RIVER BROWN
Shane is the most insufferable Alpha I have ever met. He might be more insufferable than Landon and that’s saying a lot.Immediately they leave, I stand up and run to the door trying to pull it open.It’s closed shut and I sigh in annoyance.Did they leave me to die alone in this empty cabin? Or are they going to come back and finish the job?I run to the kitchen and I’m met by the grandest kitchen I’ve ever come across.A large kitchen island stands in the middle holding a fancy sink and bowls of fruits that I can’t tell are fake or real.At the corner stands a grey side by side large fridge and Shane’s words ring in my mind.‘Help yourself to whatever you want’I’m hungry and scared and so confused that food is the last thing on my mind right now.The minute I see the barrel of knives by the counter, I take two knives.Knives are good for self-defense.I could stab Shane or Neo or the other guy who hasn’t said a word to me since the party and escape before their wounds heal.Though they could shift into their wolves and kill me before I reach the door.“Goddess, why me?” I cry, my emotions swirling inside of me as my feet lead me up the mahogany stairs.I have never been inside a house like this. A cabin like this even.Brackenridge is known for simplicity. We only see stuff like fridges in books, our floors are not tiled but lined with hard concrete and our houses are not lined with so many lights like the ones in this house.But I have to remind myself these brothers are Alphas. Alphas have houses like these even though Landon’s can’t come close to this.There are five rooms upstairs and each room has nothing useful but a bunch of clothes.Their clothes. Their scent.The last room is simple with a bed in the middle that has white sheets and a comforter. At the corner of the room is a huge closet with nothing in it.This room is the only room I can relate to in the entire house.I slump on the bed remembering Landon’s icy words.Malia’s betrayal hits me square in the chest at the same time but Aunt Tilda’s tears are the ones that cripple me with churning pain that I slump into a ball and cry myself to sleep.Xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx“Can you believe him?” Neo’s voice stirs me from my slumber. His citrus scent feels so close and so is the sage scent that belongs to the other brother.I can’t feel Shane in the room. And as stupid as it sounds, his presence feels incomplete.“He has a point”“You can’t be serious right now, Connor”Connor? So that’s his name. The name blends well with his golden-brown eyes, with the way his jaw ticks every time I look at him.“She’s weak. She won’t survive in our world, killing her is doing her a favor”No.Him calling me weak has me up from my sleep, my senses telling me it’s time for me to run.The light stings my eyes as I grab hold of the two knives I stole from the kitchen.“Drop the knife, darling”, Neo is standing in front of me in jeans and a white tee looking so different from earlier.How long was I asleep?Connor takes a step closer to the bed and I warn him off with a knife.“Stay back”, My voice is shaking now. Connor is the one who wants me dead, isn’t he?“You are going to hurt yourself. Drop the knife”, Connor warns.“Why do you care? You want me dead!”I sound like a stubborn child and I have every right to do so. They are all toying with me.They are all driving me insane before they kill me. And the truth is maybe I’m going mad.“You were supposed to be sleeping, River. That part of the conversation wasn’t for your ears”Curse his whiskey-soaked voice and curse Neo’s concerned blue eyes.It only takes a minute of hesitation for Connor to take my wrists yanking both knives from my hands.Neo picks the knives from the bed leaving me in the room with Connor.For a moment, his hands are digging into my wrists, his breath fanning my nose, my body pressed flush against his.“Why did you have to be Landon’s mate, River? Why did you have to be there when we showed up?”“Landon is not my mate. I never asked for any of this”I’m surprised I’m still talking given how he’s holding me. We are too close.“You were never Landon’s mate to begin with. You were someone else’s”“W-what’s that supposed to mean?”One of his hands moves past my wrists and my skin comes alive in the same way I did in the car when Shane touched me.His palm cups my neck, his fingers stroking the skin on the length of my neck.I refuse to give him the satisfaction that his presence, that his brothers are affecting me in a way that can’t be expressed by words alone. That deep inside, I’m horrified and shaken but I’m also tingling from their gazes, their attention, their indifference.“You are broken. You are wolf-less. You are weak. You thought Landon O’Connor was a monster? Baby, you’ve not met us. The Kincaid brothers will rip you apart like flesh, we’ll sink our teeth on this graceful little neck so everyone sees our marks on you and afterwards? We’ll fill your womb with our pups so everyone gets the message who you belong to”None of his words make sense and he doesn’t give me time to think about it either because his hand wraps around my neck a little too tight.“This is going to hurt, River”, he says, sounding apologetic but his hand isn’t.I kick him. He strangles me.My eyes water. His grip on my neck tightens.I’m trying so hard to breathe but I can feel the air dim from my lungs minute by minute, second by second until…everything turns black. :[:[:[:[:[:[:[:[:[:[:[:[:[:[:[Noise slams into my ear drums with a force.The chirping of birds is gone and instead all I hear are people talking from a distance away. Gone is the smell that Brackenridge offered.I can’t smell maple, pine, the rough earth or the salty mist of the river. All I smell is…mango? Perfume? Coffee?My head throbs as my eyelids skitter open.A smiling aging face of a woman comes to sight and I shriek retreating back to what I know now is the bed.“No, no, I mean no harm. It’s just me Greta”“Where am I? What’s this place?”Floor to length glass acts as one of the walls to my right. Outside the window, buildings as tall as the old trees in Brackenridge sprout from the ground shielding the morning sun from view.I’m not in Brackenridge anymore, I’m in-“The cursed lands”, I mutter.“They still call the cities the cursed lands?” Greta chuckles, I stare at the woman who’s probably fifty-five years around the sun and realize that yesterday’s events might not have been a nightmare at all.Everything is real. The brothers took me. Landon is no longer my mate.“Everything will be alright now that you are here. Pardon my staring, I can’t believe they found you. I had lost all hope for my boys”“F-found me?”“They hurt you, didn’t they? Of course, they were bound to hurt you. They just can’t come to terms that their mate exists. That you exist”Their mate? No, I don’t have a mate.And even if I did, the Moon Goddess would grant me one mate. Never two mates. Never three mates. Never three Rogue Alpha brothers.“I’m not…their mate”RIVER BROWNThe darkness hovers around them like a plague brought upon by the fury of the Moon Goddess. The scowls on their faces are the same ones I have seen on bandits, rogues and everything monsters consist of. Their eyes, dark, chocolate and blue are so menacing that the more I stare into them the more my bones rattle with fear.It’s been one week in the cursed lands.One week confined to their apartment.One week of being alone with Greta who’s done nothing but been sweet to me.I don’t hate her.But I hate them.I hate Connor because he strangled me. He hurt me; I still have nightmares ever since he choked the life out of me.I hate Shane because deep down I know he doesn’t like me. That he was the first one to order his brothers to kill me.I also hate him because that night in that car, his hands held my waist like I was fragile glass that would snap without him. Like I was important, despite being rejected by Landon.And Neo? I hate his blue eyes; I hate that warm smile he
SHANE KINCAID‘Take a good look in the mirror, son. Look at those eyes, bask in the darkness they hold, be the darkness and embrace what you are. A monster in the making. You killed your mother today, tomorrow it’ll be your mate. Better yet, your brothers’A monster.Being called a monster by my own father hurt when I was a ten-year-old pup. Nineteen years later and I wore the word ‘monster’ like a brand on my forehead.I embraced it and lived like a monster because being one made me feel like a god.A monster owned the whole world.A monster killed with no remorse.A monster was an Alpha without a heart.A monster couldn’t be changed, couldn’t love, couldn’t get hurt.And this monster certainly didn’t have a mate, wasn’t going to mark her and wasn’t absolutely going to fall for her.Ten seconds are gone and little Miss Invisible is still hiding behind my desk, thinking that if she pretends to be invisible, I’ll ignore her presence.The alcohol might be in my system but my wolf and I
RIVER BROWNIt hurts.It also felt good. Felt feverish.The elders didn’t say it was supposed to feel like this. Like falling down a cliff and then landing on a pillow.Guilt curls its cold fingers around my neck cutting my air supply. My heart is thrashing against my ribcage as two men escort me to the car outside.I get into the car without any resistance because what happened a few minutes ago has my mind preoccupied.Shane hates me. I hate him too but why did he do that?Why did I like it? Why do I want more even though it hurts so much down there?Why do I want more even though every minute I spent listening to his words felt like I was being choked again?It shouldn’t hurt but it hurts.It hurts the same way Connor strangled me and looked me in the eye while he did it.It hurts the same way I thought Neo would visit me but he didn’t.My breathing is rugged, my dress is slightly torn at my right thigh and my smell…I smell like Shane, that monster, that bastard—A violent screech
RIVER BROWNXandar Khan is a man of influence.The noise outside this room says so and the pictures of him petting a lion in his office definitely screams Alpha.More than that? I don’t like Xandar, not when I entered his creepy domain and certainly not while he sits in his skull-designed chair that looks like a throne eyeing me like I’m his next snack.Shane didn’t look at me like that. Shane looked at me with…why am I thinking about Shane?I left him. I left them. I’m seated in front of their enemy ready to end them just to get what I want.“You are way prettier than you are in your photos”“Umm…thanks”, I say dryly.What photos?Xandar blows another puff of smoke in the air, his gray eyes scanning me the way his rogue betas glared at me when I arrived.“I trust that my men treated you well before they brought you here?” he asks with a slight furrow of his brows.“They killed an innocent man”, I accuse, Xandar cackles.“Wrong. Any pack member of the Moon shadow pack is an enemy. My
CONNOR KINCAIDX, X, Xandar Khan.The number of times I have imagined ending his life are as uncountable as the number of preys I have eliminated in my entire life.The only reason Xandar Khan was breathing was because Shane didn’t want a bloodshed years ago.Killing Xandar equals bloodshed equals war in New Hawk and as much as we love war. War disrupts peace, war makes the other colonies doubt our power to keep things in check.Today, however, we all know one thing’s for sure.X is a dead man. At least he will be when all this is over.Shane can barely keep it together and I have a feeling it’s because of what he found out today. What he found out before us.Before X and his amateur betas kidnapped River.Before River latched on to Xandar’s promises of destroying us. Before she betrayed us.“I’ll end you and feed your carcass to my dogs myself”The silence is still, we all know what that means.A jealous Neo has just said yes to the agni-kai. He took the news of X having River in hi
RIVER BROWNSummer was beautiful. With waters as blue as the skies where the Goddess resided, with the air smelling like leaves and dried flowers and all things pure.With the sun giving everyone hope that day had conquered night. Summer was my favorite season around the sun.Winter was ugly. Winter was cold. Winter was frostbite and freezing to death.Today, I liked winter.Winter was like Neo Kincaid. Like his blue eyes, like his warm smile, like his lilting voice all rough but caressing like a warm blanket.Two betas pass by me but I hide behind the concrete shivering like a leaf in a hurricane.My mind replays Neo. How he shifted into his wolf, how snowy white his wolf was, powerful yet so beautiful I couldn’t take my eyes off him, tears pooled in my eyes when I saw him for the first time.Beauty couldn’t compare to Neo. His wolf was striking and in his blue eyes I could see him.I could see the man who offered to fight Xandar for me.I cheered when Neo’s wolf almost killed X’s wo
RIVER BROWN“Do you always drive like this?”He doesn’t say anything like he hasn’t said anything since he kissed my neck, ordered me to get in the car, sit on his lap while he drives us to wherever he is taking me.My hands circle his waist and my cheek rests on the cold surface that acts as skin on his chest.I’m sitting on his lap.He is driving us around. The whole atmosphere is tense.“What is it with you guys making women sit on your laps?”“When did you first learn to drive? Only Alphas drive cars in Brackenridge, women aren’t allowed to drive. I’d like to drive a car one day. A car without a roof, like the ones I saw in the newspapers back at home.Malia also wanted to- “I stop at Malia.I haven’t said her name or mentioned her let alone thought about her since I found her with Landon.She’s, my sister. My little sister. But the pain that comes with remembering how bad she hurt me when she slept with Landon doesn’t just go away in a week.“Sleep”, Connor orders taking a turn
SHANE KINCAIDBlood everywhere.Red painted like ink on my skin.My wolf is thrilled. I can hear him hum in delight.I stand proud and tall in the dawn watching my betas clean up the mess…my mess.“Everything’s taken care of, Alpha”I gaze at the kid. Jack if I can remember his name correctly. One of my new betas in the Moon shadow pack who looks up to the Kincaid brothers like they are heroes.What I did here today wasn’t heroism.“Go home, kid”“Of course, Alpha”Jack joins the pack and I watch as they leave in my company SUV vehicles.The air is cloying, choking even and in the midst of it all I should feel something other than the fire licking my skin and the anger mounting up inside me.I should feel remorse for ending so many lives today but I don’t.X had it coming.His betas had it coming.I pinch the cigarette between my lips throwing it somewhere on the ground. The feminine scent that hugs my back is almost as familiar as the nightmares my father left behind.I can hear her
EPILOGUE: KINCAID BROTHERS’ POVNEO KINCAID“Keep you boys away from my kids”, Kane grumbles, I chuckle looking at said kids.Callum is dressed in a tux, his unruly dark hair carefully gelled back, an action that took Shane more than ten minutes.More than looking like a little gentleman, his little hands are all over Jessica, tickling her.Jessica Grey, Ria and Kane’s daughter, chuckles until a second later, the fit of giggles turn into tears of happiness.Callum removes a handkerchief from his tiny pockets, wiping the tears on her eyes and cheeks.The second he touches Jessica’s lips with the handkerchief, I’m already headed in his direction before Kane even thinks of punching my face to the ground.“Cal, hey. Come here.”My boy kisses Jess’ cheeks before he runs to me and I have no doubts he took over Connor.He’s cheeky like that.I kneel when he stands in front of me and I push lint off his suit.“What did we say about lying low when it comes to Jess? You know her father wants yo
RIVER BROWNThe ripple of his deep voice carries in the air and vibrates against my skin.My nipple puck as my hips buck taking every lash of his tongue like the good girl, he just declared me to be.I drown in his scent, in his taste, taking his tongue, matching the crescendo that’s us kissing like maniacs.Teeth gnashing against teeth, tongues fighting and him winning, his teeth biting my bottom lip before he sucks it like it’s supposed to give him energy.My pussy clenches when Neo goes ahead to play with my nipples.Not soft. Not gentle.But hard.His kiss is punishing.Him pinching my sensitive buds feels like he’ll draw blood and I damn know very well he’ll suck that blood and I will be hornier than ever before.By the time he goes to my neck, my heart beat accelerates like a motor engine. I growl for more knowing very well I’m out of breath and the building pleasure rioting in my body will be enough to bring the roof of the room down.My mates pick up on that.A second later, t
SHANE KINCAID“You ready to rodeo this shit?”Connor yells.I grip the chains harder, my boots sinking into the sand. Then I take one good look at the old man from his high seat looking at us like he thinks a couple of wild boars will be able to get rid of us.I’ll kill these beasts. I’ll pass whatever trials he has for us.And when we are out of here, I will fuck my mate senseless and mark her again if need be just to show the old man his daughter is mine.His daughter will always be ours.“Ready”, I retort over all the noise and the upheaval.Silva latches on to the neck of the boar up ahead in seconds.That’s one boar down.And the other is boar headed to us while we still can’t shift.“One.”I can hear the amusement in his voice.My brother is having quite a little bit of fun in this.I would find the whole situation funny if it wasn’t for the fact that we’ve been dangling in a dark room for days taking beatings from omegas we could have well killed.I’m pissed at everything.I’m
RIVER BROWNA few days of being here and Brit and I have searched for them to no avail.It doesn’t help talking to Osiris—my father because he has relentlessly refused to let me see my mates no matter how I ask my mother to knock some sense into him.“I chose them. I’m old enough to make my own decisions. I have made my own decisions for a long time long before you even showed up in the picture.”“Osiris- “, my mother pleads.My father’s face softens but that mask of overprotectiveness is back as soon as he holds my eyes tenderly.“I’m here now and you do not have to do anything you don’t want to.”“You think I don’t want my mates? I love them, they are my mates!”“Do you know if they are? Or did they tell you they are your mates and you went along with it.”Britney scoffs next to me.I fight the urge for an eyeroll because deep inside, his question boggles me.I admit at first, I didn’t feel anything towards them that classified them as my mates.Sure, they called me their mate first
CONNOR KINCAIDMotherfucker.The silver digs into my wrist, at this point it might as well be filtering into my bloodstream, weakening Killian and I.Shane’s the one who’s taking this harder than ever.Pissed as ever, exerting energy he doesn’t have trying to free himself, I know the silver stings him harder than all of us.“I’m calling it now”, Shane grunts, the chains rattle from the damp ceiling, “this is the last time we let any of River’s family members close to us. There was the delinquent sister and now there’s the psychotic father.”I cough.Blood taints my lips, almost choking me.Feeling the blood tainting my teeth, I smile and then I erupt into a full-blown pained chuckle.Curse our fucking luck.After all we’ve been through, to get River, to get the kids and the only thing stopping us now is a pissed off father-in-law who thinks we’ll corrupt his daughter.Our mate for Goddess’ sake.We’ve corrupted her so much, not even another man can breathe down her neck.We filled her
SPECIAL CHAPTER: ALPHA OSIRISWhen life has taken a lot from you, quite literally and figuratively, nothing surprises you anymore.I’ve seen everything the realm and the worlds have to offer and nothing in my entire lifetime has boggled my mind since.They call me a traitor, a traitor I have lived.My people were fickle and if I was a man who cared about the rumors and the backlashing, I would have slaughtered them. Had some peace, enforced the power I craved so much in my youth.Yet one thing changed in the equation and life was as meaningless as the walls I erected to keep the outside world out.My lotus flower died.My human mate left me to rot in this wretched world.Not a single day has gone by not wishing I could join her wherever she went.Humans believed they went to heaven when they died.Werewolves believed there was only two paths in the afterlife. To the Goddess or to hell.I hadn’t done a lot in my life that made the Goddess like me but I would have done anything to join
NEO KINCAID“Iridian? Lotus flower, is that you?”Osiris asks like he’s floundering in a vast pit of his own self-loathing and guilt.I can’t imagine what it’ll feel like knowing he has twenty-six-year-old twin girls, one of whom he just threatened to kill for the punk standing pale next to him.My little boy grins, turning around to look at us.“Meemaw, he knows your name”, Niko says.Iridian slowly steps forward, lips quivering, her hands covering her mouth to stop the sobs.A few of the shit betas and omegas in the room with us murmur.Some of them might know her.Some of them think she’s a fraud.But most of them smell it in the air.River and my kids smell like Iridian, only different.And Iridian smells like what she is. A human.Maybe that’s why Osiris picks Niko from the floor and in his hardened scarred arms taking painful steps to meet us.A minute ago, I thought we’d take out Osiris and get to the displeased omega who’s only gotten paler.Right now, we all watch as two love
CONNOR KINCAIDFor a myth guy and for a guy who’s been a traitor to his species, Osiris didn’t earn the title for the most powerful alpha in the realm for nothing.We thought we were rogues.Osiris makes us look like a bunch of fools from Brackenridge.You can tell by the infrastructure in Gozam, the gravel-built houses surrounding the castle for protection.There are the omegas guarding the gate and as we move inside the city, there’s the betas guarding the inside of the city, guarding the outside of the grotesque gothic mansion up ahead.Each tumble of the jeep we are currently occupying raises our guards up.River’s father might be some bigshot but bigshot or not, we don’t give a shit about his power or his city or his shit guards that stare at my kids like vermin.As soon as we get Levi, we are out of here. Back to normal. Back to making up to our kids for missing in action in all five years of their lives.River and the kids are up ahead in the jeep halting in front of the castle
RIVER BROWNI have been biting my nails since they disappeared into the woods.At some time in the night, Gypsy alerted me she heard screams. I wanted nothing more than to let my curiosity take over but the thought of leaving my kids stopped me.They left us with a couple of omegas to protect us.And then there’s Gio who’s protecting the premises with a bat in case of trouble. We all know that bat won’t stop anyone but I let the old guy think he’s doing something.Mom hasn’t stopped looking out in the woods yet and I get her.Brit is out there too and by the look on her face when she left, she’s determined to see this through to the end.I’m determined to put this behind our backs and start a life without wars and hunting and constant danger.The Moon Goddess might have heard my prayer because the trees by the west ruffle and the moon’s light reveals the triplets’ faces.Brit follows behind them but that’s not the only one tagging along.Some guy is being yanked and forced to walk beh