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SORAYA

My mind was blank and my face felt like it was on fire. I had the strongest urge to dig my nails into my face and peel it off. I'd cried too much and the salty tears had dried, leaving streak patterns on my face.

I thought back to when I was pregnant. I looked at my bump everyday and told myself repeatedly that I had made a mistake. For the first five months I struggled on my own, working menial jobs to pay the hospital bills. I was super depressed, considering the fact that I was separated from my second mate.

I focused on building my hatred for Xaden. But no matter how hard I tried, there was still a part of me that wanted to wait for him. Celeste had told me lies about him. I was pregnant with a strong hatred for Xaden. It was hard to forget about everything at once.

I loved Xaden from the minute I met him. The attraction between us was strong and soon enough, we were all over each other, as mates should have been.

But now I was being punished. Punished for getting down a
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