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Damien.

This probably wasn't the best time for this.

I didn't kiss Elliot because I wanted to. Not that I didn't want to, but not when he was confessing his guts out about what happened to his dead fiancée five years ago.

That wouldn't be fair. Not to him. Not to me.

But he was so close.

His lips trembling with each word, his breath ragged as if the weight of the past was too much to carry on his own.

And his eyes... moon goddess, his eyes... they were darker than usual, filled with so much pain that I could feel it in my own chest.

And yet... all I could think about was how much I wanted him.

Maybe it wasn't the best time.

Maybe it was a terrible idea.

But the way he looked at me, the way he leaned into me when I touched his face, it felt like an invitation I couldn't turn away from.

I cupped his jaw, brushing my thumb over the stubble on his chin, the action almost instinctive.

This wasn't the first time we kissed. He had a whole mark on his neck from me.

But it just felt right.
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