I grab my phone and search for Mark's number so I can get in touch with him.
[ME 15:58]
"Hey, Mark! It's Julianna. I wanted to say thanks again for today.
"My dad is reviewing my lease, and I'm getting things organized. Do you think I could move in next week?"
"That is if you still want me to and everything."
I wait anxiously, and I see the typing indicator pop up almost immediately.
[MARK 16:00]
"Hey Jules"
"We definitely still want you to move in."
"That sounds good; no need to rush."
I smile and send a response.
[ME 6:01 PM]
"Awesome, I'll keep you updated."
"Also, my dad wants to check out the place before I sign anything, I hope that's okay."
[6:01 PM MARK]
"That's more than fine! Thanks again, Julianna; you've been a lifesaver."
I almost shout with excitement and nearly fall out of bed. Finally, something positive is happening. I'll be moving into a college house and making new memories.
I still talk to some of my high school friends, but they aren't as important to me as they used to be. We hang out when we're all back home and talk on the phone, but most of them went to different schools. I also have a few college friends, but we're not particularly close. We're just friends from school whom I meet up with before class to study or chat.
Even if it doesn't involve my new roommates and their groups of friends, I hope this will mark the beginning of something more for me. I can at least go out more, make lasting friendships, and have more fun.
This would be beneficial for me because these guys seem to like me and are mostly clean, which makes me feel better.
I get out of bed and walk to my desk, where I take a piece of scrap paper from my desk drawer. I make a list of the things I need to gather and bring with me. I'll have to dismantle my room, buy a mattress, and pack up all my belongings. That's going to be tough.
I have a lot of work ahead of me.
All of this boils down to the fact that my dad's truck is filled with a lot of stuff, and he's about to drive me into the city. I'm about to transition into adulthood.
Dad acted like a typical dad when he inspected the apartment with me two days ago (cue Home Depot music). He checked all the appliances, turned on all the faucets and the shower. As he looked around, I just stood there, feeling embarrassed.
Once he decided it was good enough, he met Mark and Kyle. They chuckled at how embarrassed I was, but they still introduced themselves to my dad. They understood that it was a big deal for my parents to let their daughter live with three men in an apartment.
Kent was lucky that his dad had taken him for an inspection. My dad would have definitely said no after just one look at him, and it was hard for me to speak when Kent was in the same room.
With my dad's approval, I signed the lease and paid the first month's rent. I'm in now. I can't go back for at least a year, but I think I made the right choice, even though I worry that this might not be the worst thing that could happen to me. If it means I can live this close to campus, I'd probably sign up to live with Satan.
"What apartment do you live in?" When we pull into the driveway, Mom asks, and I sigh.
"The basement," I say as my dad turns off the truck, and we all get out. Jesse has also joined us. He drove my mom's car with the rest of my belongings and helped us out by doing so. I wasn't sure how many people to bring with me, but it would be better if I were mostly moved in as soon as possible.
"Hey there!" Mark emerges from the basement, which I can hear. "Would you like some help with your things?"
"That's fine, I don't want to get in your way," I tell him as my brother gets into my mom's car. Dad opens the back of the truck.
"No, you're not. I want to help," Mark laughs, and I grin. "The other guys are at the gym, but when they get home, they'll help too."
"Okay," I replied with a smile. "That's very kind of you, Mark. Thank you."
I thought Mark was the sharpest among the three of them. Kyle was friendly but not particularly quick-witted or street-smart. Mark seemed responsible, and I had a feeling he was the one who ensured everyone paid their rent on time. I couldn't even fathom what Kent would be like.
I can't believe we're going to live together.
"Hello," Mom greeted in a firm tone, extending her hand. Mark shook it in a friendly manner. Given his level-headed demeanor, I couldn't picture him drunkenly putting a hole in the wall for fun, as Carlo had suggested.
"Hello, Ms. Macey," he replied politely, and she almost seemed to concede that he appeared nice, though she didn't necessarily like it. "I'll lend a hand," I added.
"That's very kind of you," she responded, maintaining politeness with a touch of firmness. My mom would never admit she didn't dislike him. "Julianna's dad is going to start with her dresser. Can you help him?"
"No problem." I smiled in agreement, and he returned the smile.
"I can tell you like him," she teased with an eye roll when I confided in her.
"It could be worse," I admitted with a nod. "Let's start moving your stuff in now, as I'd like to take a look around before I leave."
Mom was putting on a brave face, but I could tell this was tough for her. So, everyone in my family did their best to be kind to her.
Mark was a tremendous help, and some of the football stories he and his dad shared made me laugh. Mom was eager to decorate my room before everything was properly placed, which made things a bit more challenging. Eventually, Dad convinced her to leave and help with the truck while Jesse and I figured out where to position my furniture.
"So, do you think I could come visit you?" Jesse asked with a smile, and I chuckled.
"I suppose," I laughed. "But why? It's not like it's close to where I live."
"Some of the guys I play basketball with live around here, so I could hang out with them more," he explained, and I chuckled again.
"We'll see, little brother. For now, get used to the house," I advised, and he just shrugged.
"Can I sleep in your room?" he asked, and I glanced back over my shoulder.
"Would you help me move my desk, please?" I requested, and he laughed and helped me move it.
With all my furniture in place, all I had to do was decide how I wanted everything to look.
"Hey there!" Kyle enters my room and calls out. "Is there anything else you need help with?" His cheeks are red, his hair a little damp, and he's carrying a bag. It's clear he's just returned from the gym. "I think my dad is bringing in some boxes. Do you want to help?" I give a shrug, and he nods, but his response seems a bit odd. I'm in the middle of moving my bed right under the window when I hear a door open across the hall. Kent has arrived. Even though he's sweaty and disheveled, he's still very attractive. In that tank top, I can clearly see his muscles and shoulders. God, I don't know how I'm going to handle this. "Hey," I try to be polite and say something, but he doesn't respond. Did he even hear me? "How long are you planning to live with your family in our apartment?" He asks me rudely, and my whole body freezes. My hands stop in mid-air, my body straightens up, and my eyebrows furrow. Why is he talking to me like this? I don't even know how to respond. "Um, I'm not su
My first job shift ends late in the day. I've never worked a shift this late before, and I can't wait to go to bed when it's over so I can finally get some sleep. Even though I'm sleeping in a new place and bed, I've really been enjoying the extra sleep. It's great. Even though I've been in my new apartment for three days, I still don't feel like it's mine. I always feel like I need to ask permission to use the kitchen or be in the living room, and I have to keep reminding myself that this is now my place, too. I've been very clean because I was afraid they would dislike me for making a mess. So I always clean up after myself, don't leave anything out in the bathroom when I get ready in the morning, and regularly sweep the entire apartment. It seems like they like me, but I'm not entirely sure. Since that first night, we haven't hung out much, and I haven't even seen much of Kent. He's either in his room with the door shut or out doing something. "What's up?" I hear it from where
Micheala, older than both Oliver and me, was fully committed to her job. She possessed an unwavering belief in the power of determination. "I'll support you with it, Julianna. You're an excellent guard, and I'm convinced you'd make a great instructor. I keep suggesting that you take the instructor's course to work with the teenagers who attend lifeguarding." "But I enjoy teaching the little ones," I murmured. "They're adorable, no doubt. However, I think you're ready for the next step because I believe you'll excel at it," she encouraged, and I let out a sigh. "Alright," I shrugged. It was time to stop letting fear hold me back. "Okay, now head home and get some rest. See you when you return," she smiled, and I nodded, picking up my bag and leaving the pool. I waved at Oliver, who was headed in the opposite direction, and began my walk back. Walking home at night like this was a new experience for me. The well-lit path was bustling with other students. I pulled out my headphones,
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I woke up feeling incredibly rested this morning. Letting out a contented sigh, I slipped out from under the cozy sheets and glanced at the clock; it was almost 9 o'clock. My stomach grumbled with hunger, signaling that breakfast was a must. Before heading out, I slipped into my slippers, threw on a sweater over my shorts and t-shirt, and took a quick look in the mirror above my dresser. The sounds of people chatting in the kitchen down the hall reached my ears, so I made a pit stop at the bathroom before making my way to the source of the voices. Kent had his back to me, tending to some cooking, while Kyle and Mark were slouched on the kitchen island, looking a bit worse for wear, clearly dealing with the aftermath of a night of drinking. "Morning," I greeted softly, and Kyle got up, draping his arm around my shoulders. "You're the best, Julianna," he slurred, attempting to plant kisses on my head unnecessarily. I raised an eyebrow. "Thanks for those cookies last night, they were
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It had been a while since I'd attended a party. Back in high school, whenever my friends returned home, there was always some party to attend. However, most of them now spent their summers working or doing research in their college towns. Tonight, I needed to make an effort to be sociable, strike up conversations, and hopefully make some new friends. After a refreshing shower and some hair care, I left my hair slightly wavy. As a child, I had struggled to straighten it, but I now found its natural texture rather charming. Opting for a simple outfit to avoid drawing too much attention, I settled on a tank top and shorts, given the expected heat. I laced up my trusty old Converse and secured my belt bag. It was the perfect accessory for carrying a few essentials on a night out. We were waiting for Mark and Kyle to return home. Mark's practice had run late, and Kyle wouldn't be back until eight, so he suggested we head out without him if we were eager to get going. Surveying myself in
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I wake up in the middle of a large bed with Kent beside me. We were completely tangled in bedsheets, just beside each other in a beautiful room. I sigh, feeling my body ache and my head pound, but it's bearable. I shuffle over slightly, laying my head on his chest and snuggling back into his side. That seems to get his attention. He moves under me and groans slightly, eyelids fluttering. I feel his lips press a simple kiss to my temple, and I smile. "Hey, Juls," he mumbles. "Hi," I whisper back, watching his eyes open slowly. He grins at me easily, running a hand through my hair. "How do you feel?" he asks, and I shrug. "I have a headache and I'm tired, but I'm okay," I sigh, tracing my fingertips down the center of his chest. "I had a lot of fun last night." "Good," he whispers, putting his hand over mine on his chest. "I know how hard you've been working and all the crap we've been dealing with." His voice is thick with sleep, deep and raspy. "It was nice to have a day that wa
"It's been an amazing night and an unbelievable birthday. I'm pleasantly tipsy, happy, aware, and buzzing," I express. It looks like all three of our friends have scored phone numbers tonight, giving Kent and me some alone time. I notice the place clearing out, and I realize it's probably time to head home. The bar is closing in about thirty minutes, and it's close to three in the morning. "Want to go somewhere else?" Abby asks as we wait for our jackets. I sigh and shake my head. I'm ready to devour some greasy food, drink water, and snuggle into bed with Kent. We've teased about getting intimate, but with all our roommates around, it's not a possibility. I've let go of that idea and just want a relaxed and easy night. "I'm good," I sigh, and she nods with a simple shrug. "Thanks a lot for everything; this night was so, so fun!" "I'm thrilled you enjoyed it!" She insists, giving me a hug, and I grin. Kent retrieves our coats, and I sigh, not looking forward to facing the cold a
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"Did you want to stay longer?" Kent asks as we step into his car, and I smile, closing the door and putting my seatbelt on. "No, we've been there for hours," I mumble, safely tucking my birthday card into my coat's inner pocket. "If we stay longer, we're staying for dinner." Time with my family was amazing, it meant the world to me, and I was thankful I had it so close to my birthday. "Your parents are really cool," he admits, turning on the car and shifting it into drive. "No, they really aren't," I snort. "Did you miss the part where mom pulled out my baby album and sang my favorite lullaby? To all of us?" I ask, and he chuckles. "Or my dad talking about his Master's thesis? His theoretical chemistry Master's thesis?" "You know what I mean," he defends. "They're...people. Like real, normal, kind people who care about everyone." "I guess they have that going for them, huh?" I laugh, and he smiles. "I can't believe that check, that's not like them. They don't just hand out money
We head inside, and I take a deep breath, walking into our house. My family's house always makes me feel happy, like I'm somewhere safe and full of love. Mom's burning some cinnamon candle, and I can hear noise from the kitchen. "What's that smell?" Kent asks, and I laugh. "Mom loves scented candles, it's probably some clearance one that she picked up from somewhere," I explain, unsure where the nearly offensive candle was. Kent hated strong scents; he claimed they gave him headaches. "Sorry." "It's okay, just... don't go burning anything like that at our place," he says, and I chuckle, reaching for his hand. "Hello?" I call, bringing Kent to the kitchen, and mom gasps, hopping up from the stove and running over. "Juls," she whispers, squeezing the life out of me. "I'm so glad you could come." "Me too, I missed you," I whisper, and she pulls back, rubbing my arms in that aggressive mom-like way. "And I missed you, oh! You're so beautiful and smart-" "Okay, mom," I mumble, and s