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Damien.

The thing about memories is that they don't fade the way people tell you they will. They don't blur at the edges or become easier to ignore. If anything, they sharpen with time, like broken glass waiting to slice through your defenses when you least expect it.

I had tried to forget that night a thousand times save from coming to Celeste and demanding she removed the memory.

The cave, the elders, the weight of that damn crystal in my hands. The things it showed me.

But forgetting isn’t an option when the past refuses to let you go.

I was seventeen, full of fire and rage, still believing the world could be fair if I fought hard enough. Back then, I thought blood ties and loyalty meant something. That power could be wielded responsibly.

I was wrong.

The scent of the forest was thicker that night than I remembered... pine and earth, damp with the promise of rain. The pack house loomed ahead, its timbered frame lit from within by flickering lanterns. Every window burned b
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