♪♪ Demons • by Imagine Dragons
✿✿✿ LILAH These nightmares would never stop chasing after me. They're too vicious and glutinous to leave me alone. Every night whenever I fix my eyes close, I see demons chasing after me. They'd laugh at me because I'm so pathetic and unwieldy. I scream at them again and again that I'm not but they'd keep making fun of me. Sometimes I question myself, what I did to deserve this abhorrent life. I could've lived like other kids out there. I could've gotten very loving and careful parents who would nourish and protect us. But we got monsters. Who'd beat me and my brother to death instead of protecting us. They almost killed me for money but Robbie sacrificed himself and now they're liable for his evanescence. That night when Robbie left, I thought he'd come back. But the next morning, I came face-to-face with an angry dad who beat me with his belt because Robbie was gone and they won't get the money anymore for the opium and cocaine supply. But I waited and waited for years, devouring and digesting the pain in my flesh and blood until my evil parents sold me in a brothel on my eighteenth birthday instead of wishing me a happy birthday and buying me a gift. I had no choice but to escape and to ask Joshua for help to get out of hell. Fortunately, he agreed for the sake of my brother and their friendship and stood along with me through the journey of finding my brother. They used to say I was weak, pathetic and so friable. I used to believe them until I discovered the hidden power and determination inside me. I joined karate and boxing after I moved NY two years ago to prove that I can be strong and I can destroy my enemies and manipulate them as I wish. The only thing I know is I have to reach my destination at any cost. And I'm finally there, in the 'Dark Knight ', sitting with my ignorant and roughish best friend Lucy Maxwell who's gulping the tequila shots like it's water and she's been thirsty for a week. "Stop this. I don't want a drunken pig in my mission." I narrow my eyes at her who scowls back at me. "Fuck you and your dirty little mission." She snorts before rolling her eyes. "My mission is indisputably and audibly not dirty and little. It's a big one and you know that." I glare at her which she ignores. "Look at that boy and the fucking diamond chain on his neck! My god, I bet it costs half a million." Her eyes glimmer in excitement and she whispers before pointing toward a rich kid who's rubbing his lower region between a blond's barely covered butt cheeks. I can't help but snarl. Of course, her eyes fall on the expensive jewelry, money and rich people over everything as being sealed and marked as one of the most-wanted thieves in the city. I roll my eyes for the hundredth time today as I feel my eyes ache. "What if it's fake?" I discord. "Oh it's not. I know better than you." "You're an updated version of a witch. You even stole my purse though I caught you red-handed." I sigh. "Come on! That was years ago when we were completely strangers and there was only five fucking dollars in your purse. About those men, they're no saint. All of the men in this room are showcasing themselves with their black money." She scoffs and rolls her eyes. "Okay, whatever. Tonight you're not gonna sneak your hand anywhere near pants pockets or jewelry because you're gonna help me with pursuing a prick." I snort and gulp the tequila shot down my throat, feeling the familiar burning perception. Her face falls as she groans, "Aghh! Okay, fine." She huffs before crossing her arms over her chest. I roam my eyes over the second floor unsystematically in trace of the right hand man, Dimitri, whose I have not even an implicit notion about how he looks and how to find him out amongst the assemblage of drunken people. Of course that asshole Landon hasn't uttered a sole word about how he looks but I managed to get the information when Dimitri comes here. "Gosh, I'm bored. What if he's not here today?" Lucy sighs and scratches her brunette hair with her long painted finger nails. "He is. He has to be." I insist. Lucy mutters something under her breath but I am too busy to observe the bald man walking down the stairs with a few men behind, completely sober, thick bearded, tall like a palm tree, wearing a black suit with a white shirt underneath, has a robotic face, strong and muscular body like a warrior. The tattoo of the dead rose on his neck confirms that this is the person I'm looking for. After judging their appearance, I understand none of them are American. "Maxwell, it's time to chase. Get your dozy ass up and come with me." I say quietly to Lucy before making my way toward the men who are now by the exit. Lucy follows me as our demeanour turns dead frivolous. We walk behind them, giggling, connecting each other's arms around the necks and pretending like we're drunk. The men are having a conversation and when we're near them, I hear one of them addressing the bald man as 'Dimitri'. "OMG, did you hear that? He's Dimitri!" Lucy whisper shouts to me with wide eyes as I nod. When we are out, we spot Dimitri talking to the men standing outside, before making his way toward the parking lot alone. Yippee! "It seems like the chicken's walking inside the oven willingly, Lucy." I giggle. "So you were thinking about the same thing?" Lucy laughs and slaps my back a bit harder. "Bitch!" I winch. "Oops!" I push Lucy off of me before scowling at her but she shrugs it off. When we are in the middle of the big parking lot, we lose the chicken, I mean Dimitri. "Lilah? Have we lost the chicken?" Lucy gulps before looking around carefully. "I think so." I mutter before espying the area gingerly and sedately. The parking lot is calmer than usual because it's party time and near the middle of the night. There's barely any glossiness in the area and a lot of lights are flickering like they do in the horror movies. The hair of my skin suddenly stands deliberately in alert. Shit! I watch Lucy trembling violently beside me like an earthquake takes over her. "Tell me you're thinking about the same thing as mine, Li." She slowly looks at me with wide eyes. "Come down, Lucy. That asshole must be hiding somewhere." I whisper and move forward. But Lucy's muffling sound immediately stops me and makes me snap my head back. A shock of terror and rage surge through me when I come face-to-face with a horrific scene. The man with curly hair I saw before with Dimitri is now pressing a hankie on Lucy's face, cuffing her hands behind her back with one hand and glaring down at me like he's a second away from killing me with his chilly eyes. By his scary looks, I feel an urge to pee. Of course he's a hundred times scarier and tidy than Landon. Seriously, Lilah? You're thinking about how tidy your soon-to-be killer is instead of attacking him? I somehow cover the fear in my eyes, run toward him to attack and snap in furry, "let her go you son of a bitch! " But my effort and intrepidity dies down when I hear a loud bang, then the buzz of bees and lastly the unbearable pain on the back of my head. Lucy's unconscious body falls beside me with a loud thud. I grab the back of my head and collapse on the ground with a painful cry. When I lose my shits and start seeing stars in my eyes, I manage to see the coward who dared to hit me from behind. And it's the stupid bald dickhead who has no protection over his brain. Dimitri Pavlova, you're dead man!♪♪ Prey • by EMO ✿✿✿ LILAH Silence. Unendurable headache. Coldness consuming my limp body. Where the fuck am I ? Groaning, I force my eyes open but meet with a pool of darkness. The last thing I remember is the bald dickhead hit me hard on the nut and I swooned. When I try to clutch my head, I can't move my hands and then I realize I'm sitting on a chair with hands and legs tied. When my eyes adjust the darkness, I descry faint ray coming in the dark room from the aperture of a ventilator. Lucy is placed in front of me, in the same position as mine, unconscious, head thrown aback and mouth hung open. "Lucy! Get the fuck up!" I call her, wiggling my hands and legs to get them free but all my attempt pass in vain. "C'mon bitch, we're trapped and you're snoring like a pig. Get up before I kick your indolent ass." I shout and keep wiggling in hope if the knots ever lose. Whoever tied us up was so proficient at his job that the ties don't bulge even after the stor
♪♪ Cinnamon Girl • Lana Del Rey ✿✿✿ LILAH Grabbing broken pieces of chair as weapons, we both stand beside the door, in anticipate of our enemies. A few minutes later, when the metallic door finally cracks open, we get alert by their presence until a tall and bulky guard enters the room with a gun in his hold. I give Lucy a nod as we both attack the man from behind and stab him on the back several time. The guard lands on the ground with a loud painful growl as the gun in his hold flies off in a corner. I grasp the convenience and quickly seize the gun from ground. The man arises and prepares a move toward me with an angry choleric rumble but Lucy impedes him by hammering his head with a metallic reed. Ouch. "You're sadistic. Where did you get that?" I laugh inwardly, shriveling my face. "You're so ungrateful. At least thank me wholeheartedly." She snarls, proudly standing before me angling the metallic reed on her shoulder like the Thor with his hammer ready for a fig
♪♪ Enemy • Imagine Dragons × J.I.D ✿✿✿ LILAH I THRASH in the tight hold of the monsters. The monster I call Mom, keeps smacking my face with a vengeance, making me lament in agony. Robert is looking at me with teary eyes but neither he bulges nor does he speak as if he's pinned on his spot by some supernatural potency. But the anger inside him is diaphanous as quartz, fists and jaw clenched hard, eyes bloodshot with tears. "What the fuck are you waiting for? Go and bring money for us!" The monster I call Dad, yells, twisting my arm as I cry out in torment. "No, no! Robbie, don't leave me! They'll kill me!" I scream and try to approach him pushing my parents but my mother grabs a fistful of my hair and throws me on the couch. "But I have to go. I'll come back for you, I promise." Robbie's voice cracks like the way he's breaking from inside. "Go Robert! Or we'll kill her!" Mom shouts, tightening her hold on my neck and making me struggle to breathe. Tears spills from my a
He turns around with his emotionless handsome face and starts leaving the room, leaving me for a heart attack. "Wait! You can't just kill me! Of course, you need information. Like who I am and whom I work for." I quickly blurt out, swallowing the lump in my throat. "No." He stops walking, turns his head a bit so that I get a clear view of his wicked smirk. Ok, I'm not in a state for complementing. His cockiness, arrogance and I-don't-care look just ignites the rage inside me. I'm not gonna let some sexy arrogant prick kill me, not today. When he attempts to leave, I pull out the small dagger hidden inside one of my sneakers and in one swift motion I fly over him furiously to stab him on the back. But the Russian beauty is faster than me. He grabs my wrist without looking at me or moving from his spot and rotates me around within a blink. Now my back is pressed on his hard chest and the dagger in my hand is pressed on my neck where the artery is. I should fear the Russian pyt
♪♪ New Rules • Dua Lipa ✿✿✿ LILAH "Everything can't be solved with violence. Violence is not an answer. Let us go, pookie." Well, that sounds so stupid of me. I let out a desperate sigh and glare at the guard who's standing as rigid as a concrete pillar, eyes fixed on the wall with all the interest of a bored teenager, not caring to bulge or acknowledge the two miserable women in front of his feet, bleeding, wailing their hearts out and throwing almost all the curses exist in the world over him. Hours crawl by as my condition's worsening for the bleeding but my mouth's on a marathon of complaints. The dumb Russian Cobra is still MIA. I know he's true to his words. But his condition is more complicated than a Rubik's Cube. If I don’t spill Landon’s location, I’m dead. But if I do, well, still I'm dead. But the most important thing is, I need some alone time with the dumb Russian boss to grill him about what he did to Robbie which I can't do right now because there's a hig
In the new dimly lit cell of the servant's rooms which is more like a byre, the scent of my own blood and decay lingers heavily in the air, mingling with the overpowering stench of unwashed sheets and stale sweat. The single bed, with its malodorous sheets, is barely large enough to fit one person, let alone two women. A tiny closet, devoid of anything useful save for a few scuttling cockroaches, stands ominously in one corner, and a small, grimy bathroom completes the dismal surroundings.“Ouch! Stop looking at my tits and do your work properly!” My voice comes out sharper, a mixture of pain and fury fueling the harshness of my words. I flinch as the needle pierces my flesh, the pain radiating from the wound, a stark reminder of the violence I’ve endured. My eyes snap to the man hunched over me, ostensibly tending to my injuries, but his gaze is fixed not on his work, but on the bloodied remnants of my bra struggling to cover my exposed chest.The guards, in their infinite incompet
Lost in the haze of my sweet, deadly nightmare, I didn't realize when sleep claimed me until a sudden jolt pulls me back to reality."What?" I snap, groggy and disoriented, as I rub my eyes, squinting at the two hulking guards who barely fit in the cramped room."The boss demands your presence," one of them speaks, his voice cold and mechanical.I glance at my side. Lucy, oblivious to the world, is sprawled out like a snoring pig, her mouth agape and limbs splayed awkwardly. I turn back to the guards, who are already growing impatient."Like this?" I ask with a shrug, gesturing at my disheveled state-a blood-stained pink bra and black jeans, nothing more.One of the guards huffs in annoyance and tosses a black shirt at my face. Thankfully, it smells clean, though it's three sizes too big. I'm not complaining. At least they give me something to wear.I quickly slip it on, then limp after the guards, wincing as I clutch my bandaged arm. It feels as if the weight of the world has crushed
♪♪Toxic • Khelani (slowed+reverb)✿✿✿IVAN “YOU think you uncovered my secrets? No, little vixen. I allowed you into my world. I let you step into my trap.” The words slither from my lips like poison, each syllable deliberate, meant to unravel her from within. I watch as Lilah Daniels—Robert Daniels' sister—falters, her lips parting in shock, but the cunning witch quickly hides it, pretending she’s still in control. She’s so convinced that she’s playing this game well, that she’s outsmarting me. But she doesn’t realize that she’s been my puppet from the start.Lilah Daniels... Collecting her information was as easy as opening a door. But the way she cleared her information from everywhere, amused me more than I thought. She’s been defying expectations from the very beginning. I don’t usually concern myself with surprises—they’re a sign of weakness, of a lapse in control. But she’s different.In twenty-seven years, I’ve encountered every type of woman. They're all the same, naive, i
Lilah’s POV Fifteen Years Later...Life had a way of sneaking up on you, didn’t it? One moment, you’re sitting in a hospital room, holding your newborn daughter, and the next, you’re standing in the living room, watching her head off to high school with a backpack almost as big as she is. Time was a thief, stealing the days and weeks, leaving behind only memories of laughter, tears, and endless love.Emma was fifteen now, and her personality was a perfect mix of Ivan and me. She had his stubbornness and my kindness, his determination and my sense of wonder. She was beautiful, inside and out, with her father’s blue eyes and my dark curls. And she was all grown up.“You ready, sweetheart?” I asked, smoothing a wrinkle from her uniform.Emma turned to me with a smile, her cheeks flushing a little. “I guess so, Mom. It’s just high school, not the end of the world.”I chuckled, trying to keep my voice steady. “I know, but it’s a big step, isn’t it?”Emma shrugged, her eyes showing a matur
Lilah’s POV Five Years LaterLife had a way of speeding up when you weren’t looking. Five years had come and gone in the blink of an eye, each day a blur of laughter, tears, and endless love. Emma was now a lively, talkative little girl, full of questions about the world and a heart that overflowed with kindness. She had turned five, and her boundless energy and curiosity seemed to grow with each passing day.Ivan and I were sitting in the living room after putting Emma to bed, sipping on our favorite wine. The house was quiet, a rare occurrence in our busy life, and the peacefulness was almost surreal.“I can’t believe how big she’s getting,” I said, looking at the framed pictures on the mantel. They were filled with memories—Emma’s first steps, her first day of kindergarten, and the many other small moments that had made up our life together.“I know,” Ivan said, his voice soft. “It feels like just yesterday she was a little baby.”I smiled, tracing a finger over a picture of Emma
Lilah’s POV Four Years LaterTime had flown by in a blur of sleepless nights, endless laughter, and countless little moments that had quickly filled our lives. Our daughter, Emma, was now a spirited, four-year-old little fireball, her wild, curly hair and mischievous eyes mirroring her father’s playful nature. She was the perfect combination of Ivan and me—independent, stubborn, and fiercely loving.It was a sunny Saturday afternoon when the naughtiness in Emma finally made itself known. Ivan and I were in the living room, sharing a quiet moment after putting Emma down for her nap. The house was blissfully silent for once, a rare occurrence with a young child in the house.“I can’t believe our little girl is four already,” Ivan said, pulling me close for a kiss.I smiled, resting my head against his shoulder. “I know, it’s gone by so fast.”“I can still remember the first time I held her,” he murmured, his voice soft with emotion. “It feels like only yesterday.”I squeezed him tightl
Lilah’s POVIt had been two weeks since our daughter’s birth, and life had settled into a new rhythm. Ivan and I were finally finding our footing as parents, learning the delicate balance of late-night feedings, diaper changes, and quiet moments of bonding with our little girl. The early days were a whirlwind of sleepless nights and endless love, but slowly, we found our groove, leaning on each other for support and sharing the joy of our growing family.The house was filled with the soft coos and gurgles of our baby girl, a constant reminder of the love and happiness she’d brought into our lives. Ivan was an incredible father—so attentive, patient, and gentle with her. Watching him with our daughter melted my heart. It was a side of him I hadn’t seen before—soft, tender, and deeply loving.“I can’t believe she’s already two weeks old,” I said one evening as Ivan rocked our baby in his arms, a smile on his face.He glanced up, his eyes twinkling with pride. “I know. Time flies when yo
Lilah’s POV Three months had flown by in a blur of love and anticipation. The honeymoon felt like a distant memory, replaced by the reality of settling into married life with Ivan and the excitement of preparing for our new addition. We’d talked endlessly about names for our baby, tossing ideas back and forth, and now, finally, the day had arrived. It was a crisp, early morning when I felt the first pangs of labor. Ivan had been at the gym when I woke him, my voice trembling with excitement and fear. “I think it’s time, Ivan.” His eyes widened, his face lighting up with a mixture of awe and panic. “Are you sure?” I nodded, squeezing his hand tightly. “Yeah. It’s happening.” Ivan didn’t waste a second. He was on his feet, grabbing the hospital bag we’d packed weeks ago, his face a picture of pure determination. “Let’s get to the hospital, Lilah. We’re having a baby today.” It was chaos from then on. The drive to the hospital was a blur of hurried conversations, Ivan’s hands gripp
Lilah’s POVThe days following our wedding felt like a dream. We were finally married, our bond solidified, and now it was time for our honeymoon. Ivan had surprised me with a secluded beach resort, far away from the world’s noise, a place where we could just be together. It was perfect—the gentle waves lapping against the shore, the soft sand beneath my feet, and the endless blue sky above.We had spent our first night as husband and wife in a beautiful beachfront bungalow, the sound of the waves soothing as we lay together, holding each other close. It was surreal, waking up beside Ivan, knowing he was mine now, forever. He looked at me with those intense, dark eyes, his love for me shining through in every glance, every touch.“I can’t believe we’re here,” I said, lying on the bed, feeling the softness of the sheets against my skin.Ivan smiled, his eyes softening. “I know. It feels like a dream.”“Like the best dream ever,” I said, reaching out to take his hand.“I’ve dreamed of t
Lilah’s POVThe weeks leading up to the wedding were a whirlwind of emotions, each day bringing a new layer of anticipation and nerves. Ivan and I had talked about marriage for a long time, but now that it was actually happening, it felt surreal. My heart fluttered with excitement, but there was also a deep sense of fear. I was about to marry the man who had once terrified me, the man who had been both my captor and my savior. And now, he was my everything.We’d decided to keep the wedding simple—a small ceremony with just a few close friends and family. I didn’t want anything big or extravagant; all I wanted was to be with Ivan, to make a promise to each other that we would be there for each other, no matter what. And now, with our baby on the way, it felt even more important to make those promises.The day of the wedding arrived, bright and sunny with a hint of warmth in the air. I stood in front of the mirror, looking at myself in the simple white dress I had chosen. It wasn’t anyt
Lilah’s POVThe days blended together, a steady stream of quiet mornings and shared evenings with Ivan. Our new routine was comfortable, almost domestic, and I found solace in the simple things—cooking dinner together, the sound of his laughter, the feel of his hand brushing mine as we walked through the gardens. It was a life I never thought I’d have, a life I never dared to dream of.I was still adjusting to this new version of Ivan. He was different now, softer, more attentive. The hard, ruthless man I had first met had softened, his rough edges worn down by the years. He was still commanding, still powerful, but there was a vulnerability to him now, a need for me that was oddly comforting. I was learning to see beyond the tough exterior, to the man underneath—the one who had always been there, even when I didn’t know it.Tonight, as we sat in the garden, a light breeze ruffling the leaves around us, Ivan’s arm wrapped around my shoulders, I felt a sense of peace I hadn’t known in
Lilah’s POVThe days after Lucy and Andrey’s departure passed in a quiet blur. The mansion seemed emptier without them, the walls echoing with an emptiness that seemed almost symbolic. Ivan and I settled into our new routine—me in my old room, Ivan always close by. There was a sense of stability now, a promise that made the loneliness and fear of the past seem like faded memories.I spent my mornings helping Ivan with the business, trying to find my place in this world I had once been so afraid of. The dynamics had shifted, though. Robert had found his stride, and it seemed Ivan’s unyielding support had finally clicked for him. The atmosphere in the office was more relaxed, the tension that had once hung heavy between them lightened.Ivan was different too. Softer, somehow. The hard edges that had always defined him had been polished away by time and the challenges we’d faced together. He was more patient now, less prone to the ruthless displays of temper that had once been his tradem