༺ KAEL'S POV.
Death… The whole place smelled like death and it made my stomach coil in disgust. I took a deep breath and walked into the room which I had dreaded entering for a week. The week I had once shared with her…Thalia. The moment I stepped in, the scent that hit my nostrils almost brought me to my knees - literally. Lavender. The room still smelled like Thalia, still felt like Thalia...like she had just been here a few seconds, like she wasn't dead. My heart clenched but I breathed through the pain I had been trying so hard to keep down for days, and stepped further into the room trying so hard to not glance around. I only came here for one thing - Thalia's journal. But coming here, into Thalia's room was more painful than I'd ever imagined it'd be. Because it brought back so many things, memories that I didn't want to recall, that I wasn't ready to face. Because facing them would mean me welcoming guilt to mince with the pain I already felt. Facing these memories would mean accepting the harsh fact - That I was the reason behind my wife's death. I shuddered, went to the drawer and took the journal I was looking for, before rushing out of the room without a second glance, as if there was a fire on my ass. Maybe one day, I'd be brave enough to come to this room and squarely face what I run from…but for now, I'd just be a coward. ~~~~~~~~~ I couldn't stop the tear that slipped down my eyes as I stared at the pages of the journal, at the one entry which had caught my attention most. ∆ Dear Journal…∆ Lately I have been feeling so much like the devil's concubine herself. I have no idea why, but a whole amount of guilt has been eating me up. Perhaps it's this new phase of life that I'm about to enter - maybe that's what's making me reflect on my life and checking if I really do deserve this…what's about to come. Do I? After what I have done? After I have so unfairly taken my little sister's happiness away from her? Sighs. Perhaps I do not deserve this. But maybe this could also represent a second chance to make things right… to right the wrongs not just for my sister but for Kael. It hurts me everytime I see him so empty and broken. I believe now that he truly loves Seraphina. I will make things right for us all…so that I can know that I'd be the right mother for my baby. Oh did I forget to mention? I AM PREGNANT!!! Yay me! My fingers were trembling as I flipped over the page but I couldn't make out any more words from the way my vision had become so blurry with tears. So I closed the journal and placed it carefully on the table like a fragile glass as I struggled to control my breathing. Thalia was pregnant. Thalia was…carrying my child when she died…when she was murdered by those monsters. She had been carrying my baby. I would have been a father. So not only did I lose my wife, I had also lost a child I didn't get to know at all. My heart Clenched tightfully like a string fist was holding it and I had to grip the edge of the table to stop myself from falling. Goddess above… Not only am I responsible for her death but for the death of our unborn baby too. My stomach coiled and before I could stop myself, I threw up all over the floor and table. ༺༺♡♡༻༻ I was barely done cleaning up the mess I had made when the phone rang, echoing loudly through the room. I groaned loudly in frustration when I looked at my screen and saw who was calling. Elias…my elder brother. “What do you want?” I snapped immediately and answered the call. “Come on Kael. That's no way to greet your big brother, who you haven't spoken to in three years. Where are your manners?” There was a hint of amusement laced in his voice. “The manners are shoved up your ass. What do you want, Elias?” He sighed, “I just wanted to hear from you, little brother.” I scoffed. Wanted to hear from me suddenly after three years of no contact? After three years of them tossing me by the side? “I'm going to end the call in the next two minutes if you do not tell me why you are calling me.” “You do not sound so well. Are you okay?” “I'm fine.” “I know you, Kael and although you have always been an ass, I can always tell when something is up with you. You know that right?” I closed my eyes and focused on counting my breathing. That was the second only option I had other than ending the call right in his ears. But I know that Elias would not have called me if it wasn't an important matter. “I'm sure recounting memories isn't why you decided to reach out.” I snapped through gritted teeth. What do I tell him? That I had lost my wife and baby? That would be another series of stories because he wasn't aware that I had gotten married to begin with. “Fine, do not be such a prude little brother.” I clenched and unclenched my fist but said nothing. “Or are you still so angry over our little disagreement years ago? One would think that you have gotten over it by now.” “Little disagreement? You fucking my fiancé is more than just a little disagreement, Elias but no. I have gotten over that. You and that lying skank deserve each other. Now, tell me what made you call because I'm two seconds away from ending this call and blocking your number right now.” “Fine. Our grandfather is dead, Kael. And for whatever reason, he willed seventy percent of everything he owns to you.” My heart dropped.༺ Kael“You can't be serious,” I murmured, my chest suddenly tight, “How? When? How the fuck did this happen?”“These aren't questions we are supposed to answer over the phone, Kael and you know that too well. That's why I'm calling you to invite you over to dinner on Friday night so we can talk about it.”I swallowed, trying to concentrate on Elias' words but my head was spinning, “What's there to discuss?”“The fact that the old man left seventy percent of his entire wealth to you - for whatever reasons.”I couldn't ignore the jealousy I heard dripping from his words and it honestly wasn't surprising. Not at all.Elias has always been jealous of me, always wanted everything I had despite being the older one. At first it was all cute until it became old and tiring feeling like I was forever in competition with my only brother.It had went on, until I walked in on him fucking my fiancé at the time. That was when I had decided that I'd had enough and left home. Although that wasn't all
༺ Kael “You can't be serious,” I murmured, my chest suddenly tight, “How? When? How the fuck did this happen?” “These aren't questions we are supposed to answer over the phone, Kael and you know that too well. That's why I'm calling you to invite you over to dinner on Friday night so we can talk about it.” I swallowed, trying to concentrate on Elias' words but my head was spinning, “What's there to discuss?” “The fact that the old man left seventy percent of his entire wealth to you - for whatever reasons.” I couldn't ignore the jealousy I heard dripping from his words and it honestly wasn't surprising. Not at all. Elias has always been jealous of me, always wanted everything I had despite being the older one. At first it was all cute until it became old and tiring feeling like I was forever in competition with my only brother. It had went on, until I walked in on him fucking my fiancé at the time. That was when I had decided that I'd had enough and left home. Although that was
༺ SeraIt's been one whole week since I last heard from Kael.One week of no calls, or texts.Although to be fair I had not tried to reach out to him either...and the truth was that, I've been avoiding him for a while now - well I was, until he suddenly disappeared.Four days ago I had pretended to pass by his house, and to my surprise everywhere was locked.At first it seemed normal, but now I was just worried because what if - just what if something bad had happened to him?Kael couldn't just stand up and disappear without a warning - or would he? How much do I even know about the man?Yet I made myself pass by his house again. It was a Sunday, so perhaps he would be home.If he wasn't, then I'd have to do something...and fast.I was starting to get very worried.And I didn't have the time to be worried about Kael. Not when I already had so much on my plate as it was.But one thing I could not bear right now is another loss.Not even if it's the loss of a man that I loathed.Thankf
“Excuse me?” Sera screeched.I took a deep breath, looking away from her burning gaze as my chest tightened further.I had no idea why I had come to see her, of all people.No idea at all.But with everything that had gone on so far, I just needed...needed someone I could comfortably talk to.What made me feel that Sera would be that someone - I had no idea, but before I knew it I saw myself heading directly here."Thalia, your sister's death was my fault." I mentioned again and she swayed slightly, her finger pressing her knuckles as she closed her eyes for a few seconds.When she opened her eyes, they were blank...and didn't betray any iota of emotion, which made me confused, and scared.This was a knowledge I never wanted to share with anyone. What was wrong with me?What made me think that she wouldn't throw me out and never see me again.Or even make do on her threats to kill me herself."You aren't making sense," she said and pointed toward the bed, "why don't you sit down, take
“Excuse me?” Sera screeched. I took a deep breath, looking away from her burning gaze as my chest tightened further. I had no idea why I had come to see her, of all people. No idea at all. But with everything that had gone on so far, I just needed...needed someone I could comfortably talk to. What made me feel that Sera would be that someone - I had no idea, but before I knew it I saw myself heading directly here. "Thalia, your sister's death was my fault." I mentioned again and she swayed slightly, her finger pressing her knuckles as she closed her eyes for a few seconds. When she opened her eyes, they were blank...and didn't betray any iota of emotion, which made me confused, and scared. This was a knowledge I never wanted to share with anyone. What was wrong with me? What made me think that she wouldn't throw me out and never see me again. Or even make do on her threats to kill me herself. "You aren't making sense," she said and pointed toward the bed, "why don't you sit
Anyone who ever said there's no place like home surely has never felt what it was like to be in my shoes.Oh sure, there was a time when my cozy home aas my solace but now, it's the place I dread the most.And the fact that I knew what was behind those doors waiting for me didn't help me in anyway.I paused at my door, taking a moment to offer a quick prayer to the goddess, before pushing the door open and walking in. Just as I predicted, Rebecca was sitting in the living room, her legs crossed and eyes flashing when I walked in.On seeing me, she stood up from the chair and walked towards me, her posture tense and off.“Where were you?” I raised a brow, “Excuse me?”“You were gone, for hours. I came to see you and you just left us here alone without any sort of explanation so where were you?”I pinched the bridge of my nose tightly, before turning to Rebecca.“Listen to me carefully, Rebecca let me make something clear to you.” I started, and took two steps closer to her, “I have no
Anyone who ever said there's no place like home surely has never felt what it was like to be in my shoes. Oh sure, there was a time when my cozy home aas my solace but now, it's the place I dread the most. And the fact that I knew what was behind those doors waiting for me didn't help me in anyway. I paused at my door, taking a moment to offer a quick prayer to the goddess, before pushing the door open and walking in. Just as I predicted, Rebecca was sitting in the living room, her legs crossed and eyes flashing when I walked in. On seeing me, she stood up from the chair and walked towards me, her posture tense and off. “Where were you?” I raised a brow, “Excuse me?” “You were gone, for hours. I came to see you and you just left us here alone without any sort of explanation so where were you?” I pinched the bridge of my nose tightly, before turning to Rebecca. “Listen to me carefully, Rebecca let me make something clear to you.” I started, and took two steps closer to her, “
“Oh there you are, Sera!,” My mother beamed as I walked into the sitting room dragging my wet umbrella behind me.“Hi mum.” I made to hug her but stopped when I saw that my whole family were gathered in the sitting room - including my boyfriend, Kael.My brow raised in surprise. He never told me he was coming over. Fuck I've been texting him all day but he never responded.Was everything okay?But judging from the grin on my parent's face, everything was perfectly fine.But what's going on?“Come on in dear. Come in. We have got great news.”“Exciting one!” Dad quipped in and I raised my brow as I took off my coat and followed my mother into the sitting room.“What's going on?”Kael was seated beside my sister and he was the only one not smiling.No - instead he's trying as much as possible to avoid my gaze.Which just raised my suspicions because seriously - what was going on?“Okay, so hit me! What's the good news?”“Your sister Thalia here and Kael are engaged! They are to wed next