XADENAfter two years, I saw her. She saw me. That really just happened, didn't it? I couldn't believe my eyes, when I stared at her. I refused to believe my eyes. Only minutes ago, I had shamelessly longed for her. I was the sailor longing for a lady who wasn't even lost at sea. She wasn't lost. She had a freaking family. It was clear that I had been a fool. Now, I was stone cold sober."How could she do this to me?" I thought, my mind racing with millions of questions per minute "How could she have a child with my enemy, of all people? And be with him, when we hadn't even properly ended things between us? How could she just leave me like that, without even a word of explanation?I couldn't take my eyes off her, even though every fiber of my being screamed at me to turn away. I had to stop looking. I whipped my head, turning around. I slammed my fist on the table, making the glasses rattle. I couldn't believe what I had just seen. I couldn't return to that meeting, not now. I neede
XADENDax, my private investigator stammered, "Y-yes, Alpha Xaden. I'll try.""Try? You'd better do more than try. You’d deliver!" I squeezed the phone so hard it creaked, the plastic digging into my flesh. I kept squeezing, crushing the phone in my hand, the device shattering into pieces. I smashed what was left of it against the wall, the remains flying across the room.I would stop at nothing to get what I needed. Nothing.I sat on the floor, my back against the bed. A knock reached my ears. It kept probing, but I couldn't will myself to answer it. My eyes traveled around the room, landing on the plastic pieces scattered on the floor. Hell, I was going to need a new phone.I dialed the telephone, at the bedside table. “Hello, I need a phone. Any phone will do," I said. "Just make sure it works."As I waited for the phone to arrive, I got up and walked over to the wall where my previous phone had met its demise. I gazed down at the scattered pieces, my eyes scanning the floor unt
SORAYAThe second I saw the guard standing there, my heart nearly burst out of my chest.Xaden? He was here? What was he doing here?My breath caught in my throat and I took a glance at my child, I instinctively pulled Kaylee closer to me, her body pressing against mine. He's here to take her away. I can't let him take her. I turned on my heel, heading upstairs, but stopped in my tracksWait.He already knew I had a daughter.What was I supposed to do? Even if he did, I couldn't just let him take her, especially if he knew the truth. My feet felt glued to the floor. I turned to face the guard. His expression was as stunned as mine. For a moment, I couldn’t think, couldn’t breathe. My stomach twisted, my hands shaky, and my legs felt wobbly.“Send him away,” I finally blurted out, my voice tight and trembling at the same time. “Tell him I’m not home.” I nodded for him to leave, but he didn't budge. I watched as his eyes flickered back to mine then away. His breath caught, and he hesi
SORAYAXaden stood there, casually leaning against his car like he hadn’t turned my entire world upside down. The sight of him made my stomach burn. His arms were crossed over his chest. The morning light slashed across his face, cutting sharp angles on his jaw. His gaze pierced mine, making my throat squeeze together. I swallowed hard, feeling dryness scrape down my throat. My mouth felt parched, my lips tight. He wore a blue shirt and white pants, looking like he just stepped out of a country club. The outfit gave him a preppy, put-together look that screamed old money.Why did he have to look so damn good? Why did he have to make me feel like this, even now? I hated the way my body reacted without my permission, my pulse quickening, my chest tightening. There was this flutter in my chest. And his gaze made my skin feel warm and fuzzy. But I shouldn't feel this way. I couldn't.I wanted to flee, to turn around, run back into the house, hide away from these feelings, from him. But my
XADENI had her right where I wanted her. But damn it all, why did she have to look so good? Standing there all disheveled and soft and so early in the morning at that. I knew she'd just woken up since I’d made sure to show up early. I needed the upper hand for what I’d decided to do and I knew catching her off guard was the best place to start.My eyes lingered as they traveled over her frame— the way her tousled hair cupped her face and her lips parted in surprise at the sight of me. I could relate, but I doubt my surprise was unpleasant— unlike hers.Still, I hated the way my breath caught in my throat at the sight of her.It grated at me that Jeremy— that bastard— had gotten to see her look this way every morning for the past few years. My blood boiled at the thought, but I kept my expression neutral. It took everything I had to school my features into a blank mask when all I wanted was to pummel that son-of-a-bitch into the ground. But I reigned it in because soon enough, she’d b
XADENI couldn't let it happen. This was my mate. How could I let her be with another man when she was supposed to be mine. I knew this was hurting her. But it had to happen. The thought of Jeremy married to her… She'd be his in name and he'd have rights to her body. She’d spend her nights in his bed, his ring on her delicate finger, his hands on her porcelain skin…“Fine,” I snapped, harsher than intended. She flinched but I couldn't hold back anymore— it was hard to stop a rushing dam once it's been broken. “If that's how you want to play it, Soraya, then you've forced my hand.” I bit out the remaining words, my voice ice-cold and detached— the calm facade I'd carefully built had begun to crack. “I'll have my people draw up a petition for the council. I will ensure your so-called wedding is postponed, and eventually canceled. And Jeremy can definitely expect a summons from the council soon enough.” I wasn’t going to let that marriage happen. No matter how much she thought it was so
SORAYAI could barely contain myself as I walked briskly and very giddily across the boys’ dormitory lawn. It was all I could do not to squeal with excitement as I hurried into the building and up the flight of stairs. I stopped on the landing of the second flight of stairs to jump up and down and let myself squeal once again like an intoxicated idiot. I couldn't believe this was happening! There were absolutely no words to describe my joy, and the fact that I was headed up to share this news with my mate just made me even more tingly because this was our wish come true! I'd finally been accepted here to Lupine University and we could be together all the time!I took a deep breath and began trying to calm myself down so I could at least deliver the great news coherently when I got to his room. I swallowed and shook my shoulders as if to shrug off the bulk of the excitement then I continued hopping up the stairs. His room was at the end of the hall and as I excitedly approached the doo
XADENI stormed down the hallway, my teeth gritted, clenching and unclenching my hands as I put as much distance between myself and my office as much and as fast as I could.I'd had it up to my eyebrows with Celeste!My entire body was vibrating and I was almost seeing red at that point. What angered me the most was the sheer – almost – hopelessness of the situation.I headed for the stairs, people hardly used them.I wanted a child, but I didn't want her child. I didn't want a child with Celeste.I practically jumped down one flight of stairs and then,“Arghhh!”I punched the wall next to me. Hard. My chest heaved up and down as I stared at the serious dent I'd made.The woman I called my Luna acted like she had me backed into a corner, I was pretty sure she believed that because we were already married I had no choice but to count on her to get pregnant and birth an heir.But the war inside me was so much more twisted than that.I leaned against the wall in the stairwell, trying to