMarriage, I learned, is a word that sounds different in rooms where men decide wars.It isn’t romantic there. It isn’t soft. It’s strategic, sharpened, measured by what it costs and what it secures. I’d heard it all my life spoken like a contract, like a weapon wrapped in silk. My mother used to say that love and power rarely shared a table—but when they did, someone always paid.I didn’t expect that someone might be me.Geneva ended without bloodshed, which in our world counted as a miracle. The lake reflected calm skies while beneath the surface, alliances rewired themselves quietly. We stayed two more days, enough time to let the image of unity sink in. Enough time for whispers to grow teeth.I felt them everywhere—in lingering looks, in pauses that lasted half a second too long.Emma Volkov.Lucas Moretti.Together.The rumor mill worked faster than any intelligence network.On the third evening, Lucas asked me to join
Emma VolkovPeace is never silent.It hums.It settles into the cracks left behind by violence, vibrating with all the things that haven’t happened yet. That was what I felt in the days after Venice—not relief, not victory, but a low, constant awareness that the world was holding itself together with careful hands.We stayed coastal, moving north in measured increments. Each place was temporary by design: a converted farmhouse with a view of vineyards; a modern villa tucked into a cliffside; a narrow townhouse in a city that pretended not to notice us. Lucas rotated men constantly. Routes changed. Patterns broke before they could form.Control without complacency.I watched him work and understood why people followed him—not out of fear alone, but because he made decisions that kept them alive.The quiet gave me space to think.Which was dangerous.---One evening, after a long day of briefings and half-sleep, I found Lucas alone in a study that smelled of paper and dust. Maps were sp
Chapter Sixteen: The Moment the Masks FallEmma VolkovVenice has a way of pretending nothing ugly has ever happened within its walls.Gold light spilled through tall windows, glinting off crystal glasses and polished wood. Outside, gondolas drifted lazily along the canal, their quiet rhythm mocking the tension coiled tight inside the palazzo. Inside, men who had ordered deaths with a nod now sat politely, hands folded, faces arranged into masks of civility.I counted seven of them.Seven men who thought they were in control.I took the seat offered at the center of the table, crossing my legs slowly, deliberately. Red silk brushed my knees. I could feel Lucas’s presence even though I couldn’t see him—like gravity, steady and unseen. He was close. He always was.“Miss Volkov,” the man at the far end said, his Italian accented with something sharper. “This is… unexpected.”“I’m told I have that effect,” I replied calmly.A few smiles flickered. Nervous. Curious.“You understand,” anoth
Chapter Fifteen: Fire Under GlassEmma VolkovMorning didn’t bring relief.It brought clarity—and clarity, I was learning, was far more dangerous.The safehouse woke slowly. Men rotated shifts, radios crackled low, weapons were checked and rechecked. Nothing frantic. Nothing careless. This was the calm before something violent decided to happen.I stood in the kitchen, coffee cooling in my hands, watching Lucas speak with two of his lieutenants. He didn’t raise his voice. He didn’t need to. Authority clung to him like a second skin—earned, not demanded.I wondered, not for the first time, what kind of man he’d been before power hardened him into this.And what kind of man he might still be underneath.When he finished, he turned toward me as if he’d felt my gaze. His eyes narrowed slightly—not suspicion, not irritation. Focus.“We need to move you,” he said.I set the cup down. “Already?”“Yes.”“Where?”He hesitated, then answered honestly. “Somewhere no one expects you to be.”I cro







